"I beg you to cure her quickly, if you can't cure her, there is really no hope......"
On April 3, 2013, there was a man in West China Hospital in Chengdu who was begging for a doctor.
Unfortunately, his plea was only exchanged for a shaking head and sighing from the doctor.
That night the man cried in the hallway, sobbing and crying all night, with that kind of whispered sobbing.
And he is Hailai Amu, the creator of the famous song "Agoji Song".
Every time he releases a new song, it will inevitably set off a playback frenzy on the short video platform.
is such a singer with superficial scenery, and he cried bitterly in unknown corners several times.
01
Dreams come true
In 1993, Hailai Amu was born in Ganluo County, Liangshan Prefecture, Sichuan.
Because he is from the Yi ethnic group, Hailai is his surname. Amu means the eldest son.
In this barren family, Amu also has two younger brothers and two younger sisters.
Amu's father was a music lover, and he often played the Yueqin in the courtyard alone, humming local folk songs.
Whenever his father played and sang, young Amu would beat to the melody on the side.
Influenced by his father, Amu gradually indulged in the ocean of music.
He also showed an amazing talent in music, learning instruments such as bawu, mouth strings, reed sheng, and yueqin.
In a hard life, music gives them strength.
The seeds of dreams were also quietly planted at this time.
Young Amu fantasized about standing on the stage and singing the songs he had written.
In 2008, at the age of 15, Amu participated in the dragon boat race held in Ganluo County, where he shined and won the first place.
At this time, Amu's obsession with music led to a serious drop in his grades, and he chose to drop out of junior high school on his own initiative.
His father did not stop him from dropping out of school, but he dissuaded him from pursuing his dreams.
"You're so old, you have to learn to recognize reality. Instead of thinking about the dream of being a singer, it's better to think about how to earn tomorrow's food money!"
In this way, Amu, who was only 16 years old, found a job in his hometown of Ganluo County.
In his spare time, he still did not let go of his dreams, going to work during the day, and picking up the strings at night to play a small song in the moonlight.
At the age of 18, Amu finally made up his mind to break out of the world.
Ignoring his father's dissuasion, he left his hometown with his bags on his back and resolutely went to Chengdu to pursue his dream.
Those who chase dreams will shine, but the road to chasing dreams is bumpy.
From one bar to another, no one wants to accept this Yi guy who sings ethnic style.
The money he brought with him was quickly spent, and the destitute Amu remembered his father's words: "Think about how to earn tomorrow's food money!"
Yes, how to earn tomorrow's meal.
In order to continue to pursue his dream, Amu had to bow to reality.
He distributes leaflets on the bustling streets during the day and washes dishes in restaurants at night.
Once, there was light in Amu's eyes, but now the light in his eyes has become dim.
Amu, who was destitute, lived in a basement with a very poor environment, and did not dare to go to the hospital when he was sick.
After learning about the child's recent situation, the father did not retreat and asked Amu to go home no matter what.
In this way, the young man, who wanted to make a living from music, returned to his hometown.
He put down his guitar, picked up his truck license and became a driver.
Soon after, under the urging of his parents, Amu entered the palace of marriage with a beautiful girl.
It is a pity that married life is not satisfactory, and the successive grief deeply hammers this young man with dreams.
02
When the day dawned, my heart wept
Amu, who just got married, is very happy, especially after learning that his wife is pregnant.
In order to usher in a new life, Amu worked harder at this time, just to provide a good life for his children.
He works part-time jobs in addition to driving, working hard, just to earn more every month, but there are many places to use money in life.
Even in addition to normal household expenses, there are also personal contacts between relatives and friends.
These pressures hit Amu like a mountain.
So, 20-year-old Amu showed his own momentum, both for his dreams when he was young and for the sake of the soon-to-be-born child, he signed up for the singing talent show.
On Chinese New Year's Eve 2013, Amu's daughter Agoji Qu was born.
At this time, there was also good news, that is, Amu passed the preliminary round in the talent show.
Amu, who is thousands of miles away, often forgets his family for his dreams, but he doesn't know that his wife is on the verge of collapse.
The unbearable wife pulled her throat and released the anger in her heart: "You know every day that you are chasing dreams, you just don't want to go to work!"
Amu didn't know what he had done wrong, and said aggrievedly: "I have my own pursuits, if you don't encourage me, forget it, why do you want to ridicule me?"
