Love is always desirable and full of uncertainty, and I used to indulge in such beauty, until I met her, a woman named Bai Rui, whose appearance made me think that I had found the other half of my life, but in the end, I decided to leave, from the future we had hoped for together.
I remember the first time I met her, I met on a blind date at the urging of my family. Bai Rui, a girl two years younger than me, we were both urged by our families to get married, but we unexpectedly fell in love at first sight. She impressed me not only because of her beauty, but also because of her independence and hard work. She has achieved a lot in the workplace and earns a lot of money, which makes me feel ashamed. However, she always gently told me that none of this mattered, as long as there was love, it was enough.
Our love life is full of sweetness, and she dresses up every time she goes on a date, just to make a good impression on me. Her intentions made me cherish our relationship even more. However, when I moved into her rented apartment and started living together, I gradually realized that there seemed to be an insurmountable barrier between us.
Her lifestyle made me feel uncomfortable, and her dedication to detail made me feel a little suffocated. Every time I pick her up from work, she wants me to hold flowers in my hand, and her frequent phone calls always seem to remind me to always keep her in mind. I tried to communicate with her in the hope that she would understand my feelings, but she always used her own logic to refute me.
Our consumption concepts are also very different, her monthly salary is almost all spent on shopping, while I am always thinking about the future and hoping to save up. Her birthday party shocked me even more, she invited so many friends and threw a lavish celebration that cost us a month's salary.
After much deliberation, I decided to leave. I was pursuing a different lifestyle than her, and I longed for a simple and authentic life. I hope that everyone can find the love that suits them and live the life they want. Now, I choose to let go, hoping to find that person with whom I have a heart in the future.
So, dear readers, what is your pursuit of love and life?