Baby Crucion (1)

2013-04

Never thought about how much pain a person can endure the most extreme pain, what about dogs? How much pain do they endure?

In the days we lived with Issa, we were happy together, happy together, ate and drank together, wandered together, and recently experienced crying together in pain.

A year ago, the baby had two small bumps on his body, and the doctor said that it was a skin tumor, as long as it did not break and did not flow pus, he could ignore it. We also had to resign ourselves to it, but as long as we didn't touch it, the baby didn't feel it, and we still ate, drank, and had fun every day.

However, two days ago, when the baby was grooming himself, he suddenly screamed, rushed to me quickly to ask me to hold, I picked it up to check the part it licked, and found that one of the pimples was swollen and pus, I immediately used the "double trapeze" to deal with it, thinking of going to the doctor the next morning.

Dr. Zhou was doing the operation, the little nurse washed the wound with potion and cut the hair, Issa was already very uneasy in my arms, the nurse used the forceps to dig out some of the tissue in the wound to check it out, the baby screamed loudly in pain, making me panic, not so painful, it also used two front paws to cling to my shoulder, the chin was on my shoulder and whispered, I could hear that it was already trying to endure.

Think about it, I weigh only 2.2 kilograms, and I usually hear thunder that scares the little things that drill into my arms, and now I have to bear so much pain. I kept patting it, coaxing it, encouraging it, but tears swirled in my eyes.

Dr. Zhou said after seeing it that he wanted to operate immediately, what do I say! surgery? My heart was pounding. Dr. Zhou said that the pustules had festered, and it was necessary to cut off a piece of the good skin together to completely grow well. So, do not allow me to think too much, followed by the second floor, decided to use a respiratory anesthesia machine, respiratory anesthesia is very slow, five minutes after the Xiaobao is still very mental, is a little trance, the body is shaking around but do not lie down, I am anxious, so that the anesthesia will be lengthened, the damage to the baby is also very large, had to switch to a more adventurous intravenous anesthesia, watching the baby body softly lying down, the doctor and nurse also began to operate the knife, I slipped down, when I came down, the hands and feet are numb, the brain is also booming.

A "big white bear" on the bench downstairs has not woken up after sterilization, and the owner is guarding it and taking care of it. I sat alone next to me, thinking that every time I brought Issa here, I would let it suffer, and I wondered if it blamed me, the owner of the absolute love. To love a living being is to give it the best, the best diet, the best environment, the best medical treatment, but does baby know that I am helping it by bringing it to this house that looks like hell?

I think it will understand later, just like I saved the little yellow garden dog in the traffic of the Jingshan Road Highway a few years ago, when she squatted helplessly in the middle of the road and did not move, I stopped the car to meet the traffic and walked towards her, carried her to my car, it seemed to know that I was here to help it, did not resist, obediently let me carry it to the hospital, bone graft, stitches, bandage... When I went to see her again three days later with the meal ticket, she recognized me at a glance and limped toward me, wagging her tail enthusiastically at me, rubbing happily on me, her eyes gentle and clear. The doctor said she knew in her heart that you had given her a second life.

My baby will also understand that we experience joy and pain together, that this is a part of our lives, that it is our common wealth...