I am a concubine, a concubine of the emperor, but my beloved is Sun Taiyi

In the early spring, the spring flowers bloom just right, and the golden calyx brings snow to the cold.

In such a splendid spring light, the most appropriate thing is to choose a soft and light cloth, slow cut and fine cut to make a proper spring dress.

But Concubine Jia of Yiquan Palace was really not in the mood to cut spring clothes, and she was about to be annoyed to death by the new Xu Jieyu in the second hall.

This Xu Jieyu was Tianbao's six-year-old show girl, and as soon as she entered the palace, no one recognized it all, and she fell ill.

According to the rules of the palace, the low-ranking concubines of the second hall were all under the administration of the high-ranking concubines of the main hall. This Xu Jieyu fell ill, and Jiafei naturally had to help take care of her and ask the tai doctor.

Since Xu Jieyu's illness, the original birds and flowers of Yiquan Palace has been filled with a strong bitter medicinal smell all day long, which makes people greatly lose their appetite.

JiaFei is not a careful person, if Xu Jieyu is only sick for a month or two, she can still endure. After all, the deep palace is difficult, and everyone supports each other.

However, Xu Jieyu was ill twice a year, once for half a year, and she had turned herself from a transparent disease into a well-known sick beauty in the harem.

Even the noble concubine Niangniang personally came to inquire, telling Concubine Jia to take good care of her descendants, and not to treat Xu Jieyu badly.

Good fellow, this is really a man sitting in the palace, and the pot comes from heaven. Jia Fei was angry, annoyed and helpless, and worked with her up and down, and finally was misunderstood by outsiders that she treated her harshly to her descendants?

Jiafei thought and thought, thinking that this hot potato could no longer be left in her hand. In case this Xu Jieyu accidentally died in Yiquan Palace, wouldn't those women want to say that she did it in a weird way?

"Mother-in-law, too much of a hospital to come." The palace maid's words pulled back Jiafei's thoughts, and she looked back at the young man who was standing far away.

He was dressed in the uniform uniform of the Tai Hospital, with a tall and thin figure, a relaxed and gentle demeanor, and a medicine box hanging from his shoulder. A bunch of spring flowers bloomed behind him, and this spring day seemed to be a little more brilliant.

In the harem for many years, I have not seen such a young and handsome man intact for a long time. JiaFei's eyes lit up, and her depressed face also smiled.

She said, "Tell him to come over." ”

The palace maid passed on the words according to the words, and the young doctor came over, gently and calmly saluted, and his voice was as pleasant as a jade hitting a stone.

Princess Jia thought to herself, if she was a few years younger, if she did not enter the palace, she would definitely ask Aye to go to his house to propose to her.

"Are you new here?" What is your name? Princess Jia asked.

"Lady Yu, the minister Sun Run'an, joined the Tai Hospital the day before yesterday."

Concubine Jia nodded, and before she could say two more words to Junqiao Housheng, a little palace girl hurriedly came and panicked and said, "Niangniang is not good, Niangniang niangniang is vomiting blood!" ”

"What?!" Princess Jia immediately got up from the stone bench, and she couldn't look at the beautiful man anymore, and took Sun Run'an and hurried to the second hall.

The closer you get to the second temple, the stronger the medicinal smell becomes. Jiafei was already feeling dizzy, and she felt that if she smelled this smell for two more days, she would be sick if she was not sick.

Princess Jia stopped at the door of the second hall, hesitated for a while, and said to Sun Run'an, "Please ask Dr. Sun Tai to go in and show her, and the palace will not go in." ”

Sun Run'an bowed his head and carried the medical box with the little palace girl inside.

Jia Fei covered her nose and thought to herself: No matter what, we must get Xu Jieyu away. If Xu Jieyu doesn't leave, then she will go! Anyway, this medicinal smell, she can't smell it for a day.

In the second temple, the windows and doors were closed, and the air seemed to freeze. A few candles were lit in the corner, and the faint light illuminated the plain veil, filled with a dying atmosphere.

As soon as Sun Run'an came in, he frowned, and before he could see Xu Jieyu, his heart sank a few points.

Xu Jieyu was lying on the bed, across a curtain of bed tents, and she could not see her clearly. It's just that the slightly bulging quilt looks so weak and helpless.

Seeing that the doctor was coming, the palace ladies opened a corner of the blue bed tent, took out Xu Jieyu's slender wrist, and covered it with a handkerchief as thin as a cicada's wing.

Sun Run'an sat down on a low stool, stretched out his hand to take the pulse, his brow locked, and after half a day of incense, he got up and began to write prescriptions.

Everything was silent, without a sound. In the dim light, everyone performed their duties as if they were a moving statue.

Sun Run'an looked at the closed window and said, "Although it is wind chilly, it doesn't have to be sealed so tightly." Opening a slit in the window and bringing in some fresh air is also beneficial to Niangniang's sick body. ”

The palace maid went to open the window according to her words, a breeze broke in with the sunlight, the veil hanging on the ground swayed slightly, and the sleeping person on the bed hissed, and everything seemed to come alive.

02

When Xu Xin'er woke up, the doctor was already gone.

The palace maid who took care of her, Wen Yi, said, "The Sun Taiyi who came today is the best doctor that the slave has ever seen." It is also very gentle to speak and feels like a spring breeze. It's a pity that you are asleep, otherwise you will definitely like it. ”

Xu Xin'er knocked on her head and smiled, "Silly boy, why do I like him?" ”

Wen Yi also reacted to Xu Xin'er's identity, smiled awkwardly, and ran out to boil the medicine.

