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I, Li Xue, am 35 years old and an ordinary housewife. My husband and I have been married for 10 years and we have a lovely six-year-old son and a happy family life. However, the reality is not always as one would like. Five years ago, I met him, a man who made my heart move, and the story between me and him became the most complicated page of my life.
I still remember the first time we met that day. It was a sunny afternoon, and I took my son to pick him up from kindergarten. As I walked, I checked my shopping list and accidentally bumped into a figure that almost knocked me down. I hurriedly picked up my son and hurriedly apologized. After a brief pause, the man smiled and said, "It's okay, be careful." His voice was soft and deep, and it shook my heart.
From that moment on, he was like a meteor streaked across my life, illuminating my ordinary days. Our encounter seemed to be fateful, and every chance encounter at the entrance of the kindergarten made my heart skip a beat. Gradually, we started a conversation, and a simple greeting gradually evolved into an in-depth conversation. He is a funny and humorous man, always makes me laugh, and I am willing to listen to his heart and share his joys and sorrows.
However, it is clear to me that our relationship is not simple. I'm a married woman, and he's not single. Our encounter was a mistake, but it was so wonderful. I tried to tell myself to suppress this forbidden feeling, but every time I communicated with him, I couldn't help myself. I tried to tell myself that I just needed a listener, someone who could understand me. However, when he was not with me, I realized that I could not live without him.
My husband, Zhang Qiang, is a successful entrepreneur. He was very nice to me and my son, and even though he was always busy with work, he never neglected us. Although our marriage is not as passionate as it was at the beginning, it is stable and warm. He was kind to me, I felt a little guilty, and I shouldn't have reserved it, but I couldn't. Every time I was with him, I felt a sense of oppression and constraints, and when he wasn't there, I felt free.
And he, my extramarital lover, Liu Yang, is a man who makes my heart flutter. He is the teacher of his son's kindergarten, sunny and handsome, and empathetic. His smile always heals my troubles, and his words always warm my heart. When I was with him, I felt like a bird that had been freed, no longer bound in any way. Our meeting made me feel the beauty of love again, and made me feel that I was still young and hopeful.
However, I am well aware that our relationship cannot last long. I am a married woman and he also has his family. The love between us is destined to be an unrealizable dream. Yet, even though I knew all this, I couldn't help myself. I tried to tell myself that I was going to end this immoral relationship, but every time I saw him, I couldn't help but want to be close to him and be with him.
My heart was full of contradictions and struggles. I love my husband and my family, but I can't let go of him. I knew it was immoral, but I couldn't control my emotions. I tried to tell myself to be strong, but every time I saw his smile, I couldn't help but soften. I knew it wasn't right, but I couldn't stop.
In the past five years, the relationship between me and him has been a mystery. There is no passion between us, no sweetness, only an indescribable feeling. We're no longer lovers, but we're not friends either. Our relationship was destined to be a mistake, but it was so wonderful. I tried to tell myself I was going to end it, but I couldn't help myself. My heart was full of contradictions and struggles, and I didn't know what to do to be right.
Liu Yang is a trustworthy person, and he has never tried to destroy my family. On the contrary, he always tried to avoid contact with me, even though we often met in kindergarten. I know he's also struggling with our relationship, but neither of us can shake this unspeakable attraction.
My husband, Zhang Qiang, also sensed that something was wrong with me lately. He once asked me if I had any troubles and if I was unhappy with our marriage. I always choose to hide it and tell him that everything is fine. I didn't want him to worry about my problems, and I didn't want him to know about my betrayal. I knew it would be irresponsible, but I couldn't face his disappointment and hurt.
And myself, it's getting harder and harder to control myself. Whenever I met Liu Yang, I felt as if I had fallen into a whirlpool from which I could not extricate myself. I tried to tell myself to stay away from him, but I failed every time. Every smile he had, every word of concern, touched my heart deeply.
I knew I had to make a decision to end this immoral relationship and go back to my family. However, when I was faced with this choice, I found myself unable to make a decision. I don't know if I should continue with the status quo or be brave enough to face reality. I know that no matter what choice I make, someone will get hurt, and I really don't know what to do to do it right.
In the midst of this contradiction and struggle, I began to feel more and more lonely. I couldn't share my troubles with my husband and I couldn't build a real relationship with Liu Yang. I began to doubt my choice and began to regret my decision. I don't know if I should hold on or give up, I just know that I'm stuck in a quagmire from which I can't help myself.
