Text: A Bai
Schechner, the father of human acting, said, "When a person is forced to play only one role, that person is an oppressed person." There are people who are very beautiful outside, let's say, kings and queens. But they themselves feel miserable because they are forced to play only one role and not have their own choice. "It's a blessing to be able to play a variety of roles freely. More people can't get off that stage in their lifetime, and can only play the role on the stage, struggling and working in vain.
I'll admit I'm not a hardliner and there's no way to turn myself into an Iron Man. The third grandfather once said that if I had been during the war, I would have become a traitor. I don't know how he judged, it shattered big dreams. I'm just a small person, living on the small stage of life. What does he care about, why does a person always have to be a big man to be a hero, even in the ruined alley, there is a small string shop that can support the family, and he is busy every day, washing and washing. When there are guests, fireworks are abounding, and when there are no guests, look up at the sky. Isn't it nice?
It's just that the third grandfather's expectations for me are really too great, maybe Wenzhouzhuang can satisfy his vanity as the captain of the security team. Wenzhou Zhuang's ambition is too great, and there are unspeakable sins hidden in his heart. Perhaps this sin was not enough to ruin him, or at least it was too selfish. I'm sure the third grandfather may have seen it a long time ago, maybe this is exactly the kind of professional bandit and manager he needs.
So, after so many things, I only had to hesitate and escape. It is my biggest dream to be away from this place of right and wrong, and I can look up at the stars. But reality shattered my dreams once again.
On that day, the Korean army gave me everything I gave him, and he was so anxious. The fifth brother was also very anxious. He was a warm-hearted man, and when the three lame people were caught, he was the first to go down to get people. Such a handle, for the sake of his brother, he sticks a knife in his ribs, and even if he drinks to death, he doesn't say a word. I'm still worried that the Korean military office won't understand, the house leak is on a rainy day, and we can't make any mistakes now.
The phone rang again, it was a mysterious number, and only I knew it was Sergei calling me. I motioned to the fifth brother that I was going to answer the phone, and the fifth brother went out. The call was really from Sergei, and he said I was wanted by Chita. When I heard this, I was really taken aback, and it was obvious that I had become a thorn in the side and a thorn in the flesh of that group. The more you are afraid of something, the more you come. For now, I'm on my own. I understand very well the meaning of this call that Sergei risked to call me, he was just afraid that I would shake out something messy, and this old man didn't know what to say. Then I can't pretend to be confused, I asked him directly, what do you need me to do?
Isn't that knowingly asking, but I have to ask him too. There was silence on the other side of the phone for a while, saying that he couldn't talk on the phone for a while, and someone would convey his thoughts to me at the right time. I also want to ask him, what should I do now? This Sergei is really a traitor, or he has worked in various large departments of theirs, and obviously his anti-reconnaissance ability is really strong, and he did not say it on the phone, what he was worried about was being caught by the tail. Just told me that someone would contact me soon, and I didn't say who it was. The phone hung up.
I suddenly fell into deep thought, it seems that the ancestor is right, bad people and bad things are afraid of being entangled, in such a position, it must be pondered by a lot of people. There is no need to calculate, this matter must have nothing to do with Sergei, if you beat Sergei, what they want to think of is to move me first. The third grandfather and Wenzhouzhuang heard that there was movement here, and Wenzhouzhuang asked me in the back room, what's wrong, boss. He always respects Youjia like this, hiding his true thoughts.
I said to the third grandfather, nothing. It's not that I don't want to say it, it's useless to say it, he has his idea, I have my plan. However, I still couldn't hold back, I told the third grandfather that I was wanted, and I was afraid that I would be arrested this time.
The third grandfather said, don't be afraid of the eldest grandson, who hasn't been arrested? If he hasn't been arrested, it's an accident. People don't get defeated so easily, remember, everything is experience. And this experience will be something you will never forget.
Indeed, as the third grandfather said, he is out of the range, and he must also be out of the range, I can't always fight in his shadow. Within a few days, I was summoned, and I couldn't hide, so let's face it directly. It was a federal official who came to summon me, and I've dealt with quite a few officials over the years, but this is the first time this kind of interrogation has been conducted. I don't know how they knew that I lived in Irkutsk, and I even wondered if Sergei had sold me it, but when I had not returned to my place of residence with my fifth brother, at the bus stop near the cathedral, I met them unexpectedly, or premeditated arrest. I was caught, but ahead of schedule I was overdue.
That night, the big light bulb shone on me all night, and I was so sleepy that I couldn't even open my eyes. As soon as I closed my eyes, someone came and stabbed me awake, and the man had a thick beard and looked like a Caucasian. Maybe it's because of my special status that they didn't treat me harshly, but just tortured me in a different way. The next morning, very early, no one brought me food, and hungry they lifted me to a desk. I was alone on the left and on the right, as if I would run away without one person.
Opposite is a middle-aged man with a Moscow accent, a little bald, tall, and thin cheeks. I'll just call him Lao Mo, he looked at the door and asked when he saw the mountains, who are you eating with on that day in a certain year and month, and why are you eating?
I said, I don't remember.
The man asked again, is there a Sergey, who is sitting on your left?
I said, I don't know about this dinner, and I don't know which Sergey.
The man said, I must have gone through many investigations, and the reason why I asked you to come must be that there must be clues, so don't fill me with garlic.
I said, I don't know, and I forgot.
The man said, "Do you know each other in Irkutsk? Have you ever opened a casino?"
I said, I don't know who you're talking about, the casino has opened.
The man said, "Did you transfer him a sum of money one day?"
I said, no.
I had really endured this kind of cross-examination that morning, all of which were questions that had been asked many times beforehand, and it was clear that they were trying to certify something. I know some news from friends in society, and if you really tell them according to his train of thought, then you are fooled. Especially if you have to explain that you are telling the truth, and you have to use a lot of things to verify it, it is even worse. I just replied, I don't know, there was no such thing, I forgot about everything else, these words made them really okay.
You have to let me eat at noon, it's really special, two people on the left and one on the right sandwiched me in the middle, as if they were afraid that I would report something, and the phone was also taken away by them. I'm still so carefree, how could they, if they had known more detail, they would have arrested me a long time ago, so they wouldn't have to make me say something. I was tired and hungry, and these Muscovites were ruthless. The food they gave me was all Russian food, and it was very hard to swallow.
The third grandfather, Wenzhou Zhuang, and the fifth brother have a relationship between the upper and lower levels, from Chita to Irkutsk, everyone who can think has thought about it, and everything that can be found has been found, but no one can help these guys from Moscow. I'm in a hurry inside, they're in a hurry outside, and it's useless to be anxious. Maybe it's God's favor, just when I was about to close for 24 hours at night, Lao Mo took me out, there was no camera in that room, but it looked like an ordinary office. I was feeling inexplicable, because the entourage from the left and the right didn't follow me at all, and Lao Mo took out a token from his arms, and I saw that it was not Sergei's belongings.
Lao Mo said, don't admit anything, don't say anything, survive tonight, and you can go out tomorrow.
I looked at this old Mo who interrogated me, and my heart was full of suspicion, and I didn't even blink an eyelid. I don't know what's hidden here, if it's true, I don't know anything.