"Mom, in the future, I will only give you five hundred a month, and I don't have much money myself, two thousand yuan is too much for me. ”
The story in this article is fictional, please look at it rationally
"You girl, you make so much money a month, just give me 500 yuan? What a unfilial girl, why did I give birth to a selfish girl like you?"
"Whatever you say, I don't have any money anyway, and I can't afford to eat your meal. I didn't bother to hear what she said, so I picked up my bag and turned around to leave.
"Du Xinan, you sit down for me, it's the other way you go!" my dad scolded me loudly.
I didn't pay attention to anyone anymore, and went straight out of the community to take a taxi.
My name is Du Xinan, I am the eldest daughter in the family, and I have a younger brother who is three years younger than me.
It can also be seen from my name that my parents were desperate to have a boy, so after my brother was born, my position in the family became dispensable.
In the beginning, when my brother was not born, my parents were very kind to me, they would buy me delicious bread for my birthday, they would tie me a high ponytail, and take me to the park to play.
But it wasn't until I had my younger brother that I knew that I could eat cream cake on my birthday, wear a sunscreen hat, and go to the playground to play.
But I didn't realize any of this, because they would only treat my brother like that, but not me, and they would never care about my feelings and rarely talk to me.
I knew that my parents liked my brother more, so I tried my best to please them, and I always thought that as long as I was more well-behaved and sensible, they would treat me like my brother.
During my mother's confinement, I brought a basin of foot wash to wash my mother's feet like a child on TV.
"Mom, wash your feet. ”
I helped her take off her shoes and socks, carefully put her feet into the basin, and just a second after putting them in, she quickly pulled her feet back, too fast, and brought out a stream of water that splashed on my bare arms.
"You dead girl, you want to burn me to death? I wonder why you are so kind to wash my feet today, and wait for me here?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Mom, I'll pour you a basin again, I'm not very good at making a faucet, can you teach me?"
I looked at her with pleading eyes, hoping that she would help me adjust the temperature of the water.
"Wow!" Perhaps disturbed by the movement just now, the younger brother lying in the luxury stroller began to cry loudly.
Mom hurriedly reached out and hugged her younger brother, "The baby doesn't cry or cry, it's all my sister's fault, I have to come to make us sleep, mom will help you beat her." With that, she reached out and slapped me the shoulder.
I was in a little pain, but I didn't dare to make any more noise, and went out with the basin of water.
My mother is like this, she always puts her brother's affairs first, never cares about my feelings, even if my arm is hot and red, she only cares if her son sleeps well.
Once I drew a family portrait in art class, with my father, mother, me, and my brother, I happily took the painting home, hoping that my parents would be happy to see it.
The fact is indeed as I thought, my mother liked it very much when she saw it, and praised me vigorously, "Xiao Nan is really amazing, the painting is so beautiful, Mom will help you paste it on the wall." ”
"Okay, thank you Mom. "When I heard my mom compliment me, I couldn't have forgotten how happy I was.
My mother brought me a stool and was going to help me make the painting a little taller.
"Xiao Nan! go and help my mother bring the tape, it's in the drawer in the living room. ”
I hurried to find the tape.
"You look for it first, and then I'll help you post it when my mother goes to the toilet. Mom put the painting on the bed and went to the bathroom.
When I found the tape and went back, I saw my brother holding my painting in his hand, which was crumpled and torn off in a few pieces and scattered around him.
I was so angry that I ran to snatch the painting from my brother's hand, "Give it back to me! ”
He couldn't speak, he babbled, but his strength was surprisingly great, and I failed several times in my snatches, and my brother began to cry in a hurry.
"What's wrong, what's wrong?" Hearing my brother's crying, my mother hurried over.
As soon as she came in, I cried and complained, "Mom, my brother broke my painting!"
Thinking about the way she just fell in love with that painting, I thought she would be on my side, but I didn't expect her to say, "If it's broken, it's broken, it's a big deal, you can just draw another one when you come back." ”
"But!"
"But what's it, if you're a sister, you should let your brother go, and then bully your brother to try. "My mom slammed my head down.
Since then, I have always tried everything I can to please my mother, but not surprisingly, every time her tenderness towards me is snatched away by my brother.
Maybe my mother loves me too, but her love for her brother is always greater than her love for me.
Not only my mother, but also my father and grandmother's attitude, before my brother was born, they didn't like me very much, and after my brother was born, they didn't even say two words to me every day.
Growing up in such a family, I gradually became a people-pleasing personality, and when I met someone I liked, I wanted to give them everything I had, and I just longed for others to like me.
