Wu Moxuan appeared as a teaching assistant in the program of "The Voice of China 2021" to visit her ten-year appointment with The Voice. That summer in 2012, Wu's name became known and became brilliant the following year. Now, the name fades because her resume has been cut off for three years. Three years ago, she took the initiative to press the "pause button" for herself, stopped all work, and left the table silently. This time, Wu Moxuan plans to restart his life again.
On September 8, Wu Moxuan released the second title track of his new album "Blooming" online, "Let Yourself Go", an album that should have been produced three years ago. "Is It Okay to Let Yourself Go" is a lyrical slow song, which is obviously different from Wu Moxuan's previous style. And different from her previous exaggerated and weird, heavy makeup style, in the MV of more than four minutes, two Wu Moxuan sat on a sofa together, a mirror to the end. Both of them were wearing pure white clothes and light makeup, Wu Mo on the left was sad and tight, and Wu Mo on the right was relaxed and indifferent, from left to right, it seemed that she had healed herself after three years.
"Build a wall of heart / Block the prying eyes / Panic when denied / Only care about other people's expectations / The hotter my tears / The brighter the smile / Forget when to put it down / Always think about others" The lyrics are like a diary to dissect themselves, these sentences are exactly the inner portrayal of Wu Mo when he is worried about the day. Wu Moxuan said that every time she sang this song, she would directly hit the most vulnerable part of her heart, crying so much that she could not help herself, so that she had to ask herself to remain extremely "indifferent" to finish the recording.
Wu Moxuan now decided to let herself go, so what exactly did she hold on to before? Perhaps the first is self-blame. In the "Voice of China 2021" program, she comforted the students who did not play well, saying, "As a little sister who stumbled all the way, I want to tell you, don't blame yourself, everything is the best arrangement." ”
When she first appeared on the stage of "The Voice of China" in 2012, she also had such moments of extreme self-blame. In the ring, Wu Moxuan sang a song "Itch" to "overturn", and she later thought that it was a disastrous performance, "I was put on the stage, hard to catch the beat, and pulled the lyrics out of my mouth." Since then, she hasn't seen her performances during The Voice of China. However, Wu Moxuan won, defeating Jin Chi, who performed flawlessly on the same stage, and advanced to the next level. She thought she was lucky, but when she looked back, she realized that the gift of fate had been priced at that time, and the controversy had not stopped from the beginning.
But she was still pushed forward by the tense competition and the noise of the outside world. In just a few months, Wu Went from a first-year student at a conservatory to the national runner-up of The Voice of China. After the development, it is beyond people's conventional imagination, showbiz, fashion, advertising circle are crazy to capture this cool and strange girl. She appeared on various shows, appeared in fashion magazines, and endorsed advertisements all over the streets and alleys, and her demonic face was everywhere. Wu also became the first Chinese singer to appear in New York's Times Square and sang alongside international singer Jessie J. In 2013, she became a veritable "Year of Wu Mo", when her advertising endorsement fees reached 130 million, ranking first in the List of Chinese female singers. This is also the reason why the company was able to approve Wu Mochou's suspension later, her boss said, "Half of the whole company was laid down by Wu Mochou." ”
Wu Moxuan recalled the kind of acceleration in that year, like the jet in the racing game, "You press it, you will 'rush' forward, that feeling is very cool, but people who are not well controlled often crash into the wall." I'm the kind of person who gets out of control, and the first thing that gets out of control is my music. ”
Wu Moxuan sang a "Price Tag" on the stage of "The Voice", and it seems that no Chinese singer has ever been able to really sing a European and American song before this. The public has never heard such a song, has not seen such a performance, and some even refer to her as "China's Lady Gaga".
But Lady Gaga has her "Poker Face", with the entire European and American music production system behind the support, there is no such music soil in China, the talent show is not a record company, after the show is broadcast, few people will pave the way for them. Li Yuchun, the last super idol born before Wu Moxuan, has long seen through this, she said, "The show uses more and more money, and the quality is getting better and better, but in terms of cultivating singers, it has not changed for so many years." ”
So Wu Moxuan began to sing some "demon" songs, boarded a plane that looked similar, stayed in a similarly looking hotel, and was always surrounded by three people who were similar, and then sang similar songs, only resting five or six days a year. She used her energy as fuel for fireworks, constantly releasing it, and soon she was running out. The songs hurt her singing, and around 2015, she stopped listening to songs and began to feel numb to everything, and the switch of musical inspiration was turned off.
The entertainment industry is not only an accelerator, but also a magnifying glass. The staff helped Wu Mochou sort out the photos of her socks, which became evidence of her playing a big card. Her advertisement on the subway became the "culprit" of the crying children. Her closeness with her mentor has become the material for "gossip" to catch wind and shadow.
The last straw that crushed Wu Moxuan was that her mother fell ill in early 2019, so she immediately decided to stop all work. In those days when the showbiz circle "did not check this person", the outside world thought that Wu Moxuan was banned and had passed, but she actually just stayed at home to recuperate, looking for the calm that her heart had longed for for a long time. Wu Moxuan began to live according to the model of the Yellow Emperor's Inner Classic, sleeping at 9 o'clock and starting at 5 o'clock every day, enjoying the sunrise every day. Learn English once in a while. However, after a long rest, Wu Moxuan regained his long-lost enthusiasm for music.
Among the four major solutions in life, she has done "no, she has done it", "drink more hot water" she has also practiced, and the next step is to "restart and try". So now Wu Moxuan is back, and she sings in the song, "Let's let ourselves go / Don't be afraid to disappoint anyone / Who sees how to talk / Feel my feelings Can you?" This comeback, perhaps the most important thing for her is not to turn red, but to reconcile with herself.
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