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Immerse yourself in the life of Zhou Bingyi, and this article explains his life from Zhou Bingyi's perspective.
It's about love
When I was in middle school, I accepted Dongmei's confession, not how much I loved this girl, but Zhou Rong told me that Dongmei was very good, and after her parents were beaten as villains, she was often alone.
We both love to read and discuss the literature of various countries together, and Dongmei once asked me to secretly transfer her family's collection of books, of course, in my house.
In this way, Dongmei has come to my house for a long time, and I have found that she is a very good girl, I like excellent people, not only because I am excellent, but also because excellent people are very interesting together, unlike my younger brother, every time we discuss literature, he can't insert a sentence, even if he inserts a sentence, it is not the right mouth.
I have been with Dongmei for many years, and when I went to the countryside to be an educated youth, I only got married to her, and if I don't get married again, Dongmei will become an old girl.
Dongmei is good everywhere, gentle and elegant, very educated, but there is a lack of passion with her, which should be in most love, but we don't.
After many years of marriage, my life has become accustomed to the existence of Dongmei, as if it is just a habit.
When I went to the USSR to attract investment for a military factory, I fell in love with another girl - Olya.
She, in her early thirties, divorced, sweet-looking, righteous, and most importantly she also liked to read, and she was by my side as a nurse when I was hospitalized in the Soviet Union.
It is also an honor for me to be accompanied by such a beautiful woman in a foreign country.
We used to talk about Soviet literature all night, I was fluent in Russian, there was no language barrier between us, and I wanted to be a friend who hate to see each other late.
Olya is good at singing and dancing, and she brought a lot of joy to my life during my illness.
From her eyes and words, I could see her inner adoration and love for me.
Her love is more passionate than Dongmei's, which is difficult to refuse.
I know very well that if I like Olia, it is a betrayal of Dongmei and an infidelity to marriage.
But since I moved into my mother-in-law's house, my life has never been easy, and my desire to become a university teacher has been disappointed, and my life is busy and stressful.
I used to hate my mother-in-law's interference in my career, and I also had a conflict with Dongmei because of this.
And at the age of no doubt, I don't have any children of my own.
From the point of view of my personality, I can hold back my emotions, and from the point of view of my upbringing, I also accept all this, I want to be a good son-in-law, a good husband.
But Olia's invitation was hard for me to refuse, and she not only asked her family to help me with the Soviet warship, but also gave me a sense of happiness.
I haven't experienced this feeling in a long time.
Since I became Jin Yueji's son-in-law and lived in her family's small western-style building, I have never been a good son.
I saw regret and disappointment in my parents' eyes, and I understood their feelings, but the "good guy" hat made me refrain from enduring all this.
The trip to the Soviet Union made me relax, forget these troubles for a while, and make myself happy, and I couldn't help but fall into the sweetness of Olia.
About the business
I was a sensible child in front of my parents and an excellent student in front of my teachers.
Even if I went to the countryside and went to the Corps, I could stand out from those people.
If it weren't for Dongmei, I might have been a leader in the Corps a long time ago, and I would have even had a better development.
Dongmei and I are lovers, she has been with me for many years, if I leave Dongmei and go to a higher official position, then there will be no relationship between us.
Dongmei once came to talk to me about this matter, but my upbringing did not allow me to do this, and my father Zhou Zhigang would not agree to me doing so.
Our Zhou family has always been righteous.
But since Dongmei and I lived in my mother-in-law's small bungalow, all this has changed.
I went from being a sunny and confident young man to having low self-esteem.
My mother-in-law's seriousness, one look from her made me feel terrified in my heart.
I know my mother-in-law is a great person.
She even deliberately found a leader to transfer my work in order for me to continue to show my skills in the officialdom for them.
I became an heir to her.
With her participation, I became the secretary of the military factory, and I know that there are rumors outside that I relied on my mother-in-law to rise to the top.
I don't want them to look down on me, I don't want to live in the shadow of my mother-in-law, I Zhou Bingyi want to stand up by myself and stand up as a dignified man.
That's why I'm desperately trying to handle the work of the military factory.
The ensuing stress, drinking, and insomnia gradually made my stomach, which was already an old stomach problem, even more uncomfortable.
I had been having problems with my stomach since I was in the Soviet Union, and after returning home, I had been getting better and worse, and finally I knew that I had reached a very serious stage.
Before I died, I looked at Dongmei and thought about all this, if I hadn't lived at my mother-in-law's house and hadn't gone to the military factory, would I have been an excellent university teacher?
I definitely will, because my character is destined to demand improvement and work hard.
At that time, the unit must have given me a house, I had my own home, I could often take my parents over to live in it, and I must be the proud son of my parents.
Although with the help of my mother-in-law, I have gone higher in this life, but I have also lost a lot of things, which have become the regrets of my life.
Have I gained more or lost more in my life?
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