Zhou Bingkun and Tu Zhiqiang are partners in the timber mill, and in the eyes of outsiders, the two of them have a very good relationship, but Zhou Bingkun doesn't think that he and Tu Zhiqiang get closer and closer.
According to convention, Tu Zhiqiang was a worker in the timber factory, and on the day of the execution, the factory had to send someone to assist the public security personnel in maintaining order.
There are many people in the factory who envy Zhou Bingkun, if he goes, he doesn't have to work hard in the factory and can still receive a salary, how good. But Zhou Bingkun didn't want to go, he was afraid.
However, the factory leader gave a death order, and Zhou Bingkun's resistance was ineffective.
Zhou Bingkun has never seen such a scene, the picture of Tu Zhiqiang being shot is reflected in Zhou Bingkun's heart like a shadow, making him not eat well, sleep well, and always be distracted at work.
Until the appearance of a man dispelled the shadow in his heart.
The first impulse
Luo Shibin and Shui Artesian found Zhou Bingkun and hoped that he would come forward to help.
It was late at night, Zhou Bingkun didn't know them, and he was nervous for no reason. Seeing the lame water flowing artesian, Zhou Bingkun remembered that Chunyan had told him that Tu Zhiqiang had a lame friend who was a gentleman before his death, and guessed that the thing he wanted to help had something to do with Tu Zhiqiang, so he decided not to run away.
Shui Artesian told Zhou Bingkun that Tu Zhiqiang has a wife, a son, and an old mother-in-law, and the whole family used to rely on Tu Zhiqiang to earn money to live, but now that Tu Zhiqiang is gone, how can a family of three live?
Zheng Juan was the target of going to the countryside, when he hid in Tibet and did not go to the countryside, such a person could not find a job in the city, so they decided to send Zheng Juan thirty yuan a month, and at the same time every month in the future, they would wait for him in this place.
Zhou Bingkun agreed, and the original book wrote:
Zhou Bingkun had a great and inexplicable curiosity from the beginning, wanting to see with his own eyes what kind of woman the woman who secretly married Tu Zhiqiang was, otherwise, he would not agree to what the two of them begged him to do.
Whether it is begging or persecution, if it is not the great curiosity that dominates in his heart, the purpose of the lame two cannot be achieved at all.
Zhou Bingkun is a worker in a timber factory, and he is also a coolie in the soy sauce factory.
He promised to help Artesian send money, ostensibly sympathizing with Tu Zhiqiang's family's suffering, feeling that Tu Zhiqiang was gone, and his family was not having a good time, so he helped out of kindness. Actually, he didn't think so in his heart.
He and Tu Zhiqiang are also considered to be "hair small" in front of and behind the street, and they have worked in the same factory, but his relationship with Tu Zhiqiang is not close. Tu Zhiqiang never talked about family affairs in front of him, especially Zheng Juan.
Although Zheng Juan and Tu Zhiqiang are husband and wife, they have not obtained a certificate, speaking of which, Zheng Juan is considered to be unmarried and pregnant, Zhou Bingkun is curious, what kind of person is Zheng Juan, who is so desperate for Tu Zhiqiang.
Curiosity made him ignore how many gossips going in and out of Zheng Juan's house would bring to him, and also ignored the impact of these gossips on his work, and he had to meet this woman.
2. First meeting
When Zhou Bingkun entered the door, Zheng Juan was sitting on the kang stringing hawthorns, she was not wearing cotton pants or socks, Zhou Bingkun saw that she had not washed her face and combed her hair, and was very surprised. He didn't expect that Zheng Juan was a beauty, except that there was no bookish air on her face, her beauty was in no way inferior to the first beauty of the light word film, that is, his sister Zhou Rong.
Zheng Juan's eyes were full of fear, her appearance made people can't help but feel pity for the jade, and Zhou Bingkun was no exception.
Zhou Bingkun looked at Zheng Juan's eyes and was stunned for a few seconds, Zheng Juan caught his thoughts, and hurriedly pulled the cotton clothes to cover his feet and calves.
After leaving Zheng Juan's house, Zhou Bingkun's heart couldn't calm down for a long time.
Original Manuscript:
When he saw Zheng Juan for the first time, he had a wild impulse in his heart to knock her down. If she is submissive, he will beg for it, and if she is not submissive, he will beat her until she no longer resists.
For having such dirty thoughts in his heart, Zhou Bingkun himself felt ashamed. In the eyes of everyone, he is synonymous with honesty.
