Flowers Fall (Novel) - Essence Push

[Editor's Note 1] This is a realistic novel, and at the same time there is no lack of romance. It tells the story of Fang Limin, a college student with an empty spirit, who walks at night, meets Wu Qin, a nightclub girl, and is attracted by her charm, and the two are in love with each other and fall in love. At first, Wu Qin did not disclose her identity, but only made Fang Limin feel her tiredness and weakness, and cherished and attached herself to this mysterious girl even more. Scene after scene of meeting and getting together is beautiful and tender, and the sense of picture is very strong, which impacts the reader's vision. (Editor: Fire Phoenix)

Flower Fall Author: Falling Snow Feihong

(i)

The mid-spring night breeze blows softly and warmly, holding the swollen fragrance of flowers and caressing people's bare skin.

Such a spring night is a lonely and empty starter, a quiet nocturne that awakens spring love.

Fang Limin walked out of the school door alone, walking aimlessly, resembling a zombie. But his soul was like an uncertain wind, not knowing where to blow and where to drift.

Under this dark sky, Fang Limin's eyes were melancholy and his mood was gray. He thought silently and uncertainly about the hardships of this life, the bleakness of the future, the bitterness of sex.

It's a weekend, the streets are full of people, a bustling hustle and bustle. Fang Limin threw an indifferent gaze, this joy is his (her) people, but deep inside he can't help but tempt: that pink light, that beautiful music, that young and beautiful woman...

Fang Limin stopped on a bridge, leaned on the bridge railing, bowed his head, and froze his thoughts.

The lights on the surface of the water under the bridge are constantly changing, as if they are dream shadows.

I don't know how long later, a night breeze blew on the surface of the water, cool and cool. At this time, Fang Limin was a little awake, raised his head, and was about to turn away, but saw a girl coming from the other side of the bridge.

The girl's high heels tapped on the pavement, making a crisp sound. Tight light gray fleece pants, white fleece, outline the plump curves. Shawl-length hair, swaying slightly upwards in the breeze.

The girl approached Fang Limin, a pale and slightly tired face, two large eyes with a slight melancholy beauty, and bright red and smooth lips. The girl glanced at Fang Limin.

Fang Limin stared at the girl's face. Fang Limin felt the expression of surprise in the moment the girl caught a glimpse of him, but it disappeared again. Her face, so cold!

The girl's shadow disappeared into Fang Limin's field of vision. Fang Limin tried his best to grasp the memory, but only the slightly melancholy eyes were clear, and the fragrance left in the air.

Fang Limin stood idly. If tonight I can have such a woman, I can get her love, and she commands me to die, and I will be willing.

There was the sound of sighs in the air.

(ii)

It was another weekend, and there was a slight rain in the sky, and the noodles were not wet. The spring breeze blows silently. Fang Limin swam again at night, his heart damp and dark, just as this night. His legs walked imperceptibly toward the bridge, and the image of the girl occupied every lonely and empty night, and the pain of acacia accumulated day by day, weighing heavily on his soul. Will the girl pass by the bridge tonight?

The light rain drifted obliquely, and under the reflection of the street lamps by the bridge, it looked like countless silver needles shooting, and it was like snow sprinkled in the sky. Fang Limin's hair was embellished with tiny raindrops, shining cold light in this rainy night. If it is usual, this atmosphere will arouse the inspiration of Fang Limin, so that he will write a beautiful little poem. Tonight, Fang Limin only had one longing: to see the girl, even if it was a glance.

It was late at night, and the rain had become suddenly dense, shivering in the wind. The dim light seemed to be the eye of the night.

Fang Limin raised his hand and looked at his watch, it was already a little morning. I'm afraid the girl won't be here tonight, right? Fang Limin couldn't help but look at the other side of the bridge: a flower umbrella was moving towards him, because it was far away, it was not real, and there seemed to be a girl under the umbrella.

The figure gradually approached. yes! It was the girl! That white face, the black hair that bent around the ear, the melancholy eyes, the cold and smooth hand holding the umbrella.

