I tried to keep myself composed, and took the money, blue-gray, and didn't count it, "Five hundred," said my uncle. "So much?" I held the money in my hand, slowly moved my arm down, and put it in my pocket, but the full attitude was already showing my excitement.
Then he turned around and threw it and ran to the station, and his uncle shouted, "Don't carry it yourself next time......
From making masks in autumn to spring, winter is not as warm as summer, and cold moments squeeze your enthusiasm. First in bundles and then in woven bags. On the train, two bags were next to each other, and people looked at each other, "What the hell?" "Big sauce cubes."
Dongfeng County is in the east of Jiaoduli, with two stops, forty minutes. - I was born a few months until I was 10 years old, once or twice a year, when my grandmother was still there, and my mother took me and my sister on this train. Later, my mother held my younger brother and my sister led me, and my father also came that time, and in the snow-covered winter, my father disappeared after getting off the train. There were dishes on the table, we all waited, and grandma looked outside the gate again and again, "Where is this Xiao Shen?" Where can I go? ...... "Grandma's little feet." The fence with dried elm branches cut down on both sides of the gate, a tofu seller shouted all the way over, the garbage collection cart with a box board, I picked up a candy wrapper, pink, next to the garbage truck, "Throw it away." Grandma shouted. She had a big square face and her hair was combed through, and the next year she died. It wasn't until dark that the father came back and went to the airfield, the newly built, ten kilometers, and ran back, remembering that he said that he saw the plane and glided like a house. At that time or now, none of our six siblings could match my father's curiosity.
I sat on the train in such a state of excitement that I seemed to forget that I was sitting on the train, and, as if I had just come up and was about to get off the train, I didn't even get out of the door very clearly, and stepped on the cyan of the platform bricks, walking faster than everyone else.
For the first time there was so much money; At that time, the monthly salary was 68 yuan. It's unbelievable that I got so much at once, but even so, I saved five cents by running to the station and three dollars by carrying the goods myself. I touched the money in my pocket, and I went down the road to buy 30 catties of pork, 50 twists, and bananas. It's like my authoritative approach, or my courageous approach, and I do it at my own pleasure.
First, I sent ten catties of meat to my mother. Grandma Xiaomei took the meat, "What are you buying these for, spending money indiscriminately." Xiaomei ran from the front house to the back room, grabbing three bananas in one hand, and her grandfather went to the gate twice to chop wood, and the black dog followed him. This night the front house and the back room were stewed at the same time, the same iron pot, the same wood fire. The smell is so big that it hovers around my head. When I came back, a son asked, "Stew?" "Your sister-in-law bought it, but she didn't buy it less." This sentence was repeated four times by Grandma Xiaomei. The window was dark gray, and laughter could be heard...... I thought, it's better to have meat, maybe it's evening, and the day is longer, and everyone is overjoyed.
This family image shook me.
I don't think I'll ever feel emotional, or not emotional, about the lives of ordinary people. I didn't understand first, I felt it first, and even better: I had a sense of accomplishment.
At that time, the sound of piling at the construction site could always be heard. In the morning, Gollum ...... Gollum ...... Far and near, it seemed to come from the deep sound of the beating of the earth, and the horizon was the dawn of cutting the hair short and determined to light up. Moreover, at that time, when walking on the road, as soon as you looked up, you could see scaffolding, such as a gazebo on a high place. The site is surrounded by a simple fence, and you can see through the gap that it looks like a sheepfold inside. As soon as we arrived at the unit in the morning, Manager Xu stood at the door and shouted, "The weather is fine, everyone hurry down to the construction site and take the initiative." ”
Ran for half a year. By August, there were a few pushes about commissions. In fact, this has become a major topic, even if not much. - everything that has been obtained with hard work - is always beyond the ordinary cherishment, always a spiritual witness.
"There has been no movement."
"Manager Xu was worried that Wei Zhen had no performance, so she didn't go out a few times." Yu Accountant said.
Now, when Manager Xu is not in the office, Wei Zhen is frantically looking for him.
"Where have you been?"
"Went to my brother's house."
"Why didn't I know you had a younger brother, didn't you just have two older sisters? How did it take so long? ”
There was silence.
"Whose young wife did you go to find again? Aren't you just a fetish to find a screw that has been married for about two years. ”
Manager Xu remained silent.
"Am I right?"
"Baby, are you my grandmother?"
She said to us, "This dead man, who is not honest for a moment, wants to send me out, he does what he wants, he thinks beautifully. I called his house every night, and that day, his wife answered the phone, and I heard her say, 'Whoever is looking for you is damned.' If he doesn't come out, I'll keep fighting. ”
In less than a year, they have gone from sweet to dim, and their exports are as good as ours. Sometimes no one said a word all day, and we got caught up in their mixed emotions, and they had to do it, and we went in and out lightly, and we spoke dumbly, as if we had done something wrong, and it was we who caused them to quarrel, and to remove the roof tiles and beams. Sometimes we are stimulated by them to go up and down, or to enjoy our nerves.
Once the warmth happens, it will never be able to restore the previous strangeness, and the novelty will fade away, and the mystery will disappear. People can't escape the sorrow of turning a blind eye, as if a person can only have a fresh feeling once in his life, just like all the rice, peeled and never returned to the skin.
When arranging the work for the second half of the year, I finally talked about the commission, "Lao Yu, if you talk about the commission, you can directly say who it is and how much it is." Accountant Yu read out: "Manager Lou is fifty yuan, Zhang Li and Shen Xiangxiang are three hundred and twenty yuan, salesman Xiao Chen is eighty yuan, collection Xiao Cui is sixty yuan, and business Xiao Zhu is one hundred and fifty yuan." ”
According to the right reason, what he is about to say may not be able to say, but he is a little older, and he is strong, and he gives people the stability of a river moat. Although he has no cultural background, like a normal man, he is quick and decisive, lest he hesitate. Wei Zhen sat next to him, his legs stretched under his desk, and from our side we could only see Wei Zhen's upper body, but occasionally Manager Xu moved his body, as if someone was always kicking him below.
"That's the case, everyone sells for the benefit of the unit, and there are benefits only when there is profit, which everyone also has a deep understanding of, we divide the big and divide the soybean oil. I'm going to buy you a trench coat these days. Regarding commissions, they all have their own work, and they are all sales completed at work, so there is no need to raise them again, okay, dismiss the meeting. ”
"Oh, I'm busy in vain, talking doesn't count, is there anyone who does such things?" Zhang Li looked at Manager Xu and questioned him:
"I'm the manager, even if I say it, I can do it if I want to, and if I don't want to do it, get out."
After he said the word get out, he was about to leave immediately, and he and I stood up at the same time and slapped the table:
"How can this be reasonable, what makes you distort your prestige, so that a leader can't treat employees fairly and reasonably, who will get out? Where to go? It's not up to you to get out of the way or not? Don't you understand that when the tide rises, the wool comes out of the sheep, and the more commissions, the more profits? Do you want to put everything on the table......" At this time, Manager Lou pulled my arm, dragged me downstairs directly, and when I went to the business hall, she whispered, "Okay, what you said is loud, until the point is over, everyone will continue to work together in the future, you are really happy." ”
"You're right, Manager Lou."
Later, Manager Xu told me and Zhang Li to buy windbreakers for everyone.
to be continued
2024.5.16
