Novel: Lin Xue feels that he has helped himself, does not want to lose this love, does not want to be stranger to him

Lin Xue felt that he was too greedy, and he coveted Chen Bin's care again and again, and naturally enjoyed the help he gave, creating that illusion for others. So much so that suffering this unnecessary humiliation is really self-inflicted.

Thinking of this, she seemed to be in a better mood, not as angry as before.

Chen Bin is also the only person she knows well in the provincial city, he is like her own relatives in her own mind, she does not want to lose this love, nor does she want to be strange with him.

After a hard night's sleep, when I woke up again, it was already bright, and I hurried to pack up and go to work.

Only when you go to work can you earn money, and only when you have money can you live a little more confidently, and can you live with dignity.

Of course, this money has a premise, it is the hard-earned money you earn, not the wind blowing over.

For two consecutive days, Chen Bin did not come over, and the few cantaloupes he sent over were lost on the stove top and lost their moisture.

Lin Xue didn't want to move it, so he put it there, but until it was broken, he didn't see its owner come over.

The bed and the cardboard box are still in the doorway, and looking at it every day is also a blockage. Fortunately, there were no guests visiting at home, so I continued to swing.

About to take the self-study exam, Lin Xue has been a little busy recently, except for work, the rest of the time is spent on books.

Get up early in the morning to endorse books, do test questions in the evening, and often be busy for half the night. When I think about when I was going to school, it didn't seem to be so hard.

No one pushed her, it was she herself who put a little pressure on herself.

In the year of wandering, she deeply felt that there was no diploma, no skill, and the room for employment to choose from was too small and too little. Forcing themselves to study, to study, to take exams.

After work this night, it was already nine o'clock, Lin Xue dragged his tired legs back, and he was too tired to eat lately.

When I entered the courtyard of the rental house, I looked up and saw that the lights in my room were on, and I felt a clatter in my heart, and I turned off the lights when I left in the morning.

It won't be Chen Bin coming back, right? Thinking of this, she took three steps and made two steps to run up, there were always people in the yard, not thieves or anything.

He took out the key and opened the door, and sure enough, he saw Chen Bin busy in the kitchen wearing an apron.

Hearing her return, Chen Bin smiled and said, "Come back, wash your hands, and you can eat right away." After saying that, he still went back to his business, as if the unpleasantness that had not happened before had happened at all.

Lin Xue stood in the doorway, and saw that the bed and cardboard box that had been placed here for twenty days before were put back to the same place by him.

Put down the bag, went to the bathroom to wash his hands and came out, Chen Bin's meal was already on the table. Shredded fish, stir-fried oil and wheat vegetables, and two bowls of rice are placed there.

The two men sat face to face, neither of them taking the initiative to say anything, silently picked up chopsticks and began to eat.

Lin Xue thought about it, as if it had been less than twenty days since Chen Bin had sent her back that day, and there was no contact between the two of them. I also think of him as a person every time I see the bed, is it a little bit unsympathetic?

In addition to going to work every day, I have to review, and I can leave myself free time, which seems not to be a lot!

So I never thought about his affairs, and when I thought about it, I felt a little more comfortable and balanced.

The two men ate their own meals silently, and neither of them spoke, like a pair of old husbands and wives for many years, respectful and respectful.

After eating, Lin Xue took the initiative to clean up the dishes, after all, this is his own house, Chen Bin is also a guest, and the meal is also made by him.

Chen Bin did not grab her, smoked a few napkins and came out to clean the table, sitting there smoking. I didn't realize that he could even smoke before, but I was relieved to think about it, after all, he was also a man!

After cleaning up the pots and pans, Lin Xue washed his hands and sat down at the table, "I think we have some things that need to be explained clearly to our faces." ”

Chen Bin snuffed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, clasped his hands on his chest, and also had a serious face, "You say, I just listen." ”

Lin Xue looked directly at him, "It's true that you rented this house, you set the rent for me, but the problem now is that I gave you back a lot of rent, right?" "Concise and to the point, without saying a word of nonsense.

Chen Bin looked at her, silent, just nodding.

Lin Xue bit his lip, "I don't know what you said to your parents, but I feel that in their eyes, this house is rented by you, and I just live in your house for free, as if I took advantage of you." ”

Chen Bin hung his head and hesitated for half a day before saying: "My monthly salary is fixed, except for my own living expenses, the rest are handed back to my parents on a monthly basis." Even if I don't go home that month, as long as I go back, I will give it to my family every month. ”

Speaking of this, he looked up at Lin Xue, who was sitting opposite, and pursed his lips.

Lin Xue looked at the cup in his hand and listened to him slowly, without interrupting him.

Chen Bin continued his own explanation, "The first time I paid you rent, I returned home, my mother asked me for a few months' salary, I didn't have money to give her, I said I rented the house to pay the rent. The reason why I didn't mention you at that time was because I didn't think it was necessary, more was better than less, and I didn't expect them to find here. ”

Lin Xue couldn't figure it out, "Since that's the case, how do they know about my existence?" ”

Chen Bin sighed, "I called you on the first day of the New Year, and just when my mother listened, she asked who it was." I said that I was renting a house with you, but I didn't say that I was renting a house with you. My unit is also a group of people working together to rent a house, and I don't think this matter is a problem. ”

"When I came back from the car that day, it was a colleague from the unit who told me that my parents went to the company to find me, and they told my parents that I rented a house here, and you have been to the company before, and they have all seen it."

After his explanation, Lin Xue seemed to understand the general situation of that matter, plus the landlord's grandfather knew half of it, adding oil and vinegar to it, giving people the illusion that Chen Bin was renting a house with Lin Xue.

Although he later gave the rent to Chen Bin, others did not know it, only they knew it, and there was no way to explain this matter clearly to others.

Lin Xue thought for a moment, "Then when I returned the rent to you, didn't you explain it to your parents?" ”

It was Chen Bin's turn to smile bitterly, "I didn't hand over the money back to my parents at all, there was a colleague who was in a car accident and needed money urgently, I helped him pay for the medical expenses." Now he is still living in the hospital, and the money can only be returned to me after the insurance claim, and sometimes I don't want to tell my parents more about these things, thinking that they are afraid to follow me all day. ”

Lin Xue was completely speechless, and things were explained clearly, as if they were all yin and yang, but he was plainly misunderstood by people like this, and his heart was still uncomfortable.