I am the only child in the family, but it is someone else's daughter who hurts my parents to the bone.
For as long as I can remember, I have to let Lin Yue everywhere.
At the slightest resistance, they beat me half to death, grabbed my ears and called me a white-eyed wolf.
The family had no money, so they burned my admission letter and paid Lin Yue the borrowed money.
After I dropped out of school to work, they snatched my life-saving money for Lin Yue.
I have realized that man does not destroy heaven and earth for his own sake.
After being reborn, I had scarlet eyes, grabbed Lin Yue's head and slammed it against the wall,
[If you dare to touch me, I will be ten times still on Lin Yue!]
1
When I was eight years old, the machinery in the factory broke down and my dad almost died.
At the critical moment, Lin Yue's father saved my father, but he himself was caught in the machine and died on the spot.
Lin Yue's mother took the compensation from the factory and ran away the next day, leaving only the lonely Lin Yue with a daughter.
My parents couldn't bear it, and they were afraid of gossip, so they adopted her.
Since then, my nightmares have begun.
Mom and Dad are completely like a different person, and they only have Lin Yue, the adopted daughter, in their eyes.
In the previous life, Lin Yue was also taken to my house today.
My mother took Lin Yue and stood in front of me and gently introduced Lin Yue to me.
[Yanyan, Yueyue will be a sister in the future, you will be a sister, my sister should let my sister, don't grab things from my sister.] ]
The opening sentence was exactly the same, and I couldn't help but be in a trance, and I didn't say anything to answer my mother's words.
Lin Yue looked at my parents aggrievedly and sobbed:
[Why does my sister ignore me, doesn't she like me? Others say that my father is gone, my mother doesn't want me anymore, I am going to be sent to a welfare home, you should send me to a welfare home......]
Lin Yue, she had just been brought back, how could my father let her go to the welfare home?
If others knew about it, a single person could drown him with a mouthful of spit.
He burst into anger and slapped me hard.
[Are you dead!Did I teach you that?Why don't you say hello to Yueyue!]
My whole face was misshaped, the corners of my mouth were torn, and my mom was scared.
Then he sighed lightly and said, [Yanyan is still young, can't you teach her well?]
Dad opened his mouth and scolded: [We are all six years old, what is small!When we used to be as old as her, we didn't work in the fields and take care of our younger brothers and sisters?]
[Her temperament will be big in the future, and she will be suspected of ten thousand people, and when she goes out, others will only say that I Zhou Da will not teach children!]
My mother was so scolded that she couldn't breathe, and she lowered her head and didn't speak.
Lin Yue cried in fear, [Uncle, don't be angry, being angry is not good for your health, it's all bad for Yueyue, let my sister be unbehaved, Yueyue should go to the welfare home.] ]
Seeing this, my dad hurriedly squatted down to comfort her: [It's not about Yueyue, my uncle won't send you to the welfare home, it's my uncle who didn't teach Zhou Yan well, she is really uneducated. ]
My mom stood next to me and nodded subconsciously, obviously she wasn't very happy with my behavior just now, but I didn't say a word.
I licked the corners of my mouth with the tip of my tongue, looked at the warm family of three next to me and sneered, my voice was a little abrupt.
My dad looked up and met my cold eyes, and his forehead was bruised with anger.
[What kind of expression do you have, let me tell you Zhou Yan, your dad and my life were saved by Yueyue's father, I have never owed anyone in my life, I owe Yueyue her father, I can't let her father close his eyes underneath, you come over to me and apologize to Yueyue!]
I took a deep breath, I was well-behaved and obedient when I was a child, so I didn't have this slap in my previous life, and my mother recognized Lin Yue's sister in a daze.
Then they took turns brainwashing me, Lin Yue's father saved my father's life, without my father, there would be no me, and what I owe Lin Yue will be repaid for the rest of my life.
So when my family had no money to study, I was the one who dropped out of school, and it was me who borrowed the money for Lin Yue, and it was me who paid off the debt.
The miserable experience of my previous life flashed through my mind, and I would never give in, because one step further would be an abyss.
I raised my sleeve to wipe the blood from the corner of my mouth, aimed at Lin Yue with cold eyes, and slapped her twice with all my strength.
Lin Yue was instantly slapped to the ground, knocked out two front teeth, and blood flowed from his mouth.
[Wow!]
2
A high-pitched burst of crying rang out.
Lin Yue's face was pale with pain, tears flowed down her face, and she cried:
[Uncle, why did my sister hit me, I hurt so much, I hurt so much......]
My parents didn't expect me to dare to make a move on Lin Yue in front of them, so they hurriedly rushed over.
I moved quickly to the side, and my dad fell short of his hand, stumbling and almost falling to the ground.