His wife didn't understand Amu's pursuit of his music dream, and Amu didn't understand how he was wrong in chasing his dream.
In this way, the young and impulsive husband and wife divorced, and the wife left Agojiqu, who was only 9 days old, and left alone.
Amu was saddened by his wife's departure, but fortunately she left her daughter behind.
Looking at her daughter's soft face, her clear eyes seemed to say: Dad, go, I support you in fighting for your dreams.
In this way, Amu chose to go away and continue to participate in singing competitions, fighting for his dreams and his daughter.
But he never expected that the next time he saw his daughter would be in the hospital bed.
Amu, who passed the audition, successfully captured the hearts of the audience with his own unique singing style.
But the unexpected came at this time.
Before Amu could share the joy of successfully advancing to his family, he received a call from his mother: "Amu, it's not good, Aguo has been vomiting, and the doctor can't see anything wrong, come back quickly!"
With a buzz, Amu's head was instantly wrapped in anxiety, and he immediately announced his withdrawal from the unfinished game and rushed back to his hometown overnight.
Amu saw his daughter's sick appearance, his eyes were moist, and he took his daughter to seek medical treatment everywhere, from Ganluo County to Leshan, and then from Leshan to Chengdu.
But unfortunately, Amu, who had a delusional hope of a miracle, finally failed.
When he heard the doctor's words, "There is no need to heal", the seven-foot-tall man instantly collapsed and collapsed on the ground.
The whole hospital was filled with the young father's bitter pleas: "Please treat her quickly, she has only been in this world for a few days!"
The disease seems to be unable to see the suffering of the world, and although Amu used all his savings to treat his daughter, Ago still left him.
The weather is cloudy, the weather is sunny, and the weather is changeable, and people come and go.
Ah Go, who was only alive for 65 days, left an indelible wound on Amu.
Later, Amu recalled this time: "I had insomnia all night, and when I closed my eyes, I would think of Ah Guo, why should I suffer such pain. ”
The grief-stricken Amu traveled to soothe the wounded soul, and he went to Lugu Lake, where it was rumored that the water was clear, like his daughter's clear eyes.
Amu bought drunk alone by Lugu Lake, but he didn't expect to borrow wine to eliminate his sorrows.
From night to dawn, no one knew how much Amu had drunk, and all that everyone by the lake knew was a grief-stricken young man sitting there.
The saddest thing in the world is death, this is a sadness that cannot be washed away with tears, Amu can only rely on music: "The sky is almost bright, but my heart is crying." ”
Eventually, Amu used his personal experience to create "Agoji Song", a song written by a father who lost his daughter to his daughter who died young, wanting her to live forever in this world in this way.
It was also during these dark and painful years that a bright light appeared in Amu's life.
It was this light that gave Amu comfort and encouragement, and gave him the courage to face life.
03
Big ups and downs meet bosom friends
In 2014, 21-year-old Amu was invited by a bar owner to form a band called "Against Time".
He drove during the day to haul goods and stayed in the band at night.
The appearance of the band improved his life, and more importantly, gave him spiritual sustenance.
In "Against Time", Amu met bassist Chen Lin.
Chen Lin worked as a civil servant in the town, and chose to join "Against Time" because of her love for music.
In order to ensure the effectiveness of the performance, Amu strictly demanded the band members during each rehearsal.
Once, during a rehearsal, Chen Lin would always play the wrong place in the same place, and the young and vigorous Amu reprimanded in front of everyone: "You have to practice more, don't affect the whole band." ”
Chen Lin, who couldn't get over it, replied: "You are not very powerful, don't you still have the ability to develop in other places in this small band like me." ”
Amu felt a wave of sadness in his heart after being poked in the sore spot, and he left the bar without saying a word.
Amu didn't come to the band to rehearse for a few days, and Chen Lin also learned the story of Amu and his daughter in the past few days, and she knew why Amu didn't go to other places to develop.
On this day, Chen Lin found Amu to have supper together: "I'm sorry, I didn't know some things about you before, I'm sorry." ”
Glass after glass of wine, accompanied by the wine, Chen Lin awakened Amu's memories.
Those heavy memories poured out of Amu's mouth in one go, until Chen Lin on the other side burst into tears.
At this moment, Amu has one more confidant.
The relationship heated up inadvertently, and the relationship between Amu and Chen Lin was also pulled in through exchanges again and again.
Chen Lin would come to help Amu pull the goods from time to time.
