Correspondence
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My beloved wife!
Another month has passed, and I still haven't waited for your reply to look forward to your greetings, before Yang Lichun was released, I could still learn some news about you through her, and now, my lonely and desolate heart is no longer able to obtain even that pitiful comfort.
Well, there's a premise that I've repeated thousands of times in my mind. Assuming that you and I have never met, you may marry a foreigner or a local, or find a family with a solid business background, or only find a farmer from a poor family, it should be said that it is difficult to find a person who is very dedicated to you like me.
But even if you only find a scoundrel who has neither ability nor interest in life, and who does not know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, it is much better than marrying me, a prisoner on death row with an uncertain return date, who is impatient with loneliness, loneliness, misery and helplessness, and goes to prison in the maze! I'm the one who drove you to a dead end!
Let's go back and talk about me, when I gave up my job and left my hometown to Ruili in order to value the friendship between friends, I couldn't bear to refuse the old secretary's repeated invitations, but also to escape the shadow left by that unhappy marriage in my heart, and I never had the idea of competing for fame and fortune to accumulate huge wealth. Because of this, despite the frustrations in the business world, he has always been able to calm down at first.
But after that, the situation changed completely.
Well, you should remember that I used to carry a book and read endlessly whenever I had free time, and after falling in love with you, I hardly read any more books.
Once you asked me why, and my reply was, "You are my life, my everything, and the books I can't read enough in my life."
In fact, I'm thinking about making money so that you can have a solid and prosperous life. In the end, I embarked on the road of drug crime, also because I exhausted the patience of the dismal business, and I felt that I did not have a good savings, which was not enough to buy a solid and rich life, and without such a life, it was not enough to repay the love you gave me.
Ah, for this love and marriage, we have paid an immeasurable price, this love is even more precious, and it is worth exhausting our life's efforts to cherish and redeem. I really can't forget you, and I can't give up on you in this life.
Yi, every day and every night, I am looking at the direction of Jinning and muttering to myself, I don't know if the breeze has brought my murmur to your ears: I miss you, miss you, love you! Do you still feel the same way I feel about me?
Waiting for your reply.
Lin Feng was appointed to the Provincial No. 2 Labor Supervision District on April 2, 2003
To be continued