#寻找热爱表达的你#说出来你可能都不信, since I entered menopause, I have no desires, I don't have any love for anything, I don't even have much interest in eating, as long as I fill my stomach, I don't care if it's delicious or not.
I am 54 years old this year, and I have been in menopause since I was 50 years old, and it has been four years now, and so far, I have stopped menstruation for seven months, and I should have entered the third stage of menopause.
After four years of menopausal syndrome, which is the first stage of menopause, premenopause, the second stage of menopause, menopause, and now the third stage of menopause, postmenopause.
Over the years, I have experienced all kinds of inexplicable pain, all kinds of inexplicable emotional problems, as well as hot flashes and night sweats, lack of energy, palpitations, insomnia and dreams.
After the age of 50, the menopausal torment of the past few years, it is really not easy, a woman has experienced menstrual cramps at a young age, pregnancy and childbirth in youth, and menopause in middle age.
Some people are lucky and don't have any menopausal symptoms, and I had a bad fate in my last life, and the hardships and tiredness I suffered when I was young were borne by myself, and these hardships and tiredness left a mark on the body.
That's all kinds of inexplicable symptoms have come out, taking turns to fight, bombing in turns.
It is all kinds of inexplicable pain, as well as all kinds of inexplicable emotional problems, as well as hot flashes and night sweats, lack of energy, palpitations, insomnia and dreams.
These inexplicable symptoms began to run rampant during menopause, the second stage of menopause, and I have never understood the word menopause.
I was tormented by menopausal symptoms, and I wondered if I had something serious? I don't know the word menopause yet, and it's quite sad to say.
With the menstrual disorder, the loss of estrogen, and severe morning stiffness came on stage, and I was lonely and unheard, I had never seen or heard of it, so I was scared half to death.
When I got up in the morning, my hands were numb, my arms were sleepy, and my shoulders hurt all appeared, washing my face, brushing my teeth, and smearing a fragrant fragrance, which was usually a very simple action, but at that time it was a big project, I raised my arm and raised my arm, and before these actions were done, my right hand was numb and almost unconscious, and then my arm was sore, and it extended to my shoulder, and my shoulder was torn and painful, and the symptoms on this line were presented at this moment.
The arm is sore, I just want to take off the arm, the left hand is slightly lighter than the right hand, I use my left hand to pinch the palm of the right hand, but the right hand can not feel the pain, can only see the right hand pinched by the red mark, that kind of taste is uncomfortable, people who have not experienced it will never feel it.
I have been tormented by such symptoms for more than half a year, and every day I am worried, fearful, and uneasy, just worried about what is wrong? But what if you get seriously ill? I'm afraid, I'm afraid.
Later, I learned that this is the symptom of menopause, and I learned that menopause is not a disease, and menopause will heal itself. This is simply an international joke, it is my own ignorance that causes trouble, no one complains, if I knew about menopause earlier, why should I be scared half to death.
In this way, I know menopause, but in the second stage of menopause, menopause, I am not interested in anything, I have no love for anything, I have no desire for anything, I have no desire for anything.
I don't like yoga after practicing for seven or eight years, I don't like it anymore, I don't practice if I don't practice, I used to like to read books and watch TV series, and I can't sit still anymore.
Don't say you don't like anything, you don't love anything, you don't even have a desire to eat, you just need to fill your stomach, whether it's delicious or not.
Yesterday afternoon, my husband wanted to eat mutton skewers, so he went to buy mutton for 27 yuan and fried mutton skewers by himself.
I really envy my husband's impulse to eat, and now in menopause, what I lack is this passion, he said that he wants to eat mutton skewers, and now he wants to eat, I said that if you want to eat, you can buy it.
My husband went to buy a piece of mutton, and he cut the mutton into small pieces, added salt, thirteen spices, and marinated it in green onion and ginger cooking wine for fifteen minutes, and then skewered it on a skewer.
When the oil in the pan is hot, fry it in the pan, fry it until it is golden brown, take it out, sprinkle it with cumin chili powder, and you can start eating.
The whole process is made by my husband, although I also eat, but I don't have this love in it, I can eat, I can't eat it, whatever, I don't have the strength of that passion.
And my husband just wants to eat what he wants to eat now in his mouth, that night he said he wanted to eat grapes, it was nine o'clock, and he went downstairs to the supermarket to buy grapes to eat.
And I was not like this before menopause, and I also had a love and passion for food, but now this menopause, I don't know when it will end, and when I will be able to return to that passionate life.