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Chapter Five: Sudden Bad News
Hearing this, Fu Qichen's face darkened.
. He pushed the medical record towards Chestnut Blue, and his tone was displeased.
Maroon Blue's face stiffened: "I hung up the number." ”
"Don't use work to play this trick." The impatience between Fu Qichen's eyebrows was undisguised, "I'm very busy, and I don't have the energy to watch you act." ”
After speaking, he directly pressed the radio button on the table and called the next patient number.
Chestnut Blue stood up from her seat and tried to explain, "I'm here today..."
Fu Qichen interrupted her again: "Do you have to make a fuss that everyone knows?" ”
The sound fell, the door of the examination room was pushed open from the outside, and an elderly patient walked in with the support of his family.
Chestnut Blue had no choice but to go out first.
She finally took a deep look at Fu Qichen, who was seriously treating elderly patients, and the sadness at the bottom of her eyes was raging.
Fu Qichen, you haven't even opened the medical record book and looked at it, and you have denied all of my...
Li Lan went to Ni Qing's doctor's office, and the whole person was a little confused.
Hearing everything that had just happened, Ni Qing was indignant.
"I called him, is there such a doctor who threw his wife out of the clinic?!"
Li Lan stopped her: "Forget it, I don't force it." ”
The fate between people has long been predestined by heaven.
Whether it is emotional bondage or doctor-patient exchanges, she and Fu Qichen cannot escape the fate.
Li Lan looked at Ni Qing with a frustrated face, and pretended to smile easily and comfort her for a few words before coming out of the office.
The phone rang, and she picked it up to see that it was a call from Mr. Chestnut.
As long as he thought of his grandfather, Li Lan's heart could not stop warming.
She smiled and answered the phone, and was about to say hello as usual, when she heard a strange voice from the other end of the handset.
"Are you chestnut blue?" Something happened to the old man, come to the hospital! ”
Chestnut Blue breathed heavily and hurried outside.
Her hands began to tremble involuntarily again, and even her whole body was completely cold.
These years old men have always been tough and strong, and they can even swim in the river in winter.
Chestnut Blue never thought that people like Grandpa would also be related to the hospital.
Geriatric hospital.
Chestnut Lan rushed to the hospital, and after listening to the doctor's basic situation, she squatted down next to Old Master Li's bed with some soft legs.
"Grandpa..." Looking at the oxygen tube wrapped around the old man's nose, her eyes instantly turned red.
Old Master Li half-closed his eyes, and a kind and weak smile hung from the corner of his mouth: "Inmaya, Grandpa just fell down, it's all right." ”
Chestnut Blue pursed her lips, trying not to let the tears fall in front of Grandpa.
"We listened to the doctor, and the doctor said that we were really okay."
As a medical worker, Li Lan knows that once the elderly fall, they must not take it lightly.
Sure enough, the inspection results came out, and the situation of the old man could not be objective.
"Cerebral thrombosis, surgery must be performed as soon as possible." The doctor said solemnly.
Chestnut Lan took a step back, almost failing to hold the list in his hand.
She looked at the data repeatedly and knew that the doctor's diagnosis would not be wrong.
But how did Grandpa, who had always been energetic, have this disease?
"Cerebral thrombosis is more common for the elderly, but the current condition of the old man is more dangerous, and a day cannot be delayed, otherwise..."
The doctor paused and did not say the follow-up words.
What would happen otherwise, Chestnut Blue knows better than anyone.
She tightened her fingers, letting her fingernails pinch out the blood stains in her palms, trying to calm herself down.
Chestnut Lan and the doctor tried to tell the old man about the situation that needed surgery, but did not want him to strongly refuse, and was extremely excited.
"I'm in my eighties, and I'm going to cut a knife in my head, I don't agree!"
Old Master Li was in a mood, his blood pressure also rose, and the bedside alarm sounded urgently.
The doctor was so busy that it took him a long time to stabilize his basic situation, but it was still not optimistic.
In desperation, they could only leave the ward first, so that Li Lan could ease the mood of Old Master Li.
"Grandpa, Inma's head has listened to you since she was a child, and this time you will listen to me, okay?" Chestnut Blue carefully pulled Grandpa's wrinkled hand, and his voice choked.
Old Master Li sighed: "Yesterday I dreamed of your grandmother, she said that she was cold over there, and she couldn't eat well and sleep badly... I thought it was time to go and spend time with her. ”
Chapter Six: Alone
Hearing this, chestnut blue tears could no longer be suppressed.
She clutched her grandfather's hand and did not dare to let go for a moment.
"She wants her grandfather to accompany her, and she wants to spend every Children's Day with her grandfather."
Old Master Chestnut struggled to lift his rough hand and brushed away the tear marks on Chestnut Blue's face.
"Yeah, tomorrow is Children's Day... If Grandpa is gone, what will you do?" ”
Chestnut Lan lay on the hospital bed, pressing her face to grandpa's palm and crying silently.
Who could tell her what she should do.
After the mood calmed down, the old man still did not agree to the craniotomy.
For an elderly person like him, the risk of going to any operating table is much greater than that of the average person.
He would rather walk decently than let himself be embarrassed.
"Yin Yatou has no grandfather, and Xiao Fu is with her, your grandmother has waited for me in the cold ground for thirty years, I will not accompany her again, if she goes with others, Grandpa will be whole..."
Chestnut Lan listened to what Grandpa said, knowing that she could no longer persuade her, and could only nod her head with red eyes.
"Well, listen to Grandpa."
Until the night, Chestnut Lan stayed by the bedside and did not dare to leave for a moment.
She was wandering, she was helpless, she didn't know what was going to happen next.
Li Lan picked up the mobile phone and looked at the three words 'Fu Qichen', as if it were the only beam of light seen in the lost darkness.
She pressed the dial key, begging him to answer the phone quickly.
At the very least, let her hear his voice.
It's just that the bell rings to the end, and no one answers.
There was only a cold beep, swirling in her ears.
"Tick-tock-"
Suddenly, a rapid sound came from the ECG detector at the head of the bed, breaking the silence in the ward.
"Grandpa?" Chestnut Blue's heart skipped a beat and she forgot to breathe.
Old Master Chestnut, who had been resting, suddenly opened his cloudy eyes and looked in the direction of the window.
"Oh, your grandmother has come to pick me up..."
The sound fell, and the undulating line on the display screen became a straight line.
Chestnut Lan stayed where he was, not moving for a long time.
Breathing, slower and slower at a time, was so slow that it was almost suffocating.
She looked at her grandfather, who was already relieved to close his eyes, and finally reacted and collapsed on his knees next to the bed.
"Grandpa ——!"
It was a heart-rending cry, and it was a cry of grief.
She had no grandfather, no more.
Doctors and nurses entered the ward to make a final arrangement for the deceased.
Li Lan stood in the corridor, numbly and obscurely dialing Fu Qichen's phone over and over again.
Please answer the phone and don't be cruel to me at such times.
Whether it's cynicism or silence.
I just want grandpa to know that the little Fu in his mouth is the one that Yin Yatou relies on.
The bell rang at the end and the phone was finally answered.
Chestnut blue nose head sour, was about to speak, but heard a female voice from the end of the earpiece.
"Brother QiChen is asleep, you have something to look for him tomorrow." It was Sophia's voice.
In an instant, the broken string at the bottom of Chestnut Blue's heart was completely broken.
……
Three days later, the cemetery.
Chestnut Blue placed a row of lollipops in front of the tombstone, and his face was gaunt.
"Grandpa, Inma has prepared Children's Day gifts for you and Grandma." She smiled and said with tears in her eyes, "If you see my parents over there, give them a little." ”
"Every year after Children's Day, our family will be reunited for the festival..."
Her voice grew more and more choked, and finally her emaciated shoulders could not stop trembling and undulating.
Leaving the cemetery, it was already dark.
Li Lan took out the silent mobile phone and looked at it, and the three missed calls from Fu Qichen were received.
Mu Ne's eyes moved, and she reflected that she had a home somewhere.
"Home..." she murmured, her eyes hollow.
Sunshine Community.
Fu Qichen returned from a business trip and found that Li Lan was not at home, the house was covered with dust, and it seemed that no one had taken care of it for several days.
He called Chestnut Blue and no one answered, and asked his colleagues directly at the hospital to learn that she had taken bereavement leave because of her grandfather's death.
For a moment, Fu Qichen was stunned.
He didn't expect that he would miss such a big thing when he rarely traveled on business.
Thinking of that woman, Fu Qichen's eyes flashed a touch of complexity.
He was about to go out looking for someone, but Chestnut Lan opened the door and went home.
"You're back." Fu Qichen's throat moved.
After a few days of not seeing, the woman in front of him had lost a lot of weight, almost making him unable to recognize.
Li Lan heard a familiar voice, and some slow movement of his gaze froze on Fu Qichen's body.
"Sorry, old man over there..." Fu Qichen trembled in his heart, and his voice was apologetic.
But before he could finish speaking, Chestnut Blue interrupted him.
"Tomorrow, go to the Civil Affairs Bureau."
Chapter Seven: Lost Years and Love
Fu Qichen was stunned for a moment: "What do you mean?" ”
He probably guessed something, but inexplicably didn't want to think about it.
Chestnut Blue glanced at him with an empty look: "It's time for us to end." ”
Having said that, she walked toward the master bedroom, not wanting to say a word more.
As the door closed, Fu Qichen raised his hand to stop it.
"Let's talk." His voice darkened a little, and the emotions in his eyes surged.
Chestnut Lan pulled the corner of his dry lips: "There is nothing to talk about, just gather and disperse." ”
This marriage, from the beginning, did not have a good time.
Gathering and dispersing is cause and effect.
Fu Qichen looked at her, and the line of his jaw tightened a little.
He was about to speak when the phone in his pocket vibrated to prompt the call.
Li Lan didn't want to hear it, but she still clearly heard Sufina's voice on the other end of the phone.
"I'll come over later." Fu Qichen frowned and hung up the phone.
A senseless sneer came out of the corner of Chestnut Blue's mouth, broke the man's hand on the door frame, and closed the door.
She leaned against the door panel and looked at the wedding photos on the bedside table, and there was no ripple.
It was only at this moment that she was willing to admit that all the youth years that belonged to her and Fu Qichen had collapsed irretrievably.
next day.
Chestnut Lan came out of the room with his suitcase in tow and saw a steaming breakfast on the table.
Fu Qichen came out of the kitchen and unbuttoned his bib.
"Make the oil-soaked noodles that you used to like to eat, and eat them while they are hot."
He ignored the suitcase in her hand, as if nothing unpleasant had ever happened between the two of them.
Chestnut Blue looked at the noodles on the table, beautiful and delicious, but she had no appetite.
In the five years since they were married, this is the first time that Fu Qichen has washed her hands and made soup.
"I used to like it, but I don't love it now."
She said, went straight to the safe, and took out the marriage certificate and household registration book.
Fu Qichen looked at her, and his eyebrows deepened a little.
A pun in her words, he could understand.
Li Lan sorted everything out in his bag and said softly, "I'll go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to wait for you first." ”
Then she walked to the entrance and prepared to open it.
Fu Qichen strode forward and grabbed her wrist: "Li Lan, I didn't agree." ”
Between the lines, there was a hint of panic that even he himself had not noticed.
Chestnut blue face no sorrow and no joy, calm as water.
"The Marriage Law clearly stipulates that a court that has lived apart for more than two years may award divorce." She looked at the man in front of her, word by word, "We have been separated from the first day of marriage to the present. ”
There seemed to be some hoarseness in her throat, and she paused for a moment before she continued: "Divorce is good for each other, there is no need to hold on to the past." ”
After saying that, she broke Fu Qichen's slender fingers one by one and dragged the suitcase out.
Not once.
Fu Qichen stood in the doorway and did not return his mind for a long time.
Looking at the wedding photos on the wall, he reacted with emotion, and Chestnut Blue was really gone.
In this home, there is no longer the woman, only a room of silence.
I don't know how long later, the doorbell rang.
Fu Qichen suddenly returned to his senses, thinking that it was Chestnut Blue who had gone and returned, and hurriedly opened the door.
But the person standing outside the door was Sufina.
"Brother QiChen, I brought you breakfast."
Sufina smiled sweetly and walked straight in.
Looking at the oil-sprinkled noodles on the table, her eyes shone slightly: "I have long heard my aunt say that Brother Qichen is the best at making oily noodles, and today I can finally feast on my mouth." ”
With that, she was ready to pick up the chopsticks and taste it.
But before her chopsticks touched the bowl, Fu Qichen brought the noodles into the refrigerator.
"What do you do?" Sufina was stunned.
Fu Qichen said in a deep voice, "It doesn't belong to you." ”
Sufina was a little angry and couldn't help but say, "Why do you even have to divide a bowl of noodles with me so clearly?" ”
Fu Qichen looked at her: "I am just an ordinary doctor-patient relationship with you, I hope you remember." ”
Sufina shuddered, and a hint of reluctance flashed under her eyes.
"But all of you in the hospital think your wife is me."
Fu Qichen's voice cooled a little: "But you know better than everyone that you are just my psychiatrist." ”
Chapter VIII: Marriage is over
His words made Sophia's face suddenly change and change.
Fu Qichen's psychological disorder lasted for five years, and these years have been her online and offline channeling adjustments.
It was precisely because she knew from the beginning what his lesions were that she was unwilling.
"She didn't know that she had killed you like this, but you still have to hold a position for her in your heart, why?!" Sufina's tone was a little excited.
Fu Qichen lowered his eyes and swept away the emotions that were rolling deep in his eyes.
Seeing him like this, Sophia was even more angry.
"Your mother asked me to return to China, not to continue to treat you, but to change my identity and accompany you." She said bluntly.
Fu Qichen's eyebrows suddenly froze, "I don't need to." ”
Sufina choked and wanted to say something more, Fu Qichen had already walked to the door to open the door.
"My mom likes you as her business, it has nothing to do with me, please don't disturb my private space in the future."
His evicted attitude is self-evident.
Sufina was angry and depressed, but she could only grit her teeth and leave in anger.
On the other side, the Civil Affairs Bureau.
Li Lan sat on a bench in the hall, calmly waiting for Fu Qichen's arrival.
The marriage window is like glue, and the divorce window is disliked by everyone.
She and Fu Qichen, on the other hand, were neither.
Their feelings begin with beauty and end with marriage.
Suddenly, Chestnut Blue's thoughts went back to the day of the two people's wedding five years ago——
She was wearing a wedding dress and waiting for the kissing party, but suddenly received a strange rescue call.
Her professional disposition made her take off her wedding dress and go to the rescue in spite of herself, and when she arrived, she found that it was an old man who had lost her independence and was insane and dialed indiscriminately.
On the return trip, the wedding time had been missed.
The elaborate dressing of the wedding hall became a joke that the guests talked about after dinner.
No matter how Li Lan explained it, everyone thought she was running away from marriage.
"If you don't want to marry, just say it, why let our Fu family lose this face!" The accusations of the Fu family are still poignant in retrospect.
Fu Qichen's grandmother could not stand this stimulation and left in the hospital on the same day.
All this makes this marriage a purgatory for two people.
Five years of separation is the end of what should have been.
Chestnut Lan sighed and gathered his thoughts.
She looked at the time, picked up her mobile phone and dialed Fu Qichen's phone.
The bell rang to the end before it was switched on.
"How long do you want me to wait?" Chestnut Blue asked bluntly.
At the other end of the earpiece, there was no response for a long time, only the sound of slightly heavy breathing.
Li Lan squeezed the palm of his hand and said indifferently, "I will wait for you for another half an hour, and if you do not appear, I will apply for a court proceeding for divorce." ”
When she finished, she hung up.
Outside the Door of the Civil Affairs Bureau.
Fu Qichen's car was parked on the side of the road, and he looked through the window at a lonely woman sitting in the hall, and the emotions at the bottom of his eyes were constantly surging.
He didn't expect that Chestnut Blue's attachment to divorce was so firm.
As the minutes and seconds passed, Fu Qichen's mood became more and more irritable and dull.
He watched as a sculpture-like woman sat in the hall, and finally drove the car door down.
Fu Qichen stood in front of Li Lan, his eyes fluctuating: "Do you really have to go to that step?" ”
"You should know that we have no way back."
Chestnut Lan walked toward the divorce window with her marriage certificate in her hand, without the slightest hesitation.
Fu Qichen looked at her back and swallowed all the words back.
But in a quarter of an hour, the bright red marriage certificate became a divorce certificate.
The two walked out of the Civil Affairs Bureau one after the other.
"I'll send you." Fu Qichen said in an obscure voice.
Chestnut Blue shook her head, her face as silent as water: "No." ”
After saying that, she looked at Fu Qichen seriously again, and there was relief and indescribable pain.
"Take care."
After turning around, chestnut blue eyes were irrepressibly reddened.
She knew that he was still her weakness, but no longer in her armor.
Fu Qichen watched Li Lan get into the taxi, and suddenly had the illusion that he would lose her forever.
"Chestnut blue." He shouted loudly, his emotions rarely out of control, "Your friend with Parkinson's disease can come to me at any time." ”
Chestnut Blue clutched his trembling hand, and the bottom of his eyes was dull.
"Thanks, she doesn't need it anymore."
Chapter Nine: A Faint Hope
Seeing the taxi start, Fu Qichen's heart trembled again.
"Chestnut Blue, where are you going?"
But his questioning was blown away by the wind and received no response.
Chestnut Sat in the car, letting the shaking hand gradually subside.
She looked in the rearview mirror at the man standing on the side of the road for a long time and did not leave, and slowly closed her eyes.
From now on, they will never have anything to do with each other again.
In the suburbs, the old home of the Li family.
Quaint, simple and elegant.
Chestnut Lan dragged her suitcase slowly into the room, looking at the bamboo rocking chair in the courtyard, she had a trance in front of her eyes and the appearance of her grandfather sitting on the rocking chair with a banana fan to cool off.
Turning to look at the flowers and grasses in the corner of the wall, it seems that I see Grandpa hunched over his back and carefully watering him.
