1. Hu Ge at this moment: Released an affectionate self-report late at night, which attracted a lot of attention, and his mood seemed to be quite low, and he was even suspected of being depressed!
"I did my best, I'm so sorry, and I want to be able to take responsibility for this short life. These words, full of deep apologies and confusion, were actually revealed from the well-known actor Hu Singer, which undoubtedly made many enthusiastic fans and media friends feel very worried.
As an outstanding man with a sunny appearance and brilliant achievements in his career and family, Hu Ge has recently shown a depressed mood in the middle of the night, and his remarks reveal heavy negative emotions between the lines, which can't help but make people wonder if he is suffering from depression.
This idol who was supposed to be a sunny "White Moonlight" now reveals unprecedented loss and self-reflection on social platforms, and his words are full of memories and guilt about the past.
Seeing that he was at the peak of his life after entering married life and having children, he behaved so low, depressed, gloomy and melancholy, everyone was deeply puzzled and regretted.
Hu Ge's affectionate self-description released late at night undoubtedly shocked fans and media friends, and some netizens even directly questioned whether he really suffered from depression.
Obviously, the degree of pain in his heart is far greater than the outside world can imagine.
2. Review the frustrations and pains of Hu Ge in the first half of his life
If we want to explore the source of Hu Ge's inner struggle, we have to mention two heartbreaking major events that he encountered in the first half of his life. The first is the serious car accident that occurred in 2006 and took the precious life of assistant Zhang Mian.
Recalling that night, Hu Ge, who had just finished filming, was exhausted, and under the persuasion of his young assistant Zhang Mian, he chose to take a break in the back of the carriage. However, this seemingly ordinary decision has led to such a tragic ending.
In just a moment's trance, a speeding truck completely tore the entire car apart. The driver and co-pilot were seriously injured on the spot due to the powerful impact, and Zhang Mian, who was only 23 years old, was unfortunately pierced through his body by steel fragments flying from the inside of the car.
Hu Ge, who woke up from a coma in the hospital, learned the bad news of his young assistant, like a thunderbolt from the sky, and regretted it for life. To this day, he is still often haunted by Zhang Mian's repeated requests to change his seat before his death, and the guilt and self-blame haunt his heart like a nightmare, and he can't get rid of it.
Another incident that made Hu Ge haunted was the helpless separation with his beloved girlfriend Xue Jianing. It was in order to take care of the seriously injured Hu Ge wholeheartedly that Xue Jianing was willing to give up all job opportunities, although they truly loved each other, but due to the strong opposition of Hu Ge's mother, this beautiful relationship was finally forced to come to an end.
For this matter, Hu Ge's heart is full of endless regret and deep regret, and he has been grateful and attached to this woman like the "sun" for many years.
These two experiences undoubtedly became the deepest pain of Hu Ge's life, and they were also the main source of his gloomy mood in his later period. For years, he seemed to be looking for a way to redeem himself with practical actions, but the shadow of those traumas could not be erased from his heart.
3. Hu Ge before the accident
Time rewinds to 2006 before the fateful car accident, Hu Ge at that time can be said to be in the limelight and attracted much attention. With the role of "Sedum" portrayed in the costume drama "The Legend of Sword and Fairy", he won the love of the audience, and was known as an idol like "White Moonlight", and became a hot new generation actor at that time.
In terms of career, Hu Ge's drama has spread all over the country, and his popularity has risen rapidly. And in his love life, he also has a gentle and beautiful girlfriend - Xue Jianing. The two support each other, love each other sweetly, and the road ahead is full of infinite possibilities.
Everyone is full of expectations for the future of this golden boy and girl, and firmly believes that they will climb to higher heights in their acting careers.
However, fate always likes to play tricks on people, and just when Hu Ge had a bumper harvest in his career and love, and was ready to do a great job with longing, a sudden car accident completely subverted the trajectory of his life.
The assistant was unfortunately killed, and he himself could not return to the sunny days of the pastSince then, Hu Ge's life has fallen into a heavy shadow, the former sunshine is no more, and happiness is gradually drifting away.
