Author: Half a bowl
Originality is not easy, plagiarism must be investigated
"Beijing Love Story" once represented the feelings of youth, especially the four girls with different personalities of "spring, summer, autumn and winter", representing the four lives that many people yearn for. Among several male characters, Andy Huaxin, Wu Di is stupid, Cheng Feng is high and low, they both have similar characteristics: don't worry too much about livelihood, Andy is a rich second generation, Wu Di has his brother, Cheng Feng has his father; doing things is very helpful, they just need to be entangled in love.
Only Shi Xiaomeng was very miserable, almost seven points did not enter Tsinghua University, after graduating from work-study, he entered an advertising company, and was regarded as a brother Hu Brother played a circle.
In the later stage, he blackened, and it was not too much to hate that he could not hurt everyone around him.
I still remember the scene where he drank wine and tiao played Hu Ge's secretary, torturing people with power and money.
That hateful face was just like the one he once hated the most.
Shi Xiaomeng is an honest man with very bad luck.
Because I was not admitted to Tsinghua University, I went to a university that could not go up and down, and I could only enter a small advertising company, and I changed the plan every day.
He nodded to the customer and bowed to the boss Hu Ge, who gave him three thousand yuan. Because even this job was "rewarded" to him by Brother Hu for the sake of the two people being fellow countrymen. He just wanted to change his destiny, in order not to be trapped in a small mountain village all his life like his parents in his hometown, as a small north drift, he had tried his best.
The time the lens has been swept by for a short time, it may be that Shi Xiaomeng has come out day by day.
He had a small notebook with all the money that Wu Di and Cheng Feng had lent him.
Remember every stroke, even if he ended up eating steamed buns and nibbling on pickles.
But it is too difficult for a rootless North Drifter to turn over:
He worked hard to earn that little wage, and when he paid the rent, he was stretched thin;
He longs to reunite with his first love, Shen Bing, in Beijing, but he can only let Shen Bing accompany him on the bus after work late at night.
There is a detail in the play that is particularly heartfelt: Shen Bing has just arrived in Beijing, the luggage has not yet been packed, and the aunt who collects the rent has already come to the door. Shi Xiaomeng already looked like a dead pig who was not afraid of boiling hot water, and he craned his neck to let the landlord go quickly, and even almost fought with the other party in front of his girlfriend. In the end, shen bing took out a wad of money from the suitcase and reluctantly sent away the "creditor".
When I was young, I only felt that the landlord was not close to people, and I had the idea of "the guilt of rich people".
Now she thinks that people have nine difficulties in middle age, and she waits for this money to do, and no one knows. How can we transfer our anger to a landlord who is justified because we don't have the money?
As the story goes down, it seems that the kind Xiao Meng saw the dawn in life - he signed a good list, and then used the thirty thousand yuan he had saved for two years to give Shen Bing a home. It was a small house of 37 square meters, the location was not good, the apartment type could not be picked, and the only promise he could give to the beloved girl was that the portal of the small house happened to be Shen Bing's birthday.
He wrapped his arms around Shen Bing like a toddler offering a treasure, holding a flashlight and planning in this small house: "Here is a restaurant... There's a big couch here... This, this put a rocking chair, we shake on it slowly old...
Getting here, it seems only a little bit off.
Next, the dog blood plot happens: his rich second generation good brother falls in love with Shen Bing and says " I am willing to use my one to switch Shen Bing" . His first reaction was to refuse, and then let himself and Shen Bing be far away from Cheng Feng and Cheng Feng's "help".
But he never expected that the three words "rich second generation" not only mean money, but also capital and connections:
First, Hu Rongqiang set a trap to hold Shi Xiaomeng's money, so that his house and his original meager savings were all adrift, he begged "Brother Hu", but his Brother Hu only wanted to hold Cheng Feng's thigh;
Later, Cheng Feng's father appeared again and gave him rich conditions to let shen bing "out".
Shi Xiaomeng's inner demons were also released as a result, he was originally very sensitive and vulnerable, others said that he was eager to beat the other party to death when he said "he can't afford to get a car", and now he has intensified and begun to "pervert"——
On the one hand, he did not want his girlfriend to contact Cheng Feng, on the other hand, he refused to tell his girlfriend the truth. This is not his distrust of Shen Bing, he is afraid that Shen Bing will not choose himself in the worldly trade-offs, he has the most deep-rooted inferiority and contempt for himself;
He wanted revenge in the most disgusting way, so when Shen Bing was buying clothes for himself, he called and broke up. At that time, the most secret greed in his heart appeared, he wanted money, and he also wanted Shen Bing. What a two-pronged thing to chase Shen Bing back after having status?
