GongDou, today is your first seven, since you left, Ma Ma has been thinking about you every day, and when he thinks of your little appearance, he can't help but cry. Ma Ma waits for you to come back every day, ma ma wants to hug you again, but why didn't you come back? Ah, I see, you must have known that you would be back in eighteen years, so there is no hurry to come back now, right? But Ma Ma missed you, Ma Ma couldn't bear my good baby to leave me for so long. Ma Ma prepared a lot of delicious food for you today, and snatched a piece of chicken from his father, knowing that you are a small steamed bean, prepared a lot of meat for you, beans, you come back to eat it. Since you left, we are still accustomed to leaving you a little bit of every dish, although the pet shop always tells us not to eat human food for you, but whenever we see your poor little eyes, we can't help but give you a little food. Dad is the most talked, always said not to give you to eat, but every time he gives you the most to eat, take it on your hand, you eat one bite at a time, but never dirty Dad's hands. There are your dog food bowls on the balcony and your snack bowls by the dining table, wherever you go. Every day, as soon as the meal starts, you sit obediently under the table.
Bean bean, Ma Ma knows, this year snubbed you, since Ma Ma has a baby, there is not so much energy to play with you, Ma Ma obviously feels your loneliness, but Ma Ma is always thinking, wait for the brother to grow up, Ma Ma can accompany you to play, but why don't you wait for Ma Ma. Ma Ma remembers to take you everywhere before, when pregnant, she led you to walk 10,000 steps a day, and you always accompanied Ma Ma. When Ma Ma goes out, you will sit under Ma Ma's clothes and wait for Ma Ma to return. Ma Ma thought, you are still happy, Ma Ma has always been with you. Ma Ma also promised you, the newly bought house, to build a small nest in the yard, the whole yard is your turf, let you have fun, spread the calves free to run. Beanie, are you going to wait until eighteen years later to play in the yard?
These days, Ma Ma is always reminiscing about the past, thinking about what you looked like when you first came. You were more than three years old when you came to Ma Ma, and now you are more than ten years old. When you first came, you were really honest, timidly lying in the doorway, a big ball of hair, did not dare to enter the room, but as long as the door was closed, you would desperately scratch the door. At that time you only eat dog food, when we eat you will only look at the distance, and so after familiarity, your restless careful thinking will come out, we crouch on the side when we eat, looking with big eyes, let people have to give you food, I remember the first bite of human food for you to eat, is hemp in the mouth repeatedly smashed the salt water goose meat for a long time, you eat so fragrant, from then on out of control, once the meal, faster than who ran.
Mother-in-law does not like small animals, Ma Ma remembers when she just brought you back, the mother-in-law strongly opposed, it is Ma Ma who resists the pressure and promises you all the big and small things to bear alone, only to leave you behind. But slowly the mother-in-law has changed her mind about you, often nagging you, and sometimes helping Ma Ma take you out to play, the mother-in-law always says that our little bean is more well-behaved and cute than other people's families. It is also true that other puppies always like to bark, but you are very well-behaved, often for months will not bark, so that Ma Ma often thinks that you are dumb. But as soon as someone knocks on the door, you will scream and guard the home like a guard. Ma Ma still remembers that after his brother was born, once he took you to play in the garden, and an old grandmother wanted to tease his brother, and you immediately rushed over and screamed, fighting to protect your brother. So small body, but so brave to block in front, numb good baby. There were cockroaches in the previous home, since you came, the cockroach family was annihilated in one fell swoop, every time ma ma shouted that there were cockroaches, you immediately ran over, blocked in front of me, searched everywhere, and did not let go of a cockroach. My good baby, you are so good, so brave.