Everywhere, there are traces of Grandpa's life.
Chestnut Blue's mood was a little bit astringent, and the water mist rushed into the eyes.
She pursed her lips, tried to stabilize her emotions, and walked toward the room.
On the bedside table, there is a tin box.
Chestnut Lan walked over and saw a note left next to the iron box.
"Children's Day gifts."
With a sharp nose, she sat slowly on the edge of the bed, picking up the iron box with her hands reverently.
It turned out that this year, Grandpa still prepared a gift for her.
The moment the lid was opened, Chestnut Blue completely burst into tears——
The whole box of mints, of all kinds, verdant colors like jewels shine.
She remembered that every time she went back to the old house, the old man would stuff a few mints into her hand.
"Boy, Grandpa hid your favorite mints, eat it quickly."
She never told her grandfather that the person who loved mints the most was Fu Qichen, and that she was just loving Wu and Wu.
But everything in front of her made her unable to suppress her emotions anymore.
"Grandpa..."
Chestnut blue peeled a grain of sugar into the mouth, into the throat cool, sweet and slightly spicy.
She held the iron box tightly in her arms and cried silently.
It seems that as long as they hold it so hard, their grandfather and grandson will still be together...
These days, Chestnut Blue settles down in the old mansion.
Her hands were shaking more and more frequently, her writing was not as neat and good as before, and she felt that her right hand did not listen to the call when cooking and beating eggs.
Even when walking and walking, the right leg is obviously heavy and cannot keep up with the rhythm.
She knew that her condition had become serious.
But she didn't care.
She was ready to meet her grandparents and parents in a different way so that the family could truly be together.
On the TV next to it, Chinese version of "Dream Quest" is playing.
"Remember me, I'm about to disappear, remember me, I use my methods to stay with you..."
"Until I hug you again, remember me..."
Chestnut Blue listened to the music and looked at the photo album in her arms.
The yellowed photos inside are all the family affection she has had and the warmth she has felt.
The "jingle bell" mobile phone rang suddenly.
Chestnut Blue looked at the caller nickname and pressed the switch button.
"Li Lan, to tell you a good news, a neurosurgeon who stayed abroad has returned, I have applied with the dean to let him do the main surgical treatment for you, you go back to the hospital!" Ni Qing's slightly agitated voice came from the end of the earpiece.
Li Lan paused, and the emotion in his eyes did not fluctuate in the slightest.
"I have received your kindness."
When Ni Qing heard this, he sensed that something was wrong.
"Have you forgotten what you said before that you want to continue to see the world for your parents?" She anxiously persuaded, seemed to hear the music, and hurriedly said, "I know that you and your grandfather have a deep affection, but as long as you remember him and all your family members, they will live forever." ”
"If you leave, no one in this world will read them again, and that will be the real death!"
It seems that a word awakens the dreamer, and it seems that he does not want to live up to the painstaking heart of his best friend.
Chestnut blue eyelashes fluttered slightly, and a faint hint of hope surged from the bottom of the eyes.
"Okay."
Chapter 10: Life is a Wager
hospital.
Liu Yang doctor Li Fang made a series of examinations for Li Lan, and his expression was solemn for a few minutes.
"If it is delayed too long, the chance of surgery being cured is small, and the risk is higher than that of ordinary people."
Chestnut Lan was slightly stunned, and then smiled a little pale: "Horizontal and vertical life, it is better to let go of a fight." ”
Ni Qing on the side took her hand, and her eyes were red.
"Chestnut blue..."
Chestnut Blue held her hand, and the bottom of her eyes was clear.
"Sister Qing, remember to keep the operation a secret for me, I don't want too many people to know." He didn't want to be known to Fu Qichen.
Ni Qing choked and nodded, "Good." ”
After determining the time of the operation with the doctor, Li Lan returned to the old mansion again and took all the mints that Old Master Li had prepared for her.
Brushing over Grandpa's kind and kind face in the picture frame, she murmured in a low voice, "Grandpa, I want to see you, and I want to continue to see this colorful world for you." ”
"But I know that fate is not up to people, and life and death are all fate." Li Lan paused, and the corners of his mouth raised a shallow arc, "No matter what this operation is, Yin Yatou is not afraid, because I know that Grandpa will always be there." ”
Coming out of the old house, her phone rang.
Take it out and see that the caller is Fu Qichen.
Chestnut blue eyes flashed a touch of complexity, answered the phone.
"I went to your department to find you, and they said you haven't been to work in a few days." Fu Qichen's muffled voice came from the end of the earpiece.
Li Lan said softly, "Well, I'm taking annual leave." ”
"Why?" Fu Qichen asked.
Li Lan was stunned, not understanding why he asked such a question.
"Dr. Fu, this is my private matter."
Her voice fell, and Fu Qichen did not speak again.
The long silence made the atmosphere more and more depressing.
Chestnut Blue thought about it, but decided to end the bond with him.
"We don't want to contact each other in the future, I don't want Sufina to have any misunderstanding."
After speaking, she hung up the phone and blocked Fu Qichen's number.
Two days later.
Chestnut Blue changed into a blue-and-white striped hospital gown and lay down in the waiting area for surgery.
She peeled a mint and put it in her mouth, then carefully preserved the sugar paper.
Ni Qing walked in and prepared her for the operation.
Li Lan pretended to smile easily, "Sister Qing, if I don't wake up, remember to bury me and grandpa together, he always nags me, I have to let him see me first." ”
"Also, every Children's Day you'll have to give us candy gifts." Chestnut Lan said, and set his eyes on the iron box in his hand, "If you can, prepare more mints." ”
Since Grandpa thinks she likes to eat, she will continue to eat when she gets there.
Ni Qinghong took the iron box in her hand with her eyes and gently slapped her without a fight.
"Don't talk nonsense, you'll wake up healthy."
Chestnut Blue smiled faintly, "Good." ”
Even so, she knew in her heart—
This operation, nine deaths.
The other side.
Medical staff in the Neurosurgery Department are doing the final preoperative meeting.
As the first main surgery of the doctor who returned to China, the chief doctor participated in the whole process of observation and encouraged learning.
Outside the sterile glass door, Fu Qichen, who participated in the observation, looked at the thin body lying on the bed in the operating room, and inexplicably felt that his heart was dull.
He raised his hand to press the position of his chest, but he could not relieve it.
"I heard that this time the patient was a head nurse at our hospital, and he had Parkinson's disease at a young age, which is a pity." The doctor on the side is talking to a colleague next to him.
Fu Qichen heard the words 'head nurse', and Fu Qichen suddenly remembered the scene when Li Lan registered to come to his clinic a while ago.
His heart beat a little heavier.
"The head nurse in which ward?" he asked.
At this time, the electronic screen on the wall that had been waiting for the machine lit up, indicating that "the operation is about to begin".
The doctor pointed to the words on the screen and whispered, "Ward 11 seems to have participated in the post-earthquake relief operation with you." ”
Fu Qichen turned his head to look at it, and the electronic screen successively displayed the patient's relevant condition and information.
"Patient: Chestnut Blue, 29 years old, diagnosed with Parkinson's disease for 8 months ..."
Fu Qichen's pupils suddenly contracted, and he stood up from the observation area uncontrollably and ran towards the glass door——
Chapter XI The Inaccessible Distance
Through the heavy glass door, he saw the woman lying on the hospital bed, it was Chestnut Blue!
Her face lay silently on its back, like a withered white flower.
Fu Qichen's heart sank.
Originally... It turned out that Chestnut Blue hadn't lied to him.
But why, why is it chestnut blue?!
His hand was pressed against the glass door and pressed hard.
"Dr. Fu... The chief doctors behind them looked at each other, unclear, so I don't know why Fu Qichen was suddenly so emotional.
The door of the observation area opened slightly, and Ni Qing's face pulled over Fu Qichen like frost, her eyes were sharp, and she lowered her voice and said, "Fu Qichen, you are a doctor, you should understand what you are doing." ”
But in just one sentence, he pulled his sanity back.
Fu Qichen lowered his weak hands, his gaze shifted slightly, and he said in a deep voice, "I know." ”
With that, he turned around and walked back to the observation area.
Ni Qing's gaze fell on his back, I don't know if it was an illusion, his back looked so soulless.
She retracted her gaze, looked at the gaunt chestnut blue on the other side of the glass door, and sighed to herself.
Chestnut blue, must come out safely!
With the sound of "drip", the electronic screen shows "Operation Started".
Fu Qichen had never felt that there was a time when he was more tormented than now.
He sat in the observation area, watching the doctor on the electronic screen who had returned from abroad and used the scalpel he knew best to cut open his wife's head.
He wanted to look away from the scene, but the doctor's professional ethics prevented him from slacking off in the slightest, and he had to concentrate on watching the operation.
At the moment, he wasn't her husband, he was just an ordinary neurosurgeon, and she was just a patient.
On the operating table, you must remain calm and rational, and you must not mix too many feelings, otherwise it may cause irreparable mistakes.
Fu Qichen, who had calmed down, was in a slightly calmer mood.
He knew that if he had become the attending physician of Chestnut Blue, the hospital would have known about their marital relationship and would not have arranged for him to operate on Chestnut Blue.
But if he had been in the office that day and had opened her medical record book, things wouldn't have turned out the way they are.
He didn't know until she was lying on the operating table.
Guilt and apology invaded Fu Qichen's heart like a tidal wave. Eight hours, a surgery that is neither long nor short.
The doctor, named Li Fang, had a clean and clean surgical process, did not delay, and could see that his professional knowledge and clinical experience were not inferior to several doctors in the hospital.
But Fu Qichen's heart could never be put down.
After the operation, Li Lan was pushed back to the ward for observation, and the chief doctors of the hospital left the observation area one after another, and Fu Qichen walked at the end, worried.
Chestnut cleaned up and walked out, smiling at the doctors.
The doctors who watched the operation praised him as a good seedling with potential, and said something about developing well in the hospital in the future.
Fu Qichen was absent-minded, and his mind was all on Li Lan, who had finished the operation, so much so that the director called him twice, but he did not hear it.
It wasn't until another doctor poked him with his arm that he came back.
"Little Fu, what's wrong with you today?" The director frowned slightly and asked, "Is there something uncomfortable?" ”
Fu Qichen shook his head and did not speak.
A doctor helped him round the field: "The patient who did the operation is the head nurse of our hospital, who has saved the disaster with Dr. Fu before, probably acquaintance, so I am a little worried." ”
The director nodded thoughtfully, "Xiao Fu, Oguri will also be a member of our department in the future, and when you have time, you can take him to our hospital to understand." ”
Fu Qichen glanced at Li Fang, then nodded and agreed.
After the crowd dispersed, Fu Qichen stopped Ni Qing: "Why do I not know about Li Lan's surgery?" ”
Ni Qing coldly drew the corners of his mouth: "Aren't you and Li Lan divorced?" Why tell you? Her business has nothing to do with you anymore. ”
Chapter XII is not a good sign
Hearing this, Fu Qichen was stunned in place.
divorce...
He had almost forgotten that he and Chestnut Had been divorced, and after five years of marriage, he had long been accustomed to her being with him as his wife.
Seeing that he did not speak, Ni Qing stepped away.
Fu Qichen came to the outside of Li Lan's ward, and through the glass, he looked at the thin figure on the bed.
The picture of the sudden shaking of his hands in the memory of Li Lan on weekdays became vivid for a moment.
It turned out that he should have noticed it earlier, but he never paid attention to it!
"Boo!" Fu Qichen slammed his fist into the wall.
He had never felt so guilty as he did at this moment, nor had he ever felt powerless like this moment.
It's going to be all right, chestnut blue, everything is going to be fine...
Fu Qichen had two surgeries, and it was close to midnight after the completion.
Because the intensity of the operation was too great, when he came out of the operating room, he was sweating profusely and his hands were even a little shaky.
A nurse saw it and said kindly, "Dr. Fu, you have worked hard, go back to rest early." ”
Fu Qichen answered, and after cleaning up, he went to the chestnut blue ward. Supposedly, she should have woken up.
But when he arrived, he found that there was no one in the ward, and Fu Qichen's heart was empty, and he panicked and hurriedly pulled a nurse who passed by: "Where did Li Lan go?!" ”
The nurse was startled, and her voice was thin and small: "The head nurse Li did not wake up, and was taken away by Dr. Li for examination..."
Not awake?
What does it mean not to wake up?!
Fu Qichen let go of her, pulled out her leg and ran to the neurosurgery examination room.
Before I got to the door, in the far corridor I saw a group of neurosurgery doctors outside the examination room discussing something.
He ran over and looked nervously into the examination room. A doctor saw him: "Hey, Dr. Fu is here too." ”
Fu Qichen turned around and grabbed his arm: "What's going on?" What happened? ”
"Yesterday, the little chestnut who came back from abroad was operated on a Parkinson's patient, and the patient didn't wake up after twenty-four hours, which was not a good sign, so he brought it over for examination."
The doctor said, pointing with his chin to the examination room.
"If it's a local infection, it's hard to deal with."
"Let's just say that this doctor who came back from abroad is not necessarily how good it is, yes..." the doctor whispered.
In the middle of the night, the large examination room was finally opened.
Kuriho and the director came out from inside, looking a little solemn.
When Fu Qichen saw this, his heart sank a few more points.
The director looked at him and was a little surprised: "Xiao Fu, didn't you have two surgeries today?" Why don't you go back to rest? ”
"Director, I'm all right, how's Chestnut Blue?" Fu Qichen pursed his lips, and even his breathing was not very smooth.
Speaking of this, the director's eyebrows wrinkled together: "After examination, there is no bleeding or infection in the brain, the operation is no problem, and the reason why the patient did not wake up is not known at present." ”
"The patient's illness has dragged on for a long time without treatment, and the success of the operation is already very lucky." Now we can only continue to observe. The director said.
Fu Qichen froze.
As a neurosurgeon, he naturally knows that there are many uncertainties in such surgeries, and many surgeries have a small chance of success.
But this patient was no one else, it was chestnut blue, which made him try to calm down, but he was still irritable.
"But if ... After more than three months of coma, the patient is judged to be in a vegetative state. Fu Qichen said coldly, making everyone present stunned.
The director's face darkened, and he coughed: "Xiao Fu, it is too early to say this." ”
"Then when is it not too early?" Wait until she really becomes a vegetative person? Fu Qichen said, and his voice gradually became excited.
A group of doctors looked at him with different looks and looked at each other.
"Dr. Fu, as a attending physician, I will definitely do my best to treat patients." Chestnut made a sound at this moment.
His voice was solemn and his look was firm, so that people could not pick out a single problem.
Hearing the sound, Fu Qichen looked at him: "It is better to be like this." ”
The director looked at him meaningfully and said in a deep voice, "Xiao Fu, you come with me." ”
Chapter Thirteen Worried
Office of the Director.
"Come, drink some water." The director poured a glass of water and placed it in front of Fu Qichen. "Thank you Director." He took it with both hands.
The director sat down across from him, his eyes majestic and deep: "Xiao Fu, what has happened to you lately?" ”
Fu Qichen stared at the water cup in front of him and did not speak.
"I know there are a lot of people in the hospital who are not very happy with the airborne chestnuts, but I don't think you are such a person, nothing can affect you, but you have been very wrong these two days." The director said slowly.
"I have no problem with Dr. Li."
Fu Qichen answered.
The director's eyes narrowed slightly: "That is, you and Chestnut Blue..."
Fu Qichen paused, "Me and her are indeed husband and wife. ”
Hearing this, the director was slightly surprised: "Why didn't I hear you mention it before?" ”
He immediately understood why Fu Qichen's abnormal actions and emotions arose.
"Before, I didn't want to affect my work..." Fu Qichen pursed his lips, making up this reason that even he didn't believe.
The director showed a clear expression and looked at Fu Qichen with some concern: "I will give you two days off, you rest and relax, don't be too anxious because of Oguri's matter." ”
"So many doctors in the hospital will try their best to help Oguri recover."
The director's tone was noncommittal, and Fu Qichen could only agree.
After going to see her again in Li Lan's hospital room, Fu Qichen dragged his tired body home.
Opening the door, the room was empty and silent, as if a bone-chilling chill was seeping through the walls.
Since Chestnut Blue moved out of here after her divorce, the house has been so lonely.
In the past, it was actually Li Lan who waited for him at home more time, and occasionally the hospital encountered an emergency, and both people stayed in the hospital.
On the wall of the living room hangs wedding photos of two people.
Originally, after the wedding, he wanted to take the wedding photo off, but looking at the chestnut blue look, he did not do so after all.
In the wedding photo, both of them were smiling happily, which was taken before the wedding. When you are in love, you obviously have a good relationship, why did it become like this?
If there were no wedding events...
Fu Qichen threw his body heavily on the sofa, sighed silently, and stared at the ceiling with his eyes blank.
Chestnut Blue, still lying unconscious in the hospital at this time.
As a neurosurgeon, he didn't know when she would wake up.
The phone rang loudly, and the ringtone was particularly clear in the middle of the night.
Fu Qichen frowned and picked up the phone, but his eyebrows frowned deeper after seeing the name on the phone screen.
He picked up: "What? The tone was impatient.
Sufina on the other side of the phone froze for a moment, and only for a moment did she bear the bitterness in her heart, and said softly: "Brother Qi Chen, you should come to me for treatment." ”
Fu Qichen said coldly, "No need, I am ready to change a psychiatrist." ”
"What?!" Hearing this, Sufina lost her voice, "Qi Chen, there will be no one better than me, understand you, don't you make trouble?" ”
"How old are you when I was, and would you mess with you?" That's it, don't call me in the future. Fu Qichen finished speaking and neatly hung up the call.
After that, he went to the bathroom and took a shower.
When I came out again, there were several missed calls on the mobile phone, all of which were from Fu Mu.
Fu Qichen didn't even have to think about it, he knew that it was Sufina who ran to her mother to file a complaint.
But he couldn't help but reply, and he called Fu Mu back.
