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My name is Li Yuqing, and I am an ordinary girl. Before I met my husband, I lived an ordinary life, maybe a little bland, but at least it was true. My husband and I met on a chance blind date, at that time, he was sunny, humorous, with a hint of maturity and stability, and his smile made me feel that the whole world was bright.
Our acquaintance, love and final marriage are all so natural. I thought I had found the other half of my life, a partner I could trust for life. Our wedding, although not luxurious, was full of blessings from family and friends, and I thought it was the happiness I had always dreamed of.
However, the days after marriage were not as good as I imagined. At first, I didn't notice anything out of the ordinary, or rather, I selectively ignored some details. He often works overtime, and it is common for him to return late, and I have little time to pay attention to it because of my busy work. It wasn't until one day, when I accidentally found a text message on his phone, that everything began to be revealed.
"Honey, will we see each other in the evening? "This is the text message that left me stunned for a moment. I slammed my grip on my phone, my heart pounding, and an inexplicable sense of fear and loss hit me. I froze in place, my phone seemed to be a hot iron, and I didn't know what to do.
"Yuqing, what's wrong with you? Why is your face wrong?" My husband's voice suddenly came from behind, I was startled, and quickly put the phone in my arms and smiled awkwardly.
"No, nothing, maybe tired. I forced a smile, but noticed that my voice was shaking.
"Do you want me to pour you a cup of hot water?" asked my husband with concern, his eyes revealing concern.
"No, I'll pour it myself. I waved my hand and turned around and walked towards the kitchen. I didn't know what to do with him, I didn't know what to do with this discovery. My heart was filled with doubts and fears, and I couldn't imagine the truth that might be hidden behind that text message.
In the kitchen, my hands shaking as I held my glasses, I didn't know who to trust, whether to believe what I saw or what he explained. I always thought that trust and sincerity were built between me and him, but now I started to doubt everything. I was afraid to face the reality and what I would lose if I knew the truth.
"Yuqing, what are you doing?" my husband's voice came again, and I looked up to see him standing in the doorway, frowning slightly.
"No, nothing, I just want some water. "I pretended to be calm, but I couldn't hide the panic in my heart.
"Are you sure you're okay?" my husband walked over and gently stroked my shoulder, his eyes full of concern.
"It's okay, really. I smiled reluctantly, but I knew that the uneasiness in my heart could not be concealed with a superficial smile.
My husband looked at me and seemed to feel the uneasiness in my heart, and he frowned and sighed softly. "Yuqing, if you have any troubles, you might as well talk to me, maybe we can solve it together. His voice was gentle and caring.
I was silent for a moment, with a small drum in my heart, and finally decided to tell him what I had discovered. After all, we are already husband and wife and should be open and honest with each other. "Husband, I have something I want to tell you. I bit my lip and tried to calm my tone.
He stopped what he was doing, turned around, and looked at me earnestly. "What's the matter? Tell me, I'll listen to you. ”
I took a breath and tried to calm myself. "I accidentally saw a text message on your phone, it was from a boy who said he wanted to meet you...... "I stuttered a little and didn't know how to continue.
My husband's expression instantly stiffened, and his eyes flashed with a trace of panic that could not be concealed. "That...... Yuqing, you misunderstood, that's just a friend, I'm ...... I don't have anything ......."
"You don't have anything?" I interrupted him, and there was a hint of sharpness in my voice, "You don't have anything, why are you hiding it from me? We are husband and wife, we should trust each other, but you are hiding such an important thing!"
My husband's expression became more complicated, his eyes didn't know what he was looking at, and he couldn't respond for a while. "I'm sorry, Yuqing, I'm ...... I didn't expect anything like this to happen. His voice was filled with guilt and helplessness.
I felt a pang of anger in my heart, I didn't know whether to trust him or doubt him, but I knew I couldn't just let him go. "You didn't expect this to happen? How do you explain it now?" I raised my voice a little, I didn't know what I was angry about, maybe it was because I felt so bad that I had been deceived.
My husband seemed to feel my anger as well, and his frown gradually relaxed, and his eyes became frank. "Yuqing, in fact, I have always been very clear that the text message you found was an exchange between me and a boy. His voice was low and firm, and his eyes revealed an indescribable mixture of emotions.
I froze, my brain was in a mess, I didn't know whether to trust him or what to do. "You're talking to a guy?" you're saying...... "I can't accept this reality, I can't believe that the person I love is gay."
My husband sighed softly, and he seemed to feel my shock and disappointment. "Yes, Yuqing, I'm gay. His voice was full of helplessness and sadness, "But I love you, you are the most important person in my life, and I hope we can continue to be together." ”
My heart was torn into thousands of pieces in an instant, I couldn't accept the fact that I didn't know what to do. "What do you think about me?Is our marriage just a farce for you?" I lost control, my emotions exploded in an instant, and I felt my tears flow uncontrollably.
My husband also seemed to be infected by my emotions, and his eyes flashed with endless pain. "Yuqing, I know I'm sorry for you, but I really love you and I don't want to lose you. His voice was full of despair and sadness, and he didn't seem to know how to face what was in front of him.
I looked up into his eyes, and I saw that there was sincerity and determination in his eyes. "Do you really love me?" I asked in a trembling voice, not knowing whether I was seeking confirmation or testing.
There was a hint of hesitation in my husband's eyes, but he quickly became firm again. "Yes, Yuqing, I love you, I am willing to do anything for you, as long as you can forgive me, we can start over. His voice was full of determination and determination, and he seemed ready for anything, just waiting for my answer.
I was silent for a moment, I didn't know what to do, my heart was full of contradictions and struggles. "I don't know what to do, I don't know if I can forgive you. "My voice trembled, I really
Don't know what to do anymore. I closed my eyes and tried to calm my inner turmoil, but I couldn't escape the reality in front of me no matter what. Is the love between me and him ruined like this?
