1. On this lonely and confused night, Li Chen sat alone on the roof and recalled his emotional journey of twists and turns, joys and sorrows
When night falls, the bustling city is shrouded in a veil of mystery, and the full moon hanging high in the sky is as bright as a golden disk, and its cold light is sprinkled on the eaves tiles, reflecting a dazzling light.
On this roof, Li Chen sat alone in it, staring at the bright moon, with a lot of thoughts in his heart and a lot of emotion.
As a veteran of the love field, Li Chen's emotional journey can be described as magnificent, full of countless thrilling stories. He had loved five women with all his heart, and each of them was an invaluable treasure to him, deeply imprinted in his heart and irreplaceable.
In this silent night, facing the bright moon on the horizon, Li Chen's mind couldn't help but think of the bits and pieces between these five women, there were sweet and warm moments, and there were painful moments.
He seems to have returned to the whirlpool of those emotional entanglements, tormented and tormented in the ocean of love, constantly struggling between joy and pain.
The first thing that jumped into his sight was the young and innocent love between him and his first girlfriend Niu Mengmeng. At that time, they met for the first time at the filming site of the TV series "Seventeen Years Old Don't Cry", and the tacit understanding of the rivalry made their hearts collide with a different kind of spark.
In order to express his most sincere emotions to his beloved, Li Chen deliberately selected a heart-shaped gemstone with a unique design and dedicated it to Mengmeng, hoping to convey the strong love in his heart through this gift.
However, this overpaid relationship failed to impress Li Chen after all, and Mengmeng left in tears, leaving only this heart-shaped gem lying quietly in the depths of the jewelry box, becoming an unforgettable witness of that youth.
2. Recall the love affair with Bingbing
fell in love at first sight, but broke up because of Zhang Xinyu's intervention
In 2014, Li Chen met the charming Bingbing, and her gentle and elegant image with extraordinary temperament instantly captured his heart. Bingbing's beauty is touching and peerless, as if she has an innate magic that can easily attract Li Chen's attention.
The feeling of love at first sight came to his heart like a tide, and Li Chen did not hesitate to launch a passionate pursuit.
It's a pity that when he tried to get close to Bingbing, he was met with Bingbing's sister, Hua Wuji's strict defense. Hua Wujian suspected that Li Chen was a womanizer and had bad intentions towards his sister, so he took precautions and resolutely rejected all of Li Chen's attempts to show favor.
In a dilemma, Li Chen's friend Zhang Xinyu reached out at the right time and finally successfully helped him win Bingbing's heart.
Just as their relationship was gradually on the right track, a sudden breakup storm swept in again, ruthlessly tearing Li Chen's fragile heart. The fuse of the breakup turned out to be Zhang Xinyu, who was haunted by Li Chen's original decision, and angrily set off a fierce war of words on the Internet, mercilessly accusing Li Chen of being ruthless.
2.2 Insert the process of winning Bingbing's heart back then
In the face of Zhang Xinyu's fierce attack, Li Chen did not choose to face the enemy head-on, but chose to bear all this silently. He was full of enthusiasm and immediately announced his relationship with Bingbing to the public, and even swore a high-profile oath in public to completely cut off the old relationship with his ex-girlfriend Zhang Xinyu.
Li Chen's firm determination and romantic promise deeply touched Bingbing. Despite the strong opposition and doubts from the outside world, Bingbing still bravely chose to compose a sweet love chapter with Li Chen.
They are like glue, very affectionate, and live a happy and happy life.
However, just as this relationship was stabilizing, Zhang Xinyu's public opinion offensive was as difficult to resist as a storm. In the end, Li Chen could only reluctantly part ways with Bingbing and ended this dramatic relationship.
At the same time, his once deep friendship with Zhang Xinyu also came to an end in this emotional entanglement, and the friendship was broken.
3. Reminiscing about his brief love affair with Dilinaer
3. Flashbacks, reasons for breakups and inner struggles
A year of companionship passed in a hurry, and Li Chen found that Di Linal's attitude towards him had changed significantly. This beautiful woman from Xinjiang originally gave people the impression of being gentle and considerate, warm and cheerful, but as time passed, her attitude towards Li Chen gradually revealed a trace of vigilance and alienation.
