叙述人：许世鑫（化名），46岁。
I am the secretary of the county party committee, who controls the overall situation, dedicates myself to public service, seeks happiness for the people of the county, and is busy every day.
I held a meeting and said, "The Spring Festival is coming, please Secretary Liu arrange to be on duty during the holiday, and everyone should pay attention to safety." ”
At the end of the meeting, I turned on my phone and found that there were 8 missed calls!
Telephone contact, I only marked one word "she".
Who is she?
She gave birth to me, but she didn't raise my own mother!
I never shouted this "mom" because she didn't participate in my growth and didn't give me a trace of warmth.
I looked at my watch, it was 12 noon, but I didn't have much appetite.
I lit a cigarette, exhaled a smoke ring, and stood in front of the window, gazing at the gray sky.
Last night, there was a light snowfall, and the low building seemed to be wearing a white hat. The streets are full of traffic, and the atmosphere of the New Year is everywhere.
I snuffed out the cigarette butt, put it in the ashtray, and took a deep breath.
I closed my eyes and thought about it, but I still called back, after all, she gave me life, what if there was something urgent?
She said happily, "Xiao Xin, were you busy just now? I didn't get through the phone." ”
My voice was calm, "I was in a meeting just now, is there anything wrong with you?"
She was cautious, "Xiao Xin, when are you on vacation?"
I was straightforward, "I still have to work in my Chinese New Year's Eve, and I will officially take a vacation on the first day of junior high school, so you can say it directly." ”
Her voice was a little flattering, "Ah...... Nothing, I prepared a lot of food for the New Year, I don't know your taste, I am ready to wrap dumplings with three kinds of fillings, get off work in the Chinese New Year's Eve, come to my house for the New Year!"
I was silent for a moment, "No, my parents are still waiting for me to come home." I will transfer you 5,000 yuan to buy New Year's goods. ”
Who knows, she sobbed softly, "Xiaoxin, you still don't forgive your mother?" At that time, my mother couldn't help it, you knew that your father was a slacker, and my mother had to divorce him!"
I frowned slightly, trying to slow down my tone, "The past is gone, no need to mention it again." It's just that I owe my mom too much, and without my mom, I wouldn't be where I am today. ”
She was a little excited, "Xiaoxin, she is your stepmother, you call her "mom" one by one, I am your real mother!
I felt a little tired and didn't want to explain anything, "I can give you alimony, but, decades of affection, it's not that you can make up for it!"
She softened her voice again and begged bitterly, "Son, for the sake of my face when I gave birth to you, you have spent so many years with them, spend the New Year with me once!"
I don't like to be slimy, when it's broken, it's going to be messy, and I shouldn't leave her with any illusions.
I said in an accentuated tone, "I will give you 2,000 living expenses a month, and I have done my filial piety, this is all I do, you don't have other extravagant hopes in the future!"
After saying that, I really wanted to hang up directly, out of politeness, she was an old man after all, and I waited for her to hang up.
She suddenly became anxious, "I said that I am your own mother, but the villagers don't believe me, and they say that I am bragging! Can't you give me a face?"
The door opened a crack, Secretary Liu knocked on the door, and I promised, "Please come in." ”
He said, "Secretary Xu, I helped you get food." What time is the meeting on security checks in the afternoon?"
I bent the corners of my mouth, I came early, it was better to come by coincidence, I want to thank Secretary Liu for saving me.
I said to the phone, "I have something to ......."
She probably heard the voice of the second person, who was still familiar with each other, and reluctantly hung up the phone.
I breathed a long sigh of relief and said cheerfully, "At 2 p.m., the meeting will start on time." ”
Secretary Liu agreed, "Okay," turned around and went out, and closed the door.
I quickly called my mother, "Mom, I can't go home until the Chinese New Year's Eve, and I will rush back after work, I'm afraid it will be 9 o'clock in the evening when I get home." ”
I have only one mom in my heart, and that is my stepmother.
The stepmother said happily, "Xiaoxin, when the time comes, I will give you dumplings filled with sauerkraut and pork, and then steam a pot of sticky bean buns for you, and we will keep vigil together." ”
A warm current flowed through my heart, "Okay, you can keep it for me!"