Sure enough, as soon as the phone was connected, Fu Mu snapped over there, "Qi Chen, what's wrong with you?" What do you mean to hear Nana say you want her to stop contacting you? ”
Fu Qichen threw the towel on the table, and although his tone was softer, his attitude was still so strong: "Mom, me and Sufina are impossible, don't you have to worry about it anymore?" ”
"How impossible! Aren't you and the woman already divorced? Don't take this opportunity to promote your relationship with Nana, you two have been together since childhood..." Fu Mu began her long speech again.
Fu Qichen rubbed his sour temples and felt that his head was about to explode.
"..." He shouted helplessly.
"Have you forgotten that the woman who killed your grandmother died?"
In an instant, a sharp pain came from Fu Qichen's head as if he had been pierced by a needle.
Chapter Fourteen The Grave of Love
After that, Fu Qichen did not hear what her mother continued to say on the phone. His phone fell to the ground, and the whole person fell to the ground.
The pain didn't last long, but it subsided in a moment.
But Fu Qichen's whole person seemed to be fished out of the water, sweating profusely, sweat soaking his clothes, and he leaned back on his chair and kept gasping for breath.
Suddenly, Grandma's face came to mind.
When Fu Qichen was very young, his parents left him in the care of his grandmother because he was too busy at work.
Although he lived in a very large house, only he and his grandmother were dependent on each other, and because of this, grandma's body gradually became less tough.
Until Fu Qichen's college entrance examination, he did not hesitate to give up economics and turn to study medicine.
He told his grandmother that after becoming a doctor, he could treat his grandmother and let her live a long time.
He was very competitive, with excellent grades in school and in the hospital in just a few years.
But no one expected that Grandma would die on his wedding day.
The old man had a bad heart, had to rely on drugs, plus he wanted face, and the matter of Chestnut Blue's escape from marriage forced Grandma to be overwhelmed, and she did not even survive that night.
This incident was not only a thorn in the heart of the Fu family, but also a thorn in Fu Qichen's heart. For him, the most important thing is grandma.
Everyone said that Chestnut Blue wanted to run away from marriage, and what Chestnut Blue said was just an excuse.
So Fu Qichen also thought the same way, he felt that Li Lan did not love himself, so he thought of running away from marriage and thinking of leaving him.
Stimulated by the death of his grandmother and the escape of marriage, he suffered from love phobia.
In fact, there was no one in the family at all, it was just a good memory left in Fu Qichen's mind for Li Lan before he ran away from marriage.
Looking at the chestnut blue standing in front of him alive, he looked at him coldly and ignored it. His indifference is also the subconscious protection of himself.
Because he was afraid that Chestnut Blue would not love him, afraid that Chestnut Blue would leave him, he simply treated this marriage with indifference, thinking that this way, when Chestnut Blue really left him, it would not be so painful.
Now, Li Lan has really divorced him.
If she couldn't wake up, the two of them wouldn't even have a chance to see each other again. Fu Qichen stood up in frustration and moved step by step to Li Lan's room.
When I opened the door, everything inside seemed to have not changed, but everything had changed.
Li Lan took a lot of things, but Fu Qichen didn't know what she had taken, because the two had been married for five years, and he had never set foot in her room.
When they first bought this villa, their feelings were still very good, they bought a very soft double bed, because of the intensity of the hospital's work, sleep needs the best environment.
And the side lying down, it is left for two people's children, whether it is a boy or a girl, it is enough. None of them expected that the last two of them would sleep separately and have no children.
Fu Qichen slowly sat down on the bed and thought in a daze: This mattress is really soft, and sleeping on it will really be very stable.
But what he didn't know was that in the five years of marriage, Li Lan had never slept peacefully in this bed.
He lay slowly on the bed and took a deep breath silently.
There was no trace of chestnut blue on it, and he remembered that she always had a faint jasmine fragrance on her body, which made people feel good when they smelled it.
Not at all now.
Fu Qichen glanced at Yu Guang and saw the small photo frame on the head of the bed, which contained their wedding photos. At that time, Li Lan picked out a lot of photos, saying that each one was too good to look at, and couldn't help but leave it.
Five years ago, the smile on her face was so bright and cheerful, carefree, and she couldn't see a little of life's sorrow for her.
After that, she didn't even smile.
But not only her, Fu Qichen has also changed a lot, become indifferent, and become strange. The emotional road of the two people ended at the wedding.
There are always people who say that marriage is the graveyard of love.
I didn't expect them to be the same, just stepped into marriage, love is not seen.
Chapter Fifteen is worse than anything else
When Fu Qichen woke up the next day, he was still in chestnut blue bed. He fell asleep in a daze and nearly caught a cold.
When I woke up, I was woken up by a constant knock on the door.
The people who came were Fu Mu and Sufina.
When Mother Fu entered the door, she scolded in a loud voice: "What's the matter with you, your mother said a few words to you, you don't want to listen?" Is mom going to hurt you? You've even learned to hang up on me now! ”
Sufina gently exhorted from the side: "Auntie, don't be angry with Brother QiChen, I think he definitely didn't mean it." ”
As if she hadn't heard, Fu Mu continued: "Your father has been working outside for many years, and you stay in the hospital every day, am I not alone at home?" ”
"Nana is willing to come and talk with my old wife, what is your attitude toward Nana?"
Hearing this, Su Fei Na looked at Fu Qichen and straightened her waist slightly as if she had confidence.
Fu Qichen had just woken up, his headache was cracking, and he said in a somewhat impatient voice, "If you like her, then you will find a way to keep her around." ”
Fu Mu was slightly stunned, as if she didn't believe what she heard.
For a moment, her eyebrows furrowed: "What are you talking about, what do you want me to find a way to keep her around?" ”
"You like her, and I don't like her."
Fu Qichen pinched his temples and said in a flat tone.
Sophia's face changed.
Even though she had already been rejected by him once, she thought that looking at Fu Mother's face, Fu Qichen would not be too much for herself.
However, in front of Fu Mu, he still had this resolute attitude.
This made Sophia feel very humiliated.
But she pursed her lips, or smiled lightly and stepped forward to support Fu Mu's arm: "Auntie, you don't have to say anything more, I am naturally willing to accompany you more." ”
These words eased Mother Fu's embarrassed face a lot.
She glanced at Fu Qichen with a full complaint.
Fu Qichen only didn't see it: "Mom, if you're okay, go back first." ”
After saying that, Fu Mu's expression was sharp again: "When I come to see you, you will drive me away?" "..."Fu Qichen frowned slightly, and his tone was helpless.
"Brother Qi Chen, since my aunt and I have come, let's go to dinner together, I think you and your aunt haven't seen each other for a few days." Sufina stopped him in time.
"Or Nana is sensible, you look at you again, do you still have my mother in your eyes?" Fu Mu glanced at him, and then followed Sufina outside.
This is not to give him the opportunity to refuse.
This meal was tasteless and tasteless, like chewing wax.
At the dinner table, Fu Mu and Sufina talked very happily, but he was silent alone, not even saying a word.
Looking at the two, Fu Qichen couldn't help but think of Li Lan.
The ghost sent God, and he asked Fu Mu, "Mom, if there wasn't that thing back then, wouldn't you have liked Chestnut Blue?" ”
As soon as these words came out, both Fu Mu and Sufina were stunned.
However, for a moment, Sufina's face was hard to see. "What are you talking about?!" Fu Mu's tone was slightly stern.
Fu Qichen's gaze fell on the window, and he said softly, "I remember the first time I took Li Lan to see my grandmother, my grandmother liked her very much and said that she was a blessed girl." ”
What kind of blessing does it mean?
After eating, Fu Qichen called the driver of the family to send Fu Mu and Sufina back, and he drove home.
Before he could leave, Sophia stopped him.
Fu Qichen looked at her coldly, "What else?" ”
Sufina looked at his face, her heart sank suddenly, she lowered her head, and whispered, "Brother Qichen, I just want to ask you how you are lately." ”
"As long as you don't bring my mom to bother me, I'm fine." Fu Qichen said coldly.
Sufina had a stalk in her throat, and reluctance and jealousy overwhelmed her in an instant.
She stared up at him with red eyes and a hoarse voice: "Where on earth am I inferior to Chestnut Blue?!" ”
Hearing this, Fu Qichen glanced at her lightly. "You can't compare to her anywhere."
Chapter Sixteen Cherish the Person in Front of You
Hearing this, Sufina cried on the spot.
She cried and said, "I grew up with you, why wasn't it me who was with you?" Obviously, I met you first! ”
"Feelings have nothing to do with first-come, first-served." Fu Qichen pulled the car door without changing his face, "Also, tears are only useful in front of people who love you, you have found the wrong person." ”
After saying that, he got into the car, started the car and left.
Sufina looked at the back of the car in the same place, and the tears stopped, but the jealousy under her eyes became more and more intense.
Chestnut blue, why is it chestnut blue?
Fu Qichen drove to the hospital.
He went alone to the chestnut blue ward, and through the glass, the man on the bed was still asleep peacefully.
In fact, the general craniotomy is normal to wake up within forty-eight hours, but chestnut blue is a special condition, so it is necessary to pay attention to it if you do not wake up for twenty-four hours.
But now that forty-eight hours have passed, she still shows no sign of waking up.
That said, chestnut blue really has the potential to not wake up, and the odds of becoming a vegetative person are rising every day.
I don't know how long I watched, but Kuribu suddenly appeared behind him. He also came to observe the situation of Chestnut Blue.
Seeing Fu Qichen, he said, "Dr. Fu, I'm sorry that Miss Li still didn't wake up today." Hearing this, Fu Qichen took a strange look at Li Fang.
Kuriho was very calm: "The director told me about your relationship with Miss Kuri." In fact, I didn't know that she was your wife, and I would do my best to heal her. ”
Fu Qichen retracted his gaze and said lightly, "I know." ”
Kurihagi looked back inexplicably.
Only to hear Fu Qichen say in a calm voice, "This is the duty of every doctor." ”
Treating the sick and saving people is what they should do when they choose this profession.
They are robbing people at the hands of the god of death, and they sincerely hope from their hearts that every patient can live healthily.
People say they are noble, they say they are angels, but this is just the gold edge that people have plated them.
Doctors and nurses, but also just angels on earth, because not real angels, can not really cure everyone.
"Dr. Fu, your medical skills are very good, so I'm actually curious, since you have already concealed your marital relationship with Miss Li, why don't you personally operate on Miss Li?" Kuriho asked slowly.
Fu Qichen exhaled quietly, "Before, between us... There are some barriers. ”
Kuriho silently observed his expression, as if guessing something.
Almost no one in the hospital knew about the relationship between the two of them, which was an abnormal thing.
"Dr. Fu, although I am not yet married, since I became a doctor, I have always adhered to a sentence," Li Fang fixed his eyes on Fu Qichen, "cherish the person in front of you." ”
"Those of us who are doctors, the most we see is life and death. But even though we have seen so many lives and deaths, we are still shocked by the scene of life and death separated in an instant. ”
"We're just saving people, but we can't decide whether they live or die."
"Just like Miss Li is lying here now, facing the possibility that she may never wake up again, Dr. Fu, how do you feel in your heart, I believe you know better than me."
"My parents have been arguing all their lives, but they still have a good relationship. Dr. Fu, the most terrible thing in marriage is not a quarrel, but not saying a word. ”
"A lifetime is so long, if you don't support each other, you can't go long."
After saying these words, Li Fang turned and left, leaving Fu Qichen standing alone outside Li Lan's hospital room.
These words spoken by Li Fang lingered in his ears for a long time. Cherish the person in front of you.
Once upon a time, he and Chestnut Blue were also an enviable couple in medical school.
However, it is obvious that she escaped from marriage first, and it was she who planned to abandon him first...
The corridor covered with the orange-red sunset was silent, and only a low voice in Fu Qichen's throat could be heard.
He raised his arms and clenched his fists trying to hammer against the wall. But for a long time, this punch did not fall.
Chapter Seventeen The Belated Truth
On the second day of rest at home, Fu Qichen remembered that he had not been to worship his grandmother for a long time, so he prepared to go to the cemetery.
But before he could leave, he received a call from the director.
On the phone, the director only said to let him come to the hospital, but did not say anything.
When I arrived at the hospital and walked into the director's office, I saw an adult man sitting on the side.
Fu Qichen did not know why.
Seeing him, the director and the man stood up together.
"Xiao Fu, this gentleman, he came to find Oguri." The director introduced. Fu Qichen frowned slightly, looking at the man: "Do you know my wife?" ”
The man scratched the back of his head a little crampedly: "Actually, it is not me looking for your wife, but my father." ”
"Your father?" Fu Qichen was even more puzzled.
The man was nervous and began to explain helplessly: "Yes, my father has Alzheimer's disease, and five years ago he pressed a number at home, and he didn't expect to be a nurse." ”
"Then the nurse came and saw that nothing had happened, but left the hospital phone. I happened to be home and explained to her about my father. ”
"Later, when my father woke up, he always felt ashamed in his heart, and he said that the girl who came that day was wearing a veil and was bound to get married, so he always wanted to see the nurse again."
"That's why I came here, hoping to apologize to my father in person." The man's tone was a little excited, but he still expressed it clearly. Fu Qichen listened, but he froze in place. ”
Five years ago, the old man who dialed haphazardly, and the veil of marriage.
It turned out that the absurd reason was not an excuse that Chestnut Blue had made up without success...
The man saw that Fu Qichen did not speak, a little anxious, looked at the director, but saw that the director also looked complicated.
"Doctor, what I said is true, definitely not a bad person, and there is no ulterior motive..." The man thought that he did not believe in himself, and quickly explained, "My father has not been in good health lately, and he has been thinking about this matter." ”
Fu Qichen finally turned back to God and slowly spoke, "I know that what you said is true, and now... It's just that my wife is now very ill and still unconscious, and there is no way to see your father. ”
Hearing this, the man groaned, which was beyond his expectations.
For a moment, he had some guilt on his face: "Doctor, hug, I'm sorry." ”
Fu Qichen shook his head: "It has nothing to do with you, no one expected such a thing to happen, but I am her husband, you can go back to your father..."
"Let's just say that when my wife went to look for your father before marriage, it didn't affect our wedding, and my wife and I... I have also been living happily ever since. ”
He said in a calm voice, but there was endless bitterness spreading in his heart.
In fact, they should have been happy, but because of distrust and suspicion, as well as various rumors, they have created the situation today.
In the end, it is his responsibility.
As a husband, he did not choose to believe in his wife for the first time, but he also planted the seeds of estrangement in his heart.
It's all his fault!
They had obviously loved each other like that, but they were destroyed by his own hands.
After the man left, Fu Qichen returned home in despair.
But standing in the living room, he felt that there was nowhere to go.
Finally, he dragged his slippers into the study.
In the study, the walls are full of books about medicine, many of which are books on chestnut blue nursing.
Every book here is a witness to their feelings during the love period between the two, they have memorized knowledge in the library until dawn, and then held hands to go to class together.
For many days and nights, they buried their heads in this book, happy with strange words.
At that time, they swore in the academy that they would do whatever it took to help the sick.
The two of them share common beliefs, share common goals, and share common expectations for the future.
Suddenly, Fu Qichen saw a very thin book on the shelf, and he was not impressed.
He tiptoed to his feet, reached down, and found that it was a book. This is not his book, it can only be chestnut blue.
He turned the first page, and Juanxiu's handwriting on it proved that it really belonged to her. "Class of 2015, class of three, chestnut blue."
Then I turned a few pages, and there were few notes, and the content should have been written down in my freshman year.
But when he turned the page again, the contents of it made Fu Qichen stunned in the same place. "Today, I met a man and I like him a lot.
Chapter Eighteen hides the deep affection in the heart
September 5, 2015
Today, I met a man who I liked a lot.
I've heard his name for a long time, after all, good people always shine in the crowd.
However, he has excellent academic performance, he is also clean and handsome, the girls in the academy like him, and I am just an ordinary one of the girls in this group.
September 16, 2015
I met him by chance in the cafeteria today. Oh my God, he actually talked to me!
Although what he said was: Classmate, I like tomato scrambled eggs, can you give it to me?
It turned out that he liked scrambled eggs with tomatoes. October 1, 2015
I met him in the library today, and he was really hard and serious when he studied, and so many medical books were placed in front of him, and he was drowned.
However, I put the peaches I brought today in his place while he was looking for a book.
He only hesitated a little when he saw the peach, and then ate it.
Later, after he left the library, I saw that he had left a note on the table, which I thought was left for me, so I quietly walked over to look at it.
It reads: Thank you, the peaches are sweet.
I am very happy.
October 7, 2015
Oh my God, he knew I was the one who delivered the peaches!
Obviously I was very careful, how could I be discovered by him?
And he actually stopped me outside the library and said he was going to eat with me!
Could it be because of peaches?!
This is not a peach at all, it is my peach blossom...
October 18, 2015
In the past ten days, we have eaten together and studied in the library together, and we have not written a diary for a long time.
His eyelashes are really long, and when he blinks his eyes, he is so fascinated...
What to do, I feel like I'm going to fall! ... Will he like me too?
November 11, 2015
I heard my roommate say that today is Singles' Day, so I joked with him that the two of us are just two singles, and we just want to study at any time.
As a result, he didn't know what Singles Day was, and told me to study hard and not to think about some messy things.
But what he said makes sense.
However, he suddenly ran out and bought me a rose! He said, satisfy my little girl's mind.
Really happy.
December 31, 2015
Time flies so fast that in the blink of an eye it's new year. I asked him if he wanted to celebrate New Year's Eve together.
As a result, he actually said whether to celebrate New Year's Eve together in the library. A good boy has an elm head...
January 1, 2016
Today we ate together again, but finally it wasn't in the cafeteria. He formally invited me and took me to a restaurant.
I didn't expect him to play the violin, oh my God, how many secrets does he have that I don't know?
He said that he had been busy with his studies before, and he couldn't only invite me to dinner in the canteen, so he wanted to invite me to eat a good meal when it was almost time off.
All right... In fact, I almost thought he was going to confess to me.
After all, music, dresses, food, it's hard not to make people reverie...