But my dedication can't be sincere for sincerity, what I get is more deception and betrayal, and after a long time, I slowly like to be alone.
"Xiao Nan, you are the elder sister, you should let the younger brother, the younger brother is the only boy in the family, in the future, he will get ahead, and he will have a big career, and you will have face when you go out. ”
Grandma doesn't know how many times I've said this to me, this time because I took the last chicken wing on the plate.
Normally, I would have obediently put the chicken wings back, but today, for some reason, I was surprisingly rebellious and stuffed the chicken wings into my mouth.
I muttered on the chicken wings and said, "Grandma, I'm in junior high school now, and it's time to grow my body, if you look at the table in front of my brother, he has already eaten at least half a plate of chicken wings, and I have only eaten two." ”
In the past, my parents went out to work, and I had to take care of my younger brother after school, and I had to cook for the whole family, and the laundry and housework also fell on my head.
"You kid, you don't have any rules, and I don't know who you're following. Grandma threw her chopsticks on the table and lost her temper.
"Apologize to your grandmother!" Dad scolded me as well.
My heart kept telling me to resist, but I couldn't help it, who made me naturally soft, I still didn't dare to contradict my elders.
"Grandma, I'm sorry, I won't be in the future, I'll leave all the delicious food for my brother. ”
"That's right, why do girls eat so much, when you get fat, there will be no in-laws who want you. ”
My parents had to go to work, and my grandmother loved her grandson but didn't want to take care of him, so the responsibility of taking care of my younger brother fell on me.
When my younger brother cries, my parents will blame me for not taking good care of my younger brother, and if the teacher drags the class, I will be beaten if I don't go home in time to cook, and my parents will be strict with me, but they will always take care of my younger brother.
Every time my parents get angry, I think that I am not good enough, and if I am a little better, maybe my parents will love me a little more.
When I was in school, I studied hard to get good grades and make my parents proud of me, but in the end, everything was in vain.
Even though my grades were at the top of my grades every time, even if I was admitted to a prestigious university, they still wouldn't look at me more.
In the year of my college entrance examination, my younger brother also happened to be about to enter high school, his grades were very poor, and I was asked to write his usual homework, and with his grades, he naturally couldn't get into high school.
"Nan Nan, my mother is discussing something with you. ”
I was doing a college entrance examination volunteer analysis in the house, and my mother pushed the door in.
"What's the matter, Mom, you say. ”
"That, you know that your little brother's grades are not very good, but boys, it must be good to learn some knowledge, girls will find someone to marry anyway, you see ......"
"Mom, just say what you mean directly, don't beat around the bush. ”
"Okay, then my mother said directly, I want to use the money to stuff your brother into a private high school, our family can't afford two people, or you don't go to college, go out to work, you are also eighteen years old, it's time to share a little pressure for the family." ”
I didn't speak for a long time, and my mom saw that I didn't react and started to get anxious.
"Okay, you can say something. ”
"Misconduct."
"You girl, why can't you be considerate of your parents? I can't pay for your college tuition anyway, I have to leave the money to your brother. ”
"I don't need you to go out, I'll go out to work by myself to earn tuition!" So I got a summer job and worked part-time to earn tuition.
I went to a university far away from home, and now that I no longer crave the love of my parents, I understand that it is destined not to belong to me.
After the start of college, I continued to work part-time, and after the daily living expenses, I transferred the rest of the money to my mother.
After graduating from university, I joined a newspaper company as an editor, and when I first interned, I could only receive a salary of 3,000 yuan a month, but my mother asked me to transfer 2,000 yuan to her.
"Now that you have gone to work, you have to repay me well, and transfer me two thousand yuan every month, which should be regarded as repaying me for raising me. ”
"Mom, I just didn't have that much money for my internship, can I have less?"
"I left you a thousand dollars, is it less?"
"I'm going to rent a house now, and I see that the cheapest one is eight hundred a month, plus I have to take a car to eat, and a thousand yuan is not enough at all. ”
"You have to go out and rent a house? You buy a folding bed and can't sleep in the company every night, I didn't say you, why do you have to go to that university, you don't even use your brain. ”
Listening to her words, a strong sense of powerlessness came over me.
Hearing that there was no voice on my side, she continued to talk, "Does your company have any money at home, you fall in love with someone, you don't have to go out to rent a house, you can still eat his flowers, and you won't be able to spend a thousand yuan a month at that time." ”
Other people's mothers are teaching girls to love themselves and protect themselves, but my mother asked me to find a man for a few thousand dollars, which sounds ridiculous.
