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I think it takes a lot of courage to wait for someone, because you can't guess when the other person will come, or whether they will come.
In fact, most people are willing to wait, but if they wait for a long time, they can't wait, and when they are disappointed and have saved enough, they will give up and leave.
My friend Lao Yang recently said that he had waited enough, and decided not to wait, and he would be back in a few days.
The first time I wrote Lao Yang's story, I told her before that I would write about you, she shook her hand and said don't write, I'm afraid I will cry if I write it.
I didn't believe it, so I insisted on writing, but I cried miserably after writing it.
Lao Yang is really miserable.
She really loves her boyfriend.
When I first met her, we were still writing in college clubs, I loved to write stories, and she loved to write poetry.
I said, you like writing poetry so much, you should marry a musician in the future.
She smiled at the time and said that those who engage in music are ruthless people, and they will change objects after a few days of talking, and only fools will love this kind of man.
It didn't take long for her to tell me that she fell in love with the resident singer outside the school, saying that he was like the star in the poem, shining brightly.
So love is like this, even if you have fantasized about countless things about love, listing the standards of love, the moment you meet him, these standards are all gone.
All the way he liked it became his appearance.
She took a few of us to listen to him sing, and I had seen him, with long hair, and he looked very good, and he really looked good when he smiled.
I laughed and said, this hair is softer than yours, it turns out that you have this fetish. She punched me and said, Zhang Nan, you don't understand, this is called art.
I don't see any artistic sense, but I think he sings well.
Lao Yang likes to write poems, and in order to catch up with him, he wrote many love poems to him.
When you're done, show it to me and say, do you think he'll like it?
I said, I like it, I don't know if he likes it or not, but I have to remind you that girls chasing boys, chasing too hard is generally not good.
In exchange for her beating.
Probably because her sincerity touched him, it didn't take long for them to appear in front of me holding hands anyway.
It still seems to be a good match, he writes songs, she writes lyrics, and then sings in several bars for a little money.
The life of college has nothing to do with the world, and there is no need to think about the trivialities of firewood, rice, oil and salt, but only a lot of wasted time and romantic love.
After talking, they went to rent a house outside, and simply did not live in the dormitory, and only came back to class when there were classes.
The two of them fell in love like this, and when they didn't have classes, they went outside the school to see the scenery.
Lao Yang told me that when they were dating, the two of them were lying on the grass together, he looked at the sky, and she looked at him, which was very interesting.
I sour her, I can look at it at a glance, and I can't see it if I break up in the future.
She yelled at me and told me not to curse her love.
What she didn't know was that I wasn't a curse, I had seen it.
I was playing outside that day and saw him hugging a girl in another KTV box, smiling happily, but that girl was not Lao Yang.
I struggled for a long time, not knowing whether to tell her or not.
The next day, I finally made up my mind to tell Lao Yang about it, so I called her on my mobile phone early in the morning and wanted to call her out.
I didn't answer it for a long time, but then one of Lao Yang's roommates picked it up, and I said, I have something to tell you.
Her roommate's voice came from the other end of the phone, saying that Lao Yang had been crying all night, and he would talk about it later. Then he hung up on me.
Later, I found out that she had returned to the house where the two lived that night, but she ran into him having an affair with another girl.
I ran back to the dormitory crying, crying and sad until dawn.
I feel sorry that I had a broken mouth before, but I didn't expect everything I said to come true.
I saw her three days later, Lao Yang's eyes were swollen like walnuts, and I said I'm sorry, I would have told you earlier.
She didn't say a word, and it was a long time before she said, it's okay, I've broken up with him.
Later, I thought that this matter would pass like this, but I didn't expect him to appear again.
Maybe that's what love is all about.
Some people are good to you and have done a lot of things for you, but you can't see them, and you think they are not good;
Some people just sit there and smile at you when they don't do anything for you, and you think they're good at everything.
Under his explanation, Lao Yang finally chose to forgive him.
The two of them reconciled as if they were as good as ever.
I said, Lao Yang, there is something I don't know whether to say or not.
Lao Yang said, Zhang Nan, I know what you want to say, but I just can't let it go, I want to give him a chance, he promised me, it will be fine.
So the words came to my lips, and I swallowed them back.
I know that when you love someone deeply, you don't care what the world thinks, Lao Yang is that kind of person, if you love, you will love.
If they had a good ending, maybe they wouldn't have been so sorry.
In 2013, we graduated from college, got jobs, and gradually lost contact.
Occasionally, when I see Lao Yang posting her life in the circle of friends, I will also like it, I think she still has stars in her eyes as before.
Until one day, I couldn't sleep, so I swiped the circle of friends, and just happened to brush her dynamics.
It was so sad that it even made me feel like she was thinking about it.
This is the first time I took the initiative to contact her after graduation, I sent her WeChat, I said Lao Yang, how are you doing recently?
She replied almost instantly, and then immediately made a voice call, and I hurriedly answered, but there was a heart-wrenching cry on the other end of the phone.
After crying for a long time, she started talking to me for a few words, and I knew what happened.
After the lives of the two people began to need firewood, rice, oil and salt, the warm and romantic story came to an end, and the quarrel became the only conversation every day.
Soon Lao Yang found out that he had someone else outside, and this time, he didn't explain, just said that we are over.
Lao Yang completely broke out, smashed everything, and then didn't bring anything, and went home with his mobile phone.
She hid at home without eating or drinking, and cried for two days, which frightened her parents.
When I talked to her, she happened to confess this love to her parents that day.
She said: My dad said he was going to cut him, and my mom said, it's good to come back, let's live again.
At that moment, she suddenly realized that the only people who really loved her were her parents.
Lao Yang said that this time he was really dead set on it, and he would not repeat the mistakes of the past.
Everyone who decided to turn around stood in the wind for a long time.
I thought I would be favored, I thought I would be seen, but I found that I was a fool from beginning to end.
Isn't it? Anyone who is in love is a fool.
Only when you hit the south wall and die will you know that you will wake up.
At this point, I thought that was the end of the story.
Who knew that a year later, Lao Yang's ex-boyfriend came to the door again, begging her to get back together, saying that he hadn't thought about who he loved before, and begged her to give her another chance.
Lao Yang didn't make a fool of himself this time.
Her expression was cold, and she just said that you go, we can't go back.
When she told me about it, we were drinking milk tea face to face near her house.
I said, you can really do it, you finally let him go this time.
Lao Yang smiled and said, who hasn't made a stupid past, right?
Then, I saw her eyes suddenly dim, she lowered her head and drank a few sips of milk tea, and I felt that she was not as happy as before.
I think she must have thought about it for a long time before finally letting go.
Even if others say more bad things about this boy and say that he is not worth it, it will still be difficult for her to let go completely.
I know she's stupid, but there are a lot of people who are stupid for love.
The one who loves more will always be willing to give the other party more time and opportunities. She was waiting, waiting for a possibility to be loved, but in the end, she found that she had saved enough disappointment, so she decided to turn around and leave.
After standing in the wind for a long time, I thought someone would give a hug in exchange for warmth, but I was disappointed.
Perhaps, paranoid people just need some time to let themselves die.
Really don't wait, love is a two-way street, and love is a matter of two people.
I still say the same thing, when you meet someone you want to love, you will love, but if you find that he doesn't love you anymore, you should turn away.
You have to love yourself a little more to be worthy of being loved.