Fourth, the legacy of the injury: Hu Ge after the accident
This car accident left Hu Ge not only with physical injuries, but also with indelible wounds from the depths of his soul. After six hours of deep coma, he had more than 100 stitches in his neck and eyes, and although he was lucky to save his life, the real nightmare had just begun.
The physical pain is unbearable, but what makes Hu Ge feel even more tormented is the psychological and spiritual trauma. The young assistant Zhang Mian begged him several times before his death to move his seat to the front row, and in retrospect, she was undoubtedly his "savior".
It is a sad thing that the life of this young man, who is only twenty-three years old, died so suddenly, and he himself was lucky to escape death.
After regaining consciousness in the hospital bed, Hu Ge could not let go of Zhang Mian's unfortunate death, and the whole person fell into deep guilt and self-condemnation, unable to help himself.
He began to find solace in his soul with practical actions, and for more than ten years, he donated generously to more than 30 Hope Primary Schools all over the country in the name of Zhang Mian.
Even though this tragic car accident was not directly caused by him, deep in Hu Ge's heart, he always felt deeply indebted to Zhang Mian and his family.
The double trauma of body and mind has accompanied Hu Ge for many years, and it seems that he will never be able to get rid of the shadow left by that night. Even though he has entered the palace of marriage, has a lovely child, has a thriving career, and has a happy life, the pain in his heart is always haunting and difficult to erase.
5. The impermanence of fate: overnight, life has changed dramatically!
That night in 2006 was originally just an ordinary day in Hu Ge's busy daily life. As a hot idol star at the time, his schedule has long been full. As soon as he finished an intense shooting, he had to rush back to Shanghai from Hengdian non-stop, and after a little tidying, he would fly to Hong Kong to promote the new drama.
In the car, realizing that he was exhausted, Hu Ge chose to take a break in the back seat under the kind advice of his young assistant Zhang Mian. Zhang Mian's careful care led him to make this decision, but she did not expect such tragic consequences of this decision in the end.
Who would have imagined that an ordinary day would encounter such a cruel and drastic change? When the vehicle was driving on the Shanghai-Hangzhou Expressway, night fell, and Xiao Kai, the driver of the long-distance drive, gradually felt sleepy.
In those few seconds, he suddenly noticed a large truck speeding towards him, and the impact of the huge body was like a storm.
The car shattered in the violent impact, tumbling in the air like a broken toy for weeks before falling to the ground. The driver's side suffered the most serious injuries, Xiao Kai and Zhang Mian in the passenger seat were seriously injured on the spot, and the metal fragments inside the car pierced their bodies like dense raindrops.
Although Hu Ge, who was originally resting in the back row, was in a relatively safe position, at this moment, he was still affected by a strong shock and his life was in danger. One second he was still immersed in a dream, and the next second he was facing a life-and-death crisis, which was really shocking.
When Zhang Mian, a young and brave assistant, was rushed to the hospital at the same time as two colleagues, his life crossed the night sky like a meteor and quietly fell into the endless darkness, leaving only tears of grief for him.
This cruel news hit TV star Hu Ge's heart like a hammer, causing his world to collapse in an instant.
After six hours of all-out rescue, Hu Ge finally took back his life from the hands of death. However, fate played a huge joke on him, and his neck and right eye area needed more than 100 stitches to be spared.
However, overnight, his life changed drastically, and he went from being a star in the limelight to an ordinary person who lost his light, never going back to the sunny days he once had.
Today, 40-year-old Hu Ge has gone through most of his life, but he is still haunted by the scars of the past, his mood is often low, and his negative energy is constantly released. This Weibo he posted late at night revealed deep self-blame and confusion, which was the knot in his heart that had not been solved for many years.
Watching him achieve brilliant achievements in his career and family, he should have shown a mature and steady side, but he became more and more emotional, gloomy and melancholy, which was really distressing.
We sincerely hope that Hu Ge can let go of the pain of the past and no longer be bound by old wounds. Although Zhang Mian's death was a tragedy, his heroic behavior saved Hu Ge's life, and Hu Ge repaid him with practical actions, which can be regarded as a kind of redemption for himself.
As for Xue Jianing, she is a respectable woman, but breaking up is a decision made by two people after all. Let the past go with the wind, and if this knot of love and hate is not untied, it will become a heavy burden on your path.