"Don't say any more, I'll transfer you two thousand a month. ”
After hanging up the phone, I started looking for a lower rent, and finally I finally found a share house with a monthly rent of only 500 yuan.
But the house was on the edge of the city, far from where I worked, and it was an open space, which was not safe for girls.
During the viewing, the landlord also told me about it.
"Little girl, why do you think that you come here alone to rent a house? My house is almost rented by people from nearby construction sites, it is too unsafe. ”
"It's not that Auntie doesn't want to do your business, you are a little girl's family, living here, your parents will also be worried, do you want to reconsider?"
"No need Auntie, thank you, my parents won't worry, I just graduated and don't have much money in my hands, just enough to rent here, please rent it to me." ”
"How can parents not be worried, how can there be parents who don't care for their children, have you encountered something?"
She was wrong, there are really parents in the world who don't care for their children, at least my parents are.
"I just started work, I only have 3,000 yuan a month, my mother asked me to pay her 2,000 a month, and I have a younger brother, so I ......"
Hearing this, she naturally understood.
"Hey, it's not easy, my daughter is as old as you, and she also works outside, helping you is also helping her, so I live around here, if you get off work in the future, call me at the subway station, and I will pick you up." ”
I hurriedly thanked him.
"No thanks, it's not easy to go out, take care of each other, and it can be regarded as accumulating some merit for yourself, not to mention that you are my tenant, if something really happens, I won't be able to explain it, just call me Aunt Jin in the future." ”
In this way, I also have a place to settle down in this big city, and I have half of my relatives.
Aunt Kim's husband died of illness a few years ago, and her daughter worked outside again, so she lived alone every day.
Instead of living in the house I had previously admired, I moved into Aunt Kim's house, and she cleaned up my daughter's bedroom for me.
"Anyway, she rarely comes back, you can live, and there is someone to accompany me to relieve my boredom. ”
After living with Aunt Jin, I experienced the long-lost mother's love, one day because of a task, I worked overtime, and when I got off work, it was already dark.
After I took the subway for more than an hour, I had to walk for more than ten minutes.
Seeing that the time was a little late and Aunt Jin went to bed early, I didn't want to disturb her, so I was ready to go back alone.
The street lights on the outskirts of the city were dimly lit, and there were few shops nearby, so I was a little scared when I walked alone.
"Beauty, where are you going, do you want my brother to send you?"
I was really afraid of something, and sure enough, I heard a voice from behind, I didn't dare to speak, and strode forward.
"Don't go, talk to me. The man quickened his pace and caught up.
His steps were much faster than mine, and he quickly walked to my side, and he put his arms around my shoulders frivolously, and he hugged me, and I could feel his muddy breath.
"You let go of me!" I tried to break free, but the man's strength was too great, and he grabbed me to him again.
"Little bunny, what are you doing?" Suddenly a bright light flashed, and my eyes turned white.
It's Aunt Kim! She was holding a flashlight in her hand and shining it on the man's face.
The man's eyes flashed and his arm around me loosened, and I hurriedly broke free and ran to Aunt Kim's side.
"......"
"Don't be afraid, your dad is behind, he's coming soon, when he comes, this little rabbit will die." She winked at me.
I quickly reacted, "That's it, Mom, let my dad teach him a lesson in a while!"
The man listened to us and ran away.
I patted my chest in fear.
"You girl, you said call me after work, I'll pick you up, if I hadn't woken up halfway and saw that you didn't come back, maybe what would have happened. ”
"I ...... I'm afraid to disturb your rest......" I touched my head apologetically.
Aunt Kim glanced at me and dragged me home.
When I got home, she went into the kitchen and cooked me a bowl of noodles, "Eat quickly, I worked so late overtime, I definitely didn't have dinner, don't be polite to me, eat quickly, I'll go to bed." ”
I picked up a chopstick noodle and put it in my mouth, the heat was so hot that I wanted to cry, I grew so big, I never ate the noodles cooked by my mother, but this bowl of noodles from Aunt Jin made me understand what it feels like to be a mother's love.
My work is getting better and better, and in just three years, I was promoted to project manager, and now I can get 10,000 yuan a month.
But I still haven't moved out of that house on the outskirts of the city, and I've come to regard Aunt Jin as my mother.
I still only transfer 2,000 yuan to my parents every month, and my mother scolds me, but I just don't hear it.
After graduating from high school, his younger brother said that he didn't want to go to college anymore, so he went to work in an electronics factory, and the next year he came home with his big-bellied girlfriend.