Li Chen was deeply puzzled, and he believed that he had made sincere and persistent efforts to unreservedly please the beautiful woman of Xinjiang, Di Liner, in a unique and romantic way.
But unfortunately, the other party seems to be consciously or unintentionally, quietly away from his life, and even sometimes shows his independent self-improvement and perseverance on specific occasions.
Di Linal's precaution against Li Chen became more and more apparent, which made him feel stressed and troubled. As a Xinjiang beauty with a successful career and a unique side, she may not have completely removed the defense line in her heart from the beginning, and she could not trust and hand herself over to Li Chen wholeheartedly.
Li Chen also gradually realized that he may have been overconfident and arrogant in the past, and failed to truly understand the independent personality in the depths of Di Liner's heart.
When the contradictions and estrangements between the two accumulate to a certain extent, the end of the breakup is inevitable after all. This originally affectionate love story came to an end suddenly, making Li Chen, who was once full of longing, taste the pain of falling out of love again.
Seeing that the woman who had been devoted to him gradually moved away from him, Li Chen had mixed feelings in his heart, confused and helpless.
Interspersed with romantic details in pursuit of beauty
From the mainland of the motherland to the vast land of Xinjiang, Li Chen went all out to launch a fiery pursuit of Di Linar with unwavering determination and fearless courage. This glamorous and otherworldly woman not only has a stunning appearance, but also a successful and independent career, which can be called a well-deserved beauty.
In order to win the favor of this unattainable goddess, Li Chen tried his best. Flowers and gifts continue to flow to Dilinaer's side, and every romantic gift is full of his fierce loyalty.
In order to express his sincere feelings to the beautiful woman more perfectly, he deliberately chose a unique, novel and fashionable love gemstone necklace as the most precious gift.
Di Linal, who was originally closed to herself, finally opened her heart under Li Chen's passionate pursuit, and her heart beat faster. After a period of getting along and understanding each other, she was finally moved by Li Chen's sincerity and decided to open the floodgates of her heart and give this man a chance to work together to create a fiery chapter of love.
Fourth, relive the beautiful years of the fiery love affair with Li Xiaolu
Look back on that painful breakup
The time when I fell in love with the charming Li Xiaolu was like being in a passionate battlefield, full of love and enthusiasm. The chemistry between the two young lovers is so intense that onlookers are intoxicated that they never leave each other for a moment, like a young man and a woman in love.
However, short-lived joy is always difficult to last, and Li Xiaolu soon realizes that Li Chen is not fully committed to this relationship. As a smart and mature woman, she has insight into Li Chen's deep hesitation and ambiguity.
This made Li Xiaolu feel lost and sad, she had looked forward to and longed for this love to be eternal, but Li Chen failed to give her the respect and cherishment she deserved.
After painful reflection, Li Xiaolu firmly proposed to Li Chen to break up. She tearfully asked, "How sincere is the love you are talking about?" Li Chen just turned around and left blankly, silent, without any response or explanation.
Reminisce about that sweet time of love
Back then, the filming site of the crew became an excellent place for Li Chen and Li Xiaolu to get acquainted. Two energetic and energetic young people fell in love at first sight and soon burst out with deep love.
Li Chen obeyed Li Xiaolu's words, no matter when and where, he could always see them intimate and sweetly embracing each other. When night fell, the two would quietly escape the hotel and drive outside to enjoy the starry sky.
Under Li Chen's meticulous care, Li Xiaolu is convinced that their love will continue for a long time and they will spend their life journey together.
However, fate always seems to like to play tricks on people. When this passionate love entered a stable stage, Li Chen's inner hesitation was finally revealed, which deeply hurt the innocent Li Xiaolu.
In order to commemorate the beauty of the past, Li Chen carved Li Xiaolu's name on his arm after the breakup, trying to remember this unforgettable emotion.
