Note: This story is purely fictional, the names and events in the story are fictional, and the purpose of using place names is only for the purpose of describing the plot and making it easy to read and understand
In 1987, I was working in a wood processing factory, and there was a hot female colleague, Mei Mei, who I was interested in from the first time I met her, but never acted on her.
Who would have thought that after a day's work, Mei Mei sneaked into my dorm building.
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01
My name is Li Xiao, 26 years old, I am a mechanic in the county lumber factory, although it is not a decent job, but 7 years of service has also made me the main worker in the factory.
It seems that after graduating from junior high school, I entered the lumber mill, and at first I was assigned to the boiler room, and in addition to transporting wood to the pot every day, I was cleaning up the boiler ash, which was quite tiring.
Fortunately, two years later, he was transferred to the machine repair workshop with the mechanic skills he learned from the master, although the salary did not increase much, but it was finally better than the original.
However, those who have done it know that the environment of the machine shop is actually not good, there is the smell of engine oil and sawdust everywhere, and there are very few people, and there is almost no one to talk to at work, but a new colleague was transferred last year, which really surprised me!
The new colleague's name is Mei Mei, she is beautiful and outstanding, with fair skin, a slender waist, and a pair of electric eyes that are even more seductive, and the most important thing is that she was assigned by her school.
Such a chick in the factory immediately became the talk of everyone, and to be honest, her arrival did add a lot of spice to the life of our greasy old man.
I don't dare to talk to girls when I am a child, and I usually get scared when I see beautiful women, and I don't even dare to look at them.
But for Meimei, I have an indescribable feeling, and I can't help but look at her twice, maybe it's because I haven't seen such a beautiful girl for too long.
Meimei people are not only good-looking, but also quick to do things, as soon as there is something wrong with the machine, she can quickly investigate and repair.
My years of work experience, in front of her is simply pediatrics, once the machine failed, I and a few masters chattered crookedly for a long time and there was no reason, and finally Mei Mei found at a glance that it was caused by the aging of the grounding wire.
Although Mei Mei is a newcomer, she can surpass the old fritters a lot when she gets started, and she is used as a demonstration and benchmark everywhere.
We old antiques also praise her as a "little clever ghost" in private, but she is very good, never puts on music, and will take the initiative to ask everyone for experience.
In this way, Meimei gradually became famous in our workshop, and her popularity was also very good.
But I always felt that she had some special affection for me as a person, and from time to time she would cast a few meaningful looks, which made me even more anxious.
For a while, I often had some beautiful dreams at night, and there were only Meimei and me in the dreams, so big that I didn't even dare to look at Meimei when I went to work the next day.
However, Mei Mei's attitude towards me is becoming more and more obvious, and she will stare at me in everything.
Once, when I was squatting on the ground to repair the junction box under the wall cabinet, she suddenly squatted beside me, pushed me with her elbow, and said with a smile: "Master, why are you so diligent, you have all come here?"
I was embarrassed by her, my face was hot, and I stumbled and explained: "Then, then it goes without saying, I, I'm a master mechanic, drilling up and down."
Mei Mei snorted and laughed, and immediately touched my head with her hand and said, "Mechanic, clever ghost", I was even more overwhelmed by her intimacy.
Since then, Mei Mei has become more and more arrogant, often touching my arm or rubbing my elbow under the pretext that I will dodge everywhere while I am working.
On several occasions, she even asked me bluntly for contraceptive knowledge, and I was so embarrassed that I couldn't say anything.
This ambiguous situation lasted for a while, until one night, when I was lying in bed bored, the door was suddenly gently pushed open from the outside, and when I looked up, I was startled, it turned out to be Mei Mei silently entered my room!
She wore only a thin nightdress, with bare legs underneath.
I was stunned by her delicate appearance, and I didn't know what to do for a while, Meimei slowly walked towards my bedside, and with each step, the hem of her skirt shook a few times, revealing the root of her thighs.
"What, what?" I stammered.
