Guo Hongxiu sat on the edge of the old-fashioned bed, bowed and said, "Si Nong, do you have any plans in the future?"
"What can you do? Chen Sinong's eyes widened, glanced at Guo Hongxiu, and felt that her face was much haggard than before, her eyes were a little red and swollen, and she couldn't help but feel a little pity in her heart.
Yang Xiaoli sat next to Guo Hongxiu, and said slowly: "If you have any good places to go, just help each other, we are classmates and good friends." ”
"This is a must. The sturdy Huang Dalong said, "I'm going to learn the plasterer, and I'm going to learn the craft before making other plans." ”
"My mom told me to learn tailoring, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to do it, and I thought I was stupid. Liao Xiaohua said with a smile.
"There's nothing you can't learn, just use snacks. People who say they are stupid are not stupid. Yang Xiaoli encouraged Liao Xiaohua.
"Xiaoli, what are you going to do? Your father is a doctor in the village, and there is nothing to say about your family's conditions. Liao Xiaohua asked.
"Doesn't my family have two acres of land? With my father's income, it is difficult to support the family. Yang Xiaoli was also very worried, and said, "My dad wants me to repeat my studies for a year, strive to be admitted, and study nursing." ”
"Of course, this is the best, your grades are okay, and it should be no problem to repeat a year. If it were me, I might not have been able to pass the exam for ten years. Liao Xiaohua's eyes were full of envy.
The short and fat Wan Changgen scratched his head and said: "I'm the worst in terms of studying, I'm going to go to work in the winery in the township, get a hundred yuan a month, and just survive." ”
"It's nice to work at the winery, but do you want people? Guo Hongxiu asked.
"My dad is the head of the village, and he knows the director of the distillery, otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to enter at all. I don't know if I want anyone else, so I'll ask then. Wan Changgen said, "If you want people, I'll introduce you all to it." ”
"If you can introduce me to it, I don't even learn tailoring, I will make money for two years first. Liao Xiaohua looked at Wan Changgen with a blank eye, lest he refuse to help.
"It's okay if you don't learn tailoring, come with me to pick up a mud bucket and live a good life, hehe......" Huang Dalong tilted his head and smiled.
Wan Changgen pushed him and said, "You want to live and fly together, it's so beautiful, Xiaohua, you must be careful." ”
"Sinong, if Changgen can introduce people in, you can also go to the winery. Guo Hongxiu said to Chen Sinong that because he didn't make a sound, he was afraid that he would open his mouth to Wan Changgen because of his bad face.
"When the time comes, I'm not sure that I will have someone. Chen Sinong sighed and said, "It's nothing, I'll go first." ”
At this time, Guo Hongxiu's father, Guo Dacai, came back from outside, stood at the door of the room and looked inside, and smiled at everyone.
"Hello Mr. Guo. Everyone said in unison.
Guo Dacai is a teacher at Taiping Primary School, who is thin and tall, and has a dark face. He is a private teacher, his salary is not high, and he also cultivates a few acres of land. He had just come back from the field, and he could tell by the mud on his feet.
"Mr. Guo, I'm leaving. Chen Sinong walked out of the door, and after saying to Guo Dacai, he glanced into the room again. Everyone stood up and prepared to leave.
Guo Hongxiu sent everyone outside the door and said, "I'm really embarrassed today, everyone is worried about me, and they came to see me." ”
"Say anything polite, don't think left and right, the more you think about it, the more sad it becomes. I'm trying to get you to work in the winery, and if you have something to do, you won't think about it much. Wan Changgen was very arrogant, waved his hand, and said, "Wait for good news, let's go." ”
Liao Xiaohua looked at Wan Changgen again, for fear that he would introduce Guo Hongxiu to work in the winery and forget her.
"Let's go, don't sit down for a while?" At this time, Guo Hongxiu's mother, Liao Sanmei, came back with a bamboo basket in her hand.
"Auntie, we've been sitting for a long time, and you've just come back from the field. Yang Xiaoli greeted her and said.
"yes, I picked some water spinach and came back. Now the weather is dry, and there is nothing to grow in the vegetable field. Liao Sanmei glanced at everyone and said, "I really don't sit for a while." ”
"Next time, next time. Everyone answered and walked along the bluestone alley.
Chen Sinong pushed his bicycle and walked at the back, and couldn't help but look back, only to see Guo Hongxiu still standing at the door looking at them. He would love to talk to her alone, but everyone was there, and if he didn't go together, he would definitely arouse suspicion.
The beloved is in front of him, and he can't tell his heart, Chen Sinong recalls the days when he fell in love with Guo Hongxiu, and he can't help but feel a lot of emotion.
When she was in school, Guo Hongxiu sat in front of Chen Sinong, she liked to read the essays he wrote, and later, she also read the diary he wrote. He was also happy to show her what he had written, and she became the driving force behind his writing. Gradually, through the exchange of words, they were happy with each other, and they had no intention of reading at all. This kind of thing belongs to early love, the school does not allow it, and it is disgraceful to say it, so they have kept it a secret and never mentioned it to anyone.
After graduation, there was no suspense, they all fell off the list. According to the agreement, they came out of school and talked about their relationship again, but the students who failed the list were in a bad mood and worried about their future life, and the two secretly met on the stage a few times at night, which was boring.