January 14, 2016
Tomorrow is the winter vacation, and I feel lost at the thought of not seeing him for dozens of days.
He sent me to the airport today, and before leaving, he did not forget to ask me to go home and continue to endorse, and I was exhausted of what little I had left.
But every time I saw him studying seriously, I liked it.
Remember who said that serious men are the most handsome.
I really still have to study hard, otherwise how can I stand shoulder to shoulder with such an excellent him?
February 7, 2016
Today is the Chinese New Year's Eve.
Today, we are together.
I really liked him, but he confessed to me.
He said he thought I was cute when he saw me sneaking peaches in his place.
After getting along, I also let him slowly move...
I'm so excited now, I can't even hold the pen steadily.
I never thought I'd like someone so much.
The best thing in the world is that the people I like and like me.
So this year's New Year's wish is, I hope we can be together for a long, long time, until gray hair, he sits in a rocking chair in the courtyard basking in the sun, while I sit next to him and look at him tenderly.
It's the best life I can think of. Forgot to say that his name is... Fu Qichen.
Chapter 19 Seeking Truth from Facts
North Hill Cemetery.
Fu Qichen knelt in front of a tomb, bowing his head and being silent.
The tombstone is engraved with "Tomb of the Grandmother Fu Mother Song", and next to it is a photo of grandma.
He brought a fresh lily, which was Grandma's favorite flower when she was alive.
"My grandson is not filial, he has not come to see you for a long time because of his work, please don't blame you." After speaking, Fu Qichen leaned down and prostrated his head three times.
After prostrating his head, he stood up, changed his posture, and sat down by the tombstone, leaning into his grandmother's arms as he had done as a child.
"Grandma, do you know that at the wedding that year, Yin Er really went to save people, but there was a oolong."
"The old man's son came to me a few days ago and said that he wanted to apologize to Yin Er in person, but in fact, the person who should apologize to Yin Er was me, which was obviously all my fault."
"She didn't deliberately embarrass the Fu family, we swore when we were in school, we always put the patient's life first, she added light to the Fu family."
"Grandma, Yin Er is very sick, it is a very serious disease, she has surgery, but now she has not woken up." Fu Qichen said in a muffled voice, "I remember that you obviously liked her before, do you want to meet her this time?"
"But Grandma, you've been calling In'er to accompany you for many days, and it's time to let her come back!" The thin diary was only a dozen pages in total, but Fu Qichen read it back and forth dozens of times.
Every word records the sweet past of their green years, and every punctuation mark evokes his memories and makes him clearly feel The love of Chestnut Blue for him.
It also made him clearly understand how absurd his suspicions and indifference to her were.
Leaving the cemetery, Fu Qichen returned home, and the whole person was like a deflated leather ball, tired and tired, and fell into a deep sleep.
The next day, he woke up early and went straight to the hospital.
The hospital was still very busy, and the director let him rest for two days, and today he went back to work.
After arriving at the hospital, Fu Qichen still went to Li Lan's ward first.
He asked the little nurse in charge of nursing Chestnut Blue, who shook her head and said that Chestnut Blue was still unconscious.
Fu Qichen did not show much abnormality on his face, and his heart still couldn't help but be lost.
The little nurse looked at him, not only gossiping: "Dr. Fu, why do you care so much about Sister Yin Yin?" ”
Fu Qichen was wearing a white coat and holding his resume in his hand, obviously looking indifferent, but there was a deep pool of affection under his eyes looking at Chestnut Blue and saying, "She is my wife." ”
After saying this, he bowed his head slightly, and strode away to the other patients' wards. Only the little nurse was left stunned, slowly digesting the astonishing news.
After checking all the rooms, Fu Qichen returned to the office.
Kuriho saw him and said, "Come back, the hospital is going to be busy and dead, and you are still on vacation." ”
"Tell the director about that." Fu Qichen replied without raising his head.
Kuriho shrugged indifferently, picked up a patient's medical record book and handed it to him: "There is an operation in the afternoon, you are the main knife, I will assist you, no problem, right?" ”
Fu Qichen took over and looked at it carefully: "No problem, right?" That's what I should ask you. ”
It is a brain tumor surgery, the tumor is not large, the operation is not very difficult, or the location of the tumor is somewhat tricky.
Kuriho pointed to the location of the tumor on the CT film and said, "Here, be extra careful, if you touch the cranial nerve, it is likely to paralyze the patient." ”
Fu Qichen responded in a low voice: "We must also pay attention when opening the skull." ”
After the two men studied the patient's medical records, they went to the ward together to ask the patient about some information.
"Doctor, he won't have any problems with this operation." The patient's wife asked worriedly.
Li Fang smiled softly at her, "Rest assured, Dr. Fu of our hospital is a very good doctor, there will be no problems, you don't have to worry too much." ”
But Fu Qichen looked indifferent and said: "We can't guarantee what will happen during the operation, I can only say that I will do my best to do my duty." ”
The patient's wife's newly relieved face stiffened a little.
Walking out of the ward, Li Fang poked Fu Qichen with his elbow: "How come you are such a person who can't comfort people." ”
"If something happens during the operation, the patient's family will be more emotional, and I never make a guarantee that I am not sure." But you, the doctor should be realistic. Fu Qichen replied coldly.
Chapter XX Professional Qualities
It was as if he had been reprimanded, but Kuriho was not annoyed.
"Then they told you that Miss Li would definitely wake up, and you should only be their comfort?" Chestnut raised an eyebrow.
Hearing this, Fu Qichen's footsteps were stunned.
Chestnut followed suit and stopped.
Only to see Fu Qichen look serious, "She will definitely wake up, this is a fact." ”
At two o'clock in the afternoon, the operation began.
Fu Qichen and Li Fang, the main surgeons, stood together, and the nurses who operated on the same stage helped to put on sterile clothes.
The little nurse with gossip heard the news from others and took the opportunity to smile and asked, "Dr. Fu, are you and Chief Nurse Li really husband and wife?" ”
"Hmm." Fu Qichen replied in a deep voice.
"How many years have you been married?" Another little nurse then asked. "Five years."
As soon as these words came out, there was a voice of surprise in the operating room.
"I haven't heard you mention it for so long." The nurses said.
This time, Fu Qichen did not speak.
Li Fang looked at him with a smirk and replied for him, "You don't understand, Dr. Fu is here to not affect the work." ”
Fu Qichen glanced at him with a warning in his eyes. "At 2:15 p.m., the surgery begins."
After the operation began, everyone put away their laughter and looked intently at the two doctors and patients.
Before the operation, they took another brain CT of the patient, which showed that the tumor was slightly offset.
This shows that as long as this operation is slightly worse, it will lead to a big mistake, so both doctors and nurses must play a twelve-point spirit.
The surgery went smoothly.
After seeing the tumor, Li Fang shouted, "Fu Qichen." ”
Fu Qichen knew what he meant, whispered "Hmm", and held out his hand for the scalpel.
The process of tumor removal was also smooth, until Fu Qichen took out the tumor, and everyone in the operating room breathed a sigh of relief.
Fu Qichen looked at Li Fang: "Next, I will leave it to you to stitch..."
Before he could finish speaking, a small nurse suddenly broke into the operating room and shouted, "Chief Nurse Li is awake!" ”
Everyone present was shocked, especially Li Fang, who subconsciously looked at Fu Qichen's hand.
Fang Cai Fu Qichen's hand was still holding a scalpel, which just stopped on the patient's bare brain, as long as he manually did it a little, then it would hurt the cranial nerves.
"Get out!" After Fu Qichen heard this, his face darkened and he said angrily.
The nurse in the operating room finally reacted and pushed the little nurse out of the operating room, accompanied by a reprimand.
When the door of the operating room was closed again, Fu Qichen turned back, but it was right in front of Shangli Fang's clear eyes.
"What's wrong?" He asked incomprehensibly.
Kuriho smiled lightly, shook his head, took the scalpel from his hand, handed it to the nurse, and said, "It's okay, I'll stitch it up." ”
He now knew why the director attached so much importance to Fu Qichen's physical and mental state, because he was really a very good neurosurgeon.
Even when he heard the news that Chestnut Lan had woken up from his coma, his hands didn't shake in the slightest, not at all.
The hands of the neurosurgeon are not allowed to shake.
Fu Qichen is guaranteeing his professional quality at any time and at any time, and he takes medicine seriously and treats his faith seriously.
"Just leave it to me here, don't you want to see Miss Chestnut?" Li Fang saw that Fu Qichen did not move, and teased.
Hearing this, Fu Qichen's eyes darkened a little: "As a doctor, don't you go to see your patients?" ”
Kuritake took the suture needle and prepared to start suturing: "As the attending doctor, my patient wakes up, and my task has been successfully completed. Why, shouldn't Dr. Fu dare to see his wife?
Fu Qichen's body stiffened for a moment, and then he walked out of the operating room without hesitation.
The stubborn back seemed to say: Who doesn't dare?
Kuriha smiled and carefully stitched the patient's wound.
After suturing the wound, the nurse quipped, "Dr. Li, you and Dr. Fu have a really good relationship!" Li Fang was stunned, smiled and replied, "Who has a good relationship with him, he is so stinky!" He laughed softly from the nurse's door again, and the look in his eyes read: We all understand.
Kuriho didn't argue either, and walked out of the operating room to take off her sterile clothes and wash her hands.
He thought that although Dr. Fu was stinky and arrogant, he was indeed a respectable doctor.
Chapter Twenty-One His Apologies
In fact, Li Fang was really right, fu Qichen did not dare to see Li Lan.
Before the two people had made such an unpleasant quarrel, Li Lan's rejection of himself was still vividly remembered, although all kinds of misunderstandings had been solved, he still did not know how to face her.
Walking to Chestnut Blue's ward, the door was open, and a circle of nurses was concerned about Chestnut Blue's body.
Their voices came out.
"Sister Yin Yin, you are awake, how do you feel now?"
"Sister Yin, you drink some water, your coma has been in a coma for several days, and it scares everyone to death." "Yes, Sister Yin, you don't wake up anymore, they all say you're going to be a vegetative person..."
"Oh, I'm sorry Sister Yin."
Chestnut Blue, who was surrounded in the middle, said at this moment: "It's all right." Her voice was soft, without strength, sounding very weak. When Fu Qichen heard this, his heart skipped a beat.
But now it's not easy to get in.
He thought so, took a step back, and prepared to wait for the people inside to disperse before entering.
But a small nurse with sharp eyes saw him and shouted:
"Dr. Fu is here!"
A group of nurses turned their heads in unison, and more than a dozen eyes all stared at Fu Qichen, and then a smile appeared on their faces: "Since Sister Yin's husband has come, we will not bother." ”
"Yes, yes, Sister Yin, let's go first, you two enjoy the world of two."
The laughter of ridicule came and went, and a group of nurses pushed and shoved all out of the ward. Fu Qichen stood where he was, a little embarrassed, but he couldn't lift his feet anymore.
Soon, only two people were left in the ward looking at each other, and the sound of breathing could be clearly heard in silence.
Chestnut Blue had just woken up, her whole body was weak, her lips were still a little pale, she frowned slightly, and her voice was so light that she couldn't hear: "How do they know..."
"I said it." Fu Qichen pursed his lips.
Chestnut Blue took a slight breath.
In the hospital before, he had never mentioned the relationship between the two people, and even if he bumped into it by chance, he would pretend not to know, and he wouldn't say a word.
moreover...
"Fu Qichen, we are divorced!"
She said slowly.
Fu Qichen, as if he hadn't heard it, walked in and sat down next to Li Lan: "A few days ago, a gentleman came to the hospital and said that he was looking for you, hoping that you could go to see his father. ”
Chestnut blue is unknown so.
"He said his father had Alzheimer's disease, and five years ago, his father fell ill and dialed a number haphazardly, only to happen to call a nurse who was going to a wedding."
"His father has been obsessed with this for five years and has always wanted to say sorry to this nurse in person, and this father is also going to the end of his life."
Li Lan instantly understood who Fu Qichen was talking about: "That... The old man..."
Fu Qichen smiled lightly as if relieved: "I have seen the old man for you, and I told him that this nurse did not miss the wedding because of him, and the marriage was very happy." ”
"When the old man left, he looked very serene, without a trace of sorrow."
After listening, the chestnut blue eye sockets were slightly rosy.
She thought that if she went to see the old man in person, what she said would not be much different from Fu Qichen's.
In the face of life and death, they will all choose to compile a beautiful lie.
It's just that she never imagined that the old man who had only one side of the relationship would always remember himself and feel guilty.
Her kindness is seen in the eyes and remembered in the heart, and this is enough.
She doesn't ask for anything in return, as long as someone can remember her, then what she does will not regret.
Fu Qichen looked at Li Lan and felt mixed feelings in his heart.
In the middle of the night, he opened his mouth lightly: "Chestnut Blue, I want to apologize to you." ”
Chestnut Blue froze and looked at him.
Fu Qichen lowered his head slightly, not daring to look directly into her eyes: "I apologize for our family's misunderstanding and attitude towards you five years ago." ”
"Especially my distrust and suspicion of you has caused you harm."
"I'm sorry, In'er."
"You can... Give me another chance? ...”
Chapter 22 Is True and False When False is Also True
Before waking up, Chestnut Blue had a long dream.
In the dream, she met her deceased parents and grandfather, so she took it for granted that she was dead.
At that moment, she didn't know whether she should be happy or sad.
She threw herself into the arms of her family and finally became a child who could express her emotions at will.
Since the death of her parents, Li Lan and her grandfather have been dependent on each other, and she has long regarded her grandfather as an invincible mountain.
But even so, she was wronged outside, and she still couldn't go home and talk to her grandfather, because his grandfather was getting older, how could she let his grandfather worry about himself anymore.
Even in those things that happened at the wedding, no one in the Fu family was willing to believe that she really went to save people, they only reprimanded and prejudiced her, and she did not mention a word to her grandfather.
And the death of the Fu family's grandmother made her even more indefensible.
In the five years after marriage, whether it was Fu Qichen or the Fu family, they were full of hostility and contempt for her in the open and in the dark, and her heart was full of bitterness, but she could only digest it herself.
Five years, so many days and nights, how she survived, only she herself knew.
She was really tired.
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So she thought that dying like this would not be a good thing.
She cried and told her parents that she was not filial and had not fulfilled their wishes, and that she would see the world more for them.
He also did not take good care of grandpa and let him die without worry.
Fu Qichen once said that she pretended to be like, in fact, it is not entirely wrong, she has been pretending in front of her grandfather, pretending that her married life is happy and happy.
In order, it is just a peace of mind for the elderly.
Li Lan apologized to her grandfather again, saying that she had been cheating on him, in fact, she was not happy at all, her marriage with Fu Qichen was really dead, and the two people were even colder than strangers.
When she divorced, she felt much more relaxed from the heart.
At least you don't have to let yourself suffer all kinds of grievances anymore.
Mom and Dad took her in their arms and patted her back as gently as they had as a child, coaxing her to sleep.
Chestnut Blue felt a long-lost sense of security and belonging.
But soon, the scene in the dream changed.
She left the warm embrace of her parents, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Fu Qichen's grandmother.
Grandma smiled kindly at her and said,, I haven't seen you for a long time. ”
Chestnut Blue burst into tears.
Grandma Fu in her memory has always been such a gentle and kind person.
Li Lan first followed Fu Qichen to see Grandma Fu in the second year after they fell in love.
She bought a lot of fruits suitable for the elderly to eat to visit Grandma Fu, and the whole person was shy and cramped.
Grandma Fu looked like Miss Qianjin who grew up in a wealthy family, and her every move was elegant and courteous, but she seemed even more helpless.
At that time, Grandma Fu saw her nervousness and held her hand and gently comforted her.
Grandma Fu said, "This girl looks like a clever and clever girl, and she will be blessed in the future." Fu Qichen laughed and said, "I didn't see it when I was clever and clever, but I will definitely be blessed to marry me in the future." ”
Later she also met Grandma Fu many times until their wedding farce.
In the dream, Grandma Fu saw Li Lan crying, and with some pain wiped away her tears, saying, "Lady, you have suffered a lot because of me over the years." ”
Obviously, I knew that it was a dream, but The defense line in Chestnut Blue's heart still collapsed in an instant. She asked Grandma Fu, "Don't you blame me?" ”
Grandma Fu shook her head: "You are a kind and good child, Grandma can see that it is just that people are old and useless, and they have caused you trouble in vain." ”
"Boy, you're not wrong."
There's nothing wrong with that.
Li Lan waited for a long time, just wanted to hear someone tell her that she had not done anything wrong, but she never got it.
She didn't complain about the old man who called at that time, but she was always aggrieved.
Because all the unfair treatment she received should not have happened. She was not wrong, and she never regretted what she had done.
Grandma Fu talked to her a lot again, and she apologized for Fu Qichen and Li Lan, hoping that the two people would not dwell on these things that had passed for a long time.
Finally, Grandma Fu said to her, "You should go back, they've been waiting for you for a long time." Li Lan wanted to ask, who was waiting for her?
In that world, does anyone care about her life and death?
Chapter Twenty-Three End Here We End
Looking at Fu Qichen, who looked sincere in front of him, a wave of sorrow emerged from Li Lan's heart.
Because someone stood up to help her explain the wedding that year, and someone helped her prove her innocence, he believed her.
But if he hadn't helped her prove the explanation, wouldn't he have ever believed himself?
Or if this happens again in the future, she will have to find a witness to defend her?
She was so tired, she had been living like this for five years, and she didn't want to go on any longer.
Two people have been entangled for so long that they have not been able to change, and re-entanglement together will not lead to any results.
It is better to say goodbye and let each other go.
Fu Qichen, all my feelings for you end here.
When Chestnut Blue raised her head again, her eyes were clear.
"Let's not be together again, Fu Qichen, will we just put an end to this relationship?" She said slowly.
Hearing this, Fu Qichen's heart was empty, and he fell to the bottom of the valley fiercely.
He had thought that Chestnut Blue would reject him.