Fifth, I miss the young love with my first love
Reveal the reasons behind the breakup
Recalling the youthful years when he first met and fell in love with Mengmeng, Li Chen sighed with emotion and mixed feelings in his heart. Although the sweet time of love was short-lived, it made him taste the sweetness of the purest love for the first time, and he also deeply understood the endless value of wholeheartedly dedicating himself to his loved one without regrets.
However, unexpectedly, Li Chen soon realized that he was not fully involved in this relationship like Mengmeng. He always faced her with a disguised mask, never being honest about his true thoughts and desires deep down.
As a young man who has not been deeply involved in the world, his understanding and grasp of love is obviously still immature and superficial.
In contrast, Mengmeng's efforts in this relationship are far better than Li Chen's, and she has poured too much sincerity and affection into Li Chen. In order to maintain this relationship, she not only carefully chooses birthday gifts to express her blessings, but also unabashedly shows their moments of affection on social media, doing her best to convey her sincere feelings.
However, in the face of Mengmeng's selfless dedication and sincere intentions, Li Chen behaved indifferently and even a little cynical. It was precisely because of his attitude that Mengmeng was finally disheartened and left in tears, leaving only endless regrets.
The good times of meeting and falling in love back then
It all started when the film crew met by chance. Li Chen and Mengmeng had the opportunity to play against each other at the filming site of the costume TV series "Seventeen Years Old Don't Cry", so they had deep feelings for each other when they were young.
Mengmeng, who was wearing a light coat with water sleeves, was beautiful and moving, and Li Chen's heartstrings were gently plucked by her, unable to extricate herself.
Li Chen, who is deeply in love with Mengmeng, not only cares about her life, but also cares for her relatives and friends around her, is considerate and thoughtful. In order to express his sincere feelings to the girl he likes, he carefully selected a heart-shaped gemstone with a unique design and gave it to Mengmeng, hoping to use this rare treasure to express his deep love for her.
On that hot summer day, the two were inseparable and closely attached to each other. Mengmeng always greeted Li Chen with a sweet smile, and the tenderness and sweetness in her eyes made people fascinated. As a young man who has just experienced the taste of love, Li Chen seems to have found the last destination in his life under the warm care of Mengmeng.
Sixth, Li Chen introspected deeply on the roof and vowed to reshape the way of dealing with feelings
As night fell, a bright full moon hung in the sky, and the cold moonlight cast on the cyan rubble, reflecting a charming halo of light. On the roof, Li Chen sat alone, staring at this round of bright moon, with a lot of thoughts in his heart.
At this moment, he seems to turn into a fresh breeze, looking back on the deep imprint he has left in the emotional world. Those former love-hate, contradictions, and painful struggles have witnessed his tortuous and thorny road of love.
From the first time he set foot in the sea of love, to the many ups and downs and mistakes later, Li Chen's inner world is like a spinning top, constantly flipping.
Looking back now, he began to think deeply about his past actions and choices, and found that he had many rash and ignorant behaviors. He frankly admits that he used to put on a pretentious posture and was not sincere enough in his feelings.
For example, when he was with his first love Mengmeng, he always faced her with a mask and never really opened his heart; Another example, when he was in love with Li Xiaolu, although his heart was shaken, he still pretended to be wholeheartedly.
The experience of hurting others again and again reminded him that he must be responsible for his words and actions. As a mature man in his forties, he finally understands that he can no longer act casually and hurt the feelings of others as he used to.
Li Chen let out a long sigh on the roof, looking up at the bright moon, and countless emotions surged in his heart. He looks forward to treating people with sincerity from now on, abandoning hypocrisy and pretentiousness, and treating every emotion sincerely.
He vowed never to repeat the mistakes of the past, to commit those frivolous and debauched acts, and never to let any woman leave with tears like Mengmeng back then.
From now on, Li Chen decided to understand his heart wholeheartedly, patiently listen to the call of his heart, and treat his loved ones with the most sincere attitude. He will rely on his sincere character and steadfastness to regain those lost love and friendships.