But Zhou Bingkun couldn't help but think so, in the original book, Zhou Bingkun also found an explanation for himself:
First, Zheng Juan's beauty was too unexpected for him, and it was the kind of beauty he had been thinking about for a long time. Second, Zheng Juan was disheveled and undressed, and she had a strange temptation for him who had never been in love.
Third, he is unwilling, why is Tu Zhiqiang's woman a beauty? Whether it is his family situation or the impression he gives to others, he is much stronger than Tu Zhiqiang. He is a red category 5 with a strong roots, Tu Zhiqiang has a bad record, how can Zheng Juan take a fancy to him?
At that moment, Zhou Bingkun felt that Zheng Juan was despicable, he was a good young man who followed the rules, even if he could not restrain his impulse to be with Zheng Juan, it was Zheng Juan's luck.
Zhou Bingkun made excuses for himself, but moral pressure forced him to suppress his inner impulses.
Although he left Zheng Juan's house, Zheng Juan's appearance seemed to be embedded in his mind, and he would think of her from time to time. At this time, the shadow brought to him by Tu Zhiqiang had already been swept away, and he began to examine his heart.
Zhou Bingkun is in adolescence and is very ignorant of love. Although Chunyan also likes him, and even takes the initiative to pursue him, Zhou Bingkun has no feelings for Chunyan between men and women, and even feels upset when he sees Chunyan.
Although Chunyan is much thinner than when she was in school, her personality is like a tomboy, and her appearance is not outstanding enough. Zhou Bingkun has not been as good as Zhou Bingyi and Zhou Rong since he was a child, and he can please his father, if he will marry such an ordinary and ordinary woman, he is unwilling.
Zheng Juan used her body as a bait
Not only is he unwilling to lose to his brothers and sisters, but compared with Tu Zhiqiang, he is still unwilling, why do they either win him in grades or in marriage, does he have to marry a woman like Chunyan for the rest of his life?
The more unwilling he was, the stronger his thoughts about Zheng Juan became. After quietly sending money to Zheng Juan for a year, he finally mustered up the courage to see Zheng Juan.
Original Manuscript:
He and Zheng Juan looked at each other, and in his eyes, all around him had turned black, even the child was half-black and half-bright, but the little widow was in the light, as if she was a luminous body. In his opinion, she on the kang is like the king of flowers, the biggest and most beautiful one.
Zheng Juan was not particularly surprised by Zhou Bingkun's arrival, but expected. He saw Zhou Bingkun's thoughts, and he didn't have the slightest intention of hiding back, but deliberately tested Zhou Bingkun, what kind of girl did he like?
Zhou Bingkun said that she is like this, and he helps to send money, not because he is a good person, but because he always thinks about her in his heart and can't forget her.
Zheng Juan took the initiative to kiss Zhou Bingkun, and the rest came naturally.
Original Manuscript:
Zheng Juan is a good teacher, Zhou Bingkun is a good student, and the two of them are getting better, and they both taste the beautiful feeling of spiritual participation.
When Zhou Bingkun had a deep love for her, he slowly told her experience. She was picked up, and the child in her womb was not Tu Zhiqiang's, Tu Zhiqiang and Artesian Water are true love, it was Luo Shibin who forced her, and she became pregnant.
If Zheng Juan really likes Zhou Bingkun, why didn't she make these things clear in advance, but mentioned them when Zhou Bingkun and her relationship were the most harmonious?
Because she concluded that with Zhou Bingkun's degree of attachment to her, telling the truth at this time would not be abandoned.
Zheng Juan does not have a hukou, she is unmarried and pregnant, and she has no hukou when she gives birth to a child. Her mother is old, her brother is blind, and she will have a hard time living with her children in the future. She needs a man to support half of her sky, Zhou Bingkun is a worker's child, and he has thoughts about her, marrying Zhou Bingkun will not only be able to live a good life, but also have a turn in reputation, which is beneficial and harmless.
Everyone has desires, and in the process of chasing these desires, it is often inevitable to use some petty tricks or calculate others. These behaviors are not worth showing off, but they are also a difficult part of human nature to eradicate, because people are constantly weighing the pros and cons in order to achieve the best outcome.
Zheng Juan knew that her approach was not fair, so after she married into the Zhou family, she worked hard to be the daughter-in-law of the Zhou family. It is both atonement and resignation. In her life, it is not easy to get to this point, what else to toss?