But when he really heard these words from her mouth, his heart still tingled uncontrollably. Obviously she was in front of him, but Fu Qichen felt that he couldn't catch her. He gritted his teeth for half a day before he squeezed a voice out of his throat: "Why? Chestnut Blue asked, "Then why do we have to be together again?" ”
Fu Qichen remembered the thin diary and swallowed his throat: "Yin'er, look at our former feelings, let's try again..."
Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Chestnut Blue: "Once a relationship? When you treat me so coldly, when you refuse to listen to my explanations, when you don't believe me, why don't you think about the feelings we once had?! ”
"I didn't do anything wrong, but I still apologized to your whole family, and you didn't forgive me from the bottom of your heart." Why do you just say sorry and ask me to forgive you as if nothing happened?! ”
Fu Qichen was speechless.
For a moment, an eerie silence occupied the entire ward.
Li Lan's every sentence was very correct, so that Fu Qichen could not find any reason to defend himself.
It took him half a day before he hesitated to speak: "It's all my fault, I know."
"You just want to compensate me because you know that you have wronged me and made me wronged, Fu Qichen, you don't have to do this." Chestnut Blue turned his head and said lightly.
Fu Qichen subconsciously denied: "No..."
The door of the ward was suddenly opened, and Li Fang was pushed forward with hesitation, almost falling, followed by Ni Qing.
Two people in the ward explained their stunnedness.
Li Fang smiled with some embarrassment, and seeing Fu Qichen's eyes that seemed to be about to kill people, he pointed to Ni Qing behind him and whispered, "It is she who is her, not that I want to disturb you." ”
Ni Qing first glanced at Fu Qichen, and then smiled and walked towards Li Lan: "Li Lan, I heard them say that you are awake, I will come to see you immediately, how do you feel?" ”
Seeing Ni Qing, Li Lan's expression finally eased up a little, revealing a shallow smile: "Sister Qing, I'm fine, let you worry." ”
"But I'm definitely worried, you don't know that you've been in a coma after the operation, and I'm scared to death." Ni Qing pretended to look at her reproachfully.
Chestnut Blue smiled, and his face was still bad.
"By the way, this is the doctor who operated on you, and the new neurosurgeon at our hospital, named Kuriho." Ni Qing pointed to Li Fang and introduced.
Li Lan looked in the direction of her finger and smiled slightly at Li Fang, "Thank you Dr. Li." ”
Kuriho waved her hand, "It's okay, this is what I should do, it's my fault that you haven't woken up." ”
"Wait a minute and let Kuriho take you for a full body examination to see if anything else is uncomfortable." Ni Qing said.
Fu Qichen stood up and said, "I'll take her..."
"Dr. Fu just finished surgery and didn't go to see how your patients were?" Ni Qing said unceremoniously and coldly, saying that he did not forget to glance at him.
The atmosphere grew more and more awkward.
Seeing this, Li Fang had to push Fu Qichen's shoulder out and said loudly: "Dr. Fu, you should go to see your patient quickly, Miss Li will hand it over to me, you can rest assured." ”
Immediately after that, he whispered in Fu Qichen's ear, "You still can't see it, if you continue to stay, you will be scolded." ”
Fu Qichen had no choice but to walk out of the ward. Approaching, he turned his head and glanced at Chestnut Blue.
And Chestnut Blue noticed his gaze and quickly moved away.
Chapter Twenty-Four Silent Companionship
Examination room.
Li Fang examined Li Lan and couldn't help but make small talk: "Miss Li, did you quarrel with Dr. Fu?" ”
Chestnut Lan froze for a moment, bowed his head in response, and said, "Dr. Li, you don't have to be so polite with me, you just need to call me Chestnut Blue." ”
Kuriho nodded, smiled and replied, "Then you can also call Kuriho." ”
Chestnut Blue hesitated.
"You see, after you recover, you still have to stay in the hospital to work, in the future everyone will be colleagues, so what do you do so politely?" Kuriho quipped.
Chestnut Blue was amused and had to agree.
"Actually, you still have to smile a little better, don't always collapse your face." Kuriho said.
Hearing this, Li Lan looked at him, but saw that his expression was sincere and clean, without mixing with any other feelings, and he was calm.
She smiled, lowered her head, and responded softly.
"But I'm a little curious, Chestnut Blue, you think of me as that kind of gossipy person," Chestnut suddenly drew the corners of his lips, "what did you and Dr. Fu quarrel about?" ”
It is said that curiosity kills cats, but his chestnut is even more lost to curiosity. χ1ZL
Li Lan was a little stunned, she had never told anyone she didn't know well about the matter between herself and Fu Qichen. For a moment, she pursed her lips: "Actually, we are already divorced. ”
For a moment, Kuriha's expression was surprised and embarrassed: "... I'm so sorry, I thought you were just arguing, I didn't expect... After all, Dr. Fu never mentioned your divorce. ”
The smile on Chestnut Blue's lips was tinged with bitterness.
It was normal that Fu Qichen hadn't mentioned it, and he hadn't even mentioned their marriage before.
"It doesn't matter, you don't know, no one but Ni Qing knows about this." She replied slowly.
"In fact, you don't know that Dr. Fu has been absent-minded after you have done the operation, and even forced to take a leave of absence by the director." You're unconscious again, and he looks at you outside your room every day. Li Fang looked at the medical records and seemed to mention it casually.
"Everyone in the hospital can prove that I am not talking nonsense, see Dr. Fu is so nervous about you, anyone who sees you will think that you have a good relationship, and will not think of your divorce at all." 」
As he spoke, Chestnut Raised his head, a pair of eyes clear to the bottom: "Chestnut Blue, you don't blame me for talking too much, do you?" ”
Chestnut Blue looked back and waved his hand hurriedly: "How..."
Listening to what he said, Li Lan's first reaction was disbelief, but after thinking about it, Li Fang came to the hospital, and Fu Qichen would not have any intersection, and did not want to be a lobbyist.
What's more, this kind of thing can be found by a small nurse to know whether it is true or not, and there is no need for Li Fang to make up a false lie to scare her.
But why did Fu Qichen do this?
No one in the hospital except Ni Qing knew that they were husband and wife, he would not specialize in acting for others to see, and he was not such a person who would pretend.
The old man's son was also found in the next few days, but what Li Fang said was that every day after she had done the operation, Fu Qichen came to wait for her to wake up.
He didn't... No more emotions?
Why, why did she do these actions to soften her heart after she had already decided to let go?
After the examination, Li Lan returned to the ward, and Ni Qing had prepared a lot of light meals for her.
"Thank you, Sister Qing." Chestnut Blue said with a chuckle.
"Tell me what's polite, you can wake up well, I'll be relieved." You have been in a coma for so many days, you can finally make up for your body, but you can eat more. Ni Qing instructed.
Chestnut Blue nodded, and a warm current surged through his heart.
It's a really good feeling of being cared for and being cared for.
After eating for a while, Chestnut Lan stopped his movements, looked at Ni Qing, and hesitated to speak: "Sister Qing..."
"Huh?" Ni Qing raised his head.
"During the time I was in a coma, Fu Qichen... Do you really come to see me every day? She pursed her lips.
Ni Qing really didn't have any good feelings for Fu Qichen, but when it came to this matter, she still answered truthfully: "I come every day, and I stay for most of the day." ”
Then she looked at Chestnut Blue sharply: "But you have divorced Chestnut Blue, don't repeat the same mistakes, have you heard?" ”
Chapter Twenty-Five I Need You
Repeat.
Without Ni Qing's reminder, Chestnut Blue is naturally afraid of repeating the same mistakes.
That night, Chestnut Blue was lying alone on the hospital bed, and she looked out the window at the cold moonlight shining into the ward, and her thoughts were chaotic.
She knew that Fu Qichen was sitting on a bench in the corridor outside at this moment.
At some point, she saw his figure flash by the doorway, and without knowing why, she felt he hadn't gone.
What is this, Chestnut Blue really wanted to ask.
After being together for so long, they have not cherished it well, but after they are separated, they are entangled and refuse to let go.
But everything that had to be said had been said, and she was really tired.
She only wanted to wait for her body to recover and live a life that belonged to Li Lan, instead of continuing to live the life of Fu Qichen's wife.
This night, she was inside, he was outside, separated only by a wall. They didn't communicate, but tacitly no one slept.
In the days that followed, the only people who came to visit her were Li Fang and Ni Qing, and occasionally some nurses.
Fu Qichen did not appear in front of her eyes again, and he did not even show up at night.
Once, Chestnut Blue opened the door with a thunderous heartbeat and glanced at the corridor, but it was empty and silent.
He really hadn't come, as if on that night he knew what was going on in her heart.
Until the day Li Lan recovered and was discharged from the hospital, she did not see Fu Qichen.
The hospital gave her an extra month off, allowing her to fully recover her energy and return to work.
In fact, Li Lan hesitated whether to resign, after all, if he stayed, he would still work under the same roof as Fu Qichen, and he could not avoid meeting occasionally.
But in the end, she decided to stay, because there were not only Fu Qichen in the hospital, but also Ni Qing and Li Fang, who had just become acquainted.
Leaving the hospital, she was alone again.
This month, Li Lan went out on a tour and completely relaxed his body and mind.
After returning to the hospital, many people said that she looked much younger.
"Sister Yin Yin, you are finally back, the nurse station without you is simply losing the leader."
Yes, everyone is worried about you and misses you.
The hospital held a small ceremony to welcome her back, and just after the cake was brought out, the hospital received a series of car accidents.
On the highway, five cars hit the tail one after another, causing a large bus to overturn, and the number of injured people approached 100 people.
Some of the injured who suffered skin and flesh wounds were fine, but those who needed urgent treatment were those who were seriously injured.
Li Lan did not expect to encounter such a thing on the first day of her return, but although she had not worked for a while, as the head nurse, she immediately entered the working state and led the nurses to help the doctors deal with patients.
Doctors in all departments are almost ready to rescue the injured anytime, anywhere.
In the midst of the busyness, Li Lan saw Fu Qichen, who had not been seen for a long time.
Fu Qichen also saw her.
But with just a quick glance, the two people quickly withdrew their sight and threw themselves into the rescue work.
Soon, the hospital hall was covered with blood, and the cleaning aunt in charge of cleaning did not hesitate to clean it over and over again, just because the blood was too permeable, people would think of a bad ending when they saw it.
Chestnut Lan had just helped treat the wounds of several patients, and only then did she find a little space to catch her breath, when she saw a little girl in the hall standing by herself crying, and the people around her came and went, and no one had time to pay attention to her.
She walked over to the little girl and crouched down, revealing a gentle smile and asking her, "What about your mom and dad?" ”
The little girl cried and choked, "I can't find them anymore..."
Li Lan looked up, thinking that the little girl's parents might be injured and were undergoing surgery, so she took the little girl to her office, cut a piece of cake and handed it to her.
"Don't you cry, I'll help you find Mom and Dad, and they'll be fine, okay?" She comforted the little girl.
The little girl wiped her tears and nodded, "Thank you nurse aunt." Chestnut Blue smiled and gently rubbed the top of the little girl's hair.
She thought that if she and Fu Qichen could have a child sooner, it would be so cute to grow up.
Just thinking like this, Fu Qichen's voice sounded outside. "Chestnut blue!" Chestnut Blue was shocked and rushed out of the office.
I saw that Fu Qichen was covered in blood and was looking around anxiously.
"I'm here! What's wrong? Chestnut Blue didn't think much of it and waved at him. Fu Qichen's gaze finally settled.
He looked at her and said in a firm voice, "I need you." ”
Chapter Twenty-Six Is Different From Him
If you want to ask, who has done the most surgeries with Fu Qichen. The answer must be chestnut blue.
There were too many injured people who needed surgery, and when it was Fu Qichen's turn to pick up a patient with a brain injury, there was no nurse left for him to assist in the operation.
The situation was urgent, he had no way, and was just about to start the operation himself, when a passing nurse said that the head nurse had just left for the office.
Fu Qichen pulled out his leg and strode over, looking for Chestnut Blue.
Hearing him say that he needed himself, Li Lan knew that it was because of the operation, and she immediately followed Fu Qichen to the operating room without saying a word.
Helping Fu Qichen put on the sterile clothes, Chestnut Blue pursed his lips, and his heart was always like a drum, so he asked softly: "Only the two of us, can we really do it?" ”
At this moment, the relationship between them is only a doctor and a nurse, and there is no beautiful feeling in front of life.
Fu Qichen adjusted his gloves, heard her voice, turned his head to look at her, and his eyes were deep: "Don't you believe me?" ”
Chestnut Blue winced slightly, looking at his face slightly out of his mind.
She was attracted by his calm self-confidence, he was never arrogant because of his excellence, but he was not too modest.
For a moment, she took a deep breath, pulled herself out of this emotion, and shook her head slightly: "No, I believe in you the most." ”
This sentence sounded like a love sentence, but Fu Qichen knew what she meant, believing in his medical skills and his attitude towards patients.
Even though there have always been gaps and gaps between the two people over the years, they have always been tacit. χ1ZL
"Then let's start the surgery." Fu Qichen said in a deep voice.
There were multiple wounds all over the body, but they were all skin trauma, the most serious of which was in the head, perhaps hitting a heavy object, causing signs of bone cracking in the skull.
"We can't rule out the possibility of cerebral hemorrhage, we should shoot a film first, but the time is too late, we adapt to it." Fu Qichen took the scalpel and looked at Chestnut Blue solemnly.
Chestnut Blue looked back at him equally seriously and nodded, "Good." ”
The operation lasted for more than three hours, fortunately the patient's situation was not very tricky, and the degree of tacit understanding between the two people made Fu Qichen reach out, and Li Lan knew what he needed.
When she came out of the operating room, an elderly woman waited outside with a little girl in her arms.
Li Lan was a little surprised to see the little girl, because it happened to be the crying little girl she had met in the hospital hall before the operation.
The little girl also recognized her: "Nurse Aunt." ”
Chestnut Lan squatted down and smiled, "Is this your family?" ”
The little girl nodded and squeezed the old woman's hand, "This is my grandmother... Nurse Auntie, is my dad all right? ”
At this time, the patient with a head injury was pushed out, and Fu Qichen also walked out.
Chestnut Blue looked at the man on the hospital bed and asked her, "Daddy?" Is he your dad? ”
The little girl nodded, her eyes rosy again: "Daddy was injured to protect me..."
"Your dad is all right, he'll wake up soon, don't worry." Fu Qichen spoke out loud, and his tone was a rare tenderness.
Chestnut Lan froze for a moment and looked at him with a little disbelief.
The little girl and the old woman smiled at the same time, she released her grandmother's hand, took a step forward and hugged Chestnut Blue, and said softly: "Thank you, Nurse Auntie." ”
After speaking, she looked timidly at Fu Qichen and also showed a sweet smile: "Thank you, Uncle Doctor." ”
After the little girl and grandmother followed the patient to the ward, Li Lan looked at Fu Qichen and slowly spoke: "How do you..."
In memory, Fu Qichen never comforted the patient's family, he would only say that "the operation is very smooth, and the follow-up depends on the patient's own situation", or "there is no accident in the operation".
This was the first time he had said the words "the patient is all right, will wake up soon, don't worry".
Fu Qichen moved his throat silently.
For a moment, he opened his mouth lightly: "I just remembered that when we first got married, you said that after that, you wanted to have a daughter." ”
Chapter Twenty-Seven Carrying the Load Forward
Hearing the words, chestnut blue throat choked.
Turns out he remembers.
Before she could respond, Fu Qichen spoke first: "You have worked hard, go to rest early." ”
"Wait a minute." Chestnut Blue subconsciously spoke out to stop it.
Fu Qichen froze, turned to look at her again, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
There was a flash of hope under his eyes, but only for a moment, Chestnut Blue did not see it, nor did he himself perceive it.
Li Lan took out a mint candy from his pocket and handed it to Fu Qichen: "You look tired, eat a refreshing one." ”
As she said this, her heart skipped a beat.
Because she remembered that during the disaster relief, he rejected his own mints.
Fu Qichen's eyes trembled, he took it, opened the sugar paper and put the mints in his mouth, and the refreshing taste of mint spread in his mouth.
"Thank you." When he finished, he left.
But when he turned around and walked away, the corners of his lips were with a faint smile, and he rubbed the sugar paper in his palm and quietly put the sugar paper into his pocket.
Chestnut blue eyes cast over, the long corridor, Fang Cai was still noisy, but at the moment there were only a few people left, and Fu Qichen's back was particularly tall in it.
Some of the patients saw him and thanked him, and he bowed his head in the same way, and from time to time he gave a few words.
As angels dressed in white, every step they take is a weight-bearing move.
Every rescue is a battle.
The battle lasted for two days, everyone in the hospital was exhausted, and everyone began to take turns.
When it was Chestnut Blue's turn, she returned to the old house.
She held the iron box left to her by her grandfather in her arms, and Ni Qing kept it well.
After a good night's sleep in the old house, Chestnut Blue woke up refreshed and refreshed.
She cleaned the house and washed her clothes and hung them on the balcony.
It was already dusk, the sun was falling in the west, and only a dazzling light remained, and Chestnut Blue leaned against the railing on the balcony, closing his eyes to enjoy the last warmth of the day.
After nightfall, Chestnut Blue prepares to go to the nearby supermarket to buy some vegetables and come back to cook. She had just put on her shoes when her phone rang.
It's Ni Qing.
"Chestnut Blue, have you eaten?"
"No, Sister Qing, what's wrong?" Chestnut Lan smiled and replied.
"Just so let's go out and have something to eat together, so we can take a break and we don't want to cook our own meals." Ni Qing said.
Chestnut Lan agreed without even thinking about it, this kind of leisure small party is indeed not much. Ni Qing said a place: "Then we will see you there later." ”
Half an hour later, Chestnut Blue looked at the three people sitting together and was stunned in the same place. "Chestnut Blue, come and sit down." Kuriho smiled brightly and waved at her.
Ni Qing stood up and looked helpless: "Li Lan, when I called you, he had to follow him when he heard it..." She pointed at Li Fang and said.
