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Time flies, and I have already crossed the threshold of thirty. On the emotional road, the boyfriend changed, and he finally met the honest and lovely little pilot Xiao Ming in the search. Those innocent eyes, like starlight, made me sink in an instant. In his early twenties, he is as fresh as spring sprouts, and has a stable job, and is undoubtedly the dream lover of many single women.
The age gap lies between us, but I firmly believe that in the face of love, time is just a floating cloud. So, I mustered up the courage to approach him. In the days of first acquaintance, we were like honey blending oil, and I showed unprecedented gentleness and grace, careful care, for fear that he would be wronged in the slightest. He also cared for me, and my heart was full of joy.
However, the good times were short-lived. One day, he suddenly confessed that there was no result between us, and I woke up like a dream. It turned out that he regarded me as a sister, and the love I was expecting was nothing more than wishful thinking. Although I pretend to be calm on my face, my heart is hollowed out, and the emptiness is difficult to fill.
I didn't want to let go and tried to influence him with love. I don't spare money and time, I just want him to be happy. However, he kept pushing back, and I gradually became discouraged. I began to suffer from gains and losses, for fear that he would leave me and throw himself into the arms of others. I know I'm behaving more and more unbridled, but emotions have made me lose my mind.
He complained that I was restricting his freedom, and I understood that he had meant to leave. I clung to it like a life-saving straw, but all my efforts were in vain. Now, when I am alone in front of a room full of group photos, tears welling up in my eyes. I gave all my sincerity, but in exchange for nothing.
He said I was too proud, but what was my pride? I just stayed in this fruitless relationship, holding on to the flaws until my hair turned gray. When I was young, I didn't catch love, and now that I'm old, I can only stare at the TV screen in a daze. What a woman wants in her life is nothing more than a sincere treatment of one person. I tried my best, but I couldn't wait for him to turn back.
Time flies, I have entered the age of more than 30, and my boyfriend has changed one after another on the emotional road. It wasn't until I met Xiao Ming, that honest and lovely little pilot, that I thought I had finally found a home. His eyes are clear and bright, like a twenty-year-old boy, and his work is stable and decent, and in my eyes, he is the ideal companion.
Although there is a considerable age gap between us, I firmly believe that love can transcend everything. So, I mustered up the courage and decided to compose a love song with him. When we first met, we were like glue, and I showed unprecedented gentleness and thoughtfulness, hoping to warm him with my sincerity. He also cared for me and made me feel happier than I had ever been.
However, the good times were short-lived. One day, he suddenly told me that there could be no outcome between us. It dawned on me that he had only treated me as an older sister all along. Although I pretended to be indifferent on the surface, my heart was like being drenched in cold water, empty, as if I had lost something important.
I was not willing to let go like this, trying to influence him with more love. I gave everything for him, money, time, energy, and I just wanted him to be happy. But he became more and more cold to me, and even began to run away from me. I became troubled by gains and losses, for fear that he would leave me and throw himself into the arms of others.
He complained that I was putting too much pressure on him and leaving him breathless. I knew I might have done something wrong, but I couldn't control my emotions. I clung to him, hoping he would change his mind. But the reality was cruel, and he eventually left me.
Now, I'm alone in front of a room full of group photos, and tears welled up in my eyes. I gave all my sincerity, but in exchange for a vain. He said I was too obsessed, but I just wanted a genuine relationship. Today, I am no longer young and have to face the challenges of life alone. But no matter what, I will go on strong and find my own happiness.
Time flies, I have gone through more than 30 spring and autumn seasons, and I have experienced countless twists and turns on the emotional road. It wasn't until I met Xiao Ming, that honest and cute little pilot, that I thought I had finally found a shoulder to lean on. His bright eyes, revealing the youthfulness and innocence of the twenty-year-old, coupled with a stable job, made me think that he was my destiny for a while.
Despite the age gap between us, I have always believed that true love can overcome all obstacles. So, I plucked up the courage and opened my heart to him. In the first days, we were like a couple in love, I showed my tenderness and thoughtfulness, hoping to warm him with my love. He also cared for me and made me feel more happy and sweet than I had ever been.