The girl's gaze touched Fang Limin, first surprised, then a shallow smile, the corners of her eyes were full of femininity, and the corners of her mouth pulled out two faint grooves. The look in his eyes seemed to say: It's you! The girl reservedly removed her eyes and quietly passed by Fang Limin's side, but her steps seemed to slow down than before.

Fang Limin, who has always been timid and shy like a girl, boldly placed his eyes on the girl's face, eyes, and lips tonight. His eyes were burning and his mouth was slightly open.

Fang Limin followed the girl. The girl obviously felt it, looked back and gave him a seductive smile, and then walked softly.

Fang Limin couldn't help but blush. His soul is held by a girl, and what is dangling in front of his eyes is a flower umbrella, sexy buttocks, a water snake-like waist...

In front of a house, the girl collected her umbrella and opened the door.

Fang Limin stared at the girl's back and stood hesitantly.

"Come in, there's no one inside." The girl's calm and soft tone.

Fang Limin was excited and ecstatic, almost suffocating.

"Sit down, I'll take a shower first."

Fang Limin sat on the sofa and looked into the room, the curtains were half-drawn, and under the window was an elegant combing table with some cosmetics on it. A large Simmons bed occupies about a third of the room, and the futons on the bed are neatly stacked. The CD player plays, and the tune is soothing and long. The house is filled with a faint fragrance of flowers. Pink lights shine softly.

The door to the bathroom opened, bringing a breath of heat. As the girl walked, she wiped her wet hair with a crisp white dry towel. The face is peachy and more glossy. A loose and transparent dress that cannot wrap around a mature carcass. Two plump breasts almost jumped out of the clothes, trembling, soul-sucking.

"Go take a shower."

"Well, well..." Fang Limin was a little obsessed.

The bath water was already set and there were men's clothes on the hangers.

The warm water diluted Fang Limin's tiredness and made him feel comfortable.

Fang Limin changed his clothes, felt quite fit, and walked out of the bathroom.

The girl was reclining on the bed, her dress slid to one side, her pale brown nipples exposed. She was obviously tired, her eyes closed, and she looked serene. Lotus-like pink arms on the sheets, dark as lacquered hair unkempt, feminine.

Fang Limin couldn't resist the temptation, held his breath, approached the girl, and pressed his lips heavily on the girl's lips.

The girl woke up, and in those beautiful eyes, there was surprise, fear, joy, temptation... Is acquiescence. The girl instinctively struggled. Fang Limin wrapped his arms around her and wrapped himself around her, and she then obeyed and catered to her.

Tonight, there was a strong wind outside the window, and the curtain was shaking.

The girl was asleep, but Fang Limin was insomnia.

The girl's long eyelashes were closed, her breathing was even and gentle, she exhaled like an orchid, and fell asleep like a flower.

Fang Limin felt extremely excited and satisfied. yes! Woman! You are jade liquid! You are The Jelly! You are manna... Ah, for many years, I was a beast trapped in a cage! Fang Limin suddenly wanted to cry, and the tears flowed down silently. How many young students like me should be! The hardships of this life, the bitterness of sex, the confusion of the future. Many people are bored with school and have fun in time. Internet cafes, dance halls, theaters, KTV boxes, nightclubs, these places can see the face of youth. Most of these people are our students! Ah, they, me, the future, society...

Fang Limin caressed the girl's firm and full breasts, smooth as grease skin, and kissed every part of the girl's body. Ah, only now, only this woman's body is real and reliable.

Fang Limin buried his head deep between the girl's plump breasts, thinking aimlessly, not knowing when he fell asleep.

In the early morning, Fang Limin felt that someone was pushing his body, so he opened his eyes.

Sunlight came in through the window and filled the room.

The girl stood next to him, looking at him with a smile, her white face slightly flushed, and a circle of bright red lips was particularly cute. Fang Limin felt dizzy and confused.

The girl saw that Fang Limin was obsessed, so she turned around and poured a glass of water.

"Thank you", Fang Limin's voice was a little dry.

Fang Limin was very thirsty and drank all the water.

The girl stared at the distant shadow outside the window, and the look in her eyes still couldn't get rid of the melancholy bottom.

