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Text: Northern Lights
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Preface
In this era of the supremacy of freedom, each of us is pursuing the so-called "self".
But what is the true "self" and where are its boundaries?
This "White Moonlight" Li Xiaolu, who was once favored by tens of thousands of people, where did he finally go on the road of pursuing the so-called "self"?
The saga of her life gives an extreme and distorted answer.
Let's find out how this former rising star of the film industry is getting lost in the abyss of indulgence and wantonness.
Since childhood, I have dreamed of becoming a singer
As the daughter of an opera family, Li Xiaolu has lived in an environment soaked in art since she was a child.
In such a family environment, Li Xiaolu has received the best cultural edification since she was a child.
Perhaps it was from this "opera family" that Li Xiaolu's love for the acting career has been rooted in her heart since she was a child.
Although her dream was to become a singer, God first opened the door to her acting career.
Dazzling debut, career take-off
When she was 3 years old, she starred in the famous TV series "Confucius Youth"; At the age of 4, he showed his talent in the movie "Little Island".
Her skillful acting talent made her quickly attracted by the director, and she got the opportunity to play important roles one after another.
In 1996, 15-year-old Li Xiaolu became famous for starring in the movie "Heavenly Bath".
This work directed by Chen Chong has won her numerous praises, and even made her win the heavyweight award of Golden Horse Actress two years later at the age of 17.
At such an age, winning a film award was unprecedented at that time.
In this way, Li Xiaolu's debut was particularly dazzling, and her career soared.
She soon won the Golden Eagle Goddess Award for her role as Yang Xiaoyun in "Struggle".
In just a few years, Li Xiaolu's fame has spread throughout the Chinese film and television circle, and she is known as an "unparalleled" new star in the film industry.
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Although her career is booming, Li Xiaolu's love life is full of ups and downs and disorder.
She is keen to fall in love with all kinds of different types of men, and her love history can be described as quite colorful.
The first object of her "empathy" was Ren Quan, who acted in "It's All Angels" in the same drama with her.
Ren Quan fell in love with Li Xiaolu at first sight and took the initiative to launch a sincere and enthusiastic pursuit.
But it's a pity that Li Xiaolu didn't like Ren Quan's delicate temperament, and rejected him because he thought it was "not too cool".
Next, Li Xiaolu and Li Chen, the actor in the same drama in "Thirteen Gege", quickly fell in love.
Although Li Chen's appearance and male image could not completely move her, the two still fell in love for four years and lived together, and their relationship was once very close.
Interestingly, just being with Li Chen didn't seem to be enough to satisfy Li Xiaolu's restless heart.
At that time, she was still secretly in love with Han Geng, and the two of them were "stealing" in the name of filming.
Later, Li Xiaolu had an affair with Pu Bajia, and the two were photographed going to the hospital late at night.
In addition, she also had a relationship with Zheng Guolin, an old actor who was 5 years older than herself.
In general, Li Xiaolu's peach blossom luck has always been extremely prosperous, and all kinds of men surround her, so it's no wonder that she will have extramarital affairs again and again later.
Hip-hop worship type male complex
Judging from the appearance characteristics of those who were pursued by Li Xiaolu in her early years, we may be able to sort out some of the underlying standards and preferences for the opposite sex in her heart.
First of all, although Li Xiaolu took care of Ren Quan's feelings, he thought he was too "weak scholar" and rejected him.
Secondly, although Li Chen and Pu Bajia are both men in the entertainment industry, they have not completely won Li Xiaolu's sincerity.
It can be seen that in Li Xiaolu's aesthetic standards for men, "cool type" is an important element.
It is difficult for a boy who does not pay attention to cultivation and is elegant and elegant to please her.
This explains why she later became interested in Han Geng, PG One and others - because they fit Li Xiaolu's definition and expectations of "type man".
In this way, Li Xiaolu's preference for "hip-hop culture" may only be a concrete embodiment of her "hipster type".
She pursues a unique personality in her heart, and she is naturally attracted to these characters who are different from the mainstream circle.
The ups and downs of life that tens of thousands of people love to the debauchery
Li Xiaolu's married life is also full of ups and downs.
In 2010, she was chased by Jia Nailiang, the "10,000-year-old spare tire", and the two became husband and wife.
Two years later, Li Xiaolu gave birth to a daughter for Jia Nailiang, a seemingly happy little family, but it did not go to the other side of happiness.
Because in 2017, a "night stay" incident completely shattered Li Xiaolu's family life.
It turned out that she was having an affair with rapper PG One at the time, and someone took a video of her staying overnight at PG One's house.
This sensational "derailment door" plunged Li Xiaolu into a marriage crisis that will never recover.
Although she tried her best to quibble at first, after more real hammers were exposed, Jia Nailiang finally chose to divorce, and the 7-year marriage between the two came to an abrupt end.
What's even more despicable is that this incident also sent Li Xiaolu to prison for a time.
For a time, the image of this "White Moonlight", which was once sought after by tens of thousands of people, was almost completely bankrupt.
After the divorce, Li Xiaolu did not reflect well, but understood "self-release" as indulgence and recklessness.
She began to drink heavily, behave in a dissolute manner, and enjoy dance floors, nightclubs, bars and other places, almost living a half-red life.
What's even more terrifying is that she began to frequently date Xiao Xianrou, who was more than ten years younger than her.
Whenever the paparazzi photographed the same fresh meat entering and leaving the hotel, Li Xiaolu quibbled in every possible way, claiming that the other party was just her "younger brother".
As time goes by, her "younger brother relationship" with one small fresh meat after another is exposed, and this excuse has fallen into excessive ridicule and generosity.
During this period, it seems that the only thing that can make Li Xiaolu feel at ease is to soak with cool boys.
She was even revealed to be in love with a hip-hop singer, and the two are already in a relationship between you and me.
But then again, which is more important, Li Xiaolu, who is now dissolute, and the young woman who wanted to join the girl group?
Maybe she is indeed living as a "cool girl" now, but deep down, do you regret such a life?
epilogue
Seeing this, do you have a deeper understanding of the legendary life path of this "wandering queen" Li Xiaolu?
Her life has been brilliant and turbulent several times, and it is destined not to be an ordinary story.
The tension and contradictions condensed in her body are precisely an introduction and magnifying glass of this era.
However, no matter what we say of her, Li Xiaolu has used her tortuous life to leave a vivid footnote, witnessing the existence of perhaps more "fake" selves in this era.
Her legendary story shows that each of us should keep more rational thinking on the road of "self" pursuit.