However, fate always likes to play tricks on people. One day, he suddenly told me that there was no future between us. I just woke up from a dream, and it turned out that he had only treated me as a sister all along. Even though I pretended not to care on the surface, my heart ached like a knife, as if I had lost the whole world.
I was not willing to let go like this, trying to influence him with more love. I gave everything for him, including money, time, and energy, and I just hope he will change his mind. But he became more and more cold to me, and even began to avoid my eyes. I became anxious, afraid that he would leave me and throw himself into the arms of others.
He complained that I was putting too much pressure on him and leaving him breathless. I knew I might have gone too far, but I couldn't control my emotions. I clung to him, hoping he would change his mind. But the reality was cruel, and he chose to leave me in the end.
Now, I am alone in the empty room, and those former group photos have become the deepest pain in my heart. I gave all my sincerity, but in exchange for a vain. He said I was too obsessed, but I just wanted a genuine relationship. Although I am no longer young, I still believe that one day in the future, I will find the person who truly belongs to me.
As the years passed, I entered the stage of life in my thirties, and although I have met several partners on the emotional road, I have never been satisfied. Until I met Xiao Ming, the young and promising little pilot, his eyes were clear, like a young man who had never been in the world, which made me happy.
I have never taken the age gap to heart, because I know that true love has nothing to do with years. So, I mustered up the courage to open my heart to him. In the days of first acquaintance, we were like glue, and I poured my tenderness into it, hoping to exchange my sincerity for his favor. He also cared for me and made me feel warmer than I had ever felt before.
However, fate always seems to play tricks on people. One day, he suddenly confessed that our relationship was not what he had expected. I woke up from a dream, and he saw me as a friend, not a lover. Although I pretend to be calm on the surface, I am calm inside.
I don't want to give up just like that, and try to touch him with more love. I gave money and time in exchange for his smile. But he kept his distance and left me feeling disheartened. I began to become anxious, afraid that he would leave me and throw himself into the arms of others.
He complained that I was putting too much pressure on him and that he couldn't breathe. I knew I might have overdone it, but I couldn't help myself. I clung to him, hoping he would change his mind. But the reality was cruel, and he finally chose to leave.
Now, I face this empty room alone, and the memories of the past pierce my heart like a sharp knife. I gave all my sincerity, but in exchange for a vain. He said I was too persistent, but I just craved a genuine relationship. Although my youth is gone, I still believe that one day in the future, I will find the person who truly belongs to me and spend the rest of my life together.
The years have passed, I have entered the age of more than 30 years, although I have met several people on the emotional road, it is always difficult to find a real home. Until I met Xiao Ming, the young and lively little pilot, the innocence and enthusiasm revealed in his eyes made my heart move.
I have never taken the age gap into account, because I believe that true love can overcome all obstacles. So, I plucked up the courage to open my heart to him. In the days of first acquaintance, we were like glue, and I showed my gentleness and thoughtfulness, hoping to impress him with sincerity. He also cared for me and made me feel sweeter and happier than I had ever been.
However, fate always seems to play tricks on me. One day, he suddenly told me that our relationship was not what he expected. I woke up from a dream, and he saw me as a friend, not a lover. Although I pretended to be indifferent on the surface, my heart was like being doused with cold water, and my heart ached.
I didn't want to let go and try to influence him with more love. I gave money and time in exchange for his sincerity. But he kept his distance at all times, and I felt extremely lost. I began to become anxious, afraid that he would leave me and throw himself into the arms of others.
He complained that I was putting too much pressure on him and leaving him breathless. I knew I might have overdone it, but I couldn't help myself. I clung to him, hoping he would change his mind. But the reality was cruel, and he finally chose to leave.
Now, I face this silent room alone, and the memories of the past are like a cloud of smoke. I gave all my sincerity, but in exchange for a vain. He said I was too persistent, but I just craved a genuine relationship. Although my youth has passed, I still believe that one day in the future, I will meet the person who truly understands me and cherishes me and spend the rest of my life together.
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