The night is like ink, I sneak quietly,
Heartbeat, is it fear, or anticipation?
The elongated shadow under the street lamp, as if mocking,
I, a man who tried to escape but was eventually captured by fate.
Once upon a time, I was full of confidence,
I thought I could escape the shackles of bondage,
I thought I could soar in the free sky,
But I forgot the gentle and firm eyes behind me.
The wind, blowing gently, took away my lies,
All that is left is endless emptiness and hesitation.
I tried to find an exit in the dark,
But every time I turned around, I hit that solid wall.
The lights in the house are still bright,
Her love for me has never been extinguished.
I tiptoed and tried to sneak in silently,
But she forgot that she already knew everything.
The door, being slammed open, stood there,
His eyes were full of disappointment and incomprehension.
I tried to justify, I tried to escape,
But her eyes, like a sharp sword, pierced through all my disguises.
"Why are you like that?" she asked softly,
But I could only be silent, speechless.
I know, I was wrong, wrong,
But I still tried to use what little pride I had to resist her questioning.
"I ...... I didn't ...... "I'm stumbling,
The voice trembled in the air like fallen leaves.
She looked at me, and a trace of regret flashed in her eyes,
Then she turned away, leaving me alone in the empty room.
I sat on the edge of the bed, and my heart was full of mixed feelings,
I tried to sort out the confusion of thoughts,
But every attempt is like an escape from the inescapable truth.
I know I can't go on like this, I'm going to face it, I'm going to admit it.
I picked up my pen and began to write my reflections,
Every word is like a knife edge, piercing my heart.
I write down my mistakes, I write down my guilt,
Write about my love for her and the irretrievable past.
"I was wrong, I was really wrong. "I repeated on paper,
Every time I repeat it, it's like an apology to her.
I know that this apology will not make up for my mistakes.
But I hope it will make her feel my sincerity.
I walked out of the room, and her figure was busy in the kitchen,
I gently walked over and hugged her from behind.
She didn't speak, but I could feel her trembling,
I know she's trying to forgive me for my mistakes, too.
"I'm sorry, I love you. I whispered,
She turned her head, tears glistening in her eyes.
We hugged each other and wept, as if to pour out all our emotions,
At that moment, I understood what true love and forgiveness were.
From now on, I will no longer run away, I will no longer lie,
Because I know that true love needs to be faced and undertaken.
I will prove my love with my actions,
To make up for my past mistakes and to create a better future for us.