Li Juan stood in the spacious living room, clutching a letter from home that had been written. She looked at the street scene outside the window, and her heart was mixed. This home, which she has cared for for for nearly 30 years, now feels like an empty shell.
"Zhang Qiang, I have something to say. Li Juan's voice was calm and firm.
Zhang Qiang walked out of the study, his brows furrowed slightly, "What's wrong?
Li Juan took a deep breath and handed him the letter, "I decided to run away from home and pursue my own life. Look at this letter. ”
Zhang Qiang took the letter, glanced at it, and was expressionless, "Are you serious?"
"I've never been so serious. Li Juan's voice trembled a little, "Over the years, I have been taking care of the family, and now that my in-laws are gone, and the children are older, I also want to have my own life." ”
Zhang Qiang put the letter aside and said lightly: "If you think you can find the life you want in this way, then go for it." ”
Li Juan didn't expect Zhang Qiang to let go so easily, and her heart was filled with a wave of loss, "You just let me go like this?"
"Li Juan, we are not children anymore. You have your choice, I respect. Zhang Qiang said calmly.
A trace of tears flashed in Li Juan's eyes, and she turned around and went to her children's room. Li Tao and Li Yu were both in their rooms.
"Mom, what's wrong, where are you going?" Li Tao looked at his mother's suitcase, a little surprised.
"I'm going to be away for a while. Li Juan tried her best to make her voice sound steady, "I'm going to find my own way." ”
"Why?" Li Yu was a little puzzled, she put down the book in her hand, and walked over to take Li Juan's hand.
"Because I also need my own life, you all have your world, and Mom needs her own. ”
Li Tao and Li Yu exchanged a look, obviously feeling incredulous about their mother's decision.
"Mom, are you sure?" Li Tao's voice was full of concern, ...... like this.
"Pretty sure. Li Juan's voice was more resolute, "I need to do this." ”
The two children were silent for a while, and finally Li Yu hugged Li Juan tightly, "Mom, no matter what you decide to do, we will support you." ”
Li Juan hugged her daughter, and tears finally fell. She knows that this is a new beginning and a path that must be taken. After leaving home, Li Juan took her luggage and painting tools to a small city. There is a group of painters led by the veteran artist Mr. Chen, who work in a studio converted from an old warehouse. Li Juan knocked on the door of the studio.
The door opened, and a kind old man greeted her with a smile, "You are Li Juan, right? I have heard your story, welcome to join us." ”
"Mr. Chen, thank you for your acceptance. Li Juan's voice was a little excited.
"Come, I'll introduce you to everyone. Teacher Chen led her into the studio, where a group of painters were gathering to discuss the paintings.
In such an environment, Li Juan quickly integrated into this warm collective. She began her artistic career, expressing her feelings on canvas every day.
One day, a small work sharing session was held in the studio. When it was Li Juan's turn, she stood in front of her painting, took a deep breath, and began to tell the story behind it.
"This painting, I call it 'Waiting'. Li Juan pointed to the painting, which showed a woman sitting quietly by the window, outside which was the afterglow of the setting sun. "It's a kind of retrospective of my past life. I have waited for too many years, waiting for someone's care, waiting for the warmth of a home. ”
"Your drawings are infectious. A young painter said.
"Thank you. Li Juan smiled, "I have sacrificed a lot, for the sake of my family, for the sake of my children, and even forgot to ask myself what I really want." Until one day, I realized that I had lost myself. ”
"Sounds tough. Another painter chimed in.
"Yes, especially my husband, who never understood my artistic pursuits, and even when I decided to leave, he didn't hold back. Li Juan's voice was choked with a hint of choking, "But now, I have found a new life." ”
In such exchanges, Li Juan gradually sorted out her heart. Through her brushes and dialogues, she reveals her own sacrifice and her husband's indifference, bit by bit. The members of the studio not only gave her artistic guidance, but also gave her emotional support.
Through these daily creations and exchanges, Li Juan found her new position and direction of life in the painter group. Her works have gradually been recognized, and she has also gone further and further on the road of art, regaining her long-lost self-worth and happiness. Li Juan stood in the exhibition hall, and her work "Rebirth" attracted the attention and praise of many visitors. It was her first major exhibition, and her paintings received special recognition for their unique emotional expressions.
Just as she was basking in the success, her phone rang suddenly. It was her daughter Li Yu who called.
"Mom, Dad, he suddenly fainted, and now he is in the hospital. Li Yu's voice on the other end of the phone was eager, and he seemed a little flustered.
Li Juan's heart tightened, "How can this be?
"The doctor said it was a heart problem that needs further examination, Mom, can you come back?" Li Yu's voice was pleading.
Li Juan instantly fell into a contradiction, "I...... Now the exhibition here has just achieved some results, and I ......"
"Mom, I know your art exhibition is important, but Dad's situation is also urgent. Li Yu tried to keep his composure.
