Thank you for your support by clicking "Follow", which is not only convenient for you to discuss and share, but also can bring you a different sense of participation, thank you for your support!
Time flies, time flies! Today's film giant Guo Jinglin has entered the age of sixties, and the heroic and upright body of the past has been erased by time, replaced by a slightly rickety backbone and a wrinkled face.
He lives alone in a modest rental house, with only the frequent visits of social workers to keep him company.
The house was silent, save for an old photograph in the corner of his youth, when he was strong and strong, holding a beautiful woman in his arms, his eyes shining and full of anticipation and yearning for the future.
This old photo freezes the best time of Guo Jinglin's life, but now, his beloved wife Tong Xin has passed away, and he has no children and no daughters, leaving him, a lonely old man, to face the desolation of his old age alone.
The former glory, ideals and love are scattered like floating clouds in the face of the ruthless reality, leaving only the loneliness that cannot be healed.
How far back was that? Tong Xin left him forever and left this noisy world. At that time, Guo Jinglin had just won the honor of Best Actor for the movie "Yuan Longping", which should have been the most glorious moment in his life.
However, when he stood alone on the podium, tears blurred his vision, his voice was choked, and the applause and cheers from the audience seemed to have lost their original joy in his ears.
Because, Tong Xin, the wife who had spent joy and glory with him, had left him forever and left this world. In order to raise money for his wife's medical expenses, he devoted himself to the filming of this film.
Tong Xin, on the other hand, went all out to receive treatment at home, and they agreed to enjoy the movie together after its release. However, fate played tricks on them after all, and Tong Xin failed to fulfill his promise this time, so he left in a hurry.
Since then, Guo Jinglin's life seems to have lost all color, and the whole world has become bleak in his eyes. He tried to devote himself to a new play, but found that he could not concentrate on it anyway, and the images of his wife before her death were always in his mind.
In the end, he chose to stay away from the industry, away from the city, and live a hermit life alone.
Some people have constantly advised him to get out of the haze of the old days, bravely open a new chapter of life, and find the true love that belongs to him again. However, for Guo Jinglin, Tong Xin has always been the only love in his heart, and no one can replace him.
Since they met and known each other, after life and death, their emotions have long been deeply intertwined, and they have shared many ups and downs in life Now, after Tong Xin's death, he has become the loneliest person in the world.
He seems to have no choice but to deeply reminisce about the good old days. With the passage of time, Tong Xin's position in Guo Jinglin's heart has become more and more important.
When the prelude to youth slowly opened, in the face of this new and confusing feeling, Guo Jinglin was full of confusion in his heart, as if he was in an endless fog, unable to find the way forward.
It was Tong Xin, with his unique intuition and delicate insight, who gently took Guo Jinglin's hand and led him on the road of growth.
From a playmate in childhood to a confidant and friend in his youth, Tong Xin has quietly become an indispensable part of Guo Jinglin's life.
Although Tong Xin has always been his closest partner, the introverted and shy nature of the adolescent boy has never been able to confide in her heart.
Until that day, he finally mustered up the courage to confess his heart to Tong Xin, and since then they have started a little-known "secret relationship". Despite the turmoil in the outside world, their relationship has never wavered.
When Guo Jinglin decided to pursue his artistic dream and apply for the Shanghai Theater Academy, his family expressed their opposition, and only Tong Xin firmly supported and encouraged him.
Later, his mother unfortunately passed away, the family suffered a heavy blow, and Guo Jinglin once fell into a low period of life, but it was Tong Xin's consistent comfort and assistance that made him regain his confidence and courage.
In this way, from acquaintance to adversity, Tong Xin has always been by Guo Jinglin's side, illuminating his way forward in a unique way, and becoming his most solid spiritual pillar.
It is no exaggeration to say that if it weren't for Tong Xin's existence, Guo Jinglin might have given up halfway on the road of pursuing art. In 2006, the news of Tong Xin's pregnancy hit Guo Jinglin's heart like a thunderclap.
As a father-to-be, his heart is full of excitement and joy.
Every time a bright morning came, he always couldn't suppress the emotions in his heart, looking at Tong Xin's slightly obvious abdomen affectionately, and his eyes flashed with eager anticipation.
He began to paint a picture of a family full of warmth and happiness in his mind: the three of them laughed and laughed, the family was harmonious, and they shared the joy of family.
However, just when the dream of this family of three was about to become a reality, fate ruthlessly played a cruel joke. That creepy-sounding word, "breast cancer", was like an incomparably sharp dagger, deeply piercing the vain hope in Guo Jinglin's heart.
He could no longer look directly at Tong Xin's once dazzling eyes, and could only accept this cruel reality calmly.
What's even heavier is that the fetus in Tong Xin's womb is also in danger of life due to the side effects of chemotherapy, and may even become a malformed baby. Faced with such a dilemma, Guo Jinglin gritted his steel teeth and resolutely decided to end his wife's pregnancy.
For a couple who have finally reached the moment of parenthood after a difficult time, this is undoubtedly a cold choice.
There are certain choices in life that are destined to stay with us for the rest of our lives. However, at the moment, there are a series of practical problems that need to be solved urgently: how to raise adequate medical expenses?
How to develop the best treatment plan for my wife? Is there any other source of income for the family to rely on besides his meager income? These questions came like a tidal wave, causing Guo Jinglin to fall into unprecedented fear and helplessness.
The movie "Yuan Longping" has become his temporary spiritual sustenance. In order to earn more cash, he had to leave his wife alone at home and devote himself to the filming of the film.
Tong Xin, on the other hand, went all out to cooperate with various treatments at home, and both of them had good expectations for the future. They agreed that they must wait until the movie is finished to enjoy the work together.
However, life can never be predicted. Just as the movie was about to be released, Tong Xin's condition deteriorated sharply and her life was in danger.
Hurrying home from the shooting scene every day, Guo Jinglin saw his wife's increasingly haggard face, once lively and lovely, but now she has become skinny and dying, which makes his soul suffer a heavy blow and pain.