[Zhou Yan!You still dare to hide!]
I stepped back, gritted my teeth and glared at him, [Why don't I dare!, I tell you, if you fight me for Lin Yue again, I will definitely fight back against Lin Yue......]
Before I could finish speaking, my dad was shaking with anger, he thought I was challenging his dignity as a father, and he raised his foot and kicked at me.
But I've already been slapped in the face, how can I still obediently wait to be kicked.
I moved to the side to avoid his foot, but was pushed back by another force, and the kick hit me firmly in the stomach.
I broke out in a cold sweat in pain, and even more so because the person who pushed me was my biological mother!
My father's hideous expression relaxed, and he said disdainfully:
[Little rabbit cub! Lao Tzu is still here, you dare to bully Yueyue like this, I don't have to make more of a mistake if I'm not there!
As soon as the blood rushed to the top of my head, I pounced on Lin Yue, who was watching the joke, and bit her face hard.
After my previous life, I have already seen through it, what my parents value most is the so-called face, and the most unbearable thing for them now is that Lin Yue has an accident by their side.
I'm only eight years old now, and I definitely can't beat my parents, so I can only grasp their weakness - Lin Yue.
My mouth was full of Lin Yue's bloody smell, my dad kicked me one by one, and my mother pinched me hard, but I still didn't let go.
In the end, my mother was so anxious that she cried and begged me, [Yanyan, mom please let go of Yueyue, if you really want to bite, bite your mother......]
I don't know my mom is like that, she can cut knives at you with the softest words.
Just like in my previous life, after I fell ill in the hospital, she sat in front of my hospital bed and persuaded me with the gentlest words not to waste money.
It took me two minutes to bite before I let go, Lin Yue left two rows of tooth marks on her face, deep visible bones, and bloodstains, and she broke down and yelled.
I grinned, blood pouring out of my mouth.
[Dear Mom and Dad, if you dare to touch me, I will double it on Lin Yue to get it back, if you are not afraid that she will die, just do it to me!]
My dad glared at me angrily and angrily, but he didn't dare to do anything to me again, and my mom's eyes flashed with horror.
Lin Yue's wailing woke them up, and my dad hurriedly picked up Lin Yue and walked outside, my mom followed closely behind them.
The dark clouds obscured the sun and looked dull, but I seemed to see hope that the mountain that had pressed on me in my previous life would be so easy to fall down.
I split the lock in the kitchen, took out the eggs and noodles from it, boiled them in the pot, and turned out the old bacon that my mother had hidden for a long time.
The fragrance of the noodles is mixed with the aroma of bacon, which is particularly gluttonous, and I cried while eating.
In my last life, I hadn't eaten meat for a whole year until I died.
I don't know how I survived, every time I paid my salary, my mother asked me to leave as soon as I got it.
Come to think of it, I was afraid that I was blinded by lard in my last life, stupid to the point of home, and I didn't know how to resist at all.
3
I took another shower after eating, and pulled out the latest dress in my closet to put it on.
It just fits, the new clothes are really warm, I haven't worn such warm and well-fitting clothes in years.
Lin Yue's parents are short, and her height also follows her parents, it was not obvious when she was young, and she was less than 1.55 meters when she grew up.
My parents couldn't wait to stuff all the good food into her, so she was short and fat in her previous life.
The Zhou family is just an ordinary family, and it can even be said that they are a little poor, and they naturally can't take care of one child if they can take care of the other.
So since Lin Yue came, I haven't worn a new dress.
Until later, I was a head taller than Lin Yue, and I was still picking up her old clothes to wear, and sometimes she would deliberately tear the holes, just to let me wear a few more patched clothes.
If I did, my father would say that I was small-minded, and my mother sighed and said that it was her fault that the family was incompetent.
Lin Yue stood next to her, and looked at my dad aggrievedly: [Uncle, give these new clothes to my sister, I'll just wear back the clothes my father bought for me before.] ]
Then she said to me cautiously as if she remembered something: [Sister, can you give me back my old clothes?]
At this time, Dad would always comfort Lin Yue distressedly, telling her not to think about it, and then he would look at me with a look of disgust, saying that I was selfish, I wanted this and that, and asked me if I wanted to go to heaven.
Every now and then, I would blush and not know what to say.
What should I say, I did take Lin Yue's old clothes.
But at that time, my mother said that she wanted to take Lin Yue to buy new clothes, so she didn't buy them for me first, let me wear Lin Yue's old clothes, and buy me new ones when I had money later.
Later, Lin Yue's new clothes were changed one by one, and I still wore those old clothes until it was too sewn to wear, so I continued to pick up Lin Yue's old clothes to wear.
Now that I think about it, I can't wait to slap myself and sober up.