Li Lan nodded stunnedly, and then looked at the silent Fu Qichen: "That..." Li Fang immediately raised his hand: "Dr. Fu was brought here by me!" ”
Fu Qichen nodded solemnly.
But Chestnut Blue listened, always feeling that something was not quite right.
Ni Qingxuan's place was a barbecue restaurant, and the four people sat on the benches of the simple tables on the side of the road, looking at each other and looking at each other wordlessly.
When ordering, Li Lan looked at Fu Qichen and asked, "Do you eat these things?" I remember you before..."
"I eat." He said firmly.
Chestnut Blue pursed her lips, lowered her head and continued to order.
Fu Qichen clearly said that this kind of roadside stall was not clean, and the table would not be wiped clean, so there would be a lot of bacteria, and he would not eat it.
Li Fang poked Fu Qichen with his elbow: "Doctor Fu, do you drink or not?" ”
"What a drink!" Ni Qing tapped the head of the chestnut with the head of the chopsticks.
"No, I have surgery tomorrow morning."
Fu Qichen shook his head.
Chestnut covered her head and skimmed her lips in frustration: "Eat barbecue and don't drink, life is not complete." "I'll tell the director later," Ni Qing said with a gloomy look.
"Don't say goodbye." Kuriho waved his hand and stopped talking.
Chapter Twenty-Eight Peaches and Mints
The four of them talked for a long time before the barbecue was brought to the table.
Chestnut Lan had long been hungry, and just after eating some, he saw Fu Qichen sitting opposite with dark eyes and staring at himself with burning eyes.
She moved, thinking that the corners of her mouth were stained with something, so she stuck out her tongue and licked it. But nothing was licked.
"Here." Fu Qichen drew a tissue and rubbed it on her cheek when she didn't react, and a cumin grain landed on the tissue.
Chestnut Blue froze and blinked.
Ni Qing glanced at Fu Qichen with dissatisfaction: "Dr. Fu still keeps a distance from our female comrades, and everyone is a colleague." ”
Li Fang also looked at him, and then smiled and took a tissue to Ni Qing: "Dr. Ni, it is right for colleagues to love each other, come, you have something sticky around your mouth, I will wipe it for you." ”
"Get up." Ni Qing waved his hand away and leaned back.
"Be polite with me." Chestnut was inching forward, and he had to stand up and go over. "Chestnut!" Ni Qing scolded angrily.
Here, Chestnut Blue looked back, bowed his head, and took small bites of the meat skewers in his hand.
She prayed that Fu Qichen did not continue to look at her, because she clearly felt the heat on her face.
She quietly glanced up and saw That Fu Qichen was holding a wooden stick in his hand, not knowing what she had just eaten.
After eating, the four people will go their separate ways, Ni Qing will go back to the hospital, and the other three will go back to their respective homes.
"Chestnut Blue, how do you get home?" Ni Qing asked, but his eyes were firmly fixed on Fu Qichen.
It looked like an old hen guarding a chick, afraid that if one didn't pay attention, the chick would be taken away by the eagle.
"I'll just take a taxi back, you don't have to worry about me, go back to the hospital." Chestnut Blue smiled.
Well, you must go home early, don't be kidnapped by any sinister guy. "Ni Qing did not feel at ease to tell him that he would not be able to walk under his feet."
Li Fang put a hoop on Ni Qing's shoulders: "Dr. Ni, my home is very close to the hospital, let's go together." ”
Ni Qing's strength was no better than that of an adult man, she couldn't break free, and could only be forced to move forward: "Chestnut! ”
"Li Lan, Fu Qichen, we're leaving!" Kuriho also waved a hand at them, and then the two of them noisily walked farther and farther away.
It wasn't until she couldn't see their backs that Li Lan suddenly realized that there were only two people left, her and Fu Qichen.
The smile on her lips narrowed slightly, she pursed her lips, and whispered, "That..."
Before he could finish speaking, Fu Qichen said in a loud voice, "I eat a little bit, can we walk together?" ”
Chestnut Blue frowned slightly, thinking how much you ate I didn't see? The Communist Party did not have a third of the amount it usually ate.
But Fu Qichen's face was not red and his heart was not beating, and his face was full of writing that what he said was true.
Recalling the polite distance between the two people these days, Chestnut Blue still did not refuse: "Then let's go together."
"Hmm." Fu Qichen responded in a low voice and took the lead in walking away.
In the dark night, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised.
To the west was a river, and the two men walked slowly along the river, chatting only occasionally.
"After returning to work in the hospital, are you all right?" Fu Qichen slowly opened his mouth.
There was some hesitation and caution in his tone, and Chestnut Blue knew that he was asking about his illness.
She shook her head slightly: "There has been no recurrence, and I have not felt any discomfort." "That's fine.
After saying that, silence returned.
Soon, they walked to the vicinity of the Old House of the Chestnut Family.
Standing under the street lamp, Li Lan pointed in the direction of home and said, "Then I will go back first." Fu Qichen's low voice sounded.
Chestnut Blue paused, and his breathing was slightly delayed: "What else is going on?" ”
Only to see Fu Qichen groping from his pocket for half a day, taking out something, he spread his palms, and a peach appeared suddenly.
"Wash it, you take it and eat it." He said.
Chestnut blue's favorite fruit is peach.
And the peach in his hand, the color is attractively red, and it is the most eye-catching peach at first glance. ノ亅、1 徰里
This made Chestnut Blue unable to say no.
But she looked at the peach and there were some memories that were hooked up.
Fu Qichen took her hand and placed the peach in her hand. "It's just a peach."
Chapter Twenty-Nine Concealed Things
Chestnut Blue accepted.
She shook the peach and looked up at Fu Qichen: "Thank you." ”
He also fixed his gaze back into her eyes, and he called out her name with his thin lips slightly: "Chestnut blue." ”
Chestnut Blue's heart skipped a beat.
Then he asked, "You're not going to come back to me, are you?" ”
She froze, obviously caught off guard by the question.
She opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say, so she slowly lowered her head and was silent.
Fu Qichen swallowed his throat, his eyes were dark and unclear, and he opened his mouth lightly: "You still have some things at home, I will help you pack them up, you will go and get them tomorrow morning." ”
Chestnut Blue choked, a little surprised.
Because she didn't want to reconcile with him, he was anxious to get rid of all relations with himself, anxious to vacate the house for the new person?
For a moment, Chestnut Blue felt that he was really ridiculous.
Even if she was really disappointed in Fu Qichen, she still missed their former feelings.
But it was clear that people didn't care.
Chestnut Blue pulled the corners of his mouth, revealing a slight ironic arc: "You just lost it." ”
"It's something very important, I'm in the study, you go get it, I'm going to the hospital tomorrow morning, not at home." Fu Qichen's tone was slightly stronger,
Li Lan took a deep breath and suppressed the bitterness in her heart, she really didn't want to tangle with him any longer now.
She nodded, "Well, I'll go get it tomorrow." ”
After taking it, the two people had no relationship at all, and it was time to return to the ordinary colleague relationship, Fu Qichen looked deeply at Li Lan, as if he had a lot to say, but he didn't say anything.
Finally, he said, "I haven't changed my password at home, so you should rest earlier." ”
Having said that, he turned cleanly and left.
Chestnut Blue looked at his back, and the tip of his nose couldn't help but be sour.
The feelings of these years have finally dissipated.
Back at the old house, Chestnut Sat on the bed and watched the peach in his hand begin to stare.
It seems that someone has said that the love of youth is always the most beautiful, because after stepping into society, love is no longer pure, it will be mixed with many interests and become a transaction.
And even though her and Fu Qichen's love was born in adolescence, in the end it was still silent.
Never put your hopes on others, born lonely, dead alone.
A sleepless night.
The next day, Li Lan came to the former home, she pressed the code, and the door lock opened.
Opening the door, the house was quiet, and as soon as she looked up, she saw the wedding photos still hanging on the living room wall.
But she only glanced at it and then looked away. She took off her shoes and walked straight to the study.
After five years of marriage, in fact, Li Lan rarely went to the study, and most of them were the medical information that Fu Qichen needed to inquire about and the medical records of patients.
Last night she wondered why the things she had packed could not be placed in the living room, but must be placed in the study.
Pushing open the door of the study, I saw that there was a small cardboard box on the desk, which Fu Qichen usually used to hold information.
Chestnut Ran walked over and looked into the box and saw only a thin notebook and two of her clothes.
She frowned, on this little thing, Fu Qichen said that it was quite an important thing, and she must take it?
She picked up the book and remembered its contents almost instantly.
Chestnut Blue's heart skipped a beat, and he quickly opened it, and sure enough, he saw the diary in the back. The reason why Fu Qichen put it here, then he must have seen it.
"Snap!" Chestnut Blue slammed the book shut, her cheeks flushed.
The peach of last night was clearly intentional.
Li Lan directly ignored the two pieces of clothing in the box, took the notebook and was about to leave, she was going to the hospital to ask Fu Qichen what she meant.
But when she was about to turn away, she looked up and saw a pile of information on the desk, and the line on it made her brow frown: "Psychological diagnosis and treatment medical record book, Fu Qichen." ”
What's going on?
Fu Qichen is a neurosurgeon, naturally will not treat others psychologically, then this medical record book...
Was he suffering from a mental illness?!
Chapter 30 Doctors Also Get Sick
Chestnut Lan picked up the medical record book with some trepidation and slowly opened it.
The patient, Fu Qichen, was diagnosed with love phobia. Because of external stimulation, patients have fear and distrust of love, and cannot establish a solid relationship with others. ”
"The patient subconsciously fears the departure of his wife, thinks that his wife does not love himself, lacks confidence in the relationship between husband and wife, and instinctively treats his wife with indifference..."
"Medication and hypnotic psychotherapy will be used to help patients trust in the relationship." The doctor signed: "Sophia." ”
Chestnut Blue's heart ached.
She couldn't imagine that Fu Qichen's name would one day appear after the two words of the patient.
It turned out that someone as strong as he was, who thought he would never fall, had also been ill a long time ago.
It turned out that he was also such a vulnerable person.
Fragile enough that because of her late arrival at the wedding, she thinks that her love for him is gradually fading.
Chestnut Lan exhaled a long breath, but the pain in his heart was still clear.
She suppressed the wetness in her eyes and turned the pages over.
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It records Fu Qichen's treatment process and treatment results for five years. At the end of the sight, her hands were trembling.
Fu Qichen actually hid her for five years.
For five whole years, every time the two people looked at each other coldly, her heart was aching, and his heart was actually not much better.
Because of fear, because of fear, Fu Qichen sealed the self that would love and treated this relationship that made him insecure with indifference.
It wasn't that he didn't know it would hurt two people, it was just that he was sick and he couldn't control his feelings.
Chestnut Blue read everything, closed the last page, and the tears fell, wetting the pure white paper.
Fu Qichen, this is what you want me to see, right?
She wiped away her tears and dialed Fu Qichen's mobile phone number. ｚｈｕｌｕ
But no one answered, and in the end there was only a string of busy tones left, and Chestnut Blue remembered that he said that there was an operation in the morning.
She sorted out her emotions and left the villa with her medical records and diary. Before closing the door, Chestnut Blue glanced again at the wedding photos on the wall. This time, don't hide anything, let's make it clear. Li Lan quickly rushed to the hospital, while Fu Qichen was still in the operating room.
Clutching the pile of paper, she sat outside the operating room with a thunderous heartbeat. She wanted to see him, but at the same time she was afraid to see him.
About half an hour later, Fu Qichen still hadn't come out of the operating room.
A nurse passed by and saw her, laughing and joking: "Sister Yin Yin, are you waiting for Dr. Fu?" ”
Chestnut Blue pulled the corners of his mouth, which was a tacit acquiescence, but did not speak.
After another ten minutes, there was a sudden noise from the other side of the corridor, as if someone was shouting insults.
Chestnut Blue frowned slightly, years of experience made her uneasy, she stood up and looked over, guessing that there might be a patient's family making trouble.
Soon her conjecture was confirmed.
Just listen to the sound at the end of the corridor getting closer and closer, and the circle of a crowd is gradually approaching here.
As he got closer, Chestnut Blue could clearly hear what the man was cursing.
"Your hospital has killed my mother, and you will compensate me!"
The man held a fruit knife in his hand, and his arm kept waving to prevent anyone from getting close to him.
A few small nurses were frightened, but they still trembled and persuaded: "Sir, if there is anything we can say well, you put down the knife first!" ”
The man intensified, and the movement in his hands was even greater: "Your hospital is a black heart hospital!" Come and see, it was this hospital that killed my mother! ”
This is a bit tricky.
Li Lan quietly called the security room, called the police by the way, and then stepped forward, grabbed a small nurse at the back and asked, "What's going on?" ”
The little nurse saw that Chestnut Blue seemed to have finally seen the patron, and immediately cried out: "His mother is a patient in our department, saying that she is a brain tumor, but this morning she died suddenly because of a heart attack, and he had to say that we killed her..."
Chestnut Blue pursed her lips, patted her shoulder to comfort her, and then handed her everything in her hand, saying, "You go to the security guards and see why they haven't come yet, here I am." ”
The little nurse nodded with red eyes and rushed to find the security guard.
Li Lan walked into the crowd, stood opposite the man, frowned and said seriously: "Sir, please calm down." ”
She hadn't changed her nurse's clothes yet, and the man looked at her and asked in a loud voice, Who the are you, be a hero here! ”
"I'm the head nurse at this hospital."
Chapter Thirty-One Ten Thousand Years at a Glance
"Head nurse, the head nurse has a fart, let your dean come out to see me!" The man said, swinging the knife twice more.
Chestnut Lan took a step back silently, "Our dean is not in the hospital now, and it is the same if you have anything to tell me." ”
"Tell you? Can you decide? The man asked with a frown. I can. Chestnut Nodded firmly.
Her serious look made the man half-convinced, but at least his arm stopped swinging heavily.
"Okay, your hospital has killed my mother, and you have to lose money to me!" The man roared.
The original purpose was to ask for monetary compensation.
Li Lan looked at the man coldly and said lightly: "Sir, your mother died suddenly because of a heart attack, and I don't think you as a family member will not be unaware of this matter." ”
"The hospital and the doctor are not responsible for concealing the condition and causing the patient's treatment to be untimely."
As soon as her voice fell, the man's emotions instantly became excited, and he was about to go forward with his sword, and Chestnut Blue hurriedly retreated.
"You stinky ladies talking nonsense!" The man scolded, How the would I know my mom had a heart attack, isn't it time for your hospital to check it out! ”
At this time, a nurse next to her suddenly said: "You just talk nonsense, the old lady's body obviously carries a quick-acting heart-saving pill, how can you as a family member not know!" ”
"Fuck!" The man was enraged, his eyes were red, and he rushed to the nurse with a knife.
Li Lan's heart tightened, and he hurried forward to push the nurse away.
The little nurse was pushed to the ground and cried out in pain, but when she opened her eyes and looked ahead, she subconsciously covered her mouth and lost her voice: "Sister Yin Yin! ”
She dodged the man's knife, but Chestnut Blue was grabbed by the man and forced by the blade to the neck.
At this moment, the people present did not even dare to breathe in the atmosphere.
Even the security guards who had just arrived did not dare to act rashly, for fear that the man would hurt Chestnut Blue with an impulse.
The knife was across the chestnut blue artery, and as soon as it was stabbed in, the blood would gush out.
The cold blade pressed against the skin, and Chestnut Blue gritted his teeth and frowned deeply.
The man hugged her tightly and shouted to the others, "Let your dean come out and see me!" When Fu Qichen came out of the operating room, he saw such a scene. Seeing Chestnut Blue being held hostage by the man, his heart was empty and he panicked uncontrollably. He stopped the nurse who was about to call the dean and asked, "What's going on?" The nurse told the story in a rough way, and hurried away to make a phone call.
Li Lan also saw Fu Qichen not far away, not knowing why, the moment she saw him, she had a kind of grievance and vulnerability that could not help but cry.
Obviously, before he appeared, she was still fearless, the shield of the nurses.
The distance between the two people was not far, and the four eyes were facing each other, and Fu Qichen's chest was blocked.
He suddenly felt an indescribable emptiness, as if he were about to lose Chestnut Blue.
At this moment, he suddenly understood that he was more afraid of losing chestnut blue than of losing the relationship between him and chestnut blue.
Even if they weren't together, as long as Chestnut Blue was alive and well, it would be fine.
Fu Qichen's eyes darkened, and he walked forward.
Chestnut Blue looked at him and shook her head very little, meaning to ask him not to come over.
This man is almost crazy, no one knows what he will do, in case he hurts someone else, in case he hurts... Chestnut Blue did not dare to think about it.
But Fu Qichen ignored her hint and stood firmly a few steps away. "How much do you want?" He spoke coldly.
The man sniffed and looked, and after seeing the doctor's coat on his body, he squinted: "What, do you have the final say?" ”
"At least it's much better than the guy in your hand." Fu Qichen said, "Let her go, we can sit down and have a good talk." ”
The man laughed disdainfully: "You scare Lao Tzu less, and if you let her go, you won't give a penny!" ”
Fu Qichen glanced at Li Lan and turned his eyes to the man. "Well, I'll swap with her, and I'll be your chip."
Chapter Thirty-Two is regarded as a treasure
"Fu Qichen!" Chestnut Blue cried out with a deep frown.
"Don't move!" The man's hand was stronger, the knife was sharp, and in an instant it made a blood mark on the chestnut-blue white skin.
Fu Qichen's heart fell in an instant, his eyes narrowed slightly, and the bottom of his eyes was full of dangerous breath: "Chestnut Blue, he told you not to move!" ”
His tone was cold, and he couldn't even hear a little concern,
But a wave of uneasiness rose in Chestnut Blue's heart, and when she looked at him, she felt that he was going to do something.
"Fu Qichen, don't you..."
She opened her mouth shyly.
Before he could finish speaking, he saw That Fu Qichen, taking advantage of the fact that no one had reacted, grabbed a handful of paper in the hands of the nurse standing next to him and threw it at the man.
