Once, the three super female vocal champions of 04, 05 and 09 participated in the same event.
As soon as Li Yuchun appeared, the corn fans at the bottom immediately shouted enthusiastically: "I love you", and the applause was thunderous.
Shang Wenjie came out, and the audience also shouted: "I like you." ”
By the time An Youqi came to the stage, there was only some sparse applause, and not a single word of shouting.
This gap is simply not too obvious.
This is one thing that well-known commentator Liang Hongda once said about the phenomenon of super female voices in the show.
Liang Hongda commented that the essence behind the gap is: An Youqi's super girl is not timely.
It's like the first person to eat a crab, who can taste the deliciousness of the crab, but can't really take advantage of such an opportunity.
But one thing is for sure, Ann Youqi is super lucky.
In 2004, most people didn't have a mobile phone yet, and if they did, they were old-fashioned button phones that could only make calls.
People also don't have much entertainment, except for watching TV, but it seems that they are all Hong Kong dramas and Korean dramas.
At this moment, the super female voice broke in, a group of young and fashionable girls, singing and dancing on the stage, and let the audience vote to decide, the attraction is too great.
On the night of the final, An Youqi, who sang well and looked sweet, successfully won the championship with 89,486 votes from the audience.
Some accidents, but also the expectations of the people.
From this moment on, An Youqi was no longer the lonely and unknown girl who only wanted to sing.
Who knows, luck sent her into the clouds, but also let her fall into the ordinary.
In 1982, An Youqi was born in an ordinary family in Liaoning, her parents were workers, and she had a formal job.
For the northeasterners at that time, the biggest possibility of the child in the future was to take over the work and live the same life as the father.
But An Youqi is different, she has liked to sing since she was a few years old, especially like, always holding something alone and pretending to sing with a microphone.
Sometimes, relatives come to the house and ask her what she will do when she grows up.
She replied crisply, "I'm going to be a singer in the future." ”
Saying so much, the parents who were originally incomplete in five tones gradually moved their minds and sent An Youqi to learn to sing.
After that, An Youqi was successfully admitted to a local art school, where she learned some basic skills of dance and vocal music.
But she always felt that if she didn't find a way out, she would definitely not be able to achieve her ideals.
At that time, Xu Huaiyu's songs, popular all over the country, cute shapes, popular and simple singing, let An Youqi feel that he should be able to do it.
I don't know how long I have been doing ideological work for my parents, but I finally decided to apply for a leave of pay and leave my job, and went to Beijing together to break in.
While doing a small business, the parents squeezed out a small amount of money to pay tuition fees to An Youqi, a class of 300 yuan, two classes a week, for the average family at that time, the pressure was very high.
Rented outside the fifth ring road, because there was no money forced to move 12 times a year.
Later, with the help of her vocal teacher, she officially sang in the bar.
Singing in a bar, although you can make money, is not what An Youqi really wants.
She is always looking for opportunities.
Coinciding with the famous Taiwanese producer hosting the global singing competition "I Want Music", Ann rushed to sign up, but stopped at the rematch.
This did not bother her, she tried her best to enter the music circle and participated in some MVs shooting.
He also participated in the "Music Arena" of Central Radio 3 and became the "Champion of the Month".
But all of this didn't make much of a splash, and most of the time, she still sang in the bar.
At that time, the family came to Beijing, lost their original stability, but still could not see the exit of their dreams.
"6 years, for a little girl, a long time, still can't do, I am thinking, what else can I do without singing, what should I do." 」
"Until I met Super Girl, that night, I wasn't a Cinderella anymore."
On the stage of "Very Star Release", when it comes to the glory of the past, An Youqi choked up tears.
After successfully winning the championship, An Youqi was very excited and very confident:
"I won't let you down."
That time, An Youqi could not have dreamed that after 16 years, she would stand on the stage of "Sister Lang" and be bluntly said,
"I'm a little disappointed with your performance."
In "Sister Lang 2", there are 3 Supergirls competing in the same field.
Compared with Zhou Bichang and Jiang Yingrong, the audience's expectations for An Youqi are obviously higher.
On the one hand, she once had the title of champion.
On the other hand, she has been gone for so long that people instinctively think that there will be a wonderful performance.
But in the end, she actually made people drop their jaws.
Halfway through the dance, he forgot the movements, but he did not react flexibly, and he bowed directly and ended the game.
In the end, the dance performance scored only 5 points, with a total score of 53 points, ranking second to last.
After entering the planning room, Ann Youqi wanted to be stronger.
But Du Hua's question is very sharp and directly to the point.
"Why are we making mistakes today, why have we gone high and low over the years, and whether we are not able to do so?"
In an instant, An Youqi covered her forehead, and there were tears in her eyes, and she could no longer force herself.
The word "incompetence" obviously made An Youqi lose his last sanity.
She asked a series of rhetorical questions: "I don't know why I go high and low, after 2005, everyone doesn't remember me, and I can't do anything." ”
"I admit it, I accept it, but who can tell me why I go high and go low?"
