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"Hello everyone, my name is Zhang Wei and I am 38 years old. I am a decent office worker working in marketing for a foreign company. The focus of life has always revolved around work and family, and I live an ordinary and stable life. It wasn't until a while ago that something shocking happened that completely changed my perspective on life. "
"That day, I was working overtime on an important project report when the phone rang. It was my wife calling, and her tone was a little flustered. "
"What's wrong with Grandma?" My heart tightened, and a sense of foreboding arose.
At that moment, my world seemed to freeze. My grandmother, Zhang Shuzhen, has always been strong despite her age. Ever since our family moved from our hometown to this big city, my grandmother has been living with us. She is a good mother, wife and mother-in-law in the traditional sense, who is diligent and thrifty, generous and kind.
"Isn't that all right?" I choked up and asked my wife incoherently.
In retrospect, I left my hometown after graduating from university to work hard in this big city. Work is getting busier and busier, and the number of times I go back to my hometown every year is getting less and less. Once, my grandmother called and said she wasn't feeling well and wanted me to take the time to go back and see her. But at that time, I had so much work at hand that I just hung up the phone after a few simple instructions.
Later, for the sake of my grandmother's health, my parents decided to take her to the city to live with us. Although I felt a little guilty at that time, I was also secretly glad that my grandmother was always able to live by my side, and I would be filial to her in the future. Unexpectedly, fate often plays tricks on people.
After my grandmother came to the city, our relationship seemed to be closer than before. Every day when I get home from work, she always comes to meet me, holding my hand and greeting me with concern about work and life. On weekends, I would take time out of my way to go for a walk in the park with her, and she was as happy as a child.
Sometimes I would take her with her to eat something she didn't normally eat, and even though she always complained that the food was too greasy and spicy, I could see her joy in her eyes. In the evenings, she would tell me some stories and traditional stories about my hometown, and teach me how to behave in the world.
We have been living together for 12 years. Until one day, this family happiness came to an abrupt end. I never thought that my grandmother would die so suddenly and our relationship would be interrupted. Looking back now, my filial piety and companionship to her were far from enough, and the news of her death was undoubtedly like a hammer that smashed my heart.
I immediately asked my boss for a few days off, and my wife and I embarked on the long journey back to my hometown overnight. Along the way, we recalled the bits and pieces of getting along with my grandmother. Every time I thought of her amiable face, I couldn't help but shed tears again.
I crouched down and stared painfully at the little white bucket, my heart like a knife. My wife held my shoulders and wept silently. My parents cried when they saw us. Everyone knows how sad I am, but there is nothing I can do about it.
After the funeral, our family returned home, and relatives and friends came to pay their respects. However, when they learned that I had missed the last of my grandmother's faces, their expressions were more or less reproachful and accusatory.
"Viagra, you are so unfilial, you haven't even seen the last side of your grandmother!"
"Yes, grandma loves you so much, you treat her like this, it's so unreasonable!"
The words of my friends and relatives were like sharp knives that pierced my heart again and again. I knew they were all well-intentioned, but these words added fuel to the fire and added to my self-blame and pain.
I bowed my head, wept silently, and couldn't say a word. The wife couldn't stand it anymore and scolded angrily: "Shut up all of you! Can any of you understand the situation of viagra at that time? Which of you did better than him?!"
The room was suddenly silent, and everyone was startled by his wife's words, and looked at each other at a loss.
The wife's words were like a bombshell, and the relatives and friends present were all shocked. Some wept bitterly, while others looked sad and guilty.
I looked at my wife, her face was full of tears. In the past three years, she has been working alone at home, and she has to face my illness and death alone, and she must have endured great pain and pressure. And I was kept in the dark and didn't know anything.
However, fate often plays tricks on people. Just when you think you're ready for everything, life will always give you a hard slap in the face. If I had known that I had only so little time left, I would have returned to my grandmother immediately, and I would have repaid her for her kindness.
It's a pity that it's already too late. I can no longer see my grandmother's kind smile or hear her magnetic voice. Our fate was ruthlessly cut off in this way.
Thinking of this, tears welled up in my eyes again. My wife threw herself into my arms and wept bitterly. We hugged each other and cried like this, like two lonely boats from the shore, wandering helplessly in the sea of life.
Perhaps, my grandmother's spirit in heaven is watching us like this. She must have been sad to see us so sad and painful. However, she must have rejoiced in the spirit of heaven, at least in her lifetime, I still did my best to be filial to her.
We have been together for 12 years, and she has given me all her love. She taught me how to behave in the world, and she interpreted what a mother, a wife, and a mother-in-law should look like with her actions.
It is precisely because of her words and deeds that I can contribute to this society and live a decent life. She used her life to train me to be a useful person in society.
So, I don't regret missing her last side. Because I know that she has seen me filial to her in the 12 years we have been together. She left knowing that our family was fine.
After my relatives and friends left, I went alone to the small land where my grandmother was resting and knelt down. I gently rubbed the small white urn, tears welling up in my eyes again.
"Grandma, I'm sorry for you. If I had been with you more, wouldn't this have happened? I said bitterly.
However, it was as if a voice in my heart was answering me: "Silly boy, how can you blame yourself like this? You have been a good and filial boy since you were a child, and how much I love you!"
"In those 12 years, you took care of me meticulously, talked and laughed with me every day, and made my old age extremely fulfilling and happy. You are the greatest gift from God, and how I love you!"
"So, when I left, I was grounded and at ease. Because I know you're grown up to be on your own. I have groomed you to be a useful person, and my mission has been accomplished. "
It was as if I saw my grandmother's kind face and heard her magnetic voice. My tears rolled down the box and turned into a few tears.
"Grandma, I finally understand now. You have given me life, pulled me up, and raised me to be a useful person to society. You have used your life to interpret the truth of life, and I will remember it for the rest of my life. "
I bowed deeply and gave a thumbs-up to the urn, tears welling up in the corners of my eyes.
In this way, I was finally able to let go. Although I am deeply saddened by my grandmother's passing, I know that she passed away peacefully and without any regrets. On the contrary, it is those of us who are alive who should reflect on the meaning of life.
Life is indeed short, but as long as we live its value in our own way, even if the days are short, it is a kind of fulfillment.
We need to learn to be grateful and cherish what we have now. Don't wait until you lose it to start regretting and chagrining. You should use your actions to show your love for your loved ones, instead of always saying meaningless things in your mouth.
At the same time, we need to learn to forgive others. Because everyone has their own situation and unspeakable suffering, we should not judge and blame others lightly. Only with more understanding and tolerance will the world become warmer and better.
Let's live our own wonderful life together, for the sake of relatives, for love, and for life!