Mei Mei just smiled and climbed into bed, I didn't resist as if I was bewitched, and soon, we rolled into a ball.
Since that night, Mei Mei has become my "friend", and in the dead of night, she will sneak into my room, and we will have a crazy fight, unleashing the primitive desires between men and women.
02
At first, I was apprehensive that if someone else found out about our transgression, we would be punished.
After all, in those days, love between men and women was sacred, and our idea of secretly being happy was really a bit crazy.
But after a carnival, I seem to be a little intoxicated with this forbidden love, and I began to be a little unable to extricate myself.
Mei Mei seems to think the same way, she asked me several times if I wanted to elope, although I had a desire, but after all, I still took care of the old mother at home, and I was unwilling to "evaporate from the world".
In this way, Mei Mei and I are like two lingering sparrows, allowing the wildfire of personal love to burn in the forbidden land of the factory, but paper can't contain the fire after all.
In a blink of an eye, it was the Spring Festival of 1988, and the factory had a long holiday of more than ten days that year.
It was rare for Mei Mei and I to have such a long time alone, so we went even more crazy, and we almost all mingled for a few all-night nights.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, Mei Mei and I stayed up late before falling asleep, and when I woke up again, it was noon on the first day of the new year.
I looked around, but Mei Mei's figure was gone, and her clothes were neatly stacked aside, looking like they had been specially tidied up.
I only suspected that she was afraid of being bumped into by others, so I left first, but after three or four days, she did not appear again, and I gradually felt uneasy.
In those few nights, I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, and I had a faint sense of foreboding in my heart, but I couldn't tell what it was.
It wasn't until Chinese New Year's Eve, a year later, that the postman knocked on my door and handed me a piece of mail.
I opened it and saw that there was Meimei's scribbled handwriting, as if she was writing in a hurry, and my heart suddenly felt like someone had stabbed me, and the blood in my body suddenly coagulated.
My hands were trembling, and I hurriedly unfolded the letter, and I saw that it was written: "Li Xiao, I'm sorry, I have your child." ”
My heart is almost jumping out of my voice, Meimei is pregnant? And the child is still mine? How is this possible! We obviously have a good protection every time, huh?
I was dizzy, and I continued to look down, and the letter also read:
"The factory has fired me, I have lost everything now, I can't save this child, only you can save our mother and son, Li Xiao, are you willing to take responsibility? I only have you as a backer now. ”
My brain was buzzing, I couldn't think at all, Mei Mei had already paid the price for this child, and I was still reminiscing about the shameful things! I sat on the edge of the bed, mixed tastes stirring in my heart.
Just when I was in a hurry, there was a knock on the door outside, and I was scared, but the knock sounded weak and weak, not quite the same as usual.
I cautiously walked to the door, and quietly opened a crack in the door, only to see a yellow-skinned woman standing outside the door, holding a baby wrapped in a worn quilt in her arms.
I looked at it again and was shocked! The woman with a thin face turned out to be Mei Mei!
She wore only a thin cotton jacket, her hair was messy, her eyes were blank, and she looked like she had crawled out of hell.
"Meimei?!!What are you—" I stammered speechless.
Mei Mei gently hugged the baby into her arms and said weakly: "Xiaoxiao... This is your child, I'm at the end of my life now... You've got to save us..."
As she spoke, she fell to her knees with a thud, two lines of tears welling up in her eyes.
I looked at the woman in front of me, who was once beautiful and full of vitality, but now she had fallen into a situation that could no longer be lost, and my heart was like a knife.
Seeing Mei Mei kneeling outside the door with my child, my heart was filled with infinite self-reproach and regret, and I quickly helped her up and let her into the house.
Mei Mei was so weak that I almost carried her to the bedside.
Her face was pale, her lips were chapped, and the single clothes on her body were no longer the same, I had never seen her so miserable, and in addition to her heartache, she was more condemned to herself.
I quickly poured her a glass of warm water, and she drank it greedily like a dying traveler.
