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I, Wang Ming, have retired this year. Before I retired, I was an ordinary civil servant, working hard and accumulating some savings. Today, I have a pension of nearly 7,000 yuan a month and a savings of 820,000 yuan. It sounds like happiness, but the reality is not.
I am an ordinary Chinese with parents who died early and only one younger brother, Wang Qiang. He is an optimistic and open-minded person who has been working hard outside the home, and although his income is not high, he always tries his best to support his family. I have married a gentle and virtuous wife, who is very considerate to me. We have a son and a daughter, and they are both married.
I thought I was happy until a few years ago when I accidentally learned a secret. It was an ordinary afternoon, and I was sorting through the papers at home when I accidentally opened my father's relics. In an old diary, I discovered a fact that shocked me – I was not my own child. It turned out that my father had an affair, and I was the product of that unruly son.
This discovery was like a shock bomb, completely tearing my inner peace apart. I can't accept that I have been deceived for so many years, and I can't bear that the man who hurt my mother turned out to be my own father. I was furious and angrily questioned my mother, who confessed everything. At that moment, all the warmth and happiness in my heart vanished, leaving only emptiness and betrayal.
I began to become apathetic and less concerned about my family. My wife often advised me not to worry too much, after all, it happened so long ago, but I can't let go. My anger towards my father was like a flame that burned in my heart, making it impossible for me to forget or forgive.
At the same time, I had some problems with my work. I used to be a middle-level cadre in the unit, but as I got older, my ability and energy were not as good as before. The influx of a new generation of young people, full of energy and quick thinking, made me feel a lot of pressure. I started to worry that I would be made redundant and what would happen to me if I lost my job.
Under such pressure, I became addicted to gambling. Whenever I immerse myself at the table, I forget all my worries for a while and let my heart feel at peace. But this indulgence only made my situation harder. Gradually, I lost most of my savings and even started dipping into my savings to fill the gambling maelstrom.
I knew it wasn't going to be sustainable, but I couldn't help myself. Gambling became my way of escaping reality and made me forget about my pain and misfortune for a while. However, every win or loss is a gamble, and I don't know how far I can go or how long I can hold out. The people around me began to notice the change in me, but I couldn't ask for help.
My family was in trouble because of this. My wife became more and more disillusioned with me, and the children began to distance themselves from me. I used to think I could give them a happy life, but now it only brings them pain and worry. I felt extremely guilty and helpless, but I couldn't change the reality and couldn't get rid of the troubles in my heart.
Perhaps, this is the arrangement of fate. I grew up living an ordinary life and never imagined that I would be in such a situation. Now, I am fighting fiercely with my heart every day, and I don't know if I can get out of this haze. I longed for a clear and bright future, but reality told me that it was all just a pipe dream.
I don't know how I'm going to deal with it, and I don't know if I'm going to make it through. Perhaps, I should re-examine my life and find a way out to cheer myself up again. But the weight of reality weighed me down and prevented me from finding a way forward. I could only bear everything in silence, hoping that I could find a glimmer of hope and regain the meaning of life.
My wife looked at me silently, her eyes full of worry and helplessness.
"Wang Ming, what's wrong with you? You don't even eat now? She asked softly.
I sighed and looked up at her, feeling powerless and guilty. "I'm sorry, I don't have an appetite."
She sat down next to me and gently patted me on the back. "Don't do this again, we will face difficulties together and we will definitely be able to get through them."
I nodded silently and looked at her gratefully. My wife has always been a pillar of my life, and her company makes me feel that there is still hope in life.
That night, I was lying in bed with a lot of thoughts. I knew I couldn't continue to indulge in gambling and I had to find a way to change my life. So, I decided to start looking for a job, and even though I was over the age of six, I believed that as long as I worked hard, I would always find a job that suited me.
The next day, I sorted out my resume and started sending it around. Despite all the difficulties, I was not discouraged and was confident that I would be able to find a job. My wife also supported me silently, she gave me encouragement and hope, and made me feel that life was full of hope.
After a few weeks of hard work, I finally found a part-time job. Although the salary is not high, my heart is full of joy and satisfaction. I know this is just the beginning, but I believe that as long as I work hard, I will be able to find a better job and give my family a better life.
