A dose of poison, the female doctor ended her life, she did not have to choose between her own son and Win Ji, nor did she have to choose between conscience and abetting abuse, she kept her heart, she kept her kindness, but the price she paid was too heavy.
The death of the female doctor Zhi not only made Mi Yue decide to fight back, pouring moments, the storm in the Qin Palace suddenly changed, but also made me as a reader, with a heavy heart, I have always stubbornly believed that people should be kind, kindness will be rewarded, but the death of the female doctor Zhi, let me readjust my perspective and examine the era of great contention.
The first time the female doctor struggled between affection and conscience was when Mi Yue was born, the birth of Mi Yue can be said to affect the hearts of all the people in the Chu Harem, the King of Chu Wei was naturally looking forward to giving birth to a hegemonic star to inherit his unfinished hegemony, Ju Ji and Xiang Shi were looking forward to it in the midst of wandering and contradictions, they were both looking forward to giving birth to a hegemonic star, and they were afraid of fighting with the Queen of Chu, who hated this unborn child from the bottom of her heart, he threatened his son's position as prince, threatened his own throne, and threatened the fate of everyone in her group.
At the time of life and death and fear, people will always subconsciously seek benefits and avoid harm, Queen Chu has long been in the position of queen, naturally there are her survival rules and means of survival, the most direct way she thinks of is to solve this unborn child silently and eliminate the threat, then she needs to find someone to help her complete this task.
As Xiang's fetal protection doctor and the midwife doctor during childbirth, there will be many opportunities to attack Xiang Shi, but she is a healer with conscience, and she practices medicine to save people, not to kill people, which makes her condemned by her conscience.
At that time, people believed in ghosts and gods, especially in the southern Chu kingdom, and the female doctor believed that the doctor was the messenger of the gods, and practicing medicine was the mission of heaven, and it was the person chosen by heaven to save people, so that they could have the talent of being different from others. If you use the talents given by Heaven to do evil and harm people with the medicines that save people, you will be sent by Heaven.
The female doctor's heart is tormented by pain, on the one hand, conscience and faith tell her not to do evil, and on the other hand, the lives of her husband, children and clan members force her to do evil.
At that time, she was only ordered to take care of Xiang Shi, she did not have any feelings for her, and she had no feelings for the unborn child, and the female doctor was only conflicted by her inner conscience and faith, not what would happen to Xiang Shi, what would happen to this child, so she still prepared abortion pills at the moment when the lives of her relatives were at stake, hiding them in her sleeves from time to time, looking for opportunities to be in Xiang's soup medicine.
Although the female doctor was prepared, the great fear in her heart and the torment of her conscience always prevented her from taking the last step. Dragged on until the last moment, Mi Yue was born, a female baby, naturally will not be a bully star, which made her finally breathe a sigh of relief, Queen Chu naturally will not threaten her again, she finally saved her heart, but also saved the lives of her relatives.
The female doctor Zhi escaped the fate in this way, but many years later in the Qin Palace, she encountered the same threat and had to make the same choice, only this time she was no longer just a choice of conscience and faith, but also an emotional choice.
The position of prince of Win Dang was threatened by Win Ji, which Mi Shu could not accept, and she decided to acquiesce to Tortoiseshell's suggestion and chose to remove this threat like her mother, so Tortoiseshell threatened the female doctor.
The female doctor looked at the blood-stained family letter from the Chu Kingdom, and half a finger, she trembled like a fallen leaf in the autumn wind, frightened and unable to make a sound. She arrived in the Qin Kingdom, but her son and husband were still in the Chu Kingdom, still in the hands of Chu Weihou.
Ever since Win Ji was born, the female doctor Zhi has been taking care of him and treating him like her own son. She is far away from her homeland, far away from her relatives, and her relationship with her relatives is only connected by blood, but the time she has spent with Mi Yue and Win Ji is far more than her own flesh and blood, and her feelings with them are better than those with her own flesh and blood, and you let her choose between flesh and blood and emotional affection, which is an insoluble problem for her.
She did not want to kill Win Ji, nor could she not kill him, let Chu Weihou kill her relatives and sons, no matter who died, it was unacceptable to her, she chose to commit suicide in desperation, she used her own death in exchange for the lives of all the people she loved.
She was originally a kind person, a person with a principle and conscience, but because she could not be her own master and was forced to do what she did not want to do, she chose to die in desperation.
She died, but how many people else could not die if they wanted to?
Behind the tragedy of the female doctor, how many similar tragedies are there that we can't see?
When Mi Yue and Mi Shu were fighting with Shi Bi, Pearl knocked down Mi Yue in front of the King of Qin, and she also went to fight with Mi Yue for He Shi Bi, and as a result, she was poisoned and killed.
Not to mention that Pearl did not know that Heshi Bi was poisonous, only that she and Mi Yue robbed Heshi Bi.
First, Mi Yue was a princess in the Chu Kingdom, and in the Qin Kingdom she was a bazi, from which aspect she was a noble master, not a slave who dared to come up and do something to her, even if tortoiseshell wanted Mi Yue to die, she only dared to say behind her back, in front of Mi Yue, she also had to be reluctant to respect her, but Pearl was just a small slave, where did she have the courage to fight with Mi Yue?