Xu Xin'er, who woke up, sat on the bed with the quilt in her arms, looking at the open window, the sun was shining, and there was a wind blowing on her face. Although I haven't drunk the medicine yet, I feel that the disease has gotten better.

When she finished drinking the medicine, Princess Jia personally came to the door and asked Xu Xin'er to move the palace.

Concubine Jia said, "This matter has already been passed over by the noble concubine Niangniang, and although Fang Lanxuan is remote, it will also help your sister to recuperate." ”

Xu Xin'er fell ill not long after entering the palace, and did not know where Fang Lanxuan was, but Wen Yi, who was waiting for her, knew, so she looked anxious. She secretly poked and prodded the corner of Xu Xin'er's clothes, reminding her not to agree.

But Xu Xin'er was unconscious, but on the contrary, she looked grateful, smiled and agreed to come down.

Jia Fei looked at her pale face and thin body, and her heart was suddenly a little overwhelmed. She's still a teenage girl, isn't that a little too cold-blooded?

Such guilt flashed only for a moment, and was quickly overwhelmed by the bitter smell of medicine in the air. In order to maintain a good mood every day, in order to have a good appetite every day to eat two more bowls of rice, Jiafei decided to be fierce.

"Then you should take good care of your illness, and the palace will arrange for someone to help you move the palace."

Princess Jiafei was about to leave after saying that, but the back image was deserted and fled.

After Jia Fei left, Wen Yi said in a loud voice, "Niangniang, how can you allow Jia Fei Niangniang to move to Fang Lan Xuan?" Near Fang Lan Xuan is the Cold Palace! ”

Xu Xin'er opened her eyes in hindsight: "Is it inconvenient to move to Fang Lanxuan?" ”

"It's not just inconvenient!" Wen Yi hated the iron and said, "Without Concubine Jia's niangniang, it will not be so easy for you to ask a doctor in the future." ”

The palace has always been high and low, without the care of high-ranking concubines, unfavored low-ranking concubines are like weeds on the side of the road, and anyone can step on a few feet. What's more, Fang Lanxuan, who lived alone next to the Cold Palace, was dead, and I was afraid that it would not be silent.

Wen Yi was worried, as if he had seen Xu Xin'er's tragic future.

Xu Xin'er also frowned and said, "Then what to do?" I have caused a lot of trouble for Lady Jiafei, she wants me to move away, and I can't lie here. ”

"Alas." Wen Yi sighed and said, "Slave Lady, go and fight for Niangniang again." ”

In the end, Wen Yi failed to help Xu Xin'er win over to stay, but Jia Fei was soft-hearted, considering Xu Xin'er's situation, and took the initiative to say: "This palace looks at the sun doctor today, and will let him see Xu Jieyu in the future." If Fang Lanxuan had anything to do in the future, he would just go straight to him. ”

As soon as these words came out, Wen Yi's heart was half at ease. This means that as long as there is Jiafei's words, that Sun Tai Doctor does not dare not come to see Xu Jieyu.

Concubine Jia felt that her benevolence was complete, and she no longer wanted to care about Xu Xin'er's affairs. It took the people of Yiquan Palace half a month to move Xu Xin'er to Fang Lanxuan next to the Cold Palace.

On the day of the move to the palace, the sky was blue and cloudy, and Xu Xin'er solemnly performed a salute to Jiafei: "Thank you for the care of Sister Jiafei for more than a year, Xin'er is grateful." ”

Princess Jia was embarrassed by what she said, nodded her head carelessly, and asked the palace ladies to send her away.

Looking at the vacant second hall, Concubine Jia was greatly relieved.

Fang Lanxuan has not been inhabited for a long time, coupled with the rush to move the palace, many places have not been repaired. The weeds on the ground were removed yesterday, and there was a stubble of hard grass roots. There are several roof leaks in the east and west rooms, and they are only known when it rains at night.

The main room where Xu Xin'er lived was full of musty smell, and there were cobwebs in the corners of the walls that had not been cleaned.

The meals in the imperial dining room were already cold when they passed through the entire Daming Palace and were delivered to Fang Lanxuan.

Fortunately, Xu Xin'er didn't have much else, but there were many medicine jars. If the rice is cold, the medicine pot can be eaten hot, and the cobwebs in the room can be swept away.

It was just that there were originally ten palace girls and eight eunuchs who followed Xu Xin'er, and after moving to Fanglanxuan, in just half a month, these eighteen people successively found a way out, and now there are only seven people left. Three of them were seconded from the Cold Palace next door to weed.

"Mother-in-law, what shall we do?" Sitting under the porch, Wen Yi was about to cry.

It is true that people cannot live next to the Cold Palace, and it is the same as being abolished.

Xu Xin'er sat in a chair, looking up and closing her eyes, the sun shining on her face, and the surrounding area was as quiet as if she lived in the forest.

She said, "In the future, I will have fewer illnesses, and I will always be able to live a long time." ”

03

Although Xu Xin'er and Wen Yi promised to be less sick, she was thirsty at night, but she did not want to disturb Wen Yi's sleep, so she poured herself a cup of cold water to drink, and the next day her illness worsened.

Wen Yi hurriedly ran to the Tai Hospital to call someone, just as Sun Run'an was on duty, as soon as he heard that Xu Jieyu was seriously ill, he immediately trotted to Fang Lanxuan with the medical kit.

"Dr. Sun Tai, it's really bothering you, my mother-in-law's health has not been very good."