Our family has never had any money, my mother is just PUA me, and even said to me when she robbed me of my money in the end, Lin Yue was so good to me, she gave me all the clothes, and it would be ungrateful if I didn't give her money.
In the silence of the room, I sneered, and from the moment I was reborn, I decided to live only for myself.
I lay on the bed in my new clothes, looking at the sky outside, and I guessed that they would not be able to come back tonight, so I slept peacefully.
At seven o'clock the next day, the radio music of the elementary school sounded on time, and I put on my school bag and went to school.
In my previous life, after my parents brought Lin Yue over, the family's economy was a lot tighter, and my father's salary alone couldn't be maintained at all, so my mother also had to go out to work.
There was no one to do the housework at home, and they were reluctant and afraid to let Lin Yue do it, so they all piled up and waited for me to do it after school.
I have to cook, do laundry, do housework every day, and only do my homework after tidying up the house, and sometimes I fall asleep in class when I am so tired.
After the teacher told my parents once, they decided that I was not the material for studying.
I was finally admitted to high school, and they said that I was stepping on shit luck, and that my grades were not in the front row, and I would definitely not be able to keep up with high school in the future.
I cried and swore that I would study hard, but they still didn't let go, and made an excuse that my family didn't have any money and burned my admission letter.
They thought they wouldn't pay me tuition, and my notice burned, so I probably wouldn't be able to go to high school anymore.
In the end, as they wished, I went to work in an electronics factory according to their wishes, and lived my last life in a daze.
After being reborn, I swore that I would never be a kite in their hands again in this life, let others fiddle with it, and my fate would be in my hands!
Living for 20 more years, I know that in addition to the normal entrance exams, there is also a special entrance examination system: escort.
Not only do you not have to pay tuition, but the school will also subsidize the accommodation fee and most of the living expenses.
Since a few years ago, the state has implemented a nine-year compulsory education system, so primary and junior high schools do not need to pay tuition, only book fees.
I was able to barely make it to junior high school, but my high school tuition was not yet paid.
4
Many students in the class do not like to write homework, and they are often approached by teachers to their parents.
I thought about it and decided to charge to help with my homework.
I don't think there's anything wrong with me, I'm using my hands to earn money, not stealing and not robbing.
As soon as I got the word out, someone came looking for me.
[Zhou Yan, help me copy my homework!]
Standing in front of me was my back table, and after thinking for a long time, I remembered that his name was Xu Sen, a new classmate who had just transferred to another school.
I have an impression of him because he will be the champion of the city in the future, and the thick workbook on his desk.
I once helped him pick up books, and they were full of content that I didn't understand, and it was in vain, obviously Xu Sen had never done these exercises.
His family is very rich, and I don't know what he does, but the year I died, I happened to see his parents hold a college banquet for him, and the scene was very big.
My eyes flashed, I didn't expect that Xueba didn't like to do homework when he was a child.
[One dollar at a time.] ]
Xu Sen raised his eyebrows slightly, [Aren't we good friends?]
I'm a little confused, did I be good friends with the champion when I was a kid? I don't remember, but I still have to charge for what should be charged.
I was expressionless, [Brother, settle accounts, good friends are not free labor, if you are too expensive, you can choose a monthly subscription, and I can help you write your homework at noon and evening.] ]
The Xu family is rich, and a dollar is not worth mentioning in Xu Sen's eyes, I silently complained that he slammed the door and wanted to prostitute for nothing.
He pinched his eyebrows lightly and wondered, [Monthly?]
I cheered up, [Yes, the monthly subscription is cost-effective, only 50 yuan a month, from now on your homework will not have to worry, I will help you do it at noon and night.] ]
Xu Sen finally ordered a monthly package and gave a deposit of 10 yuan, I carefully put the money away and took two homework books home.
There isn't much homework in elementary school and it takes less than an hour to complete.
The kitchen has not changed as yesterday, indicating that my parents and Lin Yue have not come back yet.
I steamed some rice, sprinkled with bacon and soy sauce, chopped green onions, and just ate two bites.
There was a voice outside the door, my dad carried Lin Yue into the door, and my mother followed behind her to make her laugh.
After opening the door, Lin Yue saw my figure shrink for a moment, and her body was trembling all the time.
When my father saw the food on the table, his face darkened, and he rushed over and slapped me.
[Zhou Yan, your mother and I are tired of cleaning up the mess for you, and you eat deliciously when you come back, do you have a conscience!]
I looked calm, picked up my rice bowl, and smashed it the head of Lin Yue, who was standing next to me.
The bowl shattered, the rice stuck to her, and she screamed, a cut in her forehead, and blood stayed along her forehead and seeped into the gauze wrapped in her face.