Fang Limin got dressed and got out of bed.

The girl smiled at him and said, "Let's go out to dinner." ”

Fang Limin followed the girl and turned back nostalgically from time to time.

The city has awoke from the morning light: traffic, people, and noises. The two hurriedly finished their meals at the breakfast shop.

"You go, I'm going to work." The girl said.

Fang Limin asked urgently, "Can we meet again?" ”

The girl smiled, "I think... Yes", said and flew away.

Fang Limin stared at the girl's long flowing hair until it disappeared from view.

[Editor's Note 2] After several appointments, Fang Limin has become obsessed with her. Completely disregarding the hardships of his parents in his hometown to provide for him to study. After more in-depth contact, consciously getting his true love, Wu Qin has a sense of happiness that she has never had before, and her emotions are also abnormally excited. Fang Limin often saw her drug addiction and decadence, and he was not aware of her drug use, so he was confused. She felt that Fang Limin had gradually entered her life, and she revealed her true identity. At this time, she was already unable to extricate herself from love, and for his future, she could only leave a letter, put everything out, and quietly fell like a flower, leaving him. He tasted the sweetness and fragrance of love in his memories. A love story deeply analyzes the psychological wandering of some young people in modern society from multiple angles. (Editor: Fire Phoenix)

(iii)

Fang Limin returned to the dormitory.

Chen Jun, who slept on his top bunk, asked, "Is it night again?" ”

"Well", Fang Limin stopped speaking, got into bed, and lay down with his clothes. Scene after scene from last night came to mind. Well, and that wonderful feeling. A triumphant smile appeared on his lips. Suddenly, he wondered, is everything from last night true? He knocked himself the head. hurt! It's true! Next weekend, next weekend.

This week, Fang Limin especially felt that it was long. Especially the blooming spring flowers, the warm sunshine, and the young and delicate girls have stimulated the passion of youth in his body, increased his bitter thinking about girls, and had no intention of going to class.

On Friday morning of this week, Fang Limin received a letter from his father:

Li Min my son:

Your mother and I have been laid off, and the factory has paid us more than 600 yuan per month for living expenses. Now that prices have risen sharply and the economy is quite tight, your mother and I have started a vegetable sales business in order to alleviate the pressure of life, so that at the end of the day, there is an income of more than thirty yuan. It's just that your mother and I are older and often feel powerless. Send six hundred yuan today for living expenses, I hope you can save money, study well, and don't worry about your parents.

father

Fang Limin held the letter paper, thinking about his elderly and hard-working parents, and the tears dripped unconsciously, wetting the letter paper.

(iv)

It was a sweltering spring night, there was no wind, and the hot air of the day and sun still occupied the night sky of the city, and the clouds were heavy and pressed.

Fang Limin came to the bridge again, hoping to wait for the girl again, but after waiting for four or five hours, he still did not see the girl appear, which was quite disappointing.

At about eleven o'clock, the girl that Fang Limin was thinking about finally came from the other side of the bridge. Her steps were a little fluttery and her hair was a little messy.

Fang Limin hurriedly stepped forward and shook the girl's hand. The girl's hands were hot, and she let out a thick smell of wine in her mouth.

"Thank you", the girl's voice was low.

The girl snuggled up to Fang Limin, and Fang Limin turned her head sideways and looked at the girl. The girl's face is brightly pressed peach blossoms, her eyes are confused, her long eyelashes are blinking gently, and her red lips are more and more fresh and cute, and she is panting. Fang Limin felt that he was leaning tightly, so he put his arms around her waist. Her waist was thin and soft, like a slow stream.

"Waited for me for a long time, right?" The girl asked lovingly.

"Hmm".

"I'm sorry, I drank too much." From time to time, the girl used her right hand to tease the messy hair on her forehead.

It is late at night, there are few pedestrians on the road, and the Dahua Cinema on the side of the road is reflecting the latest film "Color Ring".

"Let's go inside and have a look?" The girl turned her face and smiled at Fang Limin, as if she was much more awake.

Fang Limin hesitated for a moment, and then he readily agreed.