The sudden silence after the explosion of red is a thorn in An Youqi's heart.
I've always wanted to pull it out, so I'm struggling to find an opportunity.
But these words can also be seen that An Youqi actually does not know how to reflect.
She can completely find the problem from her own point of view and be honest about the reasons.
Because he has been busy with his livelihood, he participates in the publicity platform of real estate developers and sings in advertising campaigns in small counties.
In this way, apart from what everyone thinks is a "pity", she will at least not be disgusting.
After all, you can only talk about dreams if you live first.
But probably she wanted an answer, and she was also confused and helpless, so she couldn't control it.
In particular, Huang Xiaoming's comments are even more poignant:
"You are the ability of a successful person, but you are a loser's attitude."
As the last actress to get a ticket to "Sister Lang 2", An Youqi cares about this game more than anyone.
When she was notified, she was on the plane, and the agent came over and patted her on the shoulder: "Kiki, you are scheduled to go to Sister Lang." ”
The first reaction was not to believe it, and after many confirmations, he cried recklessly for more than 2 hours, all the way to Beijing.
Isn't this the typical mindset collapse?
But An Youqi herself did not admit it, in a backstage interview, she said that if I had a bad mentality, it would be impossible to stick to it for 16 years.
If the mentality is really good, then why is it wrong?
Why the feeling is that she has been crying with a sad face.
During that time, there was a hot search on Weibo #An youqi funeral#.
"An Youqi is the worst of the 30 sisters, and the whole person is a bitter face, very sad, not confident." I can't wait to write the three words 'unmotivated' on my face. ”
"She always gave herself a lot of shackles, and then she stood still and continued to complain about unfairness."
In fact, such accusations are not unreasonable.
Once, several sisters cooked hot pot to eat, An Youqi said that he participated in the interview of "Sister Lang 1" for the first time, did not know what was wrong, actually did not wear makeup, and casually tied a ball head with the director video.
And that interview was watched by more than 100,000 people on the other end of the network.
When "Sister Lang 2" was interviewed again, she played twelve points of spirit and knew that she could no longer miss it.
Obviously, he longs for a stage, but when the opportunity comes, he is dominated by inertia.
In contrast, Zhang Hanyun in the first season is fully prepared, and the stage performance, singing and dancing have subverted people's previous impressions.
Although she did not form a group in the end, she looked light and breezy, and she had won enough favors.
But in An Youqi, what people see is her confusion and pessimism.
During the recording of "Sister Lang 2", An Youqi participated in Mango Station's "Hi Sing Up".
Back on the stage that has been missing for a long time, An Youqi felt a lot of emotions and said that she missed it very much.
Then, Xena asked, "You said you haven't been on the show for a long time, what are you doing?" ”
An Youqi was a little embarrassed:
"I've probably been singing, making money, traveling, going to many, many countries."
Traveling, painting, learning to bake, running and fitness, these years, An Youqi is not idle.
Go to Namib across the desert and ski in Switzerland.
See the sea in Thailand on a boat cruise and climb the mountains in New Zealand.
In the rainy season, punch in the Mogao Caves of Angkor.
It seems that life is very enjoyable.
Therefore, this "mourning" really does not know where it comes from.
Most likely, after being away from the stage for too long, he returned to find himself far behind by his former companions.
The people around them are all powerful factions, or multi-habitat development, and they themselves, for a long time, do not know what it is like to have a stage with lights.
Thus, loss and inferiority arise from the heart.
If it were not for the cruel competition of "Sister Lang 2", An Youqi's mentality would never be so obvious.
Originally, she had returned her focus to life, but the little flame of her dreams was not extinguished.
In those years of silence, An Youqi once wanted to get married.
Engaged with a rich second-generation boyfriend, the relationship has developed to have met the parents.
In September of that year, a charity auction dinner was being held in a banquet hall at the Shangri-La Hotel in Harbin.
On the stage, An Youqi emotionally sang a song "With You with Me".
Offstage, Wei Haiming, the second generation of the rich, gazed lovingly at his girlfriend.
In this Yanran Angel Fund public welfare action, Wei Haiming auctioned an oil painting called "Bloom" at the highest price in the whole venue, saying that he would give it to An Youqi as a gift.
And borrow the two words "bloom" to wish her a splendid bloom in her future career.
During that time, some media asked people familiar with the matter for verification and got the news, "The two have met their parents, and it is very possible to get married." Moreover, An Youqi also hopes to live the life of a husband and a godson. ”
A few months later, Tencent Entertainment had a reporter photograph that An Youqi and her boyfriend came out of the clubhouse and followed a middle-aged couple.
An Youqi carefully accompanied the middle-aged lady, arm in arm from time to time, very intimate.
This time, the story of Cinderella putting on a crystal shoe and becoming a princess is about to come true.
But who knows, after being rumored to be secretly married, this relationship has no following.