He even in order to retaliate against Cheng Feng, "drunken disorderly" Lin Xia, the girl who loves Cheng Feng the most.
Shi Xiaomeng went to the other extreme of life, from a "good youth" to a "big villain" in the TV series.
Indeed, if it were not for Shi Xiaomeng, many subsequent yin and yang errors would not have occurred.
Shi Xiaomeng, this person, combines inferiority and pride, he is very diligent and sensitive, but the inferiority in his heart has never been cured; he is very inflated, but the fragility in his bones has never disappeared.
This reminds me of another person who spanned thousands of years in time: Yue Buqun.
At that time, the two major sects of the Sword Sect Qi Sect were constantly fighting, and he was an honest and talented person who was forced to want the Guangda Huashan Sect. Before there was a hegemon and then there was a comer, and he became his most shameless kind of person--framing his big disciple and stealing the sword spectrum to ward off evil spirits.
He even "proudly" "self-palace": as long as he thought that his sacrifice was to complete the entire Huashan lintel and complete his martial arts life, but it was "inhumane" and what did it matter, anyway, the child was also born, and he was older.
Yue Buqun, like Shi Xiaomeng, is a person who is "castrated" by life, they are originally mediocre, have a little of their own pursuit, but their ability is really not enough. After being repeatedly rubbed by life on the ground, they chose the other extreme and became a completely different kind of person from the original.
If this transformation of Shi Xiaomeng is simply attributed to the barrenness of the Phoenix Man's heart, the author does not dare to agree.
After he exchanged Shen Bing for fame, he saw that everyone was a smiling tiger, if he was just the barrenness of the phoenix man, he would not set up many bureaus, and returned what he had endured one by one, such as pitting Hu Rongqiang, such as designing Cheng Feng's father, and then buying back the house he had lost.
He thought that in this way, everything could be restored to the beginning, but if Shen Bing really changed his mind, there must be no good end. He felt that he was out of breath, he could afford to lose, and he could take advantage of the evil thoughts of "you sleep with my people, I sleep with your people", and took advantage of the chaos to have a relationship with Lin Xia.
Whether such a person will repeat the mistakes of the past in the future is unknown.
Compared with people like Cheng Feng and Wu Di, most of the people floating in Beijing are people like Shi Xiaomeng:
There is a little talent, but Huai Cai does not meet, if you order more than thirty yuan of takeaway one day, even take the subway to take one more stop, so as not to transfer a car but also cost money;
Their salaries have never kept up with the changes in house prices, and even if the parents of the two families have half their life savings, they cannot save up for the down payment;
They don't dare to get sick, and they don't dare to throw their faces away after being pointed at by their superiors and scolding them.
Who doesn't live that way?
Who doesn't have a grievance that they can't say, and even dares to order the cheapest beer when they are drunk.
However, he did not see that the streets were full of insidiousness and resentment, a face of Shi Xiaomeng, who was not born at the right time and owed him all over the world.
We are all Shi Xiaomeng, but none of us are Shi Xiaomeng.
I miss him so much.
He once injured his arm in order to stop a child, and even lost his work plan and could not be promoted; he felt that he was working, he did not want to ask for the help of rich friends, and he wanted to create a world on his own.
Even if he was poor, he once remembered the teachings of unremitting struggle and hard-working when he was young, and he was a good person when he suffered hardships.
It's just that reality bullied him, he felt that everything he did was wrong, he was driven crazy by life.
At the end of the play, very ironically, Shi Xiaomeng asked Cheng Feng what he would choose if he were to make a choice between the company and the woman.
Cheng Feng chose to love his lover, in fact, there is a reason - Cheng Feng has never suffered like Shi Xiaomeng, so he is not confused, let alone painful.
In the end, this matter is still fruitless, because we are all against the inner "Shi Xiaomeng", sometimes evil thoughts run out, but after waking up, we still encourage ourselves to continue to insist.
Maybe that's the key to the solution — no matter how life "whips" us, have the courage to start over. Bowing to life doesn't mean we should be crazy.
Even if it is difficult, insist on living like a normal person, an ordinary person.
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