Li Juan clenched her mobile phone, and the struggle in her heart was fierce. Eventually, she decided, "Okay, I'll book a plane right back." ”
After hanging up the phone, Li Juan explained the situation to the person in charge of the organizer. The other party was very understanding and supportive, "Li Juan, family is the most important thing, we will continue to exhibit your works, you can go with confidence." ”
Li Juan nodded gratefully, then hurriedly left the exhibition hall and rushed to the airport.
On the way home, Li Juan's mood was extremely complicated. She recalls the bits and pieces with Zhang Qiang, and although their relationship had become cold before, at this critical juncture, she realized that Zhang Qiang was always an important part of her life no matter what.
When she arrived at the hospital, Li Juan saw Zhang Qiang lying on the hospital bed, his face pale. Li Tao and Li Yu were anxiously waiting beside them.
"Dad, Mom is back. Li Yu said softly.
Zhang Qiang opened his eyes and saw Li Juan, a little surprised, but also a little moved, "Juan......"
Li Juan stepped forward and held Zhang Qiang's hand, "It's okay, I'm back." We're all in this together. ”
At this moment, all indifference and misunderstanding seem to be put aside, and Li Juan understands that no matter what the future holds, at this moment, she chooses her family. In the hospital room, the whole family gathered in front of Zhang Qiang's bed. Outside the window, it was already dark, but the atmosphere in the hospital room was unusually heavy. Li Juan took Zhang Qiang's hand, took a deep breath, and broke the silence.
"Zhang Qiang, after so many years, there are many things that have not been said clearly between us, and I think it's time. Li Juan's voice was soft and firm.
Zhang Qiang nodded lightly, his voice a little weak, "Juan, I know that there are many things I don't do well enough. ”
Li Tao and Li Yu also sat around the bedside, their expressions full of concern and curiosity.
"Dad, I know you've been working so hard and so busy at work. But Mom has also been giving silently, and she needs your understanding and support. Li Tao's voice carried a sense of responsibility.
"Yes, Dad, Mom ran away from home, we were all shocked, but it also made us realize that there were a lot of problems in the family that needed to be solved. Li Yu added.
Zhang Qiang smiled bitterly, "I know, I ignored the feelings of your mother and family. I thought that as long as you work hard, you can make a good life. ”
Li Juan clenched Zhang Qiang's hand, "It's not that I don't understand your hard work, but I also have my dreams and needs." When I left home this time, I also wanted to find myself. ”
"Juan, I regret that I didn't listen to you before. This illness made me realize that without you, no matter how successful my career is, there is no meaning. Zhang Qiang's voice was choked with a hint of choking.
"We are all at fault and we are all responsible. Li Juan's eyes were filled with tears, "I can't express my feelings well, let the problems accumulate more and more." ”
"Mom, we can communicate more and understand each other more in the future. Li Tao said.
"Yes, we all have to learn to listen and speak, both good and bad. Li Yu held Li Juan's other hand.
Zhang Qiang looked at his family, his eyes full of gratitude, "Thank you for giving me the opportunity to change." ”
This deep family conversation, while filled with tears and heartache, ultimately brought relief and understanding. Li Juan, Zhang Qiang and their children, everyone's hearts were deeply touched. They realize that the home needs to be managed and cherished together, and that everyone's happiness is part of the family's happiness. After a deep family conversation, Li Juan decided to go home, but she didn't give up on her dream of being a painter. When I got home, the atmosphere at home changed significantly. Zhang Qiang and her children began to be more supportive and understanding of her artistic career.
One evening, the living room of the home was transformed into a small gallery, and Li Juan's paintings were neatly hung on the walls, and family members sat around admiring her work.
"Mom, this painting is really beautiful, you have been successful in the exhibition, we are all proud of you. Li Tao pointed to a painting and said.
Li Juan responded with a smile: "Thank you Taotao, without your understanding and support, I may not be able to do it." ”
"We can have an art exhibition together in the future, how about family cooperation?" Li Yu excitedly proposed.
Zhang Qiang also interjected: "I may have been too focused on work and ignored your feelings. Now I think we can do a lot together to support each other's dreams. ”
"Yes, Dad, we all have dreams, and supporting each other is the most important thing. Li Tao said.
Li Juan looked at her family, her heart was full of warmth and gratitude. "I'm glad we can sit together like this and share each other's lives and dreams. That's what I've been looking forward to. ”
From that day on, there would be one such gathering in the family once a month. Everyone shares their progress and plans, and home becomes a haven of love and dreams.
As time passed, Li Juan's painting skills became more and more sophisticated, and her works began to be exhibited in more exhibitions, and the support of her family became her strongest backing.
"This is home, a place where everyone can be the best version of themselves. Li Juan said at a family gathering.
The mutual support and respect between family members allows everyone's dreams to blossom, and Li Juan's story teaches us that no matter how old you are, it's never too late to pursue your dreams. Welcome to leave a message in the comment area to discuss.