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Gao Ziqi looked lonely in a dimly lit room. He sighed deeply and looked at the bright moon outside the window. It was late at night, and the moon hung high in the sky, shedding a faint moonlight.
His heart was complicated, and the past came flooding back to him.
Gao Ziqi recalled the delicacy in the TV series "Prosperous" - "pork rib rice cake". The preparation of this dish is inspired by the plot of the play, and the meaning is far-reaching. The pork ribs symbolize the male protagonist Bao Zong, and the rice cake represents the heroine Miss Wang.
When cooking pork ribs, they are fried first and then stewed, so that the aroma of pork ribs and the glutinous soft taste of rice cakes are intertwined, just like the love between Mr. Bao and Miss Wang.
Gao Ziqi recalled the past with his ex-wife Cai Lin, and can still feel the time of love between the two. Their relationship is like that of Mr. Bao and Miss Wang in the play, caring for and supporting each other.
However, after the birth of his son Park Min-woo, all good things began to change.
Cai Lin had just given birth to a child, but her mother-in-law accidentally fell and injured herself while being treated in the hospital, so she had to choose to take care of the child. However, now I have to take care of not only the children, but also the sick mother-in-law, which is really busy.
Gao Ziqi's mother is sick, and he must stay in Beijing to take care of her.
In this way, Gao Ziqi and Cai Lin, who were originally in love, began a long-term separation life. As an actor, Gao Ziqi often travels outside and rarely has the opportunity to go home for reunions.
Cai Lin put most of her energy into taking care of her son Park Min-woo, educated well, and raised the child to be fat and fat.
However, due to differences in educational philosophy, the distance between the two gradually widened. Cai Lin only taught her son Korean and English, but never Chinese. Park Min-woo has thought of himself as the kind of child who lacks his father's love since he was a child, but Cai Lin never mentioned the existence of Gao Ziqi in front of him again.
This made Park Min-woo have a kind of hatred and resistance towards his biological father.
Marriage is facing a crisis, and the conflict between husband and wife is quietly and slowly expanding. The sweetness of Mr. Bao and Miss Wang back then seems to have disappeared in the couple of Gao Ziqi and Cai Lin.
Due to a broken arm, my mother-in-law accidentally fell and was admitted to the hospital for treatment. Gao Ziqi, as a filial son, is obligated to stay in Beijing and personally take care of his sick mother.
At the same time, Cai Lin had just had a child, and she decisively chose to go back to her mother's house in South Korea and take care of her newborn child Park Minwoo wholeheartedly.
So, the loving couple involuntarily began a long life of separation. As an actor, the nature of Gao Ziqi's work requires him to travel outside for a long time, and rarely has the opportunity to go home for reunions.
Cai Lin put most of her time and energy on her son Park Min-woo, and took very good care of the growth of this new life.
Park Min-woo grew up day by day under Chae Lin's teaching, but Cai Lin's approach planted the seeds of his estrangement from his father. In addition to teaching Park Min-woo Korean and English, Cai Lin did not teach him Chinese.
As a mixed-race child, Park Min-woo lacked his father's love since he was a child, and he was never even mentioned by his mother about his father's existence.
Park Min-woo gradually felt that Gao Ziqi's father was more like a stranger to him, a person far away from him. This thought gradually led to his hatred and resistance towards his father.
Chae Lin's behavior undoubtedly deepened the estrangement between Park Min-woo and his father.
As a mother, Cai Lin has the responsibility to teach her children how to respect and love his father, rather than completely excluding him from her son's life.
However, instead of doing so, she insisted on raising Park Min-woo into a child who lacked fatherly love.
What's even more regrettable is that Cai Lin chose to give her surname to Park Min-woo instead of continuing to use Gao Ziqi's surname, which is undoubtedly a public denial and harm to Gao Ziqi's father.
Park Min-woo was instilled with her mother's concept since she was a child, and the role of her father was alien to him.
The contradiction between Gao Ziqi and Cai Lin has been around for a long time, but the difference in educational philosophy is undoubtedly one of the fuses. Their loving marital status gradually deteriorated, and mutual understanding and consideration gradually disappeared.
At the root of all this is the difference between the mother's surgery and the son's educational philosophy.
Last year, Gao Ziqi's mother died after fighting hard against the disease. This news is undoubtedly a huge blow to Gao Ziqi.
He was very sad because his mother finally failed to see his only grandson, Park Min-woo, in person, which became the biggest regret and knot in his life.
Cai Lin, as the mother of her son Gao Ziqi, was supposed to bring her grandson Park Min-woo to see her for the last time before she died, but unfortunately, Cai Lin did not do so.
She still insisted on her original idea, unwilling to return to Beijing with Park Min-woo to pay her late mother-in-law a final condolence ceremony.
This approach is undoubtedly like a huge hammer smashing on the fatal pain point of Gao Ziqi, who has not yet recovered the pain of losing his mother, and once again aggravates the pain in his heart.
Gao Ziqi said to herself sadly: "What a pity! I still have a lot to say to you......" His words were filled with endless pain and guilt.
Gao Ziqi's mother died, and he was unable to see his grandson for the last time. This regret will become the biggest knot in his life.
Once, Gao Ziqi and Cai Lin were a loving couple, they supported each other, shared weal and woe, and seemed to be never separated. Now, however, the death of her mother has further widened the rift in the marriage.