As Wen Yi walked, he shattered his thoughts. It was a psychological preparation for Sun Run'an, after all, Fang Lanxuan might have to call him often in the future.

Sun Run'an didn't say a word, but the pace under his feet was getting faster and faster, almost like he was going to fly.

In Fang Lanxuan, Xu Xin'er lay groggily on the bed, and across the bed shadow could see a tall, thin man walking in.

Wen Yi was about to take out Xu Xin'er's wrist, Xu Xin'er suddenly got up and stared directly at Sun Run'an, and those big shadowy eyes were filled with confusion, shock, and doubt.

"Mother-in-law, what's wrong with you?" Wen Yi was startled by Xu Xin'er's sudden movements, and unconsciously associated with bad words such as returning to the light.

Sun Run'an humbly put down the medical box, still with that gentle and gentle look, and gently commanded: "Trouble Wen Yu girl to pour a cup of hot tea for Xu Niangniang." ”

Wen Yi subconsciously replied "yes", looked at the two of them suspiciously, and finally stepped out of the door to make hot tea.

Sunlight shines through the vermilion carved window sills and turns into tiny pieces of light and shadow on the ground. A room of medicinal incense, four sides of the bookcase, table, flower table is filled with medicine bowls, medicine jars, medicine stoves, in addition to no other ornament decoration. The whole room was so empty that no one was staying, the spring cold had passed, but it was completely cold on all sides.

Sun Run'an gently stared at Xu Xin'er on the bed, and that gaze seemed to be separated by thousands of years.

"Brother Erlang... You..." Xu Xin'er let out a startled voice and looked at him in shock.

Sun Xu's two families were family friends, and before she entered the palace, she had seen Sun Run'an more than once. At that time, when she was young, when her love sinus first opened, she also quietly blushed for this worldly brother.

It was only with the later saint Concubine that Old Master Xu had to let Xu Xin'er enter the palace, and this young feeling was gradually buried in those painful, helpless, and disappointed days.

Now that I suddenly saw Sun Run'an, how could I not shock Xu Xin'er. After the shock, the tears gradually blurred his eyes.

"Third Lady, don't cry." Sun Run'an sat down on a low stool, disregarding the dignity and inferiority of men and women, and reached out to wipe the tears from her face.

But the tears on Xu Xin'er's face rolled out endlessly, at this time, it had nothing to do with the wind and snow, the feelings of youth, but the deep joy that a lonely little girl felt when she saw her acquaintance in the deep palace.

"Don't cry, it'll be fine." Sun Run'an sighed, and his heart wandered intolerably.

The third lady of the Xu family used to live so brightly at home that she probably wouldn't get sick once a year. It would be as bed-bedded as it is now, and the sick body would be pale, like fragile porcelain.

After Xu Xin'er cried a lot, she asked in a thick nasal voice, "Brother Erlang, how did you enter the palace?" Didn't Uncle Sun not let you go to the Hospital? ”

"It's my own idea." Sun Run'an did not say much, but only diagnosed Xu Xin'er's pulse.

In fact, Xu Xin'er did not suffer from any terminal illness, but she was depressed and confused because she was forced to enter the palace, and she was naturally prone to being invaded by external evils. Just as the so-called doctor is difficult to heal the heart, as long as Xu Xin'er has a heart knot, her illness will not get better.

Sun Run'an silently sighed in his heart, untied the knot, and needed to slowly figure it out.

Xu Xin'er leaned on the quilt, although she was still dizzy and uncomfortable, she inexplicably felt at ease. The hand on her wrist was warm, like the April sun.

She no longer asked him why he was here, nor did he pursue why she had made herself like this.

The sun is shining and the spring breeze is gentle, which is a good season on earth.

04

Early in the morning, the morning fog had not yet cleared, and as soon as Wen Yi opened the door, he saw a person standing outside Fang Lanxuan.

She rubbed her eyes, and her voice was surprised: "Sun Taiyi? How did you get here? ”

"I'll deliver medicine to my mother-in-law." Sun Run'an smiled mildly and held up a cloth bag he was carrying in his hand.

The bag contained many flower seeds, all of which Sun Run'an had specially purchased from the Hu people in the West Market, including pertussis, cosmos, and sunflowers, and bloomed everywhere in the summer, just like living in a sea of flowers.

Wen Yi instructed the eunuchs to turn the soil under the porch and sprinkle the flower seeds down, while shredding the words to Xu Xin'er on the rocking chair: "Niangniang, this Sun Taiyi is really a good person, he saw that we were empty, and he also specially sent the seeds." We didn't have enough manpower, so he gave these flowers that were easy to feed and take care of. ”

Xu Xin'er basked in the sun, looked at the flower seeds, and said softly: "He has always been such a careful and appropriate person." There was a regret in the tone that she hadn't noticed.

The sun was warm and drowsy. Xu Xin'er leaned back in a rocking chair, closed her eyes, and seemed to dream of the past.

At a very young age, Xu Xin'er was acquainted with Sun Run'an, in addition to the fact that the two families were family friends, but also because Xu Xin'er's brother was weak from childhood.

Whenever Uncle Sun treated his brother, Xu Xin'er sat on the stone steps outside the door and waited. Sun Run'an has a small cloth bag with bulging sacs, which sometimes contains a bamboo dragonfly, sometimes a handful of caramel, and sometimes just some extraordinarily round and beautiful small stones.

He said, "Third Sister, this is for you, don't you cry." ”

Xu Xin'er asked him, "My brother will get better, right?" ”

"Yes, I Aye will be able to cure him." Sun Run'an patted her chest to reassure her.