That night, Guo Hongxiu said to Chen Sinong: "There are always people coming and going here on the stage, let's just go to the river embankment for a walk." ”
The Mon River is on the side, and the embankment is built higher than the houses, so few people walk there at night. The two of them had walked two or three miles on the embankment, and when they felt that they could not meet any acquaintances, they sat down on the grass.
Guo Hongxiu leaned his head on Chen Sinong's arms, he put his arm around her, and neither of them spoke. After a while, she asked, "Si Nong, what are you thinking?" and he pondered for a moment before replying, "Not thinking about anything." ”
"You look me in the eye. She twisted her face towards his.
He listened to her, lifted his eyelids, and looked into her eyes. The four eyes are facing each other, the cool breeze is blowing, and the water is murmuring.
"Si Nong......" she called to him softly.
"Xiu......" he also called to her softly.
He picked her up and sat her on his lap, and the two hugged each other tightly.
"We're like this, never to be separated, okay?" she whispered in his ear, her voice so soft that the stars in the sky were about to fall.
"Well, never separated. He said affectionately.
"Kiss me. She said.
He put his mouth to her face, and her face was so fair, so smooth and soft, that he couldn't kiss enough.
Slowly, her mouth moved to his, and the two mouths sucked together like magnets, sucking each other frantically.
From the first confession, to the first hand-holding, to the first hug, and now the first kiss, their love has developed to the sweetest time. They felt as if there were only the two of them in the whole world, the moon was shining for them, the wind was blowing for them, and the green grass was growing for them. All the troubles and sorrows are all gone, leaving only the best time of sympathy.
In the days that followed, Chen Sinong and Guo Hongxiu always met at the stage at night, and then went to the river embankment together to go on a date.
That night, they lingered in the old place again, and she said to him, "Sinon, I will give you me, but you can never bear me." ”
"I will never fail you, I will not blame you if you fail me. He looked at her lovingly and said, "Xiu, you are really beautiful, so beautiful!"
"How can I fail you? I will not like anyone but you, even if he has a fortune. She stroked his face and said seriously.
"I'm afraid I won't be able to bear your love, I'm afraid you'll suffer with me, show ......," he said, and tears flowed down his face.
"You're so stupid, we all have hands and feet, work together, how can we have bad days? Don't cry, like a big girl, like tears. She took out her handkerchief to wipe away his tears and threw herself happily on his shoulder.
In her mind, Chen Sinong is handsome and kind-hearted, and he is a young man worthy of being promised.
In his mind, Guo Hongxiu is lively and cheerful, beautiful and generous, with a good heart, and she is a good girl who is one in a hundred.
If nothing else, they have such a deep relationship, it is natural for them to come together. Helplessly, the flower of first love is too delicate to withstand the wind and rain.
Chen Sinong still likes to read and write after leaving school, and wants to become a farmer writer through his own efforts to realize his dream. This seemed ridiculous to outsiders, and even his family did not approve of him being confined to his room all day. In addition, he went out to play every night, refused to say where he went, and came back late after playing, so that he was not in good spirits during the day and could not be energetic to do farm work, so his mother Zhou Yue'e would inevitably complain.
On rainy days, when the crops can't be done, the diligent young people will find ways to go to the ditch to catch fish to improve their lives, and no one will stay at home. Chen Sinong is different, he doesn't go out of the door, he doesn't step out of the second door, and he writes in the room like a lady.
Zhou Yue'e couldn't bear it anymore, so she stood in front of the window and got angry at him: "Si Nong, if you don't read well when you're studying, what do you write when you leave school? Young people should look like young people, they have to go out for activities, and they can't stay at home all the time." Look at your face, it's miserable white, there's no blood at all. ”
Chen Sinong didn't speak, thinking to himself: "The bird knows the ambition of the bird, there is no dream, there is no pursuit, what is the meaning of life?"
Compared with Chen Sinong, his brother Chen Siming is much more diligent, busy all day long, and never sits down to rest. There is no harm if there is no comparison, everyone says that Chen Sinong is a lazy man, and I am afraid that he will not even be able to marry his wife, and it will affect his family.
Although Chen Sinong is a person with dreams, he still can't stand everyone's judgment on him and feels that it damages his personality. He felt that in this world, only Guo Hongxiu understood him best. He loves her deeply, and if nothing happens and he marries her, everyone will look down on him not only but also his beloved. He couldn't stand this anyway.
After thinking about it for a few nights, he decided to break up with Guo Hongxiu temporarily, and then get along with her after he got out of the roll call. If she meets a better young man, let him go and marry a new love, he won't resent her. If he doesn't break up with her, in the current situation, he can't give her happiness, which is tantamount to harming her life.
"Xiu, I have something to say to you. Chen Sinong and Guo Hongxiu had a tryst on the river embankment again, but there was no passion in his body.
"Sinong, if you have anything to say, just say it. She looked at him puzzled, not knowing what he wanted to say.
He stopped talking, his expression painful.
"Sinong, what's wrong with you?" she was a little nervous.
"No," he hugged her tightly, and then, pushing her away violently, "we're not a good match, I'm not worthy of you, let's break up." ”
She was so angry that she stretched out her hand and slapped him.
He stood dumbly, tears rolling in his eyes, choked up and said, "You fight, I should fight." I'm a good-for-nothing person, and I don't want the people I love to be wronged with me. You're so beautiful, you'll find a better ...... that's 10,000 times better than mine."
"Say no more, I really can't take it anymore, woo-woo......" she turned around and ran home crying.
(To be continued.) Original debut, reprinting is prohibited, plagiarism is prohibited. ）