I looked at the side of her face, which was once beautiful, but now full of furrows, her eyes were blank and in deep shadows, and my heart ached as if it had been torn apart by the baby in her arms.
"Meimei, I hurt you, I'm sorry." I crouched helplessly on the edge of the bed, tears welling up in my eyes.
Mei Mei shook her head and said weakly, "I don't blame you... I was too reckless, and I didn't plan much before leaving. ”
I flashed the scene of the night before she left, and I only hated how I was so confused at that time, and I couldn't even see her abnormality, it turned out that she had already made up her mind early in the morning, but she didn't remind me a word.
"The kid... Is that mine? I asked, choking up. Mei Mei nodded and whispered, "Hmm."
I gently lifted the baby and carefully held it in my arms.
It was wrapped in a shabby quilt, its small body was scrawny, its face was round, and its big dark eyes were looking at me innocently.
Looking at this newborn child, my heart is full of mixed feelings, its birth has brought a heavy price to Meimei, and I, as a father, have no idea, and I am still immersed in carnal desires and greedy for the exciting pleasure of private affairs.
How selfish and ignorant I am!
I hugged my baby tightly to my chest, and the tears could not stop flowing.
This little life has just come to this world, but it has already borne endless suffering, and all of this is caused by the momentary indulgence and impulsiveness of me and Meimei.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry...", I choked helplessly, tears running hot on the child's pale little face. The child was awakened and let out a childish cry, which instantly made me ashamed.
I hurriedly came to Meimei with the child in my arms and looked at her expectantly, hoping that she could give me some guidance. Mei Mei trembled and stretched out her hand, held my arm hard, and said with a firm and helpless look in her eyes: "Xiaoxiao, you must save this child!" Don't let him suffer as much as I did. ”
I looked at Mei Mei in amazement, her words were like a hammer, slamming into my heart and taking away the child? Leave Meimei alone? How could I possibly do that!
"No... Meimei, let's go together!" I said anxiously, "I will marry you, and our family of three will leave here and live a new life!"
Mei Mei shook her head bitterly, and said helplessly: "No, Xiaoxiao, if you marry me, you will only make you suffer with your children." ”
"But," I stopped, watching Meimei's body begin to tremble slightly, her legs curled up, and her face became paler and paler.
Looking at Meimei's increasingly weak appearance, her heart was full of mixed feelings and pain, and I understood that she was struggling with her last bit of strength, hoping that I could find a good way out for this child.
03
I finally made a difficult decision to take Meimei and her children and leave this city where there was so much suffering and pain, and go to a foreign place to start a new life.
Although we have nothing at the moment, I believe that with strong determination and mutual support, we will be able to regain hope and start a new life elsewhere.
I helped Mei Mei pack up and roll up the only bedding, although Mei Mei was weak, but when she was about to embark on a new journey, there was a hint of anticipation in her eyes.
She held the child tightly in her arms, as if she was watching the newborn life hard.
"Xiaoxiao, let's leave with the child like this, it's okay!" Mei Mei whispered, her tone firm and fearless.
I nodded, took a deep breath, and picked up their luggage, the journey was difficult, but we never lost hope for tomorrow.
However, with the flow of vehicles on the street, my thoughts also returned to the time when Meimei had just left, and it turned out that that night, when my sister went out to the toilet, she ran into the workshop director.
When he saw Mei Mei coming out of my room, he coerced and seduced Mei Mei just to satisfy his own selfish desires, otherwise he would tear up all our affairs.
In order not to affect me, Mei Mei packed her luggage and returned to her hometown overnight, but in that era, it was a shameful thing for anyone to get pregnant before marriage.
Officially because of this, Meimei's family did not accept her, and it was strange to say that after Meimei disappeared, the news about her in the factory was like being erased, except for the occasional mention of Meimei, there was no news.
But not long after Meimei disappeared, my mother also unfortunately passed away due to illness, and there was nothing worth my nostalgia in this world in a trance, which is why I chose to live in a different place with Meimei and her children.
After all, they are the only relatives in this world!
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