Fang Limin bought tickets, cold drinks, hugged the girl, and entered the theater.

The cinema is dimly lit and there are plenty of empty seats. Fang Limin noticed that the audience was mostly a young couple.

Fang Limin and the girl found a secluded place to sit down, and the girl bird nestled her head on Fang Limin's chest like a human.

Fang Limin opened a bottle of drink for the girl, and the girl drank gracefully. Fang Limin couldn't help but caress the girl's soft hair with his hand.

"Feel better, huh?"

"Nothing. For me, getting drunk is a common thing. ”

"Drunkenness hurts the body the most, I have been drunk twice, and I have deeply experienced it."

"Thank you for your advice." The girl seemed to be moved.

"Don't you ask me what I'm doing?" Fang Limin asked abruptly.

Why ask? We just met in pingshui. The girl spoke a little faster, and then said warmly: "Isn't it good to be together like this?" ”

"I just want to..."

"I work at a South Side nightclub, have you been there?"

"Nothing".

"If you have the chance, can you come?" The girl asked with a smile.

"Next time I'll take my roommate with me." Oh, forgot to introduce myself, I studied at Yuncheng University, and my home is in Guannan. May I ask the name of the beautiful woman, where is the fairy country? ”

"Wu Qin, Linqing ren clan."

Fang Limin smiled and asked, "What is Linqing?" Never heard of it. ”

"Let's watch the movie." The girl interrupted Fang Limin's words.

The ending of the movie "Color Ring" is easy to strengthen people's awareness that in the face of emotion and reason, women are almost always inclined to emotions, so it is easy to lose themselves.

It was all night, film after film, and many viewers were asleep.

Fang Limin was very sleepy, and at this time came the girl's voice: "Do you love me?" ”

The girl flashed her clear eyes.

"I love you, I love everything about you." Fang Limin replied seriously and affectionately.

The girl's tears burst out of her eyes and dripped on the back of Fang Limin's hand, very hot.

Fang Limin couldn't help but hug her tightly, lest he lose her. The girl's body trembled slightly, in Fang Limin's arms.

"I'm a little cold, please hold on tighter."

Fang Limin had only now sunk into how weak the woman was and how much she needed to be loved.

The residual alcohol of the girl disturbed Fang Limin's emotions: I don't know how this woman lives.

The movie on the screen is still being screened, but there is no sound in the audience.

Fang Limin and the girl hugged each other until dawn.

When leaving, the girl handed a key to Fang Limin and said, "This is my room." Next weekend, just wait for me in my room. ”

The girl's face was a little pale, a little thin, and her eyes were even more melancholy, leaving Fang Limin with a smile and a long back.

Fang Limin returned to school in a daze.

(5)

Another weekend, moonlit night. Fang Limin entered the girl's room.

The room lights were not on, and the moonlight came in through the window. The girl lay on her back, the moonlight staining her face a miserable white, her eyes slightly closed, her hair tied behind her head, her hands crossed in front of her chest, and her breath was slight.

Fang said that min fumbled and turned on the light.

The girl was awakened, with bright eyes and a shallow smile.

Fang Limin leaned down and kissed the girl's face gently.

The girl's tears silently slid down her face, like flowers falling under the moonlit night, which was heartbreaking.

Fang Limin carefully examined the girl: she was obviously emaciated and weak like a sick situation.

Fang Limin shook the girl's hand and asked softly, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"I'm afraid we won't be able to be together in the future."

"Why?" Fang Limin felt very abrupt.

"Don't ask, you can't be together." The girl's expression was very painful.

Hearing these words, Fang Limin suddenly felt heart-wrenching pain and great fear.

The girl's body suddenly shrank into a ball and tossed on the bed. The expression on his face was extremely painful, beads of sweat rolled down his forehead, and his snot flowed down his face.

Fang Limin looked at the girl in horror.

"Are you sick?" I'll take you to the hospital. ”

"Don't, don't, it'll be fine in a while. You come up and hug me, I'm so cold. ”

The girl kept trembling in Fang Limin's arms. Fang Limin's eyes were filled with tears, and his mouth kept chanting: "How can this be?" How can this be? ”

After about two or three hours, the girl quieted down and fell asleep in Fang Limin's arms.