The level of understanding and tolerance between the two sides is no longer what it once was.
Cai Lin's stubbornness and stubbornness made Gao Ziqi miserable, especially at the most important moment in his life when his mother left this world, Cai Lin did not give him the slightest understanding and sympathy.
This injury is destined to make the contradictions and rifts between the two difficult to resolve and heal.
After three years of divorce, Gao Ziqi and Cai Lin, a couple who were once in love, are rarely related and live in their respective worlds. Three years is enough time for a pair of lovers to change dramatically.
Cai Lin has always been very cold to Gao Ziqi and has no desire to change at all. She still resolutely refuses to let her son Park Min-woo meet his biological father. She also gave her son her surname, which means that the blood connection between Park Min-woo and Gao Ziqi has been completely severed.
For his son, his father Gao Ziqi is just a stranger in his life, a dispensable existence.
However, Gao Ziqi's desire for his son is deeply imprinted in his heart, and he can only send birthday wishes to his son through social platforms to soothe his deep longing for his son.
However, who can truly understand the loneliness and pain in the father's heart? Watching his son grow up slowly, but he could only look at each other from a distance through the screen, this is simply a kind of torture like a fish in a pond for Gao Ziqi.
Gao Ziqi and Cai Lin's marriage broke down because of long-standing contradictions and differences, both of them insisted on themselves and harbored pride, so neither was willing to compromise and back down.
However, pride can eventually turn into regret. When all the opportunities have been missed, when they begin to realize their stubbornness, remorse arises.
Now recalling Gao Ziqi's feelings for Cai Lin, it is still unforgettable. He misses his wife's thoughtfulness and gentleness, and misses the happy life he once had. In the depths of his heart, Cai Lin is like a delicious and luscious rice cake, which makes people have endless aftertaste.
However, this deep love cannot be released, it can only be buried deep inside.
Gao Ziqi would be deeply aware of the importance of Cai Lin to him in the dead of night. He couldn't help but exclaim, "The taste of the rice cake is so wonderful!" Rice cakes may symbolize Cai Lin's existence, right? Rice cakes used to be the two of them's favorite delicacy, but now they have lost their former heat and only bleak memories.
Gao Ziqi's heart turned upside down, unable to be calm, the rift in his marriage is difficult to repair, but the happy times are still firmly engraved in his heart.
The relationship between them is like the relationship between Mr. Bao and Miss Wang in the play, which should have been a natural pair, but due to various reasons, they missed the opportunity to spend happiness together.
This loneliness of giving up love and moving forward alone will accompany Gao Ziqi to the end of her life. He can only bury this unforgettable relationship in the bottom of his heart and let time slowly wash away.
As a middle-aged actor over forty years old, Gao Ziqi faces insurmountable career difficulties. The brutal environment of the film and television industry has brought him to a low point in his career.
However, Gao Ziqi's age is relatively young, and it is difficult to play those elderly characters who have gone through vicissitudes and are rich in experience. Therefore, when choosing actors, directors often prefer to choose older and more experienced actors.
Therefore, Gao Ziqi's dilemma is: because he is too old, he can't play a young role; And he is too young to play the role of an elderly person. This makes him almost in a desperate situation in the film and television industry, and there is no role suitable for him to let him show his acting skills to the fullest.
After experiencing the dilemma of losing his main source of income, Gao Ziqi could only choose to change careers to do live broadcasting. Although this is a quick path, it is also a complete abandonment of one's artistic ideals for a person who dreams of becoming a good actor.
Although live streaming is fast to make money, it is very boring to do. Gao Ziqi once had a great love for the job of an actor, but now he has to let go of those attachments and bow to the cruel reality.
After entering middle age, his career suddenly fell into a trough, and his heart became bleak.
Gao Ziqi was full of emotion, he should have won honor and status with the success of his career, but now he has fallen to this. However, fate is often so bantering and playing tricks on people.
A middle-aged actor who once had a brilliant dream, but now he can only struggle with the work of live streaming because of the pressure of life, and he has nothing to do.
Although Gao Ziqi and Cai Lin's marriage has long ended, Gao Ziqi's feelings for his ex-wife seem to have not dissipated, and that deep affection is still deeply engraved in his heart.
In the long night, Gao Ziqi always involuntarily thinks of Cai Lin's gentleness and thoughtfulness. They have been close to each other, sharing weal and woe, and their love is enviable.
However, the rift in the marriage gradually widened quietly, and the stubbornness and persistence of both parties eventually brought them to the point of breaking up.
Today, Cai Lin is like a delicious and sweet rice cake, which Gao Ziqi will never forget. Gao Ziqi sighed: "The taste of rice cakes is so beautiful, I think, this probably represents Cai Lin's existence, right?" In the past, rice cakes were their common favorite, but now, it can only evoke Gao Ziqi's endless nostalgia for the good old days.
Gao Ziqi's heart fluctuated strongly, turning the river and the sea. The relationship between him and Cai Lin is like Mr. Bao and Miss Wang in the TV series, destined to fail to grasp the good relationship that belongs to them.
Fate plays tricks on people like this, it tends to dramatize everything about people, making people feel helpless and funny.
This deep feeling is destined to accompany Gao Ziqi until the end of his life. He can only hide this love deep in his heart and let time dilute it.
Maybe one day, when everything starts all over again, Mr. Bao and Miss Wang have the opportunity to reunite again and piece together the once broken love together.
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