In the past five years, the relationship between me and him has been a mystery. There is no passion between us, no sweetness, only an indescribable feeling. We're no longer lovers, but we're not friends either. Our relationship was destined to be a mistake, but it was so wonderful. I tried to tell myself I was going to end it, but I couldn't help myself. My heart was full of contradictions and struggles, and I didn't know what to do to be right.
I tried to tell myself that I should end the relationship and go back to my family. My marriage with my husband was devoid of passion, but it was stable and warm. I shouldn't have betrayed him, and I shouldn't have hurt his feelings. However, whenever I wanted to give up, Liu Yang would appear in my life, and I couldn't resist.
I am well aware that this kind of contradiction and struggle will make me more and more tired. I don't know if I should hold on or give up, I just know that I'm stuck in a quagmire from which I can't help myself. I began to doubt my choice and began to regret my decision. I know that no matter what choice I make, someone will get hurt, and I really don't know what to do to do it right.
My husband, Zhang Qiang, also sensed that something was wrong with me lately. He once asked me if I had any troubles and if I was unhappy with our marriage. I always choose to hide it and tell him that everything is fine. I didn't want him to worry about my problems, and I didn't want him to know about my betrayal. I knew it would be irresponsible, but I couldn't face his disappointment and hurt.
And myself, it's getting harder and harder to control myself. Whenever I met Liu Yang, I felt as if I had fallen into a whirlpool from which I could not extricate myself. I tried to tell myself to stay away from him, but I failed every time. Every smile he had, every word of concern, touched my heart deeply.
In the midst of this contradiction and struggle, I began to feel more and more lonely. I couldn't share my troubles with my husband and I couldn't build a real relationship with Liu Yang. I began to doubt my choice and began to regret my decision. I don't know if I should hold on or give up, I just know that I'm stuck in a quagmire from which I can't help myself.
I tried to tell myself that I should end the relationship and go back to my family. My marriage with my husband was devoid of passion, but it was stable and warm. I shouldn't have betrayed him, and I shouldn't have hurt his feelings. However, whenever I wanted to give up, Liu Yang would appear in my life, and I couldn't resist.
I am well aware that this kind of contradiction and struggle will make me more and more tired. I don't know if I should hold on or give up, I just know that I'm stuck in a quagmire from which I can't help myself. I began to doubt my choice and began to regret my decision. I know that no matter what choice I make, someone will get hurt, and I really don't know what to do to do it right.
My husband, Zhang Qiang, also sensed that something was wrong with me lately. He once asked me if I had any troubles and if I was unhappy with our marriage. I always choose to hide it and tell him that everything is fine. I didn't want him to worry about my problems, and I didn't want him to know about my betrayal. I knew it would be irresponsible, but I couldn't face his disappointment and hurt.
And myself, it's getting harder and harder to control myself. Whenever I met Liu Yang, I felt as if I had fallen into a whirlpool from which I could not extricate myself. I tried to tell myself to stay away from him, but I failed every time. Every smile he had, every word of concern, touched my heart deeply.
In the midst of this contradiction and struggle, I began to feel more and more lonely. I couldn't share my troubles with my husband and I couldn't build a real relationship with Liu Yang. I began to doubt my choice and began to regret my decision. I don't know if I should hold on or give up, I just know that I'm stuck in a quagmire from which I can't help myself.
I knew very well that I had to make a decision. I can no longer let my conflicts and struggles affect my family, and I must end this immoral relationship. I decided to talk to Liu Yang once and tell him that everything between us was over.
So, I made an appointment with Liu Yang to meet in a quiet café. When I saw him walk in, I had mixed feelings, and I didn't know how to speak. He sat across from me and asked with a smile, "Sister Xue, I haven't seen you for a long time, how are you doing?" ”
I felt a little hesitant, but I decided to tell the truth: "Liu Yang, our relationship, I think we should end it." ”
His expression was a little surprised, but he quickly regained his composure: "Why? We have a good relationship. ”
I shook my head: "It's not the relationship between us that matters, the problem is that I already have a family, and I can't continue like this." ”
He was silent for a moment, then said softly, "I understand. If it's your decision, I'll respect it. ”
I know this conversation is not going to make our relationship easy, but I believe it is the only right thing to do. I have to end this immoral relationship and go back to my family. While I know it will bring some pain and struggle, I believe that only then will I be able to find true happiness.
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