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Assertion of oneself, even if it is paranoid, should not be wrong

author:Radish in a parallel world

Little Radish once had a friend who could stick a knife in his ribs. Although once he was blocked by a vicious dog on the way home at night, Little Radish left him alone and ran away, but because this was when he was eight or nine years old, it didn't affect Little Radish on the definition of friendship with each other. Little Radish once thought that they would always be good friends, and when they got old, they sat in the shade of the tree to enjoy the shade, he laughed at Little Radish for his lame legs and couldn't walk, and Little Radish laughed at him for losing his teeth and speaking leaky. But now, Little Radish and him have not been in touch for nearly twenty years.

Before the age of six, Little Radish was always a well-behaved child, and his range of activities alone never exceeded the 200-meter radius centered on his home. I also went to play far away from home, but I was timid to tiptoe beside my brother as a follower. As the years go by, Little Radish can't remember how he fooled around with him, and what impressed me was that he played with his brother once, and his brother's friends were very unhappy with him with such a little kid as Little Radishes, so Little Radish consciously stopped going out with his brother. Maybe it's because the little radish family is very close to his house, so it's natural to get along with him.

The hornet's nest around the two families was hit by seedlings; Uncle Wang's persimmons did not grow to maturity in a year; and several plum trees of Uncle Li's family also suffered misfortune because they were stripped of their bark several times...... And so on, even the idle house in the east of the village was burned by the little radish, which once became an unsolved case in the village, and no one would have expected that the cause of the fire was only because he did not believe that the magnifying glass in the little radish's hand could ignite the pile of straw piled up in the yard.

He has a cyan tattoo on his right arm depicting a short sword with a snake wrapped around it. This is the masterpiece of the little radish, I don't know where he learned that he could get a tattoo with a sewing needle dipped in ink, and he insisted on forcing the little radish to give him a domineering pattern that can bluff people.

Originally, he was going to tattoo a long sword, but Xiao Radish told him with his naïve aesthetics of fifteen or sixteen years old that the sword body can only go around two more times if it has a snake, so that it looks more beautiful and domineering. But because he was afraid of pain and had to retreat to the second, Xiao Radish scoffed at this, saying that he was not domineering at all if he was afraid of pain, but he hesitated for a long time between domineering and pain, and finally admitted that he was not a gentleman enough. So in the end, the lines of the sword body were a little crooked, and he could only shake his head and reluctantly accept it.

This tattoo brought him unexpected fame among their friends, and later many group fights, he has become like the leading big brother of their group, of course, Little Radish is not willing to admit this, because he always says that Little Radish is his dog-headed military advisor, and Little Radish does not want to admit that bad ideas come from his own mouth, nor does he like the title of ko-headed military master.

But he didn't care whether the little radish wanted to or not, he always said to the little radish that he was, "Hey, how do you say this?" The little radish said, "You can't be angry with this......

So his father came to the door again and again with a bag of black sesame paste, two bags of soybean milk powder, and a few canned peaches to apologize. And in the end, because he defeated someone, he naturally became the boyfriend of the girl who was harassed by the other party.

Xiaojingren, as her name suggests, is a very quiet girl. When I was in the fifth grade of primary school, I was divided into classes and assigned to Xiao Radish and their class, although they were in the same village, her house was a few streets away from Xiao Radish and their home. Since Xiao Jing became his girlfriend, she played with Xiao Radish and them every weekend, and it was difficult for a girl like her to be forced to climb over the wall and go up the tree with Xiao Radish and them, and walk around the streets without street lights at night. This directly led to Xiao Jing going to the county seat to live in high school, and when they started playing again, they always felt that something was missing.

Everything seems to be a youthful literary film, but inevitably, there are also bloody episodes in literary films.

He was approached by a girl's father for an explanation, because when he came home from farm work, he saw his nineteen-year-old daughter washing bloody sheets. He pulled the little radish to drink, and asked the little radish: Hey, what do you say about this?

Little Radish looked at his wounded face and asked, "Does Xiao Jing know about this?"

He said, "I don't have a deal with her!"

Little Radish said: Don't you feel sorry for her?

He said, "Guilty!" If they were to be as good as Xiao Jing, how could I have such a trouble.

Little Radish silently drank the wine in the cup, poured herself another glass and said: Don't look for me in the future, you can do whatever you like, I will not know you in the future.

He was stunned for a few seconds and then became furious, pointed at the little radish with his hand and said: How many years have I been friends with you, and you want to break off my friendship for a girl?

Little Radish looked at the cyan tattoo on his arm, because his arm had grown thicker and thicker over the years, the lines that were not straight were more distorted, and the color had faded a little. Little Radish has never liked to quarrel, especially with familiar people. Without further explanation, he left him alone in the tavern after a glass of wine.

On the way home, Xiao Radish remembered that when she was in the sixth grade, one day it was raining heavily and Xiao Radish forgot to bring an umbrella, so Xiao Jing held an umbrella and deliberately took a long detour to send Xiao Radish home. Little Radish thinks that everyone has a rod and scale in their hearts, and if there is a problem between the two friends they have made, they should stand on the side of the innocent. What's more, when he was young, love was still a sacred thing that could not be desecrated, so what he did was really difficult to agree with, and the little radish gradually distanced himself from him like this.

Little Radish has always felt that people always have something to insist on in life, although because of this persistence, they may lose a lot of things. But is this paranoia really unreasonable? Although the world is not black and white, there are always rights and wrongs in the world. Little Radish hates quarrels and fights, and always feels that tepid is the most comfortable, so sometimes he doesn't bother to explain. Little Radish rarely hates people, at most he feels that he is incompatible, so he is estranged, and the most annoying thing is to be asked for forgiveness by people who don't know what's going on. Everyone in the world likes to be warm and cute, even if it is pretended, but no one cares about the implicit expression. It's understandable to think about it, everyone is so busy, who has the time to take care of your own inner drama.

Throwing away a thing that has been used for a long time will inevitably be a little unaccustomed at the beginning, not to mention throwing a person out of his own life, he will always be coerced away with too many things that he does not want to lose, such as mutual friends who can't make peace, and the mustard that is born. But Little Radish thought that there was nothing to regret if he was willing to go with it. It's too hypocritical to care for your lips and teeth, so don't do it.

Therefore, Little Radish has always adhered to the principle of being willing to be friends, which can not be understood, but must have a minimum of respect for their own paranoia. Many years later, the little radish has become an old radish, and in the dead of night, when I think back to the past, I can only give myself a helpless smile.

The days after coming out of youth are so long that some stories are endless, but right and wrong, and have long been blurred by the impetuous society.