No matter how the reporter inquired, the two sides did not respond.
It was also from that moment that Cinderella took off her crystal shoes and returned to her cabin, not knowing where the road ahead was.
In 2013, An Youqi participated in a variety show on Hubei Satellite TV, and her parents recorded a video for her, in which she was publicly urged to get married.
"I hope you find someone as soon as possible to help us take care of you, many of us have grandchildren..."
For An Youqi, who is already 31 years old, marriage has been her main goal for a long time.
In 2015, she participated in the "Ten Weeks to Marry Out" celebrity blind date reality show sponsored by LeTV.
More than 3,000 male students registered to participate.
The first date was singer Ke Youlun, the two of whom rode a small motorcycle together and played guitar and sang with children in kindergarten.
The second place is "local tycoon", a large bouquet of flowers, a delicate and expensive necklace, and a gorgeous and elegant white short skirt.
In the midst of a romantic musical dinner, another ring is taken out.
Such arrogance and heroism frightened An Youqi.
She returned the necklace to the other party and reluctantly accepted the ring.
The third boy looks good, is the brother of the pharmacist, there is a group company in the family that can inherit, take An Youqi to make cakes together, and play with parachutes on the yacht.
But after the first round of dating, An Youqi surprised everyone and did not choose anyone.
After layers of screening, An Youqi chose four boys to start the final date, but one boy chose to give up.
At the end of the show, An Youqi stood alone on the stage to hold the wedding.
This time "hate to marry", in addition to being watched by people, dating with a number of men dragonfly like water, An Youqi did not get what she really wanted.
Perhaps, the past "koi luck" made An Youqi think that the goddess of luck had always been around.
Time goes back to 2000, when An Youqi was still very young.
Participating in Taiwan's singing competition, although he was eliminated, he met the first noble person in his life: Meng Tingwei.
The cute and well-behaved face and the heartfelt love for music made Meng Tingwei see her former self.
So, take the initiative to take care of this girl.
Let the Taiwanese gao people give her a few stage names, thus setting the name An Youqi and signing her to his company.
At that time, Meng Tingwei was very interested in Buddhism and released a Buddhist music album.
So, when Meng Tingwei quit the entertainment industry.
Ann Youqi became a lonely child again, and there was no way out of the situation, she still returned to the bar to sing.
For more than 3 years, it was the most confused time for An Youqi.
There seemed to be a little hope, but it was soon shattered.
However, she was still very grateful to Meng Tingwei, at least this appreciation and affirmation gave her confidence.
In 2009, Meng Tingwei had been back for several years, and once went to an event in Hunan Tai and saw a picture of An Youqi on a wall.
Ask the staff: "Where has this little girl, after so many years, gone?" ”
A month later, An Youqi heard about the incident, and she called Meng Tingwei.
A few simple greetings, both of them were excited.
Ten days later, the two met again in Beijing, and Meng Tingwei was particularly touched when she knew about An Youqi's current situation:
"This girl, I took her into the industry, and then there was no more attention to the back, so that your star path became so bumpy..."
Meng Tingwei's concert was about to be held, and An Youqi was specially allowed to take the stage.
When she was practicing dancing, Meng Tingwei came to visit, personally cooked the silver ear soup, and brought her own son, sweetly calling: Sister Youqi.
With the introduction and help of Meng Tingwei, An Youqi signed a contract with Lehua Company and was sent to South Korea to participate in professional training.
In the face of new opportunities, An Youqi also worked hard and practiced dance very hard.
But it couldn't stand the reality, and after staying there for more than two months, the Korean company collapsed and had to come back.
In the following years, Ann Youqi held a concert and released a third album, but all of them were lost to the public.
Two years later, he terminated his contract with Lehua.
After several blows, hope rose and shattered.
An Youqi could only suppress her dreams all the time.
Until I met "Sister Lang 2", it seemed that a passerby who had been confused for a long time found a beam of light.
However, the ability is not enough, and years of desolation are doomed to not be able to support the desire in the heart.
Later, An Youqi returned to the stage of "Sister Lang 2".
A song "Priceless Sister", after the thunderous drumming, in the beautiful song, the graceful dance, An Youqi finally swept away the haze.
There was no pressure to play and it did look a lot more confident.
This confirms Huang Xiaoming's words,
"Your mindset is not worthy of your abilities, that's your own reason."
In the case of not comparing with others, An Youqi is still relatively free to be herself.
But once it is necessary to compete for high and low, on the business ability, she unconsciously showed timidity.
Because, the strength is not enough, good luck always has a time to run out.
At the moment of choosing a comfortable life, we must meet such results.
But many people will always forget their original inertia, and then, seeing the brilliance of the people around them, they will regret it in a daze.
When you start to suffer from gains and losses, your heart is unbalanced, and it is even more unlikely to have good results.
At any time, the strength is first, the luck is the bottom, no matter how the tide of the times runs, it will not be abandoned.
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Text: Liang Xiaoxiao