I am Zhu Jie, a woman who is only 1.28 meters tall, and now, I want to share with you the story of me and my husband Master Qin.
I am an ordinary girl, although not tall, but full of enthusiasm for life. Bachelor Qin, on the other hand, is a high-achieving student, smart and knowledgeable. We met on the university campus, and at that time, he always looked like a gentleman, not smiling, but his deep and introverted temperament deeply attracted me.
Our acquaintance began by chance, a chance encounter at a class reunion, and I first noticed this low-key and attractive boy. Slowly, we started talking and discovered that we had many hobbies and ideals in common. Gradually, I found myself attracted to him, his gentleness, intelligence and wisdom.
After a period of getting to know each other, our relationship gradually warmed up and finally came together. The moment Master Qin proposed to me, I felt that I was the happiest woman in the world. We got married, we walked into the palace of marriage, and everything seemed so beautiful and perfect.
However, life after marriage is not as smooth as we think. Although we love each other, we have disagreements and confusions when it comes to children.
Master Qin is a very responsible and enterprising person, he is very busy at work, often working overtime until late. And I, as a housewife, longed for a little angel of our own in life, a child.
I once tried to communicate with Mr. Qin about my child's problems, but every time I talked about this topic, he always avoided talking about it, or said that the time is not right now, he is too busy with work, and he needs more energy and time to develop his career.
Fast forward and we've been married for 12 years, but we still don't have any children. I didn't know how to talk to him about it, I was afraid that he would feel stressed because of his busy work, and I was afraid that it would lead to conflicts and quarrels.
During this time, I thought a lot. I know that Master Qin is an excellent husband who has done a lot for the family, but deep down I have a sense of emptiness, a kind of worry and anxiety about the future.
Perhaps, this is the choice and contradiction that every couple faces. I try to understand the pressure of his work, but I also want him to understand my desires and heart. Children, for me, are the integrity and happiness of the family.
I still love my husband now, despite some unspeakable contradictions between us. I know that this problem cannot be solved by simple communication, it takes time and understanding.
I hope that in the days to come, we will be able to face this together, understand each other's needs and concerns, and find a way to meet each other's desires while continuing to maintain our beautiful marriage.
For me, who is only 1.28 meters tall, the world is full of challenges and possibilities, but I would like to believe that every difficulty and choice can make us more mature and determined.
This is the story of me and Master Qin, a story of love, confusion and hope. Every stage of a marriage is fraught with challenges, but we believe that love is the strength to overcome all odds.