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When Zhang Kesha heard the unbelievable news of the death of her loving husband Mr. Xiao due to a heart attack, she felt that her whole world collapsed in an instant and fell into an unprecedented predicament.
Zhang Kesha desperately struggled to survive, trying her best to prevent this tragedy from happening, but it was only in vain, she could only watch her husband gradually move away and drift away.
When the cold and piercing body was carried into the hearse, Zhang Kesha finally couldn't bear the sharp pain in her heart anymore, she fell to her knees, and the painful cry shook the hearts of everyone present, which was heartbreaking.
Only a year later, in October 2003, Zhang Kesha suffered another heavy blow in her life - her dearest and beloved mother also died of illness.
This undoubtedly made her life worse again, and the news of her mother's death hit her already scarred heart like a hammer. At her mother's memorial service, Zhang Kesha looked sad, staring at her mother's cold remains, and the pain in her heart was like a knife.
"Why is fate so cruel? Why take the most important loved one of my life away from me? She choked up, tears welling up in her eyes, and she couldn't speak for a long time.
However, in the midst of such despair, fate threw a redemptive olive branch to Zhang Kesha in an unexpected way. On that day, she was sorting through the belongings left behind by her husband, trying to find some comfort and sustenance in them.
Fingers gently stroking the wooden relic box, Zhang Kesha carefully opened the deep drawer, and in the depths of the many documents, a yellowed old newspaper suddenly jumped into her sight, which clearly recorded her legendary experience as the first transgender person in China.
Zhang Kesha was shocked, it turned out that her husband had already seen her secret, but he still accepted and loved her magnanimously. Back in the early 80s of the last century, Zhang Kesha, who was only in her early 20s at that time, had already made up her mind to realize her dream of becoming a real woman.
She has been carefully dressed as a girl since she was a child, and she has never had the slightest doubt about her gender.
Zhang Kesha was born in a glorious revolutionary family, and her father was Zhang Shuxiang, the father of the Republic. Among the many siblings in the family, she loved to spend time with her older sister, participating in traditional women's crafts such as sewing and weaving, and sometimes even surpassing her sister in these areas.
However, although she found warmth and fun in her family, Zhang Kesha was abused and rejected by her male classmates at school, so that her body still has a deep scar, which is the mark left by the beating back then.
However, no matter how difficult life is, Zhang Kesha always believes that she is a woman.
In order to realize the ideal in her heart, Zhang Kesha did not hesitate to devote herself to the army, hoping to find the possibility of undergoing sex reassignment surgery in the General Hospital of the Military Region. However, during her military career, she often felt extremely distressed: she felt extremely psychological pressure in the face of those naked male bodies.
Therefore, in 1982, Zhang Kesha decided to retire and return home and began to fully prepare for the operation. However, because there was no precedent for sex reassignment surgery in China at that time, her family persuaded her to give up the idea, but Zhang Kesha's determination was unbreakable.
After much hardship, Zhang Kesha finally successfully underwent sex reassignment surgery in 1983, and since then, "he" has become "she", becoming the first transgender person in Chinese history to publicly admit her identity.
However, after the successful transsexualization, Zhang Kesha did not usher in the long-awaited peaceful life, but endured doubts and discrimination from all walks of life. In order to make ends meet, she used to work as a salesperson in a shopping mall, but she became the focus of ridicule and abuse.
"Don't you think you're a monster?" "It's disgusting to be a man and play a woman all the time!"
With such remarks and contempt, Zhang Kesha is often insulted by male customers. And female colleagues also deliberately distanced themselves from her, always avoiding her when changing clothes and bathing.
Zhang Kesha once again fell into the lonely situation of the school period, and her heart was full of pain.
It was under this predicament that she met the most sincere love in her life. The man understood Zhang's experience and accepted her past wholeheartedly.
He told Zhang Kesha in an affectionate tone that what he loved was not only her feminine identity, but also the deep admiration and love for the inner qualities of her entire character; On this basis, he firmly stated that he would be by her side without regrets and meet the challenges of life's journey together.
However, after this beautiful relationship was known by the man's family, it suffered unprecedented fierce opposition and finally had to come to an end regrettably. Zhang Kesha fell into extreme pain and despair as a result, as if the whole world had collapsed.
In search of a new start in life, Zhang Kesha resolutely decided to return to her hometown of Dongguan and restarted her career in a toy factory. It was at that time that her boss, Mr. Xiao, fell in love with her at first sight, gave her endless praise and sympathy for her courage to face life, and expressed his sincere love to her many times.