So Xu Xin'er smiled reassuringly, ate the caramel he sent, held the bamboo dragonfly in his hand, and grinned at him: "Will you play polo?" ”

Tang Shangwu, that is, women can ride on horseback, learn to shoot arrows, and swing the moon staff. Therefore, playing polo is a well-known and sought after pleasure in Datang.

But Sun Run'an shook his head in frustration, saying that he had to memorize medical books, read prescriptions, and sometimes follow Aye out of the clinic every day, and there was no time to learn to play polo.

Xu Xin'er's smile was bright, as if crushing the sunshine in her eyes, she said: "It doesn't matter, I will teach you later!" ”

Later, the little lady who sat on the stone steps and wept for her brother's worries grew into a heroic and beautiful Chang'an noblewoman on the polo field. And the little Lang Jun, who followed his father through the hall to cure the disease and save people, also became a famous gentleman in Chang'an.

The dust rolled on the polo field, and the bow repeatedly passed over the birds. Xu Xin'er made a beautiful swing, and the Shippo Ball made a perfect arc in the air. There was an earth-shattering cheer on all sides, and everyone was cheering for her.

A noble girl looked at the high platform behind her and teased, "Third Lady Xu, your erlang brother has come to see you again!" ”

There was laughter all around. Xu Xin'er blushed, turned the donkey's head, and recognized the biqing figure on the high platform at a glance.

Sun Run'an took the moon rod in her hand, reached out to wipe her sweat, and brought her cool fine salt water, like a courteous and thoughtful little daughter-in-law.

On Chang'an Avenue, they led donkeys slowly towards home. Sun Run'an told her that she saw several patients today. She told Sun Run'an that she had won several polo matches today.

The setting sun hung in the sky, slowly sinking slowly, their shadows leaning together, slowly lengthening. At that time, Chang'an Avenue seemed to be very long, and it would take a lifetime to complete it.

Unfortunately, later the saint was crowned a noble concubine, and all over the world were spreading that "the Yang family has a female who has just grown up", "once chosen on the side of the king", "so that the parents of the world will not be reborn as a man and a woman".

Coinciding with tianbao's six-year general election, Old Master Xu hoped that his family could also produce a "noble concubine", so he forced Xu Xin'er to be selected.

At that time, Xu Xin'er had cried and cried, escaped, and hated and hated, but people all over the world were overwhelmed by the grand favor of the noble concubines, and mistakenly thought that everyone could share a piece of the pie.

The love affair that had not yet been declared in his youth dissipated in the spring of that year with the sound of the drums of the Jingshi Building.

5

The famous sick beauty in the palace moved to the side of the cold palace, and many people were guessing when she died.

Sun Taiyi of the Tai Hospital had to run to Fang Lan Xuan every three to five minutes, and everyone only thought that she was really about to die. But Dr. Sun just went to deliver something, sometimes a paper crane, sometimes a kite, sometimes a beautiful flower...

Wen Yi also had doubts, but Dr. Sun Said that this was the heart medicine that healed Lady Jieyu.

Wen Yi thought about it, Niangniang was lifeless all day, she only loved to sit under the porch in a daze, and she would only show her face when she received gifts. From this point of view, Dr. Sun's words are not unreasonable.

On this day, Sun Run'an brought a beautifully shaped keju. He said that this is the kind that the noble women of Chang'an love to play nowadays, and there is a special name, The Seven Treasure Balls.

When Xu Xin'er saw na keju, her heart trembled, as if she saw that time of wantonness.

"Niangniang, are you here to teach me?" Wen Yi held the ball and looked at Xu Xin'er with a worried and expectant face. She grew up in the Yeting Palace, and everyone looked down on her, so naturally no one would teach her to take a bow.

Xu Xin'er felt the blood flowing on her body, becoming hot, and some buried things were stirring under the skin.

Fang Lanxuan's laughter drifted into the cold palace next door with the wind, and many deaf old palace people were lying by the door and looking out. In the blurred vision, there was the blue sky and a line of heron birds flying past.

The deep palace is dull and sad, and it needs to run, so there will be wind.

In the end, she was sick for a long time, but after playing for a little while, Xu Xin'er was tired and sweaty, so she had to stop and watch Wen Yi play with others, and from time to time she pointed out a few words.

Sun Run'an stood outside the palace gate, quietly watching the pale girl regain herself, and a soothing smile gradually appeared on her face.

After several months of such conditioning, Xu Xin'er's illness slowly improved, and by the middle of July, the medicine was stopped.

Everyone in the palace marveled at her resurrection from the dead, and even the noble concubine Niangniang heard about it and praised Sun Run'an's medical skills.

Holding a stack of new palace clothes, Wen Yi stepped into the gate of Fang Lanxuan, and said to Xu Xin'er with joy: "Niangniang, in five days it will be the Thousand Autumn Festival, and The Noble Concubine Niangniang has asked you to go too." ”

Every year on August 5th is the Thousand Autumn Festival, and the saints will feast on the courtiers in Guangda Lou. On that day, there was no curfew, officials, people, geisha, Hu people... Rich or poor, rich or poor, they all took to the streets and feasted and celebrated like brothers and family.

Last time on the Thousand Autumn Festival, Xu Xin'er was ill in bed and could not participate. This time the illness was healed, but it could not be missed.

It was also on the day of the Thousand Autumn Festival that Xu Xin'er saw Guifei up close for the first time. Before she saw the noble concubine, she only followed the others to visit the shrine when she first entered the palace, and looked at the end of the crowd from a distance.