Fang Zhimin looked sadly at the girl's pale and haggard face and fell into contemplation.

Tonight, there is a moon outside the window, like the eyes of the night, melancholy and deeply overlooking this quiet world.

The next day, the girl did not go to work, and lay lazily on the bed, dressed in a pair of white fluffy pajamas, lining the sick flushed face, very feminine.

On this day, Fang Limin did not return to school, accompanied the girl, and tried all kinds of ways to make the girl happy. Told many humorous and witty stories to the girl and sang many popular songs.

Fang Limin was surprised by his change. Yes, love can change a person. Love you, my habit of silence will change for you, Fang Limin thought.

On this day, the girl was very happy, and from time to time she "giggled" and laughed, and fell her beautiful long hair. Talking about xing is also very high, she talked a lot to Fang Limin, talked about her hometown, her ideals, her floating life... When she spoke, the expression on her face kept changing: there was joy, there was sadness, there was excitement, there was depression... Like the expression of the four seasons of nature. Finally he sighed and said, "I am only a hurried visitor to life, and my life is like the flowers of the twilight of spring that are about to wither." "Looks very affectionate.

Fang Limin covered her mouth, "Don't say this unlucky word, we are young, and our lives are full of vitality." We are destined to suffer many traumas in this life, but life is beautiful after all. As long as we bravely face life, face reality, and keep fighting, we will certainly be able to choke the throat of fate and achieve happiness. Fang Limin sincerely looked at the girl, her face full of student spirit.

The girl nodded slightly, and her melancholy eyes flashed a smile, embedded in the corner of her mouth.

Fang Limin was originally a pessimist, but he infected the girl with an optimistic attitude.

Happy times are always short, and the day has passed in a flash, and there are thousands of lights outside the window.

Fang Limin had to go back to school.

The girl held Fang Limin's hand, and the melancholy eyes seemed to have thousands of words to tell, and unconsciously, the tears had rolled down.

Fang Limin took out a handkerchief to dry her tears, smiled and said, "I will come again." ”

"Will you kiss me?"

The girl lifted her head and opened her eyes that were as clear as water.

Two pieces of verbal humiliation are pasted together.

There is no moon tonight.

It's a long kiss.

The girl leaned on the door frame, her eyes looking straight in the direction where Fang Limin had disappeared.

(6)

It was another weekend.

Fang Limin stood in front of the door of the girl's room, the lock had been changed, and the door was quiet.

"Squeak", the next door opened. A woman in her forties holds a letter in her hand.

"Are you Fang Limin?"

"Yes."

"This is a girl's letter to you."

Fang Limin had a sense of foreboding in his heart.

Under the street lamp on the side of the bridge, Fang Limin unfolded the letter.

Fang Liming:

By the time you read this letter, I have gone to another world and I apologize to you. The first time I met you, I thought you were a lot like my ex, but you weren't, even though I tried to imagine you as my boyfriend. Two years ago, my boyfriend and I graduated from Beijing University, looked everywhere for a job, and didn't find a job that suited me. Later, I ghostly entered a nightclub, went astray, and couldn't help myself. My boyfriend left me, and I fell into the valley of emptiness. I was an alcoholic, a drug addict, and I suffered from depression, often hallucinations, and fell into the mire of pain. You are a good young man and should have a good life. Finally, thank you for the comfort and joy you have given me. I'm gone, please forget me, please don't cry, just take this past as a spring dream!

Wu Qin

Fang Limin put the letter away, without sorrow.

The night is getting thicker and the floral fragrance is getting stronger. Fang Limin sat in the late spring flower atmosphere, and the sound of flowers falling clearly sounded in his ears.

Tomorrow should be countless flower mounds.

Fang Limin looked up at the long sky for a long time. Tonight's Milky Way is so brilliant, so close. In a trance, the Milky Way landed on the ground, and the heavens and the earth merged into one. What an endless darkness.

Flowers fall

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