"Qingzhiyan" Douban interface
In Japanese, blue is written as blue, which is the color of the sky. Whether it is "Qing と白で水色", "青い春", or "Swallowtail Butterfly" in qingkong, "Lily Week" in the green cat. Some people say that Qing seems to belong only to Japan. This is the youth that has collapsed in the blue flame.
--Douban Sukida
It's a simple story of a 17-year-old high school student who can't stand an alcoholic and violent stepfather hurting his mother and sister, so he chooses to kill him with drugs and electricity, and finally despairs and commits suicide.
This story is permeated with an air of despair and helplessness, in the words of one of the more popular words recently, that is, "meaning is difficult to be peaceful".
Family reasons have formed a strange and lonely personality, Shuichi will record his life by recording, by curling up in the fish tank to calm himself, in order to protect his mother and sister also chose to solve the problem in an extreme way, but after careful layout, he learned that the man had already contracted cancer sooner or later is going to die, and everything he has worked hard to do is completely meaningless, which is the most desperate.
Since then, there is no going back, obviously smart and talented, love has progressed, but can not save the gradual decline of life. When a second life was taken in order to destroy the evidence, Shuichi had almost given up on himself.
Finally, Xiuyi confessed to Noriko that she had killed someone, and Noriko nodded and said I knew, and leaned forward on his shoulder. For about ten seconds, at the crowded station entrance.
These ten seconds were the only hugs they had ever embraced in their lives.
When they were separated, the girls were bumped by passers-by, as if to hint at their stumbling life. There are many things that have not happened, but they are no longer possible.
The most impressive part of the film is the monologue, "What I like: the off-road bike, the world I see riding on the off-road vehicle, the dishes cooked by my mother, Haruka's angry face...", along with this monologue, the teenager Shuichi chose to commit suicide.
We say that it is a feeling of powerlessness, that even if we repeat it a hundred times, it is still a deep way to go wrong, and only the residual thoughts burn the heart. The story described in "Qingzhiyan" is exactly like this, even if you go again, even if there are so many favorite things in this world, you can't change the ending of the teenager who chooses to leave.