My name is Li Mei and I am an ordinary girl. My family background is also very ordinary, my parents are ordinary working-class, although the family is not wealthy, but warm and harmonious. I have been living an ordinary and stable life until one day, the arrival of a relationship changed everything for me.
It was a sunny afternoon, and I met a boy named Liu Yang in the school library. He was a sunny, handsome, and funny boy who quickly caught my attention. We started a sweet romance and I thought I had found true love and thought I had found someone I could rely on.
What I didn't expect, however, was that our relationship didn't go as smoothly as I thought it would. As we got along, I noticed some problems with him and that he wasn't the person I was expecting. He often had ambiguous relationships with other girls, which made me feel very uneasy.
However, I chose to trust Him, to be patient and tolerant. I thought I could change him and make our relationship stronger. However, what I didn't expect was that this would only plunge me deeper into the sea of suffering.
One day, I stumbled upon a conversation between him and another girl, and the ambiguity and entanglement between them made me feel like a knife. I felt as if I had been abandoned in the abyss of darkness, unable to extricate myself.
I decided to have a showdown with him and get him to explain. However, he chose to escape, presumably a momentary mistake and uncontrollable desires. I felt immensely angry and hopeless, and I couldn't understand why he would be so ruthless to me, why he would choose to hurt an innocent girl.
After a period of struggle and pain, I finally decided to let go. I knew that the relationship was meaningless and that I shouldn't allow myself to be hurt anymore. I chose to leave him and start a new life.
What I didn't expect, however, was that this was just the beginning. Shortly after I left him, I found out I was pregnant. I didn't know how to deal with this sudden change, and I felt like I was caught in a whirlpool from which I couldn't extricate myself.
When I needed help and support the most, he chose to run away. He refused to admit that the child was his, and even tried to evade responsibility. I felt hopeless and lonely, and I didn't know how to face the future.
However, it was during these difficult days that I discovered my inner strength and courage. I decided to be strong in the face of everything, for the sake of my children and for myself. I know that I have only one ending, and that is to face it bravely and live strongly.
I know that I will no longer easily test a man's love, because I know that love is not a game of temptation and struggle, but a sincerity of mutual understanding and support. I will cherish everything in front of me and strive to live a happy life and no longer be hurt and deceived by others.