Second, Mi Shu and Mi Yue robbed HeShibi in front of the King of Qin, they were both women of the King of Qin, and they were beaten, but why did a slave maid of pearl rush up to help Mi Shu in a panic?
Is she looking for death? Her behavior is to find death, but her heart does not want to find death, just because the tortoiseshell is dragged out to give her a look, let her take the opportunity to grab Heshibi, then she must rob.
Robbing, maybe there is still hope for life, not robbing is death, not only is she dead, her family in the Chu country is not better, she does not for herself, but also for her family to fight for her life to help Mi Shu.
Why did tortoiseshell think about carrying out Chu Weihou's orders all day long, and kill Mi Yue, do you think she was really unconditionally loyal to Chu Weihou? Loyal enough not to even listen to Mi Shu's words, he brainwashed Mi Shu all day long and asked her to kill Mi Yue. Wrong, tortoiseshell was also a person who came to the Qin Kingdom with Mi Shu, and all her relatives were in the Chu Kingdom, all in the hands of Chu Weihou.
If Mi Yue really hurt Mi Shu, do you think tortoiseshell can really be fine? Can her family still be well?
On the way to the Qin kingdom, Mi Shu was poisoned in Shangyong City, that woman was sent by Lady Wei, she and Mi Shu had no vendetta, why risk harming Mi Shu? Even to the death did not give up the culprit behind the scenes, do you think she is really loyal?
After tortoiseshell died, MiShu's inner monologue: "Just a slave, to die for the master, the original is what she should do,........, loyal slave, can die for the master, the unfaithful slave, even less should live...", the tortoiseshell is loyal to Mishu, dead is deserved, then the other slaves, they died for the master, in the master's heart even a wave can not be provoked, this is the fate of the slaves in that era.
In that era, when people were divided into three, six, nine, and so on, how many slaves died for the sake of their master's ambitions and desires, Lady Wei helped Gongsun Yan leave Qin and return to Wei, and the King of Qin dragged all the people around her to torture in a rage, and only One Tsai Wei finally returned, and those people all gave her life.
These are what we see, how many more we can't see, how many people leave their homes with their masters to go to a foreign country, how many families are separated from their families, just because they are slaves and can't control their own destiny, they should sacrifice for their masters, and how many people who have not completed the tasks assigned by their masters have died, and how many have affected their families?
In the Spring and Autumn Warring States era of strict class, people divided into noble and lowly, slaves will always be slaves, but nobles are not necessarily always nobles, of course, those in power are not necessarily always in power, perhaps a war, the replacement of a prince, many people from nobles to slaves, from the supreme commander to the oppressed inferior, and there will be another wave of people from the bottom to the nobility, and even into the power of the people, holding the power of countless people to kill.
A person, as long as she is not willing to be oppressed forever, will resist, will fight, as long as a person wants to sit in the position of the person in power forever, then she still needs to fight, to fight.
With such a big dispute in the era background, with such a premise, many people's struggle, many people's struggle, there will be a reasonable explanation, you will also understand them.
For the sake of her son's crown princely throne and for her own queenship, Queen Chu made a cruel heart to harm Xiang Shi and mi Yue.
In order to be able to sit in the position of queen of Qin, Lady Wei first sent people to poison and kill Mi Shu in Shangyong City, and then sent Yiqu people to intercept and kill Mi Shu, so that her son Yinghua could sit on the position of crown prince, and frequently created contradictions and disasters.
In order to no longer be a concubine forever, no longer oppressed by Mi Shu, she racked her brains while dealing with Mi Shu, while pandering to the King of Qin, for herself, for her son, how much heart she had spent, how many brain cells had died, and finally in order to appear in the court, she caught Mi Shu by surprise, so that the great king Yingdang agreed to go to the Yan Kingdom with her son, and the internal guards and guards who opened the way for her were killed one by one for the lack of protection.
For the sake of her son's position as prince and her own queen, in order to be able to sit in the position of the ruler and control the fate of others, she changed from a simple and kind little girl in the Chu Palace to a crazy and cruel woman.
No matter who they are, even if they can't agree with their behavior, they can understand their behavior, because the harem they are in is also a battlefield, and they may change from concubines to rulers, no dispute, always be a concubine, always under the queen, oppressed, enslaved, they have to fight for their future, for their destiny.
This is the law of survival in that era of great strife, and the war between countries and the struggle between people are the main themes of that era.
In fact, isn't the society we are in now also an era of great controversy? The inner volume affects everyone, each of us is in this bureau, in order to live a better life, everyone is working hard, but the times are different, the rules of contention are different, that era is the competition for human life, and we are in a society where everyone is equal, as long as everyone has the ability, there is room for ascension, but the essence is the same, they all want to live better.
Note: This article is written in the original novel of "The Legend of Mi Yue", which may be slightly different from the TV series, and the picture comes from the TV series stills