The son has already gone on winter vacation, so he ran back to the countryside early to accompany his grandparents.
The son was making trouble next to him, "Grandma, you only have my dad in your heart, I like to eat dumplings stuffed with mushrooms and pork!"
The stepmother said happily, "Okay, my eldest grandson is also very important, let's make two kinds of stuffing, one sauerkraut pork filling, and one mushroom pork filling." ”
The corners of my eyes and eyebrows are smiling, I am indeed a junior!
My stepmother is so strong, so strict with me and my brother, but my heart is so soft for my son.
I'm not exaggerating at all, if it weren't for my stepmother, my dad and I wouldn't necessarily be the same, I might just be a social bastard.
I was only 4 years old, living in two crumbling adobe huts with blackened walls and dilapidated windows nailed to them with plastic sheeting.
My mother was carrying a small orchid cloth bag, and she didn't look back, and walked out quickly.
I hugged her leg and cried, "Mom, where are you going? Don't leave me!"
My mother looked at me indifferently and broke my little hand cruelly, "In the future, listen to your father." ”
My lazy ghost father, lying on the kang, said weakly, "Son, your mother doesn't want you anymore, let her get out of ......"
My little self was full of fear and despair.
I crawled and caught up with my own mother, and cried, "Mom, don't go, if you leave, I won't have a mother." ”
My mother was a little impatient, kicked me away, and didn't look back.
I was like an abandoned puppy, at a loss.
Since then, I have followed the lazy ghost, hungry and full, hungry to the point of yellow muscles and thin muscles, and small arms and legs, like thin sticks.
My grandparents couldn't see it anymore and took me over, and my father followed me, with a shy face, and ate at my grandparents' house.
My grandparents are old, and they only planted a few acres of thin fields, and we can only mix half full.
Grandma shook her head, wiped her tears and said, "This child is so pitiful, my mother doesn't want him, my father is so lazy." ”
Grandpa got angry and said, "Mother is so defeated!
The grandparents were noisy again, and for a while, the chickens flew and the dogs jumped. I looked at the adults in horror, not knowing what was wrong.
My hometown is in a poor rural area, my father has 5 older sisters and one elder brother, as the youngest child in the family, my grandmother always favors him.
My dad was surprisingly lazy, he could sit and never stand, he could lie down and never sit, and let him work in the fields until the sun came out in the west.
He can't write, he can't do martial arts, except for being good-looking, he can't achieve anything else.
When I reached the age of starting a family, with the help of my parents and sisters, I reluctantly married my daughter-in-law and gave birth to me.
My mother couldn't stand my father's laziness, and she couldn't stand the poverty of the family, so she left me and left ruthlessly.
Since then, I have become a motherless child. The children in the village bullied me, smashed me with dirt, and coaxed me and said, "Beat him up! Xu Shixin is a wild child without a mother!"
As if I was crazy, I also felt the clods of dirt and fought back, shouting, "I have a mother, I'm not a wild child!"
I always hide and cry secretly, everyone else has a mother, I don't have a mother.
After a long, long time, I heard that my own mother remarried to a neighboring county.
One day, grandma said happily, "Xiaoxin, you have another mother." ”
My grandparents are really capable, and they actually married a daughter-in-law to my father, who is my stepmother.
I heard that her stepmother had never married before, and she had a younger brother, and her father was seriously ill, so she married her brother a daughter-in-law and buried her father, so she was relieved to get married.
My stepmother is not as beautiful as my own mother, but she has thick eyebrows and big eyes, works well, and loves to laugh.
I have had a lot of eyes since I was a child, and I know that the mother in front of me is not my real mother, I am like a little hedgehog, full of vigilance.
I heard the woman in the village chew her tongue, "Xiaoxin, be careful that your stepmother beats you!"
My stepmother cooked, and I held the bowl and lay down in the corner to eat.
My stepmother shook her head and gave me more than half of the cabbage and tofu in the pot, but I stared at the dish but didn't eat it.
My dad muttered, "Stinky boy, such a good dish, don't eat it, I'll eat it!"
