I thought love could overcome everything, who knew she was powerless at times. I thought that love could fill the regrets of life, but what made more regrets was love. Yin and yang are lacking, and they are constantly repeated in a love. If you change people, it will not be blue.
【Book】Zhang Ailing's "Eighteen Springs"
Time has been staggered again and again, and after more than ten years, Shijun has lived in a muddy state, and he still has a very warm home; but Man Zhen has experienced a long time and is reborn as a human being, the only thing is to give a definite account of the deep love of the past. Once they met by chance, they knew that they could not go back, really could not go back, there was no origin and there was no past, and it was doomed to meet again, and it was fate to pass by. What if we meet? A faint sentence of you happy, enough.
Book Excerpts:
The days go by really fast, especially for people after middle age, ten years and eight years seem to refer to gu jian. But for young people, three years and five years can be a lifetime.
Maybe love is not passion, nor is it nostalgia, but it is a part of life, and the years have become a part of life.
He finally smiled and nodded slightly at her. But he really didn't know what to say, couldn't find a word, and his mind was as empty as if it had been washed. The two silently faced each other, only to feel that it was like water flowing there.
She always knew. It was she who said it, and they couldn't go back. He now understood why he was so confused today, he was struggling with time. The last time we met before, at least suddenly, there was no trick. Today, when I go out from here, I will never say goodbye, and it will be as clear as if I were dead.
【Shadow】"The Song of the Luncheon"
How many times they thought about the scene of the reunion, and when it really happened, it was completely different from what they thought, and it was not a taste that could not be said, and their hearts were always in a trance.
Men lightly copy the trail to go to the appointment in advance, women come from Paris, all full of fantasies about this date, all waiting to be brought into a new relationship by the other party - the remnants of the old love to ignite a new spark, or meet the only smile, long love into a confidant, even if it is not the same, reliving the old dream may be good. Therefore, the luncheon venue is chosen from the restaurants that have been frequented in the past.
Almost as soon as we met, we knew that this meeting would end unhappily. For fifteen years, he was alone, lost in his soul, disgusted by poetry, disgusted by life, remembered to occupy the past, the holder of the present, ruined his future, he could only be an unambitious book editor, in a corner of the office, escaping from life, dreaming of foolishness.
She is married to a best-selling author, dressed in fine clothes, life seems to be happy, after all, her heart can not let go of the relationship of many years ago, otherwise how could she choose her husband's business trip, from Paris to London, and from London to the old Japanese restaurant?
After a few regular greetings, there was nothing more to talk about. Business as usual, a sentence summed up fifteen years of time, think more about everything back to the original point, even if it is the day of the breakup, many words can be said again, many things can be mentioned, do wrong can also make up for it, at least not like now, want to say and stop, the sound of the east and west, even a simple "think of you", it is difficult to export. In order not to appear too embarrassed, he drank a lot of wine, the wine was in his stomach, the matter was in his heart, there was always a layer in the middle, no matter how much wine he drank, he could not drown his heart. The thing in my heart wants to soak it with shochu and burn it, but I just can't. She also put her hand in his palm and caressed it gently, but was it pity or emotion? In his eyes, the more she was satisfied, the more he lost.
Yes, there is no going back, none of us can go back. Whether you say that you are weak and incompetent, use failed feelings as an excuse, or escape from life, the fifteen years between you and me have not made you more clear and pure, nor has it made me more heroic and powerful, we all fantasize about relying on each other to save, and first give up on ourselves. A self-defeating, floating person in the years, talking about love, just like talking about a distant crash, the scars are still there, but it doesn't hurt, it doesn't itch, all the unforgettable, heart-rending lungs, and disappeared together.
Love is too short, forgetting is too long. (Text/ Micro Magazine Original)
【Sound】Eason Chan's "Better not to see"
In the end, you still have only yourself. Although I still miss you in my heart, it is better not to see it.
Good night, with love.
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