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He is a "game genius" who has been questioned.
In April 2018, public opinion questioning his "opening and hanging" broke out, and attacks from all directions and tides of attacks hit teenagers through the Internet.
Under the rainstorm, he chose to turn around and walk into the professional arena -
Witnessed by the referee, he led the team to win the third Weibo Cup championship of "PUBG", and he personally won the "God of War" award.
On May 29, 2020, 3168536 began broadcasting again, and various gifts such as aircraft, super fire, and airdrops bloomed in the live broadcast room, contributing to a large-scale "gift" feast.
People watching the hilarity do not understand: Tinker Bell is back, what does that mean?
That represents the release, reconciliation and transformation of a young man's youth that has been questioned.
The author | sharks are fat
Edited | Shark Meow
— 01 —
"The 16-year-old's path to esports"
Fans say that Tinker Bell looks like a catfish, so "catfish" naturally became his nickname. "Catfish rarely promising" and "genius catfish" are the most common bullet screens in his live broadcast room.
According to the "catfish effect", the mortality rate of sardines in transport is very high, and later someone put a catfish in the fishing trough, the sardines were chased and chased by the catfish to hide around, the lack of oxygen was solved, and most of them jumped back to the fishing port alive.
On the battlefield of PUBG, the little ding-dong with a steel gun is the "catfish" that hunts down the enemy and finally succeeds in eating chicken.
As a child, Tinker Bell loved to play games like all boys. He pretended to do his homework in the room, then secretly played games, and would lie and say, "Mom, I don't like this (made breakfast), you give me money to buy it myself." He saves money to go online, preferring to go hungry and play games.
But we have to admit that the illusory thing of game talent does exist.
How talented is Tinker Bell? In the "Overwatch" game career, he won the first crown of the national service for two consecutive seasons, when he was only 16 years old; after switching to "PUBG", with excellent operation on the debut of the 2018 "PUBG" Good Han Cup Professional Tournament, he directly appeared on Weibo hot search.
When this talent is fully displayed in Tinker Bell, when peers are still obsessed with reading and not hearing anything out of the window, Tinker Bell must make an important choice for her life.
In 2017, 16-year-old Tinker Bell was introduced by a friend to join overwatch esports clubs. He knew that if he wanted to really embark on this path, he would have to give up his studies and get the support of his family, so he showed his family with a nervous feeling.
Tinker Bell's mother still vividly remembers that conversation. When his son entered middle school, he gave her a choice question and pulled her together to stand at the crossroads that determined her future destiny. Dingdong's mom recalled, "I think that conversation really touched me."
At that time, Tinker Bell, who was only 16 years old, said to her mother, "Mom, I know that you want me to study hard, go to a good university in the future, and have a stable job. But I know my interest is not here, and this path is not the only one that suits me."
He didn't want to miss this opportunity with regrets, and put forward his yearning for e-sports: "Mom, you may not know how well I play the game, now there is a professional team (opportunity), I want to try it, if I can choose this path, if not I will come back to school." 」
Hearing her son's words, Tinker Bell's mother was silent for a long time.
She was afraid that blind denial would bury her children's talents, but she also had the same worries as thousands of parents around the world: "At that time, I didn't know much about e-sports, and I thought that if my children played (games) and didn't go to school well, they wouldn't do their jobs." 」 Now, in the course of talking to this writer, Tinker Bell occasionally emphasizes, "Many of my successes are due to good luck."
He did catch up with enlightened parents and glorious times.
Tinker Bell's mother told me, "Our family has been more democratic since he was a child, and I don't force [Tinker Bell] to follow my ideas, but I like to listen to his ideas in everything." This kind of education created Ding-Dong's independent way of thinking and gave him a chance to persuade his mother.
After that conversation, in order to try to understand her son's thoughts, Tinker Bell's mother began to make up for the knowledge of the esports industry. She learned that the e-sports industry has already shaken off the stigma of "electronic opium" under the efforts of a generation and developed into a 100-billion-level market.
In the end, she made the decision to take her son to Shanghai to pursue his esports dreams.
Ding Dong's mother sighed, "If it had been ten years ago, I wouldn't have thought it was a promising and developing thing." Without her mother's unrelenting support, Tinker Bell may be like Li Xiaofeng (Game ID: Sky) and need to get out of its own legendary road more difficult. Even, it may become a "God of Internet Cafes" who play well in the game.
He joined the professional e-sports team at the age of 16 and became a hit in the field of live broadcasting at the age of 17, and Ding-Dong went to the "peak of life" before he became an adult. In the absence of a special live script, he attracted a large number of fans just by virtue of his daily game play, and the continuous "funny memes" soon made him one of the most popular anchors in the "PUBG" section of Douyu.
If anyone doesn't believe me, you can try staying in the tinker bell booth for half an hour. Soon you will find that your mouth has inadvertently opened into a circle, and after sighing "sleeping, cow" in the routine operation that the audience is accustomed to, smirking into this happy atmosphere.
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"Ride the wind and waves, grow gradually"
Without the "cold window hard reading", Ding Dong has played a successful path through the game, and this experience is expected to be secretly envied by most people in their hearts. But the bumps in the road cannot be ignored. Ding-Dong is certainly lucky, but everything is not smooth along the way, and it can even be called a series of setbacks.