Immediately after, he strode over.
Dozens of sheets of paper flew around in front of the man like a dance, forcing him to close his eyes.
Fu Qichen quickly and fiercely squeezed the man's wrist, and when the fruit knife fell to the ground, he immediately grabbed Chestnut Lan's shoulder and pushed her out.
All this happened so quickly that by the time Chestnut Blue came back to god, the man had already fallen to the side.
But at the moment when she stabilized her mind, she saw Fu Qichen fall to the ground because of the reaction force.
The man opened his eyes, found himself being played, quickly picked up the knife and stabbed at Fu Qichen.
The direction of his stab was not elsewhere, it was Fu Qichen's right hand.
"Fucking stinky doctor, how dare you play Lao Tzu One" The man roared angrily, full of thoughts that he must kill one.
"Fu Qichen!"
Chestnut Blue lost his voice and screamed.
She didn't know where the strength came from, she only felt that her hands and feet were cold for a moment, as if she had no strength, but she still broke out.
Even she herself didn't know how she had run over in a flash.
After her consciousness had recovered a little, she could only see Fu Qichen's surprised look in front of her, and feel the pain behind her.
She looked down at Fu Qichen's hand, which was being protected, and murmured, "It's okay..."
The surgeon's hand was more important than their lives, and fortunately she protected his hand.
After that, Chestnut Blue completely lost consciousness.
The police soon arrived and arrested the man who had stabbed Chestnut Blue. She was pushed into the operating room for emergency rescue.
Everyone was worried, because the location of the stabbed wound was close to the heart, and no one knew whether it hurt the heart or not.
Fu Qichen sat outside the operating room, his face gloomy.
He made such an impulsive and dangerous move to save Chestnut Blue, but in the end chestnut Blue was injured.
She didn't even hesitate to use her heart to protect his hand.
Fu Qichen rubbed his head irritably, he was distraught, and he felt that his head was about to explode.
"Qi Chen." Chestnut came over and sat down beside him, with the same dignified look, chestnut blue had not yet come out.
Fu Qichen answered in a low voice.
Kuriho looked at the light in the operating room, then at him, in a serious tone: "I have heard about what happened today, no matter what, the police are coming, how can you be so impulsive." ”
"Listen to them, the man is going to your hand, in case you really hurt your hand, how will you be a doctor in the future?"
Fu Qichen lowered his eyes and said lightly, "I can not want my hand, nor can I watch him hurt Chestnut Blue." ”
Kuriho looked at him in disbelief, "Are you crazy? Your medical skills are the best in the hospital at present, and your future is bright..."
"Chestnut." Fu Qichen suddenly interrupted his unfinished words.
He raised his eyes and looked at Li Fang: "Is my future really more important than Li Lan's life?" ”
Chestnut choked on his throat and immediately explained, "I don't mean that, I just said that the situation at that time was not serious enough for you to risk saving Chestnut Blue." ”
"And it's very likely that you didn't save Chestnut Blue and you were injured yourself, isn't that more than worth the loss?"
"I know... I know..." Fu Qichen whispered, and then lowered his head, "But I don't dare..."
"I didn't dare risk losing Chestnut Blue and waiting for the police to come and rescue her."
"I have to watch her safely, even at the risk of injuring my hand."
Chapter Thirty-Three Our Faith
When Chestnut Blue woke up, the pain in her back was even worse.
Xu was over the effect of the anesthetic, making her feel cold sweat in pain.
The light outside the window is bright, like four or five o'clock in the morning, and the slightly lit sky always gives people the feeling that everything can start from scratch.
Every day is a new day, and hope is always there.
When the pain eased slightly, Li Lan turned her head slightly, but unexpectedly saw Fu Qichen lying on the edge of the bed sleeping.
Always here with her?
Chestnut Blue moved her hand slightly, trying to reach out and touch him.
But her hand had just moved, and Fu Qichen woke up suddenly and stood up straight in an instant. "You're awake." He stabilized his mood and looked at Chestnut Blue.
Chestnut Blue nodded and blinked.
Fu Qichen finally breathed a sigh of relief, and the big stone in his heart landed violently.
"Yours..." Chestnut Blue's gaze landed on his hand, and he asked hesitantly.
After an operation, her memory of the previous one was much blurred.
Fu Qichen raised his hands, but his face darkened slightly: "Thanks to your blessing, even the skin is not broken." ”
This sound is awkward irony.
Chestnut Blue pursed her lips and stopped talking.
"Do you know that the knife almost hurt your heart, how dare you run over like that?!" Fu Qichen's tone was stern, full of blame, "You don't care about your own life so much!" ”
"If I don't block, your hand will be ruined." Chestnut Lan stubbornly turned his head and said without knowing what was wrong.
Fu Qichen was furious: "My hands are wasted!" ”
"Fu Qichen!" Chestnut Blue shouted at him, looking into his eyes full of surprise, "Do you know what you're talking about?" Your hands are ruined, how else can you be a doctor?! ”
"You've worked so hard for so many years, isn't it just to be able to save a few more people with your own strength?!"
Her voice was somewhat hoarse, and she choked with grievance.
Fu Qichen took a deep breath and slowly spoke for a moment: "In your eyes, my hand is more important than your life, but in my eyes, your life is more important than my hand." ”
Hearing this, Chestnut Blue was stunned.
"And in the first place, it was because of you that I chose to continue reading." As he spoke, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Chestnut Blue, "At that time, I did choose to study medicine because of my grandmother, but after I really went to school, I quit." ”
"Although my grades are excellent, but the profession of doctor is too sacred, a person's life is in his own hands, who will not be afraid?" Yes, if cured I will get people's..."
"But if I can't save the patient, watching a person's life pass, this feeling of powerlessness, I can't bear it."
"So I wanted to give up studying medicine and listen to my parents go back to studying economics." But the day before I was going to escape, I met you on the rooftop of the library. ”
Fu Qichen paused and continued, "I just wanted to go up and breathe the wind, I didn't expect that someone would be there, and after seeing you, I was going to leave, but you suddenly recited that oath." ”
"Health is the stake, life is the stake."
"As I enter the Holy School of Medicine, I solemnly declare:
"I volunteered to dedicate myself to medicine, loved the motherland, was loyal to the people, scrupulously abided by medical ethics, respected teachers and discipline, studied hard, worked tirelessly, kept improving, and developed in an all-round way."
"I am determined to do my best to eliminate the pain of human diseases, help the perfection of health, maintain the holiness and honor of medical skills, save lives and help the injured, spare no effort, persistently pursue, and strive for the development of the motherland's medical and health undertakings and the physical and mental health of mankind all my life."
When Fu Qichen recited it, his expression was solemn and his tone was serious.
After memorizing it, he smiled broadly: "It is because you recited your vows so seriously that I decided again to study medicine well, not for anything else, just to save lives and help the injured." You always thought that you liked me first, but it wasn't, I liked you first. I know you like to go to the library, so I go often. ”
"Li Lan, without you, there would be no Fu Qichen today."
Chapter Thirty-Four Depends on Each Other
The words fell, and there was silence and silence in the ward for a long time.
Fu Qichen's words made Li Lan deeply shocked and surprised.
The things he said, she had no idea at all.
In the middle of the night, Chestnut Blue exhaled softly, "Your illness was deliberately made for me to see, wasn't it?" "Yes." Fu Qichen admitted frankly.
"Then why didn't you tell me sooner?" Chestnut blue lowers the curtain.
Fu Qichen was so overwhelmed that he didn't know how to answer.
Because the pride in his bones did not allow him to show his weaknesses, he hoped that he would always be such a person to rely on in the eyes of Chestnut Blue.
But Li Lan seemed to see through his thoughts, and raised his clear eyes to look at him: "Fu Qichen, we are husband and wife, we are going to support each other, not you alone to resist everything." ”
"If you had told me earlier, we wouldn't have developed into the way we are now." She swallowed her throat and looked sad in her eyes.
"Can't we go back to the past?" Fu Qichen's eyes trembled, and his heart hurt so much that he couldn't even breathe.
"I don't know, Fu Qichen, I really don't know..." Chestnut Blue murmured.
Too much had happened, and although she couldn't help but admit that her feelings for him had always been there, it was really hard to pretend that nothing had happened.
"I'm not going to force you, we... Take your time, can you? Fu Qichen clenched his teeth and forced himself to endure the sorrow in his heart.
But for a long time, Chestnut Blue did not speak.
It wasn't until the first rays of sunlight came in from the window that she slowly spoke, "Good." After that, Fu Qichen still had to go to check the room, so he left first.
Chestnut Lan sat on the hospital bed, and suddenly heard a crisp cicada chirping outside. It turned out, unconsciously, that summer was coming.
Now that the misunderstanding between her and Fu Qichen has been solved, does it mean that they can also start over...
Chestnut Lan raised her arms sheepishly and covered her heart. He said the knife was about to stab her in the heart.
But she knew that even if the knife really stabbed into her heart and caused her to die, she would not regret it.
Fu Qichen can also enter the operating room for one more day, and he can save one more person's life. The health of those countless individuals was naturally more cost-effective than her own life.
Li Lan once thought that it was because he stood by Fu Qichen's side that he had achieved a better self.
But I never thought that it was my own bloody self that had achieved today's Fu Qichen.
They, in fact, accomplish each other.
In a relationship, there should be no one who is inferior to whom, it must be two people who pay together to reap the fruits of good love.
At noon, Kuriho unexpectedly visited.
"Chief Nurse Li, have you recently thought of going to the temple to worship the Buddha?" How long has it been since you fell again. Kuriho quipped with an insulated lunch box.
"Does Dr. Li have any recommendations?" Maybe I should really pray for myself. Chestnut Blue smiled.
Li Fang put the lunch box on the table: "Oh, Ni Qing asked me to bring it to you, her patients can't come in some situations." ”
"Thank you."
Chestnut Lan took over and opened the lunch box, which contained scrambled eggs with tomatoes.
Looking at this dish, she froze for a moment.
Kuriho sat down and raised an eyebrow at her, "What's wrong?" ”
Chestnut Blue shook her head, "It's all right. ”
But the chestnut probe took a look at it and revealed a meaningful smile: "It turned out to be a tomato scrambled egg, do you think of Dr. Fu?" ”
Hearing this, Chestnut Blue was a little surprised: "..."
"Fu Qichen likes to eat scrambled eggs with tomatoes, right?" I ate with him in the cafeteria every day, and he didn't seem to be tired of eating, and I have to say that he must be a single-minded man. Li Fang drew the corners of his mouth, and his words implied that Li Lan pursed his lips: "I actually realized that Dr. Li was already a lobbyist for Fu Qichen." ”
Kuriho raised her hands in surrender, "Wronged, I have always been neutral." It's just that I was really touched by the scene of the two of you sacrificing for each other. ”
Hearing these words from the mouths of others, Chestnut Blue couldn't help but blush a little.
It wasn't a big deal, but it was rumored to be a love story.
Li Fang smiled and changed his serious face: "Li Lan, to tell the truth, you and Fu Qichen are very good people, and losing any of you is a loss to the hospital." ”
"Don't make a difference between life and death for each other, in fact, you can't live without each other, can't you?"
Chapter Thirty-Five A Lingering Kiss
After Kuriho left, Kuri lan thought about it for a long time, and finally found that what he said was very right.
Perhaps it is the authorities who are confused, and the bystanders are clear.
Her and Fu Qichen's lives had long been intertwined, and they could not be separated.
As health workers, they have always had a reverence for life and death.
And she had already walked twice before the ghost door closed, what else could she not put down? For an instant, something suddenly opened up in her mind.
But it was two days after seeing Fu Qichen.
In the hospital, there were patients with complicated situations, and the doctors of the entire neurosurgery department gathered together to discuss the treatment plan, which Ni Qing told Li Lan.
Therefore, when she saw Fu Qichen, she was still a little surprised. "The treatment plan is agreed?" she asked.
Fu Qichen nodded, looking tired: "Tomorrow morning there will be surgery, the chief surgeon, I assist." ”
Li Lan looked at the time and couldn't help but frown: "Then why don't you go back to rest?" ”
"I'll just sleep with you." Fu Qichen said weakly, and he was going to lie down on the edge of the bed.
"Are you crazy?!" Li Lan was a little anxious, and reached out to support his shoulder, "How can you rest well like this, you must at least lie down and sleep." ”
Fu Qichen shook his head: "It doesn't matter..."
It means refusing to leave no matter what.
Li Lan was helpless, there was no way, he could only lift the quilt and say, "Come up and sleep." Fu Qichen paused, and an inconspicuous light crossed his eyes.
His throat moved: "Then how do you sleep?" ”
"I'm so thin, I can't take up much space, enough for the two of us to lie down." Chestnut Blue said, his cheeks slightly red.
She thought that it was good that the night was deep enough to cover up her abnormality.
Fu Qichen did not refuse any more, took off his coat and shoes and lay down on the hospital bed.
Even though Chestnut Blue didn't have to take up too much space, Fu Qichen's body was much taller, and the two people still inevitably lay facing each other.
The warm breath gently exhaled on his cheeks, and his eyes were facing each other, and his eyes were bright like stars.
Chestnut Blue's breathing stagnated, and she quickly closed her eyes and said softly, "Sleep, it's not early." ”
Fu Qichen whispered in response, but did not close his eyes, but stared at her for a moment.
She has long eyelashes, a very small and delicate nose, and soft red lips.
Probably she was too nervous to stick out her tongue and lick her dry lips, so that her lips were shiny, like a jelly.
Fu Qichen looked at it and asked in a low voice, "Are you thirsty?" ”
Chestnut Blue froze, not knowing why he asked this question.
"I'll help you." He went on to say.
She didn't know, so she just opened her eyes to ask what to help, and Fu Qichen's face was approaching in an instant.
The next second, her lips were soft and cold.
In the quiet of the night, only whose heart beats non-stop. ...
When Chestnut Blue woke up, there was no one around.
Fu Qichen left early to prepare for the operation, and helped her cover the quilt before leaving.
When Ni Qing came at noon, Li Lan asked, "Sister Qing, I don't think I have anything to do, can I continue to work?" ”
"Nothing more? You haven't been recuperating for a week, so let me lie down and eat. Ni Qing bent his fingers and knocked down her head, blaming.
Chestnut Blue rubbed his head, a little aggrieved: "I really think I have nothing to do" The doctor has the final say or you have the final say? Ni Qing put the meal in front of her. That, of course, is the doctor's final say.
Chestnut Blue stopped talking and ate obediently.
Ni Qing looked at her and guessed her thoughts: "Do you want Fu Qichen's boy again?" Chestnut Lan shook the hand of the chopsticks: "No..."
"What do you think I don't know yet?" Ni Qing raised his arms, "Heroes save the United States, beauty saves heroes, everyone in the hospital knows!" Fu Qichen went out of your hospital room today. ”
Hearing this, Chestnut Blue's face turned red in an instant.
She suddenly missed the past, no one knew that she and Fu Qichen were husband and wife, and the relationship would really affect the work... Influence everyone's work.
After eating, Li Lan sorted out and looked at Ni Qing: "Sister Qing, that... How long will their surgery take? ”
Ni Qingman's eyes wrote "I just know", or he replied: "It is a very complicated operation, and no one knows how long it will take." ”
Chestnut Nodded thoughtfully.
Just as Ni Qing was about to leave, a nurse suddenly pushed open the door of the ward. "It's not good, Haicheng earthquake!"
Chapter Thirty-Six Sets Off Again
"What?" Ni Qing and Li Lan frowned at the same time.
The little nurse was full of anxiety: "It is true, the news has just been broadcast on the TV, and I heard that the center of the earthquake happened to be a large hospital, and now it continues to support the medical staff in the surrounding cities." Dr. Ni, now the dean is calling everyone to a meeting. ”
Ni Qing had a serious look: "I know, I'll go right away." ”
Chestnut Blue Eyes quickly grabbed her clothes: "Sister Qing, I will also go!" ”
"What are you going for?" You're not hurting yet!" Ni Qing frowned.
"I'm really fine, I can't always help everyone, but I stay in the hospital and don't do anything." And I have experience with earthquake rescue. "Chestnut blue righteousness is stern.
Ni Qing looked at her, knowing her stubborn nature, and once she decided, she would not listen to persuasion.
For a moment, the rescue could not wait, and Ni Qing could only relax: "I know, you follow me." ”
The huge conference room was crowded with doctors and nurses.
Li Lan looked at it and did not see the figures of Fu Qichen and Li Fang.
Their surgery was not yet completed, and it seemed that they could not rush to the rescue.
The dean stood in front of him with his hands behind his back, looking at the determined faces, and said solemnly: "All of you present are people with rescue experience, if there are more, I will not say anything, but only advise everyone to protect their own safety while treating the injured." ”
"Yes!"
Li Lan and Ni Qing sat in the car and waited to leave.
She looked at the buildings of the city outside the car window and couldn't help but sigh in her heart, the power of nature is really not to be underestimated, nor can human beings resist.
With just one movement, it can destroy the fruits of human labor for a long time into ruins in an instant.
The car started, and chestnut blue eyes trembled.
She hadn't had time to say a word to Fu Qichen yet, and she still had something else to say to him.
Hospitals can't send all the doctors and nurses out, every department has left some people, and the neurosurgery doctors are still working hard because of the complicated surgery.
Perhaps, the hospital will not arrange for them to participate in the earthquake rescue.
Li Lan thought, took out her mobile phone and sent a text message to Fu Qichen.
"I'm out to the rescue, and when I get back, I'll have something to say to you."
Haicheng and Tongyang are adjacent, and when the rescue car was about to arrive in Haicheng, Li Lan and others learned that the original edge cities of Tongyang were also affected by the earthquake.
Soon, a group of people arrived at the rescue site.
The makeshift medical field was already full of injured people, and everyone quickly went to work. Chestnut Blue first stopped bleeding for several bleeding patients and bandaged the wounds.
"Chestnut blue!" Ni Qing waved at her in the distance, "Come and help!" ”
"Here it comes!" Li Lan ran over with the medical kit on her back.