I remember that time, Amu took over a job of pulling waste materials, and it happened that Chen Lin had nothing to do: "Take me to see and see." ”
Chen Lin, who looks weak, does not procrastinate when working.
Amu gradually became interested in this cheerful girl.
In this way, the seeds of love between the two gradually blossomed.
But Chen Lin's parents did not support this marriage: "He is already divorced once, and you have just entered the society, what do you want him?"
The opposition of the parents not only did not play a blocking role, but even contributed to the relationship.
Chen Lin moved out of her house, rented a house with Amu, and lived together.
The summer heat and mosquito bites swept the house, and Amu was afraid that Chen Lin would have difficulty sleeping, so he kept fanning Chen Lin until his hands were sore.
Such days lasted until October, until the relaxation of Chen Lin's parents ended.
That month, Amu and Chen Lin became husband and wife.
After marriage, the two decided to buy the bar after discussion, and under the operation of the couple, more and more people came to the bar to consume.
Amu's career is thriving, but he still can't let go of the daughter named Aguo Jiqu in his heart.
After thinking about it, Amu found a friend who recorded songs, and he decided to keep his thoughts about his daughter forever through music.
Amu's mood at the scene was even more nervous than participating in the singing competition, and he just wanted to record the song to his daughter in the best state.
At the recording scene, Amu had no bells and whistles, only longing for Agoji and a touch of sadness.
This song is a sad song that enters the heart of love, and expresses the reluctance and sorrow in the heart of a father who has lost his beloved daughter vividly.
In 2018, as soon as "Agoji Song" was released, it was followed by thousands of netizens.
Countless people have felt Amu's pain through this song.
And this song also made Amu well-known to the public, and many companies came to him to discuss the signing of the contract.
Amu's career ushered in a qualitative leap, he bought a car and a house, and lived a happy life.
In 2018, Chen Lin gave birth to a big fat boy for Amu.
When Amu saw the child for the first time, his heart was very complicated, excited and nervous, and he knew that he had to give everything for the child, whether it was time, energy or money.
In 2019, Amu went to Beijing to wait for the company to arrange a performance for himself.
It's a pity that the tour that was supposed to be good was delayed again and again by the company, so that there was not much savings left.
When his wife learned about it, she hurriedly transferred the only little savings in the family to Amu, and comforted her gently: "Don't worry, maybe the company is preparing for you, take your time." ”
Just when Amu had a headache for the performance, another incident appeared.
In February of the same year, one of his friends said that he was going to work in another place, but suddenly there was no news.
In addition to sadness, Amu wrote "Farewell Confidant": "At the moment when you stepped on the parting train, I only cared about tears, forgot to wave and forgot to say goodbye, hoping to cherish all the way." ”
As soon as this song was released, it quickly became popular on various online platforms, and Hailai Amu's name resounded in the sky again.
Later, Amu wrote songs based on his own experience.
From "He Went to Muli", "The Man Who Ordered the Song", "Your Thousands of Rivers and Mountains" to "But the World", "Life is Like a Song", "Destined People", ......
Hailai Amu's career is booming and has become a well-known popular singer on the short video platform.
It's just that behind the glamorous surface, Amu often thinks of the daughter whose eyes are as clear as Lugu Lake.
That was the regret of his life, and it was also his inseparable father's love.
He would always take his son to see the tombstone of his daughter Ah Guo, and for fear of pressing his daughter, he would pull out the weeds on the grave one by one.
"Dad, where is this, and why do you bring me here so often?"
"Son, here is your poor sister, her life is too miserable. ”
"Why is my sister in the soil, isn't she afraid of the dark?"
Chatting and chatting, the young father's heart was touched again, he covered his eyes with his hands that had been trembling, and slowly moved away after a long time, but did not reply again.
Art comes from life, and the reason why the songs created by Amu can move the audience is because of the ups and downs of his life.
In order to save his daughter, he decisively gave up his good future, and Amu's deep love for his daughter created "Agoji Song".
Passionately created for friends, "Don't Know Your Friends" has won the recognition of the audience.
Nowadays, some netizens commented that the songs he created are very "earthy" and not elegant at all.
In the face of these doubts, Amu did not respond, perhaps he felt that it was the best music that came from life, served the public, and everyone could like it.
Now Amu is accompanied by his wife and children, and his passionate creation has also won a happy future for his wife and children.
The wife is empathetic, and the husband is down-to-earth and capable. Such a family will always be accompanied by happiness.