I am an ordinary rural woman living in the countryside, my name is Wang Xiufang. I was born in an ordinary rural family, my parents were farmers, and I was the only daughter in the family. Since I was a child, I have helped my parents with farm work, and my life is very simple.
I was married to a local farmer, and although we didn't have much money, we had a good life. After marriage, we worked together to plant an acre and three points of land for several years, although the life was hard, but it was also a small life was dull, and the days passed day by day.
However, by chance, I met a person named Liu Wenhua. Liu Wenhua is a good friend of my husband, and he is also a kind and upright person. When my husband was hospitalized due to illness, Liu Wenhua often came to take care of my husband and solved many difficulties in our lives. His presence made me feel more warm and cared for than I had ever felt before.
Gradually, I found that I had a special affection for Liu Wenhua, a feeling that transcended friendship. Every time I see him, I feel a warm current in my heart, and I begin to crave his attention and companionship. I knew it wasn't right, but I couldn't help myself.
I tried to avoid him, but whenever he appeared in front of me, I couldn't control myself. Our relationship became more and more ambiguous, and I began to feel overwhelmed. I knew I couldn't go on like this, but I couldn't control my emotions.
Finally, one day, I decided to talk to Liu Wenhua and tell him my feelings for him. I know it's a huge decision for me, but I also know I have to face my heart. I found him and told him frankly about my feelings.
After listening to my words, he was silent for a long time, and finally told me: "Xiufang, I know that you have special feelings for me, but I can't accept it. I already have my own family, and I can't betray my wife and children. ”
Hearing this, my heart was like a knife, I knew that I was wrong, and I shouldn't be emotional about someone who already has a family. I felt so guilty and guilty, and I knew that I had hurt my husband and my family.
Since then, I have decided to stay away from Liu Wenhua and try to cherish the relationship between me and my husband. Although I can't forget Liu Wenhua, I know that I can't let him affect my life anymore. I worked hard to take care of my family, hoping to make amends and start a new life.