Now, the noble concubine Niangniang is standing on a high platform, moth eyebrows are high, the state is thick and far away, one more point is too fat, one less point is too thin, and the degree of fiber is fit. Wearing a large red flower embroidered tunic, light tulle drape, full of splendid embroidery. Such a national color heavenly fragrance, worthy of being called the Pearl of the Tang Dynasty.

Xu Xin'er looked a little stupid, and she couldn't prevent her from being tapped behind her.

"I'll take you to see something fun." Sun Run'an stood behind her with a smile on her face.

Wen Yi didn't know where to run to see the liveliness.

The phoenix sounded, the jade pot light turned, and they passed through the high-rise hall, avoided the patrol guards, and climbed to a corner tower of the Danfeng Gate.

Under the corner tower, there are pedestrians rubbing shoulders, and it is the Tang Dynasty that overflows with fragrant cars and BMWs.

The sound of cranes chirping in the night sky, fireworks exploded, like colorful meteors streaking across the sky.

In this noisy and lively night, in this corner that no one cared about, Sun Run'an held her hand.

She was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered the first words he said when the two were reunited.

"Third Lady, don't cry."

- Here I am.

This locked golden beast was cold in a row, and the water droplet copper dragon leaked long in the deep palace, as if because of his presence, it became less terrible, less desperate.

Xu Xin'er opened her hand, and the distance between her palms became shorter until ten fingers were interlocked.

Fingers interlocked, love interlocked, green mountains are not old, this life does not move.

6

Wen Yi found that since the Thousand Autumn Festival, the smile on his mother's face had become more and more.

And every time Dr. Sun Tai came, they always sat in one place and talked, although there was no excessive action, but it always made people feel strange.

Until one day, Dr. Sun Tai did not come again.

Xu Xin'er always asked, "Didn't he come today?" ”

Wen Yi honestly replied: No.

Xu Xin'er stroked her forehead: "I seem to be a little uncomfortable, go to the Tai Doctor." ”

Here came a strange doctor, surnamed Wu.

Xu Xin'er murmured, "Isn't there something wrong in his family?" ”

Wen Yi went to the Tai Hospital to inquire, and the result of the inquiry was that Dr. Sun Tai's family was giving him a look at his wife, and he went back to become a relative.

After hearing this, Xu Xin'er on the soft bed lost her soul in an instant, and her eyes looked deeply at the splendid sea of flowers in the courtyard, and it seemed that she already had the picture of Sun Run'an in a happy dress, and the couple of others was sent into the cave room.

"Niangniang, Niangniang, don't scare me!" Wen Yi pushed her, but found that she was like a puppet, and there was no reaction at all.

Frightened, Wen Yi ran to the Tai Hospital, the young Tai Doctor was helpless about Xu Xin'er's situation, but the old Tai Doctor could not invite him.

Wen Yi had no choice but to knock on the door of Yiquan Palace with a thick face.

In the Yiquan Palace, Concubine Jia was playing You Xianghe (pai) with the two concubines of the second hall, and when she heard that Xu Jieyu was sick again, she frowned, and some did not believe it, saying: "Before, it was not all well, why did she suddenly become ill again?" ”

Wen Yi cried very loudly: "Niangniang, please go and see Niangniang, she is really sick!" ”

JiaFei was upset by her quarrel, and she couldn't play the cards anymore, so she had to pack up and go to Fang Lanxuan to have a look.

As soon as I entered the room, I saw Xu Xin'er leaning on the bed, there was no light in her eyes, as if she was blind.

Jia Fei reached out and waved in front of her, and she didn't react at all.

"Is this a lost soul?" Jia Fei muttered, turned her head and asked Wen Yi, "How did Xu Jieyu suddenly become like this?" ”

Wen Yi replied, "I was good at talking, but that's it." ”

"What did you all say?" Princess Jia asked.

Wen Yi was about to answer, but hesitated, shook his head, and whispered, "I didn't say anything." ”

Concubine Jia's face became serious, and she said sharply, "If you don't honestly reply, even the Great Luo Immortal can't save Xu Jieyu, do you want the palace to be tortured?" ”

Wen Yi had no choice but to cry and take Dr. Sun Tai home to become a relative, and Xu Xin'er inquired around.

When Princess Jiafei heard this, there was nothing she didn't understand, she sighed, looked at Xu Xin'er, who had lost her soul on the bed, and dismissed all the palace people.

The light of dusk makes the earth yellow.

Concubine Jia sat opposite Xu Xin'er, with her back against the fence, and first sincerely apologized: "This matter was originally thought out of mind by the palace, you entered the palace at such a young age, and you were not favored, and it was difficult not to be moved with a Lang Jun of a similar age." ”

Princess Jia's tone gradually became low, as if caught in some kind of memory: "I think that when I first entered the palace, I sealed a concubine by relying on the shadow of the family. Speaking of which, I really didn't show up..." She laughed lightly, a little bitterly, "After so many years in the palace, I am still a concubine." ”

At that time, he was also shadowed by his family and entered the palace as a royal bodyguard. In order to see him, I ran to the Purple Palace every day, and everyone else said that I was going to compete for favors. laugh at! Who is patient enough to fight for the favor of this Rausch. ”

"I'm here to see him!" Princess Jia said with a nostalgic smile on her face, "Every time I go to the Purple Palace, the saint will never see me." I stood at the door and waited, so that he too would stand in the doorway. We stood together, watching the flowers blossom and fall, watching the clouds cirrus and clouds. Sometimes, I would think I was married to him and then go hand in hand with him like this. ”

At this point, Jiafei stopped. Xu Xin'er moved her stiff eyes, and her voice was difficult: "Later?" ”

"Then I got older and couldn't stand, so I stopped going." Princess Jia smiled slyly, like a mischievous fox.

