The floating clouds of the past have their own taste

I once said that I have a good comrade-in-arms named Xie Xianbin, who unfortunately died during the second operation due to a heart disease review, only forty o'clock, and died young, which is particularly sad and very regrettable. Because we are confidants, he is so talented! For this reason, I express my regret for the farewell:

Close comrade-in-arms Xie Xianbin,

Brilliant forty Spring,

Surprised to know that I will not quit going,

Heartbreak and tears of mourning.

Both of us are Henan compatriots who joined the army in August 1962, he is a native of Huaiyang County, graduated from high school, has a deep cultural foundation, and feels inferior! We were in a battalion, he was a machine gun company, as a clerk, I was also a clerk in the second company, exchanged a lot of contacts, and gradually became friends! Later, he went to the acting secretary of the battalion headquarters, worked for three months, and then returned to the machine gun company. I didn't expect to transfer me to be the acting secretary, which is really a bit embarrassing! Later, he became an officer in the Youth Unit of the Regiment, and I also became a secretary in the Political Department, and then he went to the Propaganda Unit as an officer; later he was transferred to the Organization Section as an officer, and then I also went to the DivisionAl Propaganda Section as an officer; later, he was transferred to the Military Secretariat as a secretary, and I was the commander of the regiment; later he was transferred to the General Office of the Central Military Commission as a secretary, I went to the Military Propaganda Department as an officer, and at the same time went to the Military and Political University to study. You say it's fate! You say it's an adventure! Who can tell? If you use the traditional helpless "classic" saying, it is "fate"! So we knew each other very well, and we had a precious moment of the Political Science College, but we didn't expect it to be the last meeting! However, there was a group photo at that time, which finally left a valuable memorial! At the time of the meeting, it was just smashed the "Gang of Four", and the place of the Central Military Commission was very complicated, fortunately, he did not touch it. He also gave me a copy of the materials for his denunciation of the "Gang of Four", which was very rewarding. At the same time, I also wished him to be vigilant and not to make mistakes, and wrote four sentences for him:

The gods of heaven are invisible,

Nervous muscle idle,

Short Long March with multiple risks,

I wish you a safe ride on a fishing boat.

This means that you are in the superstructure, the struggle is complicated, mentally nervous but do not have time to exercise, be careful not to make mistakes. But I also kept hearing rumors about him. Some say that he did not work for three months at the battalion headquarters, indicating his weaknesses; that he was at odds with the chief of the unit during his time in the Youth Unit; that he had had conflicts in the organization section; and that he was even more rigid with the deputy chief in the military secretariat. At this time, the General Office of the Central Military Commission happened to come to select and transfer personnel, so it recommended him to go and so on. And although he and his lover had two sons, they have always had a disagreement, tossed for more than ten years, and finally left. Later, he transferred to the Policy Research Office of the Beijing Municipal Government. He said that he had valvular heart disease due to his cardiothoracic stenosis, recurred after the first surgery, and left during the second operation. These last two things are true. When a comrade-in-arms dealt with the aftermath, he also gave him a remarriage certificate, saying that it was for his children. So and so, more for the real thing, less for the rumors, "no wind and no waves." I imagined that such a comrade of such a high level of talent, such a brilliant and vigorous comrade, had lost his bright future because of the problem of thinking method (perhaps personality), what a pity, I also deeply felt eternal regret for my good friend! What should we learn from this? The ancient adage: "The human heart must live, and the fire heart must be empty"!

Open-minded can accommodate,

The heart and eyes are too narrow to commit suicide,

Good at dissolving such as cancer prevention,

It will melt into the world.

Zhou Lang is recognized as talented,

Pity the knots,

Long dull without antidote,

A life is lost.

