September 3
I met him in that office in the morning—alas, I whispered zhongqian with great sweetness—his name, of course, he had never heard, and all the people would not have heard it, because they had greeted me in a casual manner.
Today he was wearing a silver-gray jacket, and his white and beautiful face was radiant, silently crouching down on the case to write some reports. He saw me walk in, looked up and greeted me, eyes so deep into the world that the measuring instrument could not penetrate to the end—there was mystery, there was love, there was life—although it was only gently thrown at me, but I was dazzled by it. A warm oppressive emotion rose from the bottom of my heart, and I almost fainted, and had to lean back in a chair before I could barely support my body.
I found a newspaper and was looking for some opportunities to talk, but they all seemed to be very busy, writing in a hurry, busy reading. Later, Zhongqian was called by a phone call again, and I sent him to the gate and wanted to talk to him for two words, but my heart, beating too hard, could not spit out the words immediately, so the cruel thing of time, in its non-stop rotation, the lovely figure of Zhongqian was already on the tram. I had to sigh, complain that my fate was not good, and sullenly go back to the boarding room.
I live in a pavilion on two floors and two floors. This room, facing a tall building in front of me, with its windows facing north, and the west wind blowing in, must not make me have a sigh of autumn before it arrives. Moreover, today my mood is so depressed, when I entered the house, I fell on the bed, I hope that Zhongqian will come to my dream, and one day I can sleep in his arms, even if I die, I feel sweet.
In the evening, I was awakened from my bed by the cry of a crow. When I got up, I rubbed my eyes and saw a letter on the table, and I quickly opened it to see that it was Ruiling who had sent it to me, and she invited me to talk to her tonight.
The jacket that I had just taken out of the box yesterday was just in time to wear, and I changed into a pale green jacket, put on my coat, and went out of the house in the twilight light. On the way I saw a man, his back shadow like Zhongqian, I hurriedly stepped up my steps, rushed to the front, took a closer look, it turned out to be a stranger, which really made me blush, I quickly jumped on a tram to avoid.
After dinner at Rui Ling's place, she asked me earnestly, "Which one do you love?" ”
I said, "Guess what. ”
She guessed several... But it is not, because there is no Zhongqian among these people, Rui Ling because she can't guess, she wants to know the heart more, she asked me to hint at her, my heart is beating, I can't wait to send the beautiful and pleasant Zhongqian two words to her ear shell, but I finally shyly only vaguely said: "... He was a beautiful and dashing man, and his character was like a green pine and a bright autumn moon. I love him, I love him deeply. But he was married, and he had a good relationship with his wife! ”
"Oh! I know," Rui Ling shouted and patted me on the shoulder, "Mei Juan, your vision is really good, he can be counted as a man with both strength and courage..."
"You're not deliberately trying to trick me, which one is it?" I forced Rui Ling to ask. She just laughed and giggled, and I didn't believe that she really guessed correctly, so I said, "I think you must not be able to guess, otherwise why don't you say your name." ”
"Don't provoke me, even if I can't guess!" She said pretending to be angry.
I knew that her temper was getting more and more intense, so I begged softly, "Sister Ling, don't be angry!" You tell me which one,...... I have other important things to discuss with you! ”
"Come, I'll tell you, Zhongqian, don't you?" Rui Ling said with a smile.
Alas, what a beautiful word, Zhongqian—I nodded to her with a deep smile.
In the shadow of the lamp, I confessed my warm admiration for Zhongqian to Ruiling. Rui Ling said, "Zhongqian probably doesn't know yet!" "Of course this is right, but knowing or not knowing does not affect my love for him, I am a young girl, the talent gives me a warm emotion, and I pour into anyone that is my freedom, whether he reacts or not is another question... But I also very much hope that he will give me a warm response.