Xu Xin'er shook her head: "I don't believe it." ”

The white smoke in the incense burner rose in circles, blurring her expression.

"He's married." There were tears flashing in Jiafei's eyes, and her voice was choked up and broken, "He has someone who really wants to grow old with a white head, and I can't stand by his side anymore." Even for the sake of 'competing for favors'... Nor can it... Stand by his side again. ”

Xu Xin'er's eyes burst into tears, as big as soybeans, but silent.

Concubine Jia wiped a handful of tears, half crying and half laughing: "Little ladies like us have come to the palace because of the ambitions of their fathers and brothers and elders." In this life, there are no children and no daughters, no cares, living like a wandering soul in this palace, how dare you involve others? ”

"Sometimes I look at the sunset on the edge of the sky and imagine that his wife at home, Xianzi Jing, is at home, and everything is done, and he is satisfied."

Xu Xin'er cried out, crying so hard that her heart and lungs were torn apart, and her liver and intestines were broken. She was not willing, not willing to let the happiness that should have belonged to her be handed over to others, not willing to let all the beauty of the past be just a mirror flower and water moon. But what if you don't want to?

JiaFei patted her back and coaxed her softly, "Cry, cry out loud, and when you cry, you will put it down." ”

7

Three months later, Sun Run'an returned to the Tai Hospital, but Xu Xin'er no longer summoned him, and even Jiafei personally sent a message so that he would not have to take care of Fang Lanxuan in the future.

Some attachments that cannot be let go need to be completed by forgetting.

The concubines in the palace had to ask for a peace pulse at the beginning of each month, and it was arranged that Wu Taiyi would come to Fanglanxuan, but today it was Sun Run'an who arrived.

Sun Run'an explained with the medicine box behind his back: "Dr. Wu suddenly had diarrhea, and the minister came to ask Niangniang for a pulse on his behalf. ”

Xu Xin'er faintly "um" a sound, did not look at him, did not talk to him, deliberately maintained indifference.

After finishing the pulse, Sun Run'an finally couldn't bear it, and made Wen Yuzhi go out to pour tea, and then said: "Third Niang, are you suddenly leaving before blaming me, I have a reason, you listen to my explanation." ”

"Not necessarily." Xu Xin'er looked at him coldly, as if with an iron heart, and said coldly, "I know." ”

"You know?" Sun Run'an was full of doubts.

Xu Xin'er looked at his old sword with deep affection, and couldn't help but sneer sourly: "Sun Taiyi already has a bride in his family, so he should clean himself up, why bother to provoke others again." ”

After Sun Run'an listened, he was confused at first, then laughed and touched Xu Xin'er's head without holding back, "Third Niang, are you vinegar?" ”

Xu Xin'er avoided him, her eyes were disgusted, and she almost said directly: Please ask Dr. Sun Tai to respect himself.

Sun Run'an saw her serious look, knew that she had misunderstood, and took the initiative to explain: "The family really wants to explain my marriage this time, but I have made it clear to them that they will not take care of my affairs in the future." Rest assured, there will be no other brides around me but you. ”

Xu Xin'er still looked at him with distrustful eyes.

Sun Run'an smiled and said, "Silly girl, guess why I went to the Tai Hospital?" ”

The Sun family was the queen of medicine, but after experiencing some things later, there was a family rule, that is, never enter the Tai Hospital as an official. Ningzhi street beggars, do not heal the nobles in the palace.

Sun Run'an entered the palace in violation of family rules, completely for Xu Xin'er. He thought that even if they couldn't be together in this life, then he would also be closest to her, protecting her and watching her, and growing old with her.

Perhaps in this Daming Palace, Xu Xin'er was luckier than Concubine Jia. Because the Lang Jun when she was young was determined to guard this love with a lonely courage.

At the beginning of the first month, the Xu family suddenly asked the saint for grace and wanted to enter the palace to see Xu Xin'er.

In this regard, Xu Xin'er felt flattered. On the day she first entered the palace, she had made a poisoned oath that she would never see any Xu family again in this life, and would never fight for the favor of the Xu family. Old Master Xu slapped her hard and scolded her for being too selfish.

The last side of the family passed in the anger of Old Master Xu, the crying of Madame Xu, and the hatred of Xu Xin'er.

Now, after four years, although she still hates them for sending herself to the palace, Xu Xin'er really has a longing for her.

Let's meet. Maybe something happened at home?

Xu Xin'er thought about her brother's health, the well-being of her nephew and niece, her sister-in-law and her mother-in-law, and finally relaxed and agreed to meet with the Xu family.

The weather that day was somewhat gloomy, and when Xu Xin'er passed, she faintly heard thunder on the clouds.

It was Mrs. Xu herself who came, and she had aged a lot over the years, and her sideburns had grown gray hair. As soon as Xu Xin'er saw her, she was already crying.

Mrs. Xu was also tearful, and after carefully describing the recent situation at home, she put her arms around Xu Xin'er and said, "My son, you have suffered, you have lost weight." He said and shed tears, full of guilt, "It is the family that can't stand you, you Aye already knows that you are wrong, and he regrets it now." ”

"Ah Niang..." Xu Xin'er cried, it is difficult to buy regret medicine in the world, what is the use of saying this at this time?