The medical kit was not light, and the strap rubbed against her back, unable to avoid touching her wound.
She gritted her teeth, ignored the past, and helped Ni Qing to treat a fractured injured person urgently. During this time, Ni Qing looked at her and asked, "Is your injury okay?" ”
Li Lan shook her head and pretended to be relaxed: "It's really okay, you don't have to worry about me." ”
"The doctor is coming soon, there is a pregnant woman here!" Two members of the fire brigade walked carefully carrying a stretcher.
Ni Qing and Li Lan glanced at each other, and at the same time got up and ran over.
The operation lasted ten hours, and when they came out of the operating room, Fu Qichen and Li Fang were so exhausted that they didn't even have the strength to carry a glass of water.
After the end, they came out and learned the news of the Haicheng earthquake.
The little nurse said: "The dean told you to rest well and not participate in the earthquake rescue." ”
The two men nodded and were about to leave.
But I heard the little nurse talking to another nurse: "Our head nurse really doesn't let her eyebrows be shaved, and the injuries are beautiful and she runs to participate in the rescue, it's so handsome." ”
Hearing this, Fu Qichen's footsteps froze.
He turned to look at the nurse, his eyes darkened: "What did you just say, who went to the rescue?" ”
The little nurse remembered Li Lan and Fu Qichen's concern and was silenced for a moment.
Chapter Thirty-Seven: Hope
"No!" The dean snapped, "You just finished ten hours of surgery, and you still have to go to the rescue without resting. ”
Fu Qichen pursed his lips, he was indeed so tired that he couldn't even walk fast, but he didn't trust Li Lan to be alone in such a dangerous place.
"Tongyang to Haicheng is more than seven hours by car, and I can sleep in the car." He said, the appearance is the determination to go no matter what.
Li Fang looked at him and deliberated, "Dean, you see that we have not gone to a doctor in neurosurgery, and Haicheng definitely still needs us."
The dean looked at him: "I don't know what's wrong with him?" Isn't it because of chestnut blue? What do you mix with that? ”
"We are here to save lives, not for love." Kuriho said solemnly.
"You know that Chestnut Blue has just been injured and has not yet recovered, so how can you let her go to the rescue?"
Fu Qichen asked rhetorically.
The dean put down the pen in his hand: "If I don't let her go, she will perform a chest crushing stone in front of me, and I can't stop her." ”
"Since you can't stop her, you can't stop me." After Fu Qichen finished speaking, he turned around and left.
"Fu Qichen!" The dean shot the case, but to no avail, and his chest rose and fell with anger.
Li Fang hurriedly pushed his thermos cup to his hand: "Dean, you are discouraged, I will help you follow him to Haicheng, and I will definitely help you reprimand him severely!" ”
After saying that, Kuriho followed and left.
It wasn't until the office door closed that the dean reacted. "Chestnut! You boy is not allowed to go to Haicheng either. ”
"Chestnut Blue, take a break." Ni Qing took a bottle of water and handed it to Chestnut Blue. Li Lan took over: "Thank you Sister Qing." ”
After several hours of continuous rescue, their white clothes have long been red and black. Red is dried up blood, black is raised dirt.
"I heard that there may be aftershocks after that, and if I am not with you, you must be careful." Ni Qing took a sip of water and instructed unassuredly.
"Don't just tell me, you have to be careful about your own safety." Li Lan smiled, "How old am I, you are still so worried." ”
But Ni Qing looked at her and suddenly said, "You and Fu Qichen are still reconciled." "Cough..." Chestnut Blue was caught off guard and choked on the water.
When she calmed down, she looked at Ni Qing: "Sister Qing, how do you suddenly say this, you don't... Don't like him? ”
Ni Qing raised his arm and took another sip of water, and his eyes fell to the distance: "Of course, let him take care of you, is it difficult for me to look at you like an old mother every day?" ”
"You see, obviously you have abandoned me, and you still say something to reconcile me." Li Lan raised an eyebrow, "Or do you also want to be taken care of by others?" ”
Ni Qing showed an unbelievable expression: "Who do I want to take care of me?" Don't be fooled. ”
Chestnut Lan drew the corners of his mouth: "Of course, it is the new Dr. Li Fang of our hospital, I see that you two have always been together lately." ”
Ni Qing's face turned red infrequently: "You talk less nonsense, let others hear and spread rumors." ”
"Whether it's nonsense, you know it yourself." Chestnut Blue laughed.
"I won't tell you." Ni Qing stood up and went to take over the injured again. Chestnut Blue watched, and the back of her ears turned red.
As night fell, medical rescue teams from other hospitals came one after another, and Tongyang's rescue team finally had a moment's rest.
Ni Qing fell asleep in the tent, but Li Lan couldn't sleep because the wound on his back was faintly painful.
She avoided everyone and quietly medicated herself, somewhat laboriously, and sweating profusely by the time she finished.
She sat outside the tent, looking at the moon in the night sky, eating a compressed biscuit.
I wish the disaster had ended sooner.
After eating the biscuit, Chestnut Blue clapped his hands and stood up to go back to the tent to sleep for a while. At this time, a voice came from not far away.
"Doctor!"
In the faint light, Chestnut Blue saw that it was a firefighter, and when he ran closer, she asked, "What's wrong?" The firefighter gasped: "There was a little girl found over there, only three or four years old, who kept calling her mother, I looked around here, only you are a woman, can you help?" ””
"Of course." Chestnut Blue nodded and hurriedly followed.
Chapter Thirty-Eight The Miss of Fate
Before following the firefighters to the rescue site, Chestnut Lan learned from him about the situation of the three- or four-year-old girl.
The little girl crouched in the corner, and a large stone slab fell just right, forming a triangular space, which did not hurt her, but the little girl kept crying for her mother and refused to cooperate with the rescue.
However, her mother was actually found by firefighters a few minutes ago and has lost signs of life.
The little girl's faint voice came intermittently, and they said that if they could not save her from dragging any longer, she would suffocate to death due to lack of oxygen.
"Yun Yun, can you hear me?" Chestnut Blue lay on the ground and shouted at the gap that the firefighters had just opened.
The little girl choked up, "Who are you?" ”
"I'm a nurse aunt, just now your mother has been rescued by the fire uncles, because the situation is urgent, she was sent to treatment, you obediently listen to the uncles, let them rescue you, okay?" Chestnut Blue said softly.
"Really, really..." the little girl asked, sobbing.
"Really, you can come up and see your mother, obediently, okay?" Chestnut Blue said patiently.
After a moment, the little girl finally agreed and pulled out the rope that the firefighter had put down.
"Thank you so much, Miss Nurse."
The firefighter smiled and said to Chestnut Blue.
Chestnut Blue shook her head: "This is as it should be. ”
She paused and asked a little worriedly, "However, when the clouds came up, she found that her mother had been... What to do? ”
The firefighter pursed his lips: "We can't do anything, first save her life, and then maybe she will be sent to a welfare home." ”
Chestnut Blue looked at the little girl who was being rescued:
"She's still so young..."
"At least she survived, and she was luckier than those who died." The firefighter finished talking and ran over to help.
Chestnut Lan sighed and raised her feet to help the little girl see if there was any injury.
But at this moment, the ground under her feet suddenly trembled.
She froze, and a bad premonition came to her mind.
Suddenly, the voice of the firefighter came to mind: "No, it's an aftershock!" Come on! Chestnut Blue looked up and saw the firefighter running toward her, "Miss Nurse! ”
But the next second, with a deafening sound, Chestnut Blue's feet were empty, and the whole person fell down...
As soon as Fu Qichen and Li Fang arrived at the rescue site, the ground began to tremble, and they were pulled away by firefighters and taken to safety.
The aftershocks lasted for forty minutes.
Every second of these forty minutes, Fu Qichen was extremely tormented.
He asked over and over again if the medical staff in the nearer rescue location would be okay, and the firefighters did not know what was going on inside, but they also advised him over and over again.
After the aftershock was over, Fu Qichen could no longer wait and went straight to the medical point.
"Fu Qichen, slow down!" Kuriho followed him, anxiously unable to do so.
When he told the dean, he promised to sleep in the car, but Li Fang knew better than anyone that Fu Qichen did not even close his eyes.
He had just undergone ten hours of high-intensity surgery, followed by another seven hours of carwork, and even people made of steel would collapse sooner or later.
Soon, they saw the words of Tongyang Hospital.
Fu Qichen ran over, his eyes brushing across their faces, but he couldn't find any figure of Chestnut Blue.
"Ni Qing!" He shouted, ran over two steps, grabbed Ni Qing's shoulder with one hand, and his eyes were red, "What about Chestnut Blue?" How come I didn't see him? ”
Ni Qing was now too late to ask why the two of them were here, because she hadn't found Chestnut Blue since the aftershocks: "I don't know, she was resting with me, but she's gone!" ”
Fu Qichen's body stiffened, and his heart hurt fiercely.
Gone, how could it be gone!
"Who of you saw chestnut blue?" He turned and asked the others at the hospital. But they all shook their heads and said they hadn't seen Chestnut Blue.
Fu Qichen's throat was cold, and his eyes were black.
Li Fang quickly supported him, "Fu Qichen, can you calm down a little!" "How calm I am!" Chestnut blue is gone! "Fu Qichen stood firm and pushed away the chestnut." I'm going to find her. ”
Chapter Thirty-Nine We're Going to Be Together
Li Fang grabbed Fu Qichen's arm and frowned deeply, "Are you crazy Fu Qichen!" Now that the aftershocks have just passed, maybe it will continue, where do you go to find chestnut blue now? ”
"I have to go to her, and because of the danger, I have to go to her even more!" Fu Qichen wanted to break free of the shackles of the chestnut boat, but his arm had no strength, and he couldn't break free of it.
At this time, several firefighters ran out of the ruins in the distance, one of whom was still holding a little girl.
Fu Qichen's heart moved, he violently broke free of the chestnut boat, ran forward to stop a firefighter and asked, "Have you seen a nurse in Tongyang Hospital?!" ”
Several firefighters looked at each other and hesitated: "Fang Cai did have a nurse to help, but when the aftershocks came, she... Buried under the rubble."
Thunderclap.
Fu Qichen felt something explode in his brain for a moment, he was stunned, and his body unconsciously took a step back, and he was about to fall.
The chestnut that caught up with him held him again: "Fu Qichen! ”
The firefighter hurriedly said: "We have contacted the team members to go to the rescue, it will be fine, don't worry." ”
Fu Qichen's head sent out a wave of dizziness, and he stood firm with the strength of Li Fang, breathing unsteadily: "Take me." ”
"Fu Qichen, you calm down, what's the use of you going?" Kuriho was furious and eager to give him a punch to sober him up.
"Chestnut Blue is waiting for me." Fu Qichen's gaze fell on a large area of ruins in front of him, and he murmured again, "Chestnut Blue is waiting for me." ”
Ni Qing looked at him silently, thinking that the degree of stubbornness of these two people was really indistinguishable, no wonder they would be together in the first place.
She faded out, "Chestnut, don't stop him, let him go." ”
"Ni Qing?" Chestnut's eyebrows tightened even tighter, unclear so, "How do you follow the nonsense?" ”
Ni Qing stared at Fu Qichen fixedly and said, "Even if he dies, as long as he can be with Li Lan, he is willing." ”
Chestnut shrugged.
In the end, there was no other way but to let Fu Qichen follow the rescue team to find the traces of Chestnut Blue, and Chestnut Fang could not leave him, just in case.
The rescue team took the life detector and carefully probed the place where the square collapsed.
Fu Qichen was not idle, listening carefully in the area that had not yet been detected, and occasionally crouched down to remove the stones.
There had been no rest for nearly twenty hours, and one of his eyes was covered with blood, and he could see horribly.
But as long as there was no confirmation of Chestnut Blue's message for a second, he would not close his eyes.
Half an hour later, several rescue team members probed the area, but the alarm never sounded.
They looked at each other and knew that the situation was not clear.
The aftershock came suddenly, and it was buried for so long, there was no sign of life, and it was not certain that it had been...
However, when they saw Fu Qichen's appearance, they really couldn't say it.
Fu Qichen caught a glimpse of them stopping their movements, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Why don't you keep looking?" The rescue team member pursed his lips and said with difficulty: "No signs of life can be detected, maybe... There are many more people waiting for rescue, we..."
"Everyone is equal, and you can't give up on her easily." Fu Qichen understood the hints in their words.
"We've done our best, sir, and we can't devote all our time to finding someone." The rescue team member said, looking hesitant.
Fu Qichen grabbed Li Fang's arm and said anxiously, "Li Fang, Li Lan is still alive, can't give up on her!" Li Fang's eyes mourned: "Fu Qichen..."
He wanted to reassure him.
But Fu Qichen threw away his arm again, turned around and shouted at the ruins that could not see the end: "Chestnut blue and chestnut blue where are you!" ”
He shouted over and over again, and the voice contained countless despairs and hopes, and there was an urge to shed tears.
His voice grew hoarseer, as if with blood, with tears, with determination to die.
The rescue team had no way, they could not disobey the order, they had to rescue as many people as possible.
One by one, they left, and the back of the departing became the last straw that crushed the camel.
Fu Qichen was devastated, and his body shook and he fell to his knees.
His knees were scratched by sharp and sharp pieces, but he still hoarsely shouted chestnut blue's name.
Kuriho looked at him silently, exhaled a long breath, and slowly closed his eyes.
"Chestnut Blue..."
Fu Qichen leaned down, and the tears that could not be stopped fell and fell on the mottled ground, raising a gust of dust.
At this moment, a crisp "dripping" sound came from somewhere.
Chapter Forty Don't Leave Again
A month later, Tongyang Hospital.
"At present, Haicheng has confirmed the number of deaths and injuries in this earthquake, a total of 312 deaths, serious injuries of 567 people, after which Haicheng will devote itself to rebuilding the city... Here to thank you from Tongyang City, Lingnan City... of medical staff. ”
"After being busy for so long, I only got a thank you in the end." The little nurse standing at the nurse's station whispered.
Ni Qing just walked over, heard this, and smiled: "One side has difficulties, the eight parties support, saving lives and helping the injured is our duty, you can get thanks." ”
"But no one remembers our efforts." The little nurse skimmed her lips.
"How can no one remember that those who have been saved by us from the brink of life and death will always think of us occasionally." Ni Qing said, patting the little nurse's head, "Work well, don't think about it." ”
After speaking, Ni Qing held the medical record book and walked to the observation area of a certain operating room. Pushing open the door, Kuriha looked over, "How did you get here?" ”
Ni Qing pointed with his chin to Fu Qichen, who was undergoing surgery: "Come and examine Dr. Fu's medical skills." ”
"Scout him?" Li Fang raised an eyebrow, "Or examine me, Dr. Fu will not allow himself to make mistakes." ”
Ni Qing smiled and asked, "How about Chestnut Blue?"
"The body is great, and the food is fragrant." Kuriho then laughed, "Why don't you go and see her yourself?" ”
Ni Qing asked without answering, "His operation is almost over, right?" "Naturally, it is Fu Qichen.
Kuriho nodded.
"Then I will go to find Li Lan now, and Dr. Fu must be very dissatisfied, and he will say that I deliberately destroyed his reconciliation with Li Lan." Ni Qing spread his hands helplessly, "I still went to see my patient." ”
Chestnut waved his hand and said, "See you in the cafeteria in the evening." Ni Qing glanced at him: "Got it." ”
Fu Qichen's surgery ended quickly, and when he came out of the operating room, he saw Li Fang, and he was a little surprised: "Why are you there?" ”
"I've come to learn Dr. Fu's skills, so I can get a promotion and a raise quickly." Kuriho joked.
"So how did you study, do you want me to test you?" Fu Qichen drew the corners of his mouth.
"Gone." Chestnut skimmed his lips, "You don't go to see Chestnut Blue?" Fu Qichen patted the hem of his clothes: "Of course, I want to go, go first." ”
Pushing open the door of the chestnut room, I saw her sitting on the bed, watching the news on the TV.
Hearing the voice, she turned her head and smiled slightly: "You are here." ”
Fu Qichen raised his eyebrows slightly: "Why are you sitting up again, is it okay to lie down for a while?" ”
"I've been lying down and tired, why are you talking about me?" Chestnut Blue puffed up his mouth and turned his head.
After the aftershock in Haicheng, Li Lan was buried under the rubble due to the collapse of the ground, and once lost air and almost died.
It was also like a miracle, obviously the probe had not moved for so long, but when it was about to leave, the life detector sounded an alarm.
When Chestnut Blue woke up, she said that she seemed to have heard someone calling out to her, so she wanted to open her eyes.
In the end, it was because of Fu Qichen's call that he saved her life.
"You never listen to me, who are you and me?" Fu Qichen sat down next to her and complained with some dissatisfaction, but still used a knife to cut the peach into small pieces in his hand.
He used a fork to bring a piece to her mouth, and gently advised: "I am all for the sake of your body, don't be angry, eat a piece of peach, right?" ”
Chestnut Blue triumphantly raised the corner of his lips, opened his mouth and took a bite. The delicate fragrance of peaches bursts out in the mouth in an instant.
For a moment, Li Lan looked at the news and spoke softly: "After every time we save people, we can always hear patients say that we are gods, but in fact, we are just ordinary people, but this profession gives us an aura." ”
Fu Qichen nodded, "Immortals don't die of old age, sickness, but we will." ”
Li Lan thought about it and asked him, "Fu Qichen, did you ever regret becoming a doctor later?" ”
Fu Qichen stopped his movements, seriously recalled for a moment, and then replied, "No." ”
Although there have been times when he is powerless and there have been times when he is confused, in the end he is still very glad that he chose to be a doctor, a doctor who saves lives and helps the injured.
Doctors are not gods, they will also live and die, and sometimes they can't even save themselves. But it is always their duty and responsibility to save the lives of others.
"Chestnut blue."
"Huh?"
"Don't leave me again." "Well, I promise you."
From then on, I am by your side, as long as we accompany each other, life, old age, illness and death are no longer afraid.
(End)
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