My name is Wang Ying, I am 25 years old this year, and I am an ordinary office worker. I have an ordinary and warm family, and my parents are very caring for me and give me a lot of support and encouragement.
Today, I would like to share with you a story about what it feels like to be "first". This story takes place on an ordinary summer day after I graduated from college.
At that time, I had just stepped into the workforce, found a job, and started my professional career. I was looking forward to the future, but at the same time, I felt some pressure and uneasiness.
At work, I met a boy named Zhang Yang, who was a new employee in our company. Zhang Yang is a sunny and handsome boy who always treats everyone with a smile, and soon became everyone's darling.
Zhang Yang and I get along very well, we often work overtime, eat together, and chat about trivial matters in work and life. I found myself feeling something special about him, but I didn't have the courage to face it and admit it.
Until one day, we worked late together and it was already late. On my way home to send Zhang Yang, he suddenly stopped, looked at me and smiled and said, "Ying, I've always wanted to tell you that I have special feelings for you." ”
My heart was racing, and I didn't know how to answer. Zhang Yang looked into my eyes and said softly, "Ying, would you like to be with me?"
I hesitated, but eventually nodded. At that moment, I felt a sense of excitement and nervousness that I had never felt before, as if I was standing at a new starting point.
Since that day, my relationship with Zhang Yang has become more and more intimate, and we have spent many wonderful times together. We went to the movies, went shopping, traveled together, and every time it was so happy and enjoyable.
However, just when I thought our relationship would last forever, something happened that made me miserable.
One day, I stumbled upon a photo of Zhang Yang and another girl together, and I was very shocked and sad. I couldn't believe my eyes, I didn't want to believe that all this was true.
I approached Zhang Yang and asked him why he was deceiving me. He was silent for a while, and finally admitted his relationship with the girl. I felt so heartbroken and disappointed, I didn't know how to deal with it all.
However, when I needed support and comfort the most, my family and friends were there for me, and they supported me with warm words and actions to get me back on my feet.
Although the relationship took a toll on me, I learned to be stronger and more mature. I know that life is always full of challenges and difficulties, but as long as I keep moving forward, there will always be sunshine and hope.
So, despite the "first" of failure, I am still full of confidence and anticipation for the future. I believe that in the days to come, I will definitely find my own happiness and joy.