My life is gradually getting back on track, and my wife and I are rediscovering the warmth and happiness of the past. I knew I couldn't let gambling ruin my life anymore, I had to value everything in front of me and cherish every day with my family.
However, just when I thought everything was going to be okay, an unexpected piece of news shattered my illusions. I received a notice of layoffs from the unit, and I was told that because of my age, my ability to work has decreased, and I am no longer suitable for the development of the unit, so I can only regretfully leave this place where I have worked for decades.
My heart was like ashes, and loss and despair filled my heart. I worked so hard for so long to finally get a job, only to lose everything in an instant. I felt extremely disappointed and helpless, as if fate had been playing tricks on me, preventing me from finding a trace of warmth and comfort.
My wife looked at me in a depressed mood, she held my hand tightly and comforted: "Wang Ming, don't be discouraged, we will definitely be able to get through this difficult time." You, me, and the children, we will be able to get through every difficult time together. ”
I looked at her gratefully, and my heart was filled with emotion and warmth. She has always been a pillar in my life, and her companionship and encouragement have made me feel that there is still hope in life. I knew I could no longer wallow in loss and despair, I had to pick myself up and rediscover the motivation and courage to live.
I regrouped and started actively looking for my next job. Although the road is full of hardships and challenges, I believe that as long as I work hard, I will be able to find a suitable job and give my family a warm and happy future. I no longer let loss and despair affect my mood, I want to face all difficulties bravely and move on firmly.
I believe that as long as I persevere, I will be able to find my own light and hope. I want to prove myself with my actions, make life full of hope and courage, and enable myself and my family to live a happy and fulfilling life.
Over time, I finally landed a position in a small company. Although the salary is not high, I am grateful and full of anticipation for my new job. I work hard and hope to create better living conditions for my family through my own efforts.
However, just when I thought everything was going to be okay, a sudden news shattered my illusions again. I received a phone call telling me that my younger brother Wang Qiang had been in a car accident and needed emergency treatment. My heart was like a knife, and I felt extremely panicked and hopeless.
I rushed to the hospital and saw my brother lying on the hospital bed, covered in blood and looking very embarrassed. My heart was like a knife, and I felt great pain and heartache. My brother has always been the closest person in my life, and he has always silently supported me and given me encouragement and hope when I was lost and desperate. I couldn't believe it was happening to him, and I felt so guilty and guilty.
My wife held my hand tightly and comforted me softly: "Wang Ming, don't blame yourself too much, it's not your fault. We must be strong, and we must help Wang Strength to get through the difficulties. ”
I looked at her gratefully, and my heart was filled with emotion and warmth. She has always been a pillar in my life, and her companionship and encouragement have made me feel that there is still hope in life. I knew that I could no longer wallow in self-blame and guilt, and that I had to pick myself up and face all difficulties and challenges with determination.
I decided to do everything I could to help my brother recover as soon as possible. I found the best doctor and spent a lot of money to get my brother to get the best treatment. I did whatever it took to get him back on his feet as soon as possible.
After a few weeks of hard work, my brother finally recovered. He lay on the hospital bed, looked at me and said gratefully, "Brother, thank you, if it weren't for you, I might have left this world a long time ago." ”
I held his hand tightly and felt extremely relieved and satisfied. My brother has always been the most important person in my life, and his health and safety are more important than anything else. I vowed to cherish every day with him, and no matter what difficulties and challenges I encountered, I would stand firmly by his side and give him the greatest support and help.
After experiencing this accident, I cherish everything in front of me even more, and I am full of gratitude and hope for life. I knew I could no longer wallow in loss and despair, and I had to pick myself up and rediscover the motivation and courage to live. I believe that as long as I persevere, I will be able to find my own light and hope, so that I and my family can live a happy and fulfilling life.
I decided to re-examine my life and find my own path. I want to face all difficulties and challenges bravely, prove myself with actions, and let life be full of hope and courage. I know that this road is full of hardships and challenges, but I believe that as long as I work hard, I will be able to find my own happiness and joy.