My husband also seemed to feel my hesitation and struggle, and his expression became heavier. "Yuqing, I know I'm sorry for you, but trust me, I really love you. His voice was full of sincerity and sincerity, and he seemed to have done his best to express his thoughts clearly.
I looked up and looked into his eyes, and I saw the firmness and persistence in his eyes. "Do you really love me?" I asked, I needed to be sure, I needed to know if what he was saying was true.
A hint of hesitation flashed in her husband's eyes, but he quickly regained his firmness. "Yes, Yuqing, I really love you and I am willing to do anything for you. There was a deep commitment and determination in his voice.
I was silent for a moment, I knew I couldn't make a decision on the spur of the moment, I needed time to think, to calm down. "I need some time, I need to think about it. "My voice was a little low, but it was full of determination.
My husband also seemed to understand my feelings, and he nodded, "Okay, Yuqing, tell me when you think about it." His voice was full of anticipation and anxiety, and he seemed to be waiting for my decision.
I stood up, wiped away my tears, and tried to calm my emotions. "I need some time, I want to be alone. I said, turning and walking to the bedroom.
My husband looked at my departing back, and his heart was filled with endless worries and uneasiness. He knew that all this in front of him might be his fault, but he also knew that he couldn't change the past, and the only thing he could do was wait, waiting for my decision.
In the bedroom, I closed my eyes and tried to calm down. My heart was full of contradictions and struggles, I didn't know how to make a decision, I didn't know whether to trust him or doubt him. My marriage, my love, seems to be in jeopardy, and I don't know if I can get it back.
I need time to think, I need time to calm down. I don't know what the end result will be, but I know that I need to make the right choice no matter what.
I curled up in bed, unsure of what to do. My heart was full of hesitation and conflict, and I didn't know whether to trust him or leave him. I love him, but I can't accept his betrayal.
Time passed minute by minute, and I felt as if I was trapped in a boundless darkness, unable to find a way out. I closed my eyes and tried to suppress the pain in my heart, but I couldn't calm myself down anyway.
"Yuqing, are you still angry?" my husband's voice suddenly came from the door, and I looked up and saw him standing there, his eyes full of worry and anxiety.
I didn't answer his words, just looked at him silently, my heart full of mixed emotions. I love him, but I can't forgive him for his betrayal, and I don't know how to choose.
The husband walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, his eyes full of endless sadness. "Yuqing, I know I'm sorry for you, but I really love you. His voice was full of guilt and helplessness, and he seemed to have tried his best to pour out his heart.
I closed my eyes and tried to block out everything around me, but I couldn't calm myself down anyway. My heart was full of contradictions and struggles, and I didn't know how to make a choice.
"You say you love me, but you betray me. I finally spoke, my voice full of pain and disappointment, "What do you want? Do you love me or him?"
The husband's expression became heavier, and his eyes flashed with a trace of unspeakable pain. "I love you, Yuqing, I didn't want to betray you. His voice was full of sadness and helplessness, and he seemed to be unable to explain it any longer.
I closed my eyes, tears flowed uncontrollably, I didn't know what to do, my heart was full of pain and despair. "I don't know what to do, I don't know if I can forgive you. My voice trembled, but there was firmness in it.
My husband also seemed to understand my feelings, and he gently stroked my hair, "Yuqing, no matter what choice you make, I will respect it, I just hope you can be happy." His voice was full of sincerity and sincerity, and he seemed ready for anything, just waiting for my decision.
I looked up and looked him in the eye, and I knew that I couldn't run away all the time, I needed to make a decision. "I need some time, I need to think about it. "My voice was a little low, but it was full of determination.
My husband looked at my departing back, and his heart was filled with endless worries and uneasiness. He knew that no matter what choice I made, he couldn't change the past, and the only thing he could do was wait, waiting for my decision.
As time passed, I finally found the answer in my heart. I can't run away all the time, I need to face reality and make a decision. I know that no matter what I choose, someone will get hurt, but I can't continue to hesitate.
I stood up, determined, and turned to face my husband. "I decided that we might as well go our separate ways. My voice was calm, but my heart was full of pain and helplessness.
The husband was stunned, his eyes full of disappointment and endless sadness. "Yuqing, are you really going to leave me?" his voice was filled with endless pleading, and he seemed unable to accept my decision.
I nodded, "yes, I can't go on like this." There is no future between us. "My voice was full of frustration and determination, and I knew that this decision would hurt both of us a lot, but I couldn't make any other choice.
My husband seemed to understand my determination, and a trace of pain and helplessness flashed in his eyes. "Yuqing, whatever you choose, I will respect, but I want you to be happy. His voice was full of sincerity and sincerity, and he seemed to have accepted my decision and prayed for my future happiness.
I sighed softly, I knew that this decision would not be easy, but I believed that only by experiencing a painful separation can I find happiness that truly belongs to me. "Thank you, husband, and I hope you can find your own happiness. "My voice was a little hoarse, but it was full of blessings and wishes.
Our eyes met, and it seemed that at this moment, we were both relieved of each other. We may choose different paths, but our love will always remain in our hearts and become an eternal memory in each other's hearts.
I turned away, the bag on my back feeling heavy, but I knew it was a reality I had to face. I can't run away anymore, I need to face the future bravely and find my own happiness.
Leaving this home that once belonged to us, I embarked on a new journey. Although the future is full of unknowns and difficulties, I believe that as long as I persevere, happiness will eventually come to me.
It was a turning point in my life and a new beginning. I will bravely meet the challenges ahead, because I believe that happiness lies ahead, waiting for me to discover.
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