Silent battlefields
At night, the street lamps are like lonely watchmen,
My shadow stretched long in the dim light.
A cold wind blew, and my heart was a little cold,
But it was not as good as the waiting gaze at home.
I tried to weave a web of lies,
Cover up that ulterior desire.
The steps are hurried, but the heart is entwined like a mess,
Behind that door, is it storm or calm?
Pushing the door in, the atmosphere was extremely tense,
Her eyes were like swords, piercing the barriers of my hypocrisy.
I pretended to be calm, trying to hide my panic,
The secret in his heart roared like a flood beast.
"Where have you been, and why are you coming back so late?"
There was a sharp blade hidden in her voice,
I swallowed the panic in my heart and tried to squeeze out a smile,
"I just went to a friend's house and talked about something. ”
Her eyes became more and more fierce, as if she could penetrate my disguise,
I felt like I had nowhere to run but to keep lying.
"Where did the smell of perfume come from?"
Her words were like hammers on my heart.
I tried to hide my panic with a smile,
But I felt my smile so stiff.
I know I've been seen through by her,
But the stubbornness in my heart still makes me want to struggle.
"It's just a friend's perfume, don't think about it. ”
I tried to calm her anger with words,
But her eyes burned like flames,
Completely broke my inner defenses.
She took out a stack of photos and put them on the table.
It was an unsightly picture of me and a strange woman.
I have nothing to say but to bow my head,
My heart was filled with endless remorse and chagrin.
"What else do you have to say?"
Her voice was cold and resolute,
I knew I couldn't get her trust back.
I tried to explain, but the words pale in comparison.
"I ...... I was wrong, I was really wrong. ”
I finally admitted my mistake,
But the pain in my heart was as unbearable as a knife.
I know that I have lost her, and I have lost myself.
She turned away, leaving me alone in the empty room,
I fell to my knees, tears blurring my eyes.
I regret my impulsiveness and stupidity,
I regret losing a woman who loves me dearly.
I am writing this examination in the hope of getting her forgiveness,
I know it will take time and sincerity to make up for it.
I'm going to mend my ways and be a new person,
Don't let the mistakes of the past affect our future.
On the silent battlefield, I lost completely,
But I believe that as long as I truly repent,
One day, I will be able to regain her trust and love.
I will spend the rest of my life proving that I am worthy of her again.