We have a captain in the film team of the propaganda unit, who is good at business, shrewd and capable, and has a good official position. But he is not strict with himself, his style is Sheila, many discipline violations, do not fake outing, but he never admits it. Because he took advantage of the fact that there were several elders above, he didn't pay much attention to me. Therefore, the comrades in the stock are not accustomed to him like this, and there are many discussions, saying that you see what he has become, and you don't care about him. I began to pay attention to him, and once he dared to ride a motorcycle alone to the county seat of YiXian County, which was about ten kilometers away, and went around in a circle, as if nothing had happened. But I know exactly what time he started and what time he came back, and there is circumstantial evidence. Coupled with a few disciplinary records, I arranged a meeting of the stock. Prior to the meeting, I exchanged views with several officers. Everything is ready. In the afternoon meeting, the central topic was to strengthen work style and discipline. At the meeting, he was sloppy and did not make self-criticism. One by one, these officers reported and criticized him in many facts, almost five or six examples, and I pointed out in particular the problem of taking leave of absence, the officers were not allowed to go out on motorcycles, and the problem of self-discipline, and pointed out the seriousness of his problems. He confessed, made a review, and said that he had reformed himself. The meeting was over. It is estimated that he went to the head of the hometown again (a regular visitor), and I don't know what he said again! As a result, after dinner, he ran to the house (I was not there) and poor Bula reviewed his mistake with his wife and begged the chief of the unit not to punish her. After that, everything was normal, he did well, and there were no more violations. By the way: the wife works with his lover at the service agency, and she tells her wife what her lover said, what time is it, etc., which may be called "lady diplomacy"! It was I who mastered his laodice, so he was particularly afraid of me! I didn't punish him, and I didn't mean it, but he was still very nervous! From this incident, I have a personal experience, for people who have more problems, when the leader does not talk all day, he can think that when necessary, he must be "stable, accurate, fierce, and loving" to teach him once, and the effect will be better! This is called "small diseases do not take medicine, serious diseases under the fierce medicine, do not know the cure, cure will be frightened!" ”

There is an officer in the Propaganda Unit, who specializes in writing newsletter reports, he graduated from junior high school, but he is very hardworking, his grades are good, he is often seen in newspapers, people call him a nerd, in fact, he is particularly focused on what he does, and he does not use "waste sleep and forget to eat" is not excessive. One day he dried the quilt before going out, and when he came back at night, he found that the quilt was not there, how could he not find it, where did he go? He finally figured out that he was outside basking. Went out and looked around and didn't find it, stunned there! Did anyone help collect it! There is no news after inquiring, but a comrade said that it rained a torrential rain today, will it be...! He suddenly understood, broken, ran out to look for it, turned around a few times, only to find that there was something in the ditch, and if he looked closely, it was his own quilt, the mud and the quilt, trouble, what to cover? What do you think when you see this little fun? Do you think he's too "focused" on something? Too informal? What a thing! "You say stupid, he is very smart, his eyes are busy turning off the lights, his communication reporting business is excellent, and he has been awarded the third class merit consecutively."

To mention a long-forgotten story, that is, in early 1959, when I was studying at the county health school, my classmate's father came to see him at the school, and the peasant at that time "fell from the slag of the soil", strangled a Shanxi-style white towel on his head, took a large cigarette bag that was two feet long, and was smoking, because the pipe did not smoke and knew that the fire was extinguished! He looked up, saw the light bulb, put the pipe to the smoke, did not see the ignition, he sucked hard, still did not see the ignition! He asked his son, why can't he even smoke a cigarette when it's so bright? The son laughed and told him that this was an electric lamp, and there was a glass shell outside, how could it be sucked! So I found him matches and smoked them! And said, this thing is so wow, our family to have a fuel economy, do not smoke! It's interesting! In fact, many people have this kind of thing, you say ignorance is OK, but it is not funny. I remember when I was a child, I watched a movie, because it was the first time, I couldn't figure out whether the people on the screen were real or fake, so I ran to the backstage to see how the real people acted, and I didn't see anything. The first time I went from the county seat to Zhengzhou, I saw a neat row of green houses moving, and I was curious to say, what is it? Others say it's a train! When I was very young, I went to the horse shop with my father to catch the market, I saw a small house on the side of the road, I was very curious, I approached and turned around, I didn't see the door, how to live Wow? Father said, it is not a house but a hill! What is a hill? There is a post-break phrase that reads, "Dead and not buried—Chuna." This means that if the couple has died less than three months or less than one month, they cannot be buried together and enter the ancestral grave, so they can only be temporarily arranged by the method of "yau"! This kind of ignorance and naivety is actually difficult for anyone to avoid! The real ridiculous thing is that people who don't know how to pretend to understand, people who play swollen faces and are fat, no knowledge, learning is enough, this ridiculous reason is not sufficient! So my opinion is:

Childish ridiculousness is common,

Should be regardless of age group,

As long as you have no understanding,

This image may appear at any time,

Do not laugh at the foolishness of others,

Wouldn't you do it yourself?

Don't know how to pretend to understand is ridiculous,

Shame on swollen fake fat!

Where to find man's knowledge,

One question, two practices, three thoughts,

The knowledge of the world is endless,

Learn without getting tired of being childish.