However, Zhang Kesha, who had experienced a heavy blow, could not fully accept her special identity at that time, and she politely declined Mr. Xiao's affectionate kindness. It wasn't until 1984 that Zhang Kesha took the initiative to contact Mr. Xiao and sincerely asked him if his past intentions were still the same.
Mr. Xiao, who is 32 years older than Zhang Kesha, has fallen into deep thoughts since Zhang Kesha left, and after hearing Zhang Kesha's inquiry, he was so excited that he burst into tears, hugged Zhang Kesha tightly, and said affectionately: "Marry me, I swear to protect you with my life and give you eternal loyalty."
So, although there were still doubts about the truth in her heart, Zhang Kesha, who longed for a stable life, still chose to marry this wealthy businessman who was 32 years older. After marriage, with the full support of her husband, Zhang Kesha lived a wealthy and comfortable life, but she was never able to fully accept this marriage, and often felt that her husband was hiding something from her.
Although Zhang Kesha lived a seemingly happy life after marriage, the shadow of misfortune quietly came. A man claiming to be her childhood friend suddenly appears, revealing without warning her secret identity that she used to be "him", and even begins a brutal and ruthless extortion.
It was a sunny morning, and Zhang Kesha was busy with housework alone at home. Suddenly, the doorbell rang, and she quickly sorted out her meter, thinking that a neighbor had come to visit. However, when she opened the door, she saw a familiar face that had been absent for decades.
"Hello, Miss Zhang Kesha, can you recall me? I'm Ali, your old friend who played hide and seek with you. When Ali's voice rang in Zhang's ears, Zhang Kesha was immediately stunned, and she did everything in her power to deny any connection with Ali and try to expel the uninvited visitor.
Before Ali's words fell, Zhang Kesha fell into a deep panic. The hideous scar was the mark of Ali's violence, and she looked around nervously, and then quickly pulled Ali into the side alley.
In order to cover up the truth, Zhang Kesha asked Ali in a soft voice what he wanted. Faced with the threat of this person who knew the inside story, Zhang Kesha couldn't resist, so he had to take out 50,000 yuan in cash and deliver it to him, but this was only the beginning of a nightmare.
In those days, this was undoubtedly a great fortune. Zhang Kesha couldn't bear the pressure and had to close his door to thank customers, lest Ali appear again. The husband, who noticed his wife's abnormality, asked the reason, but Zhang Kesha could only bury his head deep in tears, helpless and frightened.
At this moment, her husband gently told her, "I have opened a restaurant in Taiwan, and I beg you to go and help manage it because it is not doing well." Hearing this, Zhang Kesha was relieved, she longed to escape from this distraction, so she embarked on the journey to Taiwan alone in 1995.
Knowing that her husband was preparing a restaurant for her in Taiwan, Zhang Kesha felt like she was reborn. She can finally get away from the blackmailer who claimed to be her childhood friend, and from the shadow that has haunted her for a long time.
Early one morning in 1995, Zhang Kesha embarked on a journey to Taiwan alone. On the dockside, she looked affectionately at her husband's nostalgic figure, and her heart was full of expectations for a better future.
The husband quietly stared at his wife's fading back, his deep eyes revealing endless longing.
After arriving in Taiwan, Zhang Kesha was surprised to find that her husband had arranged everything for her. The restaurant has been thriving and profitable. In this bustling city, Zhang Kesha was finally able to live a peaceful and peaceful life.
The years passed quietly and silently like flowing water. And the image of the blackmailer who once coerced Zhang Kesha gradually dissipated in her heart and drifted away. Although her husband was always on the other end of the phone affectionately expressing his endless thoughts and desire to reunite with his wife as soon as possible, Zhang Kesha had to face a difficult choice and could not leave home immediately.
During that period of time spent in Taiwan, Zhang Kesha was finally able to temporarily let go of her inner troubles and regain that familiar and warm smile.
However, fate always seems to like to play tricks on people. Suddenly, one day, Zhang Kesha was surprised to learn that her husband, who was far away in Hong Kong, had died of a heart attack! This cruel news hit Zhang Kesha's heart like a thunderbolt in the clear sky.
However, fate did not stop there. Just a few months later, in October 1982, Zhang Kesha suffered an even heavier blow - her beloved mother also died of illness.