My name is Wang Jia, I am 6 years old in my Chinese New Year's Eve, and I am an ordinary white-collar worker. I have a gentle and kind husband named Li Ming, and we have been married for eight years. Our marriage has always been stable, although there is not much passion, but we also support each other and live a plain and happy life.
However, just recently, my life was hit by an unexpected emotional storm.
I met a man named Zhang Yang, who was a colleague of mine at work. He was intelligent, humorous, and always able to give me warm care when I was most tired. Gradually, we developed a subtle affection, and I found myself irresistibly attracted to him.
I was conflicted and confused, and I didn't know what I was going to do. I love my husband deeply, but I can't control my feelings for Zhang Yang. I tried to persuade myself to cherish the happiness in front of me, but whenever I saw Zhang Yang, my heart couldn't calm down.
One night, Zhang Yang and I were working overtime in the company, and we were relatively silent, but there was an indescribable atmosphere in the air. I don't know if he felt the subtle change as much as I did, but I knew that I couldn't control my emotions anymore.
That night, I decided to be honest with Li Ming and tell him about my inner confusion and pain. I knew it would hurt him, but I couldn't continue to deceive.
I opened the door and saw Li Ming sitting on the sofa waiting for me. He had a smile on his face, but I knew it was just a façade. I walked up to him, sat down, and took his hand.
"Li Ming, I have something to tell you. My voice trembled a little, "I ...... I'm in love with someone else. ”
Li Ming's expression suddenly became solemn, he was silent for a moment, and then said slowly, "I know." ”
I was stunned, I didn't expect him to be so calm. I looked up and looked into his eyes, filled with deep guilt and sadness.
"I know you've struggled to control your feelings. Li Ming said softly, "But love can't be forced." If you're really in love with someone else, I won't stop you. ”
I couldn't believe my ears, I thought he was going to go crazy and blame me, but he was so understanding and tolerant.
"However, I hope you will think it through. Li Ming continued, "Love is sometimes a momentary impulse, but marriage requires responsibility and commitment. Whatever choice you make, I will support you. ”
I burst into tears, I didn't expect him to be so understanding. I know that no matter what happens in the future, I will always be grateful for his understanding and support.
Now, I need to think carefully about my options. I know it's not just about my own happiness, it's about my husband's feelings. I will weigh it up and make a decision that is responsible for everyone.