When I was a child, I lived in an ordinary family and had a younger sister who was the same father and mother as me, her name was Li Qing. We have always had a good relationship, like close friends who talk about everything, and we have a very deep relationship with each other. Our parents have always been very fond of us, giving us a good growth environment and full love.
My name is Li Chen, I am 30 years old this year, and I am an employee of a large enterprise. Although I am busy at work, I always try my best to balance my family and career, hoping to give my family a happy life.
However, as time went on, I gradually discovered something that bothered me. That is, my sister Li Qing and I fell in love with the same man.
This man's name is Zhang Yang, and he is our colleague, a mild-mannered and personable young man. He works conscientiously and responsibly in the company and is deeply loved by his colleagues. I didn't realize that I had special feelings for him at first, until one day, I stumbled upon my sister's secret liking for him. She saved many photos of Zhang Yang in her mobile phone, and she was very concerned about his every move. I felt a little overwhelmed with mixed feelings.
At the same time, I myself found that I had a special affection for Zhang Yang. Every time I see him, I can't help but think more about it. I knew that this feeling was wrong, after all, we were sisters, and I didn't want to hurt my sister. However, this feeling could not be controlled, and I fell into a painful struggle.
One day, I decided to be honest with my sister and tell her about my feelings for Zhang Yang. I know it's definitely going to be a huge blow to her, but I think it's much better to be honest than to hide it. However, when I opened the door and saw the disappointment and pain in my sister's eyes, my heart shattered to the ground.
"Qingqing, I have something to tell you. I whispered.
Li Qing raised her head, tears flashing in her eyes, which made me feel distressed.
"Sister, what are you going to say?" she asked in a trembling voice.
I took a deep breath and tried to keep myself calm, "I like Zhang Yang too. ”
After Li Qing heard this, the whole person was stunned, her eyes full of shock and disappointment. I knew I had hurt her, but there was nothing I could do.
In the days that followed, the relationship between me and Li Qing became extremely awkward. Instead of talking about everything we used to, we've become distant. Every meeting was full of awkwardness and unspeakable secrets, and I knew that our relationship could never go back to what it used to be.
Eventually, Zhang Yang learned about the dispute between our sisters, and he also felt very embarrassed. He chose to leave the company in the hope of ending the dispute and allowing us sisters to no longer be hurt by each other.
I looked at his back, and my heart welled up with endless guilt and sadness. Perhaps, all this is the result of my own doing. I regret that I didn't control my feelings in time, and maybe if I had realized this earlier, I wouldn't have had such a conflict between our sisters.
However, I knew it was too late to regret it. Now, I can only bear this pain in silence, hoping that the relationship between my sisters can slowly repair and return to the beauty it used to be.