After a series of setbacks and difficulties, I finally regained the motivation and courage to live. I decided to re-examine my life and find my own path so that I and my family could live happily ever after.
I started my job again, and although the salary was not high, I was grateful and full of enthusiasm and anticipation for my new job. I work hard and hope to create better living conditions for my family through my own efforts.
My wife looked at me full of confidence, she smiled and said to me, "Wang Ming, you look really different now, I believe you will be able to do better." ”
I looked at her gratefully, and my heart was filled with emotion and warmth. She has been a pillar in my life, and her companionship and encouragement have made me feel like life is full of hope. I knew that I could no longer wallow in loss and despair, and that I had to pick myself up and face all difficulties and challenges with determination.
I started working hard to create better living conditions for my family through my own efforts. I work hard to improve my abilities, keep learning and improving, and hope to achieve better results in my work.
After a period of hard work, my work was recognized and I was promoted to department manager. This is a great encouragement and affirmation for me, and I feel immensely happy and satisfied. I know I still have a long way to go, but I believe that as long as I persevere, I will be able to achieve better results and give my family a better life.
I began to re-examine my life and found many good things that I had previously overlooked. My wife and I walked together, chatted in the park, and felt each other's warmth and companionship. My kids and I ate together, chatted, and shared each other's lives. I began to value my family, cherish every day with my family, and make my life full of warmth and happiness.
My wife smiled and said to me, "Wang Ming, you look really different now, I think you have become more mature and confident." ”
I smiled and shook my head, "Yes, I feel like I'm a brand new person now, and I've learned to cherish everything in front of me and work hard to pursue my dreams." ”
We smiled and hugged each other as a family, enjoying each other's warmth and happiness. I know I still have a long way to go, but I believe that as long as I persevere, I will be able to find my own happiness and joy. I want to work hard to create better living conditions for my family so that they can live a happy and fulfilling life.
Time flies, and in the blink of an eye I have rediscovered my rhythm in life. Work is getting smoother and smoother, and family life is becoming more harmonious and welcoming. However, just when I thought everything was going to get better, an unexpected piece of news broke my peace again.
One day, I received a phone call with an urgent notice from the hospital on the other end of the line. My heart tightened, and I immediately rushed to the hospital, anxiously asking what was going on. In the hospital room, I saw a familiar figure, it was my elderly mother.
"Mom, what's wrong with you? Are you sick? I asked eagerly.
There was deep worry on my mother's old face, "Son, I'm not in good health, and the doctor said that I have a serious illness and need surgery. ”
My heart was like a knife, and a strong sense of powerlessness hit me. "Mom, don't worry, I will do everything I can to find the best doctor for you and let you recover as soon as possible."
My wife also rushed to the hospital, she held my hand tightly, her eyes full of worry and helplessness. "Wang Ming, we must be strong and must find the best treatment for our mother."
I nodded, my heart full of determination and determination. "Yes, we will definitely do everything we can to make my mother recover as soon as possible."
So, I began the long and arduous journey to find a doctor. I sought medical treatment everywhere, looking for treatment options, and at all costs, just to get my mother back as soon as possible. My wife has always been there for me to support me, giving me endless encouragement and help, which makes me feel extremely warm and grateful.
After a lot of hard work, I finally found an excellent doctor who developed a detailed treatment plan for my mother. At all costs, I underwent surgery for my mother in the hope that she would be able to recover as soon as possible.
After a period of treatment, the mother finally recovered. She was lying on the hospital bed with a happy smile on her face and looked at me gratefully. "Thank you, son, for saving my life."
I held her hand tightly, tears streaming uncontrollably. "Mom, don't talk about this, as long as you can recover, I'll be satisfied."
The wife also smiled and said to her mother, "Mother-in-law, you are now recovered, and our family is very happy." ”
The mother smiled and nodded, "Yes, I feel good now, and I am glad that I have such a good son and daughter-in-law." ”
We hugged each other as a family, feeling each other's warmth and happiness. I know I still have a long way to go, but I believe that as long as I persevere, I will be able to find my own happiness and joy. I want to work hard to create better living conditions for my family so that they can live a happy and fulfilling life.
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