The mother and daughter cried once, and Mrs. Xu wiped out her tears, pulled up Xu Xin'er, and said somewhat stiffly: "Good boy, you and your grandmother also talk about two words, she also misses you very much." ”

Xu Xin'er looked puzzled, where did she come from, when she was weaned, the Xu family sent the grandmother away.

Following Madame Xu's gaze, Xu Xin'er froze in place, her eyes gradually widening.

I saw that the woman was wearing a very ordinary coarse cloth linen, but her style was different from that of ordinary people.

Because she's not a subordinate at all.

Madame Sun smiled slightly at Xu Xin'er, and her face was the usual inattentive love of the elders.

Madame Xu, who was beside her, wiped her tears and walked out, and incidentally called away all the palace people. In a large palace, only Lady Sun and Xu Xin'er were left. All the sounds seemed to be amplified, and Xu Xin'er seemed to be able to hear her own pounding heartbeat.

It turned out that today's meeting was arranged by the Sun family. They could not persuade Sun Run'an to marry a wife, so they had to ask the Xu family to come to the side of the Xu family and let Lady Xu take Lady Sun and personally enter the palace to see Xu Xin'er.

Mrs. Sun said, "Third Lady, my aunt knows that you are a good child." If you hadn't entered the palace, I would have wanted you to marry Erlang. But now that the matter is a foregone conclusion, when the aunt begs you, you let Run'an go, okay? ”

The tear marks on Xu Xin'er's face were not dry, and she opened her mouth, trying to defend herself for a few words, but found that there was no way to defend herself.

If Mrs. Sun scolded her and beat her, she would feel better. But Mrs. Sun's words were earnest, her expression was kind, and her fists were full of love for her son.

Xu Xin'er was silent for a long time, and finally spoke up, she said: "I understand, please rest assured by my aunt." ”

"Well, well, I thank you on behalf of the Sun family." Mrs. Sun was almost about to burst into tears, she looked at the delicate Xu Xin'er in front of her, and only felt that the creation of people had broken up a pair of lovers.

8

When Princess Jia was sniffing melon seeds, Xu Xin'er personally came to Yiquan Palace to beg her.

"You're moving back?" Because it was too unbelievable, Jiafei's voice changed somewhat.

JiaFei had long known about Sun Run'an's return to the Tai Hospital, so she felt that Xu Xin'er was living in the remote Fanglanxuan, at least no one would find out their secrets.

But Xu Xin'er wanted to move back to Yiquan Palace, so it would be difficult for the two of them to meet and get along in the future. After all, the people of Yiquan Palace are troubled and have eyes everywhere.

Xu Xin'er's voice was a little hoarse, and she said, "Please Sister Jiafei help me this time, I really want to move back." In the future, I will also take good care of my body and not cause trouble to Sister Jiafei. ”

When Concubine Jia saw that she was serious, she also said with a straight face: "It's not that Hongu doesn't help you, but you always have to let Hongu know and understand, why do you want to come back?" ”

Xu Xin'er looked up, "Just like why my sister stopped going to the Purple Palace in the first place, I don't want to drag anyone else anymore." ”

JiaFei looked at her fixedly for a long time, and finally returned with a sigh and said, "If you want to move, then move back, I only hope that you will not regret it in the future." ”

Xu Xin'er replied in a very low voice: "No regrets." ”

On the night of meeting Mrs. Sun, Xu Xin'er sat alone in the dark for a long time, surrounded by the cries of crickets and cicadas. She watched as the breeze blew through the branches of the flowers outside the window, and the moonlight fell coldly all over the eaves.

She thought, let's stop here. No matter how much you love, no matter how reluctant you are, stop here.

Sun Run'an should be a free eagle soaring in the mountain sky, he will become a doctor praised by everyone by medical skills, and he should not be trapped in the narrow place of the Tai Hospital to spend his life.

After making the decision to let go, Xu Xin'er decided not to look back, and she quickly moved to Yiquan Palace. Sometimes not seeing each other is the best way to stay together.

Concubine Jia came to the second hall to find Xu Xin'er, and there was some helplessness in her tone: "He is here again, or you should still see him and make it clear." He kept coming and standing outside the palace gate, and sooner or later he would be noticed by others. ”

Xu Xin'er raised her head from the embroidery plate and bent her lips to thank her: "Sister Xie reminds." So he got up and walked out.

Jia Fei looked at her puppet-like movements and reactions, and sighed slightly in her heart.

Outside the door of Yiquan Palace, Sun Run'an finally saw Xu Xin'er, and he wanted to say something.

But Xu Xin'er threw him away and said coldly, "Dr. Sun Tai will not come again in the future." ”

"Third Lady, what's wrong with you?" Is there any misunderstanding between you and me? Sun Run'an's face was full of anxiety.

"No misunderstanding." Xu Xin'er looked straight at him and said word by word: "I entered the palace to accept favors, and now I naturally want to continue to recover from my illness." And you, hindering me, please leave. ”

"Third Lady, you..." Sun Run's heart seemed to have been stabbed, and he stepped forward to grab her hand.

Xu Xin'er took two steps back, raised her voice and ordered the palace people: "Come, Sun Taiyi is a criminal below, and he will be escorted to the Taiyi Bureau to listen to the fall!" ”

Sun Run'an was held by the eunuch who pounced on him, and his gaze was miserable, and he watched Xu Xin'er's figure disappear around the corner and confiscate it.

After that, Sun Run'an was expelled from the Taiyi Medical Bureau at the behest of Yiquan Palace and never hired.