Since you came to Ma Ma's side, you have been sick three times in total, the first time was a few years ago, Ma Ma sent you to take a bath, but when I picked you up, the pet store was closed, let me pick you up the next day, pick you up the next day and go home, you are sick, you are sick, you don't eat or drink, you are trembling, like a huge fright, Ma Ma was at work at that time, there was no way, you could only let your father take you to the pet shop to see a doctor, but at that time it was close to the New Year, the pet shop was particularly busy, there was no time to look at you, send you back. When Ma Ma came back from work, you lay motionless in the nest, Ma Ma could only do it yourself, syringe, rice soup, a little bit of injection into your mouth, the mother-in-law on the side and scared and distressed. In this way, after two days of busy work, you finally got angry, but refused to eat by yourself, and ma ma fed you one by one, and I remember that it was not until Chinese New Year's Eve, carrying you to a stool, eating Chinese New Year's Eve meal together, and you finally recovered. Until now we've been guessing that you spent the night in a pet store and had depression. The second illness was on December 8 last year, that night numbly coaxed my brother to sleep, heard you scratching your mother-in-law's door, let your father go out to see, dad saw you vomit several pieces, just about to clean when you suddenly like crazy, running around, wailing in pain, we thought you were poisoned, mother-in-law and father were scared of six gods, mother-in-law kept chagrin, saying that you accidentally ate poison when you went out to play, I also thought you were not OK, called the pet hospital, the pet hospital said that if you calm down, take you over. I was going to take you to the hospital, but suddenly you stopped moving, and we thought you were gone, and Dad looked for the box and thought about what to do. In a flash, you actually moved again, and we wept with joy, from the feeling of the region to heaven. It's just that at that time you were particularly weak and dying, and we put you in a small nest on the balcony, covered with a quilt, and the next day we fed you rice soup, milk, egg yolks, and soon you recovered and were full of energy. It was cold this year, so I quickly bought you a new nest and new clothes. The pet hospital suspects that you have epilepsy, but there is no way to diagnose it, let's see if you will do it again. But we have always felt that you are poisoned, and Fu Dafeng has come to carry it. Thinking that if you don't run around in the future, you won't be fine. But in just over twenty days, you are sick again, and this time I thought you would recover as soon as before, but Ma Ma miscalculated, so quickly you left, and before you could say goodbye, you left. New Year's Day we went out to eat, Ma Ma brought you some food back, fed you at night, you vomited at night, Ma Ma thought you just ate too fast, choked, but the next morning when I saw you, you kept panting, Ma Ma knew that something was wrong, quickly took you to the hospital, the doctor suspected that you were poisoned, but the various examinations down, not poisoning, just inflammation, took a film, did not see a foreign body, the doctor said that it would not be like this, but you are very critical, the doctor said hospitalized oxygen, hanging water, Wait until the afternoon if it is stable to pick you up and go back. One afternoon we were not guarded, but we never received a call from the hospital, and Dad also said that there was no phone, which proved that you must be getting better, and we thought of picking you up and coming back to recuperate and you recovered. But when we went to pick you up, the doctor said that he had tried various methods, but you had been panting, there was no improvement, the doctor suggested euthanasia, but Ma Ma was reluctant to let you walk in the cold hospital. Ma Ma thought of taking you home, feeding you medicine, as before, and you would definitely be fine. The doctor also joked that if you are well let's go buy lottery tickets. I said, my beanie will be fine. But Ma Ma didn't save you this time. Ma Ma good regret, when I took you home did not hold you in my arms, but put you in the back row of the car, Ma Ma good regret, put you on the balcony after going home, did not keep watch over you, Ma Ma thought of waiting for his brother to sleep, he came to take care of you, but ten minutes ago Dad saw that you were still there, but when Ma Ma went to see you, you were no longer there. My good beanie, you just left like this, Ma Ma has not had time to hug you again, Ma Ma misses you. Why did you leave ma ma and go. Ma Ma can't help you, Ma Ma's heart will be broken.
My dad and I put you in a little box, and Ma Ma knew that you were just asleep, and had your toys, your food, and the same belongings as each of us, and we were afraid that you would wake up and not find us, so put the things with our smells next to you, and as soon as you woke up you could follow the smell to find us. Dad and Ma Ma put you in a very quiet and quiet place, with flowers and trees, and Dad said that this place is very suitable for your cultivation. Dad said that when you cultivate well, you will come back.
Ma Ma believes in dad, the mother-in-law said that you are thinking that your brother is still young, let's take care of your brother first, wait for your brother to go to college, you will come back, Ma Ma also believes in her mother-in-law.
My little male bean, promised Ma Ma, must come back, Ma Ma reluctant to you, Ma Ma still wants to take care of you for a lifetime, Ma Ma good to think of you, promised Ma Ma must come back, Ma Ma waited for you, after eighteen years to come back to do Ma Ma good baby. Ma Ma is waiting for you. Ma Ma thinks about you every day, her mother-in-law, father, brother, and she also thinks about you every day. My beanie, peace of mind cultivation, after eighteen years must come back to us, Ma Ma loves you.