My mom scrambled to find cotton and stopped her bleeding.
Lin Yue stood up, took a deep breath, as if she had made a very important decision, and said: [Sister, all the mistakes are my fault, you can beat me and scold me, but your uncle and aunt are your parents, don't make them angry, okay?......]
By the end, she was choked up and speechless.
When my dad saw this, he picked up the belt on the sofa and was about to pull it on me.
[Little turtle calf, I'll let you cross! What is not good to learn, I want to learn to be competitive and competitive, and I want to ride on my head as a prestige, today I don't put you in the shoes of my Zhou Da with your surname!]
Mom grabbed Dad's hand, [Yanyan, Mom begs you, just give in and apologize to your dad and Yueyue.] ]
[I'm not wrong, why do you want me to apologize!] I'm not as biased as you, I don't know and think Lin Yue is your illegitimate daughter. ]
After accumulating resentment for two lifetimes, I still couldn't help but ask.
[Since childhood, you have always been like this, sacrificing me to make a good name for you, I want to ask, am I your own child? Other people's parents can give everything for their children, and you can't wait to suck my blood and feed it to outsiders!]
Thinking of the experience of robbing me of my life-saving money in my previous life and leaving me dead in the hospital, I couldn't hold back my tears and my eyes were red.
5
My mother froze in place, came back to her senses and lowered her voice, [Yanyan, what nonsense are you talking about, how can my mother be the kind of person you say......]
My dad gasped, [I'm telling you, Zhou Yan, don't think I'll let you go if you talk nonsense.] ]
He shoved my mom away, and the belt was raised hard at me.
I'm not a fool, how could I let him beat me.
I ducked behind Lin Yue and grabbed her to block my father's beating, and the belt was skillfully waved to her face, and the gauze was lifted.
It hurts, it hurts, Lin Yue screamed instantly.
My dad's face changed dramatically, and he stood there helplessly.
I grabbed her by the hair, grabbed her head and slammed it against the wall, looked at my dad viciously and said:
[Didn't I tell you earlier, don't mess with me for her, you just don't listen!]
The blood bag on Lin Yue's forehead broke open again, and it looked even more serious.
She covered her head and sat on the ground groggily, retching.
I squatted down and patted her face, [Lin Yue, I saw your little tricks eight hundred years ago, if you want to leave, you should leave without saying a word, instead of pretending to babble in front of me, or refuse to go. My parents are blind and I'm not blind, I can see the green tea and white lotus at a glance, don't disgust me!]
I rolled my eyes to my mother, who was shivering, and my father, whose eyes were red with anger.
[And you, if you want to kiss me and my family with Lin Yue, you can kiss me, why do you want to get involved with me?]
My mother's tears flowed, [Yeon-yeon, we are a family......]
I interrupted her, [Lin Yue and I will never be a family!If you don't want to send her away, don't let me be associated with her!]
After that, I went to the kitchen and brought out two more bowls of rice, which were still steaming, and the bowl that had just been knocked over was obviously from the same pot.
I took a big bite of rice, [fortunately I put two more handfuls of rice in the morning, otherwise I wouldn't have to eat it now.] ]
Those two bowls are the big bowls that my parents often use, and they are different from other bowls at home.
My mother was a little embarrassed, and it happened that Lin Yue was covering her head in the corner again, retching with a painful face.
[Uncle, I'm so dizzy, I want to throw up, am I going to die......]
My parents hurriedly picked her up and went to the hospital again.
I didn't have any big reactions, I took a nap when I needed to, and when I woke up, I went to school.
After school in the afternoon, my parents had already returned with Lin Yue, and the warm atmosphere disappeared in an instant the moment I opened the door.
My dad ignored me with a cold face, my mom moved her lips without squinting, and I walked past them without squinting.
I didn't want to talk to them too much, so I went out to eat in the evening when my mom cooked.
I calmly served my meal and sat down to eat.
My dad had a stinky face, but I was not afraid at all, so I picked the meat on the table and ate it in a big gulp.
I sneered in my heart, they thought I was going to be angry and skip eating.
I wouldn't do such a stupid thing, and when I was born again, I would have abandoned the idea of Our Lady in my previous life.
According to their temperament, when they get old in the future, they will only ask me to contribute money and efforts, who will make me their only child.
They will feel that their parents are the greatest people in the world, and it is a great kindness to give her a life when they have a child.
If the child dares to take the initiative to make any request, it is a big mistake to have no eyesight, and the parents at home have this ability, and it is already their obligation to raise the child in peace.
So in my previous life, after graduating from junior high school with Lin Yue, when I was admitted to high school, I only needed 800 yuan, but Lin Yue wanted to go to an art school but had to pay 30,000 yuan, and they chose to let me drop out without hesitation.