On the day he was driven away, Xu Xin'er stood in the courtyard, looking at the snow-white bright moon. Suddenly, I understood the state of mind in which Princess Jia and the imperial guards stood outside the door together. At this time, they are shining on the same piece of moonlight, is this not a whitehead?

Xu Xin'er began to get used to the life of Yiquan Palace, she still did not sleep or accept favors, but she was no longer sick, and she mixed with Jiafei all day.

Time passed, so long that she didn't know how many days she had been mixed, and when she came back to God, Wen Yi had already left the palace at the age of old age and married.

JiaFei said, "I really didn't expect that in the future, the two of us will mix together until we are old." ”

In fact, even in the deep palace, it is not necessarily safe to grow old.

9

In early November of the fourteenth year of Tianbao, there was an urgent report that An Lushan, who was envoys of Fanyang, Pinglu, and Hedong, rebelled, but the saint did not believe it, believing that someone had framed An Lushan.

On November 15, the military report came that An Lushan had taken control of Hebei, and the saint urgently summoned Yang Zaixiang to the palace to discuss countermeasures.

On the first day of the first lunar month of the fifteenth year of Tianbao, An Lushan was proclaimed emperor in Luoyang.

The people of Chang'an were panicked, and it was rumored that An Lushan was about to come in, and Datang was about to finish.

After the two generals Gao Xianzhi and Feng Changqing were given by the saints, the government and the opposition were shaken, and the people fled. On the first day, there were only one or two hundred officials in the Upper Dynasty.

Xu Xin'er and Concubine Jia hid in the Yiquan Palace, and every day they could hear the news coming from the front. There are rumors that the saint will abandon Chang'an and flee.

Concubine Jia cheered Xu Xin'er up and said, "Don't be afraid, the saint will never leave us, Chang'an is the dragon vein of datang, and if he loses Chang'an, he will lose datang." ”

Princess Kejia's words were quickly overthrown by an uninvited guest.

That was the first time Xu Xin'er saw the imperial guard, he was born very tall, a bright armor, with a large knife around his waist, looking tiger and tiger.

He told Jiafei that the saint was going to flee from Yanqiu Gate, and asked Jiafei to pack up her things immediately, and he took her with him.

In June of the fifteenth year of Tianbao, An Lushan occupied Chang'an.

Princess Jia held Xu Xin'er's hand, her face was full of tears of happiness, and outside were the rebels who broke into the Daming Palace to burn and loot.

"Do you know why I didn't go with him that day?" Jia Fei asked herself and replied, "Actually, I know that he has me in his heart." But I really can't go with him, I've been bitter enough in my life, and I can't let another woman be as bitter as I am. ”

"Sister Jiafei, you are a good person." At this moment, Xu Xin'er could only say this sentence.

Outside, there were shouts of killing, and the cries of palace ladies when they were raped. I don't know which palace was on fire, and the black smoke obscured the whole sky.

The closets where they were hiding were eventually discovered by the rebels, their hair was grabbed and they were violently thrown to the ground.

The fierce rebels restrained Xu Xin'er with one hand, and with the other hand, they were undoing their pants belts. Xu Xin'er struggled desperately, but to no avail.

Princess Jia fell to the side of the pillar, was stunned, and at this time she swooped over and opened her mouth to bite the rebel's arm.

The rebels threw her away in pain, but she clutched the rebels' feet and shouted desperately: "Run! Come on! ”

Outside was a fiery red sky, full of fleeing eunuchs, concubines and nobles.

Xu Xin'er appeared disheveled, looking at this chaos blankly, but did not know where to flee.

The picture of JiaFei making her run fast before she died seemed to be still in front of her, and this hard-mouthed sister was stabbed several times by the rebels in order to save her.

In the gap between Xu Xin'er's stunned, a tall and thin rebel rushed over, took her hand and ran forward.

"Let go of me! I fought with you! Xu Xin'er waved the broken porcelain piece in her hand, struggling to get rid of the rebel.

The "rebels" turned back, and the voice was so familiar: "Third Lady, it's me." ”

Xu Xin'er was stunned, the person in front of her was wearing an inappropriate armor, and under the helmet was Sun Run'an's face.

He came back to her, and he came back to her through the flames of war and smoke, risking death.

The Daming Palace was full of war, the palace door had been opened, and countless people ran out in this chaos. But it was not safe outside, the doors of the workshops were closed, a fire was lit, and there was crying everywhere.

Sun Run'an found a horse from nowhere and pushed Xu Xin'er up, and they rode through Chang'an Avenue and ran directly out of Chang'an City.

At the moment of rushing out, Xu Xin'er looked back at the tall city wall. The afterglow of the setting sun is falling on it, gilded with a golden color.

Sun Run'an told Xu Xin'er that after escaping from Daming Palace and escaping from Chang'an City, there would be no Xu Jieyu and Sun Taiyi in the future. They will open a medical center in a picturesque Jiangnan town and live an ordinary life.

On this day, Datang went from prosperity to decline, countless people died, countless people separated, and finally only achieved them.

10

End.

When the news of the death of the noble concubine Niangniang in Ma Songpo came, Xu Xin'er was on her way south.

She suddenly remembered that one day, she asked Concubine Jia: "There are so many women in this Daming Palace, which is deep in the spring, is it the happiest concubine, after all, the saint loves her so much that he gave her the whole Tang Dynasty." ”

Jia Fei smiled lightly and asked, "Then why are we here?" ”

Author: Zhuang Guren