My mother called me, "Nan Nan, your brother has come back with his girlfriend, and they are going to get married now, you must be a sister to do something." ”
"Mom, I don't have any money for him, you don't know how much money is spent in big cities, you can't save money at all, and my brother is not old enough to get married. ”
"Then we can't ignore his girlfriend's pregnancy, you must have money, can you count your mother borrowing you? Help your brother, people say that there is no 80,000 yuan, and they are going to beat the child......"
In the end, under my mother's soft grinding and hard bubbles, I still couldn't resist it and took out 80,000 yuan.
After Aunt Jin found out, she just felt sorry for me, "Hey, silly boy, in the past few years, you have saved up so much money, just to buy a car to make yourself less guilty, and now you have all the money to your mother, and you will have to get up early to squeeze the subway in the future." ”
In the past few years, my mother has never cared about me except for asking for money, I don't go home for the New Year, and she won't take the initiative to ask me, but she is my mother after all, and I can't really ignore her.
After another two years, near the end of the year, my mother called me, "Nan Nan, are you going home for the New Year this year?" You haven't been back for several years, your mother misses you, and I can't remember what you look like..."
After hanging up the phone, I ran to ask Aunt Jin and Sister Yueyue, Sister Yueyue is Aunt Jin's daughter, she will come back every year to accompany Aunt Jin for the New Year, and the relationship between the two of us is also very good.
"You haven't been home for years, so if you miss them, go back and see. ”
"Yes, your mother may be telling the truth, maybe she has been thinking about you all the time, but she just doesn't want to pull down her face to tell you, now that she has opened her mouth, let's go back and see. ”
Eventually, I bought an expensive set of skincare products for my mother, tea for my father, gifts for my younger brothers, sisters-in-law, and little nephews, and got on the high-speed train home with great anticipation.
"Nan Nan is back!" I knocked on the door, my mother greeted me warmly, and took the gift from my hand, I haven't seen it for so many years, the wrinkles on my father's and mother's faces are becoming more and more obvious, and my younger brother is already like a mature adult, everything is both strange and familiar to me.
I said hello to my siblings and sat down on the couch, but after a while, my mother had prepared the meal, and we all sat down to prepare for the meal.
"Nan Nan, Mom specially made your favorite chicken wings, try them. "Mom picked up a chicken wing and put it in my bowl.
I raised my eyes and glanced at the people at the dinner table, grandma was not there, my father's expression was also very normal, I put the chicken wings in my mouth, it was not as delicious as I thought, and it was not even as good as the bowl of noodles cooked by Aunt Jin.
My mother smiled and watched me finish eating the chicken wings, "Nan Nan, your brother is about to reach his age, the two of them didn't get a license before, they haven't held a banquet, we want to make up for them, and Xiaobao is going to kindergarten, you see......"
I said how to call me back for dinner, and it was a Hongmen banquet.
"I don't have any money. ”
"Don't you make 10,000 or 20,000 a month? Give me 2,000 a month! "My mom is in a hurry.
"I don't have any money anyway. I repeat the phrase.
"It's okay if you don't have money, I found you a mother-in-law, you go to meet in the next two days, and you will quickly settle things after the year, and when the time comes, as soon as people give the bride price, there will be money." ”
"Don't be delusional, I can't go, don't beat my idea!"
"Mother, didn't you say that my aunt's money will be ours in the future?" the little nephew ...... at this time, and the younger brother and daughter-in-law hurriedly covered his mouth and pulled him aside.
Listening to my little nephew's words, I sneered, for so many years my dedication to this family, they have taken it as what they should be, "I have no money, don't count on me, and Mom, I will only give you five hundred a month in the future, I don't have much money myself, two thousand yuan is too much for me." ”
"You girl, you make so much money a month, just give me 500 yuan? What a unfilial girl, why did I give birth to a selfish girl like you?"
"Whatever you say, I don't have any money anyway, and I can't afford to eat your meal. Then I didn't bother to listen to what she said, so I picked up my bag and turned around to leave.
"Du Xinan, you sit down for me, it's the other way you go!" my dad scolded me loudly.
I didn't listen to anyone anymore, walked straight out of the community, took a taxi to the high-speed rail station, bought the nearest train, and went back to work.
I blocked my family's phone numbers, and hurried back to my residence after getting out of the car.
"Didn't you go home for the New Year? ”
I didn't speak, I ran over and hugged them, "Aunt Jin, I want to eat the noodles you cooked." ”
The story in this article is fictional, please look at it rationally