My dad was really unproductive, and he took vegetables from my bowl.
My stepmother knocked on the back of my dad's hand with chopsticks, "What are you doing, you are the first to eat, and you are still grabbing vegetables with your children." ”
My dad said "ouch", retracted his hand, and said dissatisfiedly, "Doesn't he eat it?"
The stepmother's apricot eyes widened, "Who said that children don't eat, in the afternoon, you watered the land in the east of the village." ”
My dad immediately wilted.
Instead, I breathed a sigh of relief and gulped down the food.
The brine points to the tofu, one thing drops one thing. Only my stepmother can restrain my dad and drag his ears to the field every day.
My stepmother stayed up for three days and three nights to make me a new dress, which I liked very much, but it didn't show it.
Slowly, I let my guard down and felt that she was really nice.
My stepmother got pregnant and gave birth to a little brother for me, and I was nervous again and my whole body exploded.
Because the people in the village said, "Your stepmother has a biological son, which is her 'thorn in the eye and thorn in the flesh'!"
I'm 6 years old, and my stepmother sent me to the village primary school, but I haven't played enough and I'm not happy.
So, I pretended to go out with my schoolbag on my back, and then, every day, I skipped school, went to the river to fish, climbed trees and dug birds' nests.
When my stepmother found out, she grabbed me and spanked my ass hard, "Let you skip school, let you skip school." ”
I was beaten and yelled, "No wonder people say that your stepmother is bad, you are a bad stepmother!"
The stepmother thrust in and said, "I'm just bad, what can you do to me? The next time you skip school, I'll beat you up." No food today!"
I was so hungry that my stomach growled and I was full, and then I ran away from home, farther and farther away.
I don't know, my stepmother almost went crazy in order to find me, and searched all over the country.
I hid in a ravine, and I couldn't stand the hunger, so I went out to beg for food, and almost starved to death.
Later, my clothes were torn and my shoes fell off, just like Hanako.
My stepmother finally found me, hugged me, and cried bitterly, "Silly boy, why are you so tough? ”
I've had enough of suffering and I'm in tears.
My stepmother didn't relax her discipline on me because I ran away from home this time, whether I should quarrel or fight, and whether I should beat or beat.
But food, clothing, and housing are better than those of my younger brothers.
My cold heart was gradually warmed, and I knew that my stepmother was really good for me.
I am a student and my grades are among the best. My stepmother was very happy, he smashed the pot and sold iron, and also wanted to provide me with education.
In addition to farming, my stepmother also raised a flock of sheep and forced my lazy father to herd the sheep, which she said sold so that my brother and I could go to school.
She worked all day long, when she was not free, taking on manual work in the dim light, earning only a few cents a piece, accumulating a lot, and saving it all.
Later, I was admitted to 985 University, and my stepmother was so happy that she killed a pig and set up a running water banquet in the village.
The younger brother was not admitted to university, and his stepmother sent him to learn to cook, and he was able to support himself.
From beginning to end, my mother ignored me, and this person seemed to have evaporated from the world.
After graduating from university, I returned to my county and started from the most grassroots villages, down-to-earth, diligent, and later, until I was promoted to county magistrate and county party secretary.
When I was 35 years old, I was a deputy county magistrate in a neighboring county.
One day, my mother found me, pulled my sleeve and cried, "You are Xiaoxin, right? I didn't admit my mistake, I am your mother!"
In front of her, her hair is gray, her face is full of wrinkles, faintly, she looks like she was back then!
I have been looking forward to this day for many years.
Unexpectedly, when we actually met, there were no waves in my heart, and I felt that she was very strange.
I gently withdrew my hand, "My mother is not you, my mother worked hard for me to study and discipline me strictly, where are you?"
She hid her face and cried, saying how she had no choice.
But I really don't have any feelings for her, and I can only do my duty to support her.
However, she did not give up and kept pestering.
I understand that because I am back home, she came to recognize me.
If I am destitute...... Everything is hard to say.
Forget it, I still have to prepare well, Chinese New Year's Eve, go home for the New Year.
The thought of being reunited with my family right away makes me happy again.
People say, did I do something wrong?
#我来唠家常#