The game mechanics specific to FPS games determine the two types of players in the game: people and "immortals" (cheaters). A real master can rely on his reaction speed and prejudgment ability that is far beyond ordinary people, as close as possible between himself and AI, and then be sought after by players as a "game god", but when this gap is infinitely close to zero, it is difficult for ordinary players to distinguish between "big gods" and "gods".
Tinker Bell is one of the closest of these "great gods" to the "gods".
"Forming a team to be kicked", "Being highly skilled but questioned", "Being signed a team claiming 50 million"... Relying on the innate talent for games alone, It is impossible for Tinker Bell to do whatever he wants in the midst of a complex social torrent. This experience shows the cruelty of the adult world, and the tuition he pays is more expensive than all the children in the classroom.
He was forced to write down the words "I learned to be patient at the age of 16 in my life", trying to find someone to talk to but found that no one around could empathize.
On the evening of April 29, 2018, the questioned Tinker Bell suddenly lost control of his emotions during the live broadcast, hugging and crying with his mother.
This is the first time that Tinker Bell and her mother feel the horror of online violence, and all kinds of verbal attacks continue to fall on them through the Internet: "They even scold me together, turn on the computer every day, the live broadcast room is full of this (offensive words), what do you say your emotions will be?" 」 Tinker Bell's mother couldn't understand the trolls' mentality at all, and she could only constantly comfort her son: "We have to be strong and get through."
In the conversation with the author, Ding Dong is in a state of "skin" in the middle, but when the author mentions these past events again, Ding Dong falls into a state of wanting to talk and stop: "With the low game talent of most trolls, it seems like a professional player to hang up." 」 In the end, he said very strongly, "I don't want to talk about these things, these things are in the past."
He may simply not want to mention it, or he may still be difficult to let go.
The only thing that is certain is that Tinker Bell, who originally just wanted to play games with his friends, had to grow up in every grind, mature enough to make the people closest to him ashamed of themselves.
However, many people think that the attacks of netizens make Ding Dong unbearable, but this is not the case. Tinker Bell emotionally clarified, "I'm crying not because people question me, but because I can't play."
It was also the only time he lost control of his emotions throughout the conversation.
He repeatedly stressed that the audience's doubts made him feel helpless, he did not understand why he could not be convincing no matter how he explained, in this case - joining the professional league and winning the professional championship under the strict and transparent witness of the referee was the best way for him to fight back against the "open hanging" doubt, while the "open hanging" rumors on the Internet would hinder his career. When he suddenly found himself in a dead loop, it became the last straw that crushed the camel.
In the end, he joined the professional team and led the team's PUBG division to win the third Weibo Cup championship, and he himself won the honor of "God of War" in the competition.
After winning the championship, the rumors about his "opening and hanging" were self-defeating and gradually disappeared.
Setbacks eventually make people grow. On April 22, 2020, when the news of "Dingding Is Sued by RNG for 50 Million" was flying around the Internet, Dingdang just calmly said: "Since things have already been like this, there is no way, we can only face it." He then went on a massive spree in the final of the PCL Spring Games.
Despite that day, he was still wearing an RNG jersey.
After these baptisms, Tinker Bell has been able to fulfill the obligations of a professional player without panic in a huge claim of 50 million. In every esports game, he strives to play at his full level. When his mother panicked because of the club's threat of litigation, he calmly reassured his family like an outsider.
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"Returning is still a teenager"
Even so, Tinker Bell is still just a teenager, whether it is appearance, personality or voice. After returning to the live broadcast, his live broadcast room was still full of laughter and laughter, and it was difficult for the audience to see the pressure or burden on his face.
Even the 50 million compensation lawsuit still hangs over his head like a sword.
Tinker Bell feels that his performance in the live broadcast room is not much different from that in real life, which is not completely accurate, but it is also similar. In the eyes of assistant Xiaomin, the little ding-dong in the live broadcast is undoubtedly the true color, but this state will only be aimed at a specially familiar good friend, and the usual tinker will be very introverted. Xiao Min said, "I want to change the title of the live broadcast room a little fancy, and he will ask me not to do this."
Thankfully, Tinker bell has experienced the cruelty of society, but still maintains his original intention, and the existence of the Internet can let him let go of his baggage and show his happiest side. When Tinker Bell played a very wonderful operation, he would even joke: "This operation I myself think is hanging." He said: "I used to think that my career was more important than my career as an anchor. Now whether I'm an anchor or a professional player, I'm very happy."
This change in attitude is inextricably linked to the strong support of fans in his difficult times.
Tinker Bell is still confident. He doesn't have idols to worship, and he firmly believes that he can do his best in both live broadcasting and esports, but he is more cautious and steady. Therefore, while broadcasting live, he also formed his own team PeRo.
At the end of the conversation, Tinker Bell's mother said: "This is our original choice, there is no reason not to stick to it, and he is so talented, we can't back down with a little frustration." This is Tinker Bell's ideal, and he has chosen this path." As the strongest backing of Tinker Bell, she studied and managed the related matters of the team and live broadcasting.
No matter what happened in the past, Ding Dong once again raised his sails and set sail resolutely, even if he was beaten by society, he still wanted to get results in e-sports events. Because the roar when the game was